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Around kul 5pm semalam rasa sayu jer.dah start nak berkolam mata. Tengok weather kat luar pun gelap sangat, memang hujan turun tak lame lepas tu. Sedih sangat. Macam-macam pikir.

Pastu akak kat opis tanya, "okay ke?macam sedih je akak tengok..". Pastu I pun cerita, kadang-kadang rasa takde orang sayang kat kite kak, husband tinggal kan kite time nandong, parents pun pergi jauh outstation, tak sayang dah ke.hehehe... Nak tergelak pun ada tengok perangai sendiri. -_-

Pastu akak tu cakap, memang masa nandong ni macam-macam perasaan ada. Dia kata banyakkan baca al-quran. Sibukkan diri dengan macam-macam. Haihh... I don't want anything else except my husband. I rasa dia je pengubat duka lara hati I. I really miss him. Although tak sampai 2 minggu but kite nak die jugak!hrmm..

Tengah borak-borak tu husband call. Eh, macam boleh rasa jer tite windu dia. Hikhik..kejap je borak tapi it gives me a lil bit of encouragement to wait for him.. *senyum*

Anyway, dia cerita kat I dia buat ape arini etc etc. Pastu I bising la, "b bagitau pun I bukan ingat..nanti bla bla bla..." I bebel.

Tiba-tiba dia jawab..." Shhhhhhhh..diam la papa nak cerita ni..". Wah marah?? Hahahaha...kiut marah tiba-tiba rasa nak lempang laju-laju je beliau. Hahaha...pandai dah marah kalau I tak dengar kata. Teehee..

Sekejap je pastu nak kena letak dah. I don't mind as long as I can hear his voice dah cukup as pemangkin semangat untuk I teruskan hidup. Wah dramatic sangat.hahaha..

I berdoa hari-hari supaya jodoh kita kekal sampai syurga, and that Allah akan kurniakan kebahagiaan untuk kita. InsyaAllah. And baby pie is coming along the way to keep us together and happy insyaAllah.. :)


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