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Friday, May 27, 2011

Fear of Nothing

Makin dekat,makin perasaan ni bercampur baur. Risau,takut.hrmm..macam-macam lagi. betul ke keputusan yang nak di buat ni?boleh ke aku ni?

Mungkin sepatutnya bila datang perasaan macam ni,kita patut sembahyang dan berdoa lebih kepada Pencipta yang of course tahu segalanya.

I fear most about my future.I really do.I mean,after watching that video,I felt like..hrmm...susahnye.I takut.I sangsi.I really don't know about my feelings anymore.

Sebab I don't know what my future will bringsI look like I'm strong.I act like I'm strong.but I am not.I don't.

Can we just,stop?


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Thursday, May 26, 2011

Working Matters

I thanked my mum for always taught us about life and all.my mum had been working with the chinese for almost her entire life.she said that the working style of the chinese are different.diorang sangat rajin and proactive.it keep us to work harder and contribute more to the organization.but they will pick chinese for higher position no matter how good you are,but if you are not a chinese,they won't pick u.

My dad oppositely had been working with mostly indians and malays.he said indians are different.indians are more friendly compare to chinese and malay.and they like to share stories and experiences.but the bad thing is,they are backstabbers.especially to their own race.

Malays are more to the laid back and watch.but these lead them to bersikap malas.dalam islam memang kita diajar supaya bersyukur dengan apa yang ada,but that doesn't mean kita tak boleh work hard and contribute more.and I realized that.that malays malas.

I work with indians and they acted as what I said before.and it was so sad because benda ni terjadi bukan sebab religion or races,tapi sikap manusia itu sendiri.human behaviour.and ramai yang terkena atas sikap backstabb and fitnah orang and create stories and all.

Personally I think,kita tak boleh blame agama,race,nationality.this is more of your education,background,and how were you brought up by your family and all.I have chinese,indian,and malay friends NOT like I described above.so this is wrong.

I always hold these whenever I go:
1)Jujur dengan apa yang kita buat,cakap.
2)Berbuat baik dengan semua orang
3)Rajin
4)Always think positive
5)Jangan berprasangka buruk pada orang.
6)Ikhlas dengan perbuatan kita.

I'm not good and sometimes I don't follow my principles.but I am trying whenever I can. And I hope other people also have their own good principle.these will lead to a better place to work and live.

Ps: this is personal opinion and doesn't involve anyone.and I have 1 chinese wedding,1 malays wedding,and 2 indian weddings to attend.from kl down to south.cmne woi!!


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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Ain't missing

I almost forgot that I have not been out for a date for almost 2 weeks.I see..now I know why I'm being so childish,emotionally emo,and kinda miss him.and I can see the pattern.you know,klau minggu ni pergi dating,the whole week kitorg bbm,calls and everthing.tapi kalau minggu tu tak dating,the whole week kitorg x spend time whether bbm ke,calls ke.dia ada seminar ke,I have meeting ke.

He,always be the mr-cool,bukan dia kisah pun pegi dating ke tak.janji he knows that his gf is happy,dia oklah. Unless gf die dah membebel,merajuk,bergaduh tak reply bbm die tau la dunia berpusing berapa kelajuannya.teehee..

Anyway dah lama sangat tak buat suprise kat dia.and I don't even think he reads my blog.but anyway,nak buat suprise tapi ongkos takde..tapi entahlah.

I hope this week we can go out and have fun.kate nak makan steamboat kan.:)


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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Lembut macam kapas

My current cravings,eh tak boleh.sekarang I dalam proses menghabiskan all the moisturizers,toners,cleanser ke ape lah.and all the unused or halfused makeups.

Now all the moisturizers from different brands,I campak dalam handbag,bawa pergi office.dua tub I bawak.satu from nivea,and another one from crabtree&evelyn.nivea tu standard la bau nivea,and crabtree bau lavender.

Cleanser I bawak dua jugak. Satu from bioessence and another one from safi.tapi I lebih cinta dengan safi.bioessence setakat nak habiskan.

Untuk losyen kaki I bawak johnson baby je.itu lebih memudahkan proses rasa nak tidur je.

Kat rumah berlambak lah lagi macam boleh bukak pharmacy dah.ha ha ha.kena habiskan semua baru boleh beli yang satu set terus.sk11 ke.

Lagipun en bf cakap tangan I lembut.jadi semakin laju untuk habiskan semua mosturizer bagi lagi lembut macam kapas.

Okaylah,nak pegi buh lagi cream-cream ni sume.perempuan kena rajin pakai.selain buat kulit lembut,bau kita pun wangi.



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Monday, May 23, 2011

Bercinta Dengan Suami Orang

Lately ni ramai pulak kawan-kawan I yang ada affair dengan suami orang/suami orang yang ada masalah dengan isteri/suami orang yang bakal bercerai.

And it is damn scary!!

And I don't know what else to say to my friends,sebab I am not in their shoes.the only thing I know,they love their bf same macam mana pasangan lain bercinta.

Ada dua sebab kenapa diorang cari/suka suami orang. Berpengalaman-maksudnya understanding,tahu apa yang perempuan suka dan tidak suka.duit-yelah,dah kerja berpuluh tahun,mau duit tak banyak kan.

Rata-rata kawan I, ada masalah percintaan iaitu, bf sebelum ni kaki perempuan, mengongkong,and menyakitkan hati dengan kata-kata.ecewah..and another thing,duit.suami orang itu boleh belikan laptop,duit jajan.kalau yang lagi advance belikan kereta,hp dan sebagainya. Tell me siapa taknak semua itu?

Actually,I tak berapa nak salahkan lelaki sebab lelaki memang makhluk Tuhan yang gatal.tapi I salahkan perempuan sebab siapa suh tepuk tangan lelaki itu,sebab tu lelaki itu tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan. Contoh,ahmad suka lina.ahmad suami orang.hari-hari ahmad kacau lina.kalau lina tak layan ahmad,ahmad akan bosan dan cari mangsa lain.TAPI kalau lina pun sama gatal melayan ahmad,maka ber-affair la diorang. Kan?tapi ahmad pun salah jugak sebab dah ada bini still nak cari lain.tapi pompuan (lina) tetap salah.

Ok fine.memang I tak faham perasaan perempuan yang tangkap cintan dengan suami orang.tapi demi Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Penyayang, I rather die than hurting another sister of mine.

Jadi, perempuan2 yang hatinya lembut dan penuh kasih sayang,kalau anda tengah bercinta dengan suami orang,cepat2lah putuskan supaya dia kembali bahagia dengan isteri dan anak2.tidak perlu cemburu dengan isteri dia sebab Allah dah janjikan yang terbaik buat kita cuma ambil masa. Kesian kat isteri dia dan anak-anak.

Kalau bercinta dengan duda takpe.kalau suami orang itu ikhlas nak kahwin,ikut sunnah nabi,dia mesti ada ciri-ciri islam sejati.tapi kalau dia pegi dating dengan anda di kedai kopi misalnya,fikirlah sendiri.

Duit yang banyak memang menjanjikan kebahagiaan.tapi kebahagiaan anda bukan diatas kesengsaraan orang lain.

Bercinta jela dengan orang biasa dan sedarjat dengan kita dan single.senang dan tidak memusnahkan orang lain.

Kepada kawan-kawan yang bercinta dengan suami orang,I can't do anything.its ur choice.aku cuma boleh harap,bakal suami kau takkan buat benda yang sama kat korang.

Ps: in love dengan budak kampung,sebab I pun budak kampung.yeayy!!


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Thursday, May 19, 2011

Too Late

"You will never know how much you hurt me,how much I suffer the whole summer, UNTIL when you realized that it was all to late for you to stop me,to behold me,to hear me say that I LOVE YOU...



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Monday, May 16, 2011

The love Mystery

"And then I met someone,
And I thought he could replace you,
We get along just fine,
But it was such a waste of time,
Because it was not you.."

Takde siapa yang segarang awak.walau awak tengah marah2 saya pun, hati saya melting sebab I know you were mad at me because you love me and that you care.

Takde siapa pun sebaik awak.walau macam mana mengader nye saya dengan perangai saya yang kadang2 awk malas nak layan,awak tetap layan saya seadanya saya.

Saya tau saya tak sepandai awak,tapi awak selalu buat saya rasa lagi pandai dari awak.you never look down on me despite how much I envy you sayang with your work and everything.

Terima kasih encik bf sebab always be with me no matter what. These few weeks I am damn happy and I don't know why..

I love you love and I hope we will have a happy ending and that time will keep us together.

Ps: I think because of my PMS makes me all mushy.apakah?



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Sunday, May 15, 2011

Etika Bekerja: Rasanya semua tahu kot!

yada yada. yes i have few problems with the way of people behaving while working, atau kita panggil secara profesionalnya ialah- working ethics.

i find it amusing yet irritating while working with people who has these kind of behaviours as i spent almost 10hours in my office and 10hours working with extra flavours dengan orang yang macam ni, i think within 5 years time, either i berhenti kerja atau mati cepat.

this is as a reminder for you good guys, and also myself, because i dont want to irritate people, and neither i dont want you people to irritate me too.

1. datang lambat balik cepat. i mean satu, dahlah tak amanah dengan perjanjian (kontrak) yang korang buat. dua, dosa makan duit tak amanah.
2. pukul 8am punch in, pukul 8 tu la kau nak makan nasi lemak sotong kau, amik masa setengah jam pulak tu. satu, tak amanah lagi. dua, tak rasa bersalah pulak tu makan time kerja. setakat kerepek ke ape boleh la jugak terima.
3. pasang lagu kuat-kuat kat laptop/handphone/audio devices. annoying tau tak?satu, bukan lagu kau hebat sangat. dua, kerja kita ni buat research, reading, maka respect la sikit privacy orang yang sukakan keamanan dan bukan lagu siti nurhaliza kau.tiga, apa tujuan orang invented earphone??
4. memang orang cakap mulut tempayan tak boleh tutup. tapi mulut manusia boleh tutup melainkan kau nak jadi tempayan. buat kerja pakai tangan, bukan mulut. kalau pasal excel pun kau nak describe tak payah kot.
5. bersyukur dengan apa yang kau dah ada. jangan nak complaint je 24jam. hidup aku selama ni pun bukan untuk tujuan dengar kau mengomel. jangan nak fikir negative sangat. kalau nak pun fikir negative, keep your thoughts to yourself. cukup dah negativity aku kat bf aku.
6. jangan jaga tepi kain orang. lantaklah kalau dia belum kahwin tapi lovebite penuh kat leher bila angin selak tudung dia. dosa dia tu dengan Tuhan. dosa kita mengumpat dia sape nak tanggung?
7. jangan cerita pasal kau tido dengan perempuan mana, dan semalam suami kau adalah terbaik diranjang, dan sebagainya. cukuplah dengan video porno yang tersebar luas. kami tak perlukan audio porno, harap maklum.
8. kalau bos panggil suh jaga exam, jangan bagi alasan nak breakfast dulu. satu, itu waktu bekerja bukan breakfast. BREAKFAST ADALAH SEBELUM WAKTU PUNCH IN.
9. amanah dan ikhlas buat kerja. kalau tak ikhlas pun, fikirlah duit gaji itu untuk anak bini makan maka NIAT harus betul. macam kerja kerajaan tapi dok kutuk kerajaan yang mentadbir.maka keikhlasan tu dah takde.

semua ini adalah reminder untuk diri sendiri. sebab i know, kalau benda ni irritates me, maka high chances yang kalau i buat macam ni kat orang pun dia akan irritated jugak.

alright?

ps: a great day. tomorrow's monday. selamat bekerja dengan amanah dan ikhlas. kalau tak ikhlas, tukar la kerja lain ye bang?

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Tiring Sunday

Bf stated that we should date differently by doing different things,unlike the usual date.you know.usual dates that we did were like watching movies but with premium seats,eat at fancy restaurant such as kfc,foodcourt,mcd,kenny rogers,tgif for lunch, and dine out at local restaurant with expensive foods such as ikan siakap,sotong etc.money wasting.

But he wanted something different,and we too want to cut down cost and save for our future. (But still I love watching movies and sit for hours borak2).

Thus he decided to bring me hiking at broga hills,for 2nd time!ayayaya...penat kot.bf I memang kejam. But I followed him,dalam keterpaksaan. But my family wants to follow too.ayah,mama,sis,cousins.

He,being the nicest bf ever,he waited for my mum for every steps that she took.sama macam I masa first time panjat.I?dah jauh ke depan,tak peduli.

Balik tu we all went for breakfast and I asked him to treat me nasi lemak kerang as a pay for paksa me hiking.

And petang,we went for our usual dating (haha!) at the mines .nak tengok movie penuh,so he treats me with pizza san fransisco.(Cajun chicken is wow)

I guess it was not all about cut cost,but to have a healthy lifestyle.hehehe..I couldn't love him more..yummy! And sayang, I don't regretted it.not a single of it.
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Friday, May 6, 2011

Lelaki Penipu

Kite tak tau future kita macam mana.we can only hope that we were in a right track although selalunya tidak seindah mana but we try (hard) untuk sail it as well as it should be. And berdoa yang kita sentiasa dilindungi Allah.

Mcm my friend.she had a 3-years relationship dengan the guy yang mestilah dia cinta.3tahun bukan sekejap.kan?3 tahun itu lama.

The fact yang dia pakai baju kemeja everytime pergi dating.masa kawan konvo kat pwtc and he told that he had a seminar at the next door hotel depan my friend's parents,mestilah mak ayah excited dan bangga. Tell me ada tak parents yang tak bangga kalau anak perempuan dia punya bf working as apilot?

So anyway,nak dijadikan cerita a few days before my friend nak bertunang,bf dia cancel. Sebab she found out the so-called great bf,sudah setahun tak bekerja. So selama mereka bercinta,the bf dah tipu gf die.

It is either my friend too naïve (mungkin sbab kawan I memang pompuan muslimah tak bersangka buruk pada orang),atau bf dia kaki tipu. After she called the bf's sister,kakak dia cakap adik dia ni memang HABIT menipu.boleh tak habit menipu?

*hentak kepala laju2 kat keyboard laptop*

Memang sebulan my friend suffer plus malu kat family.but now she's happily married pun.alhamdulilah kan.

So girls, bukan tak boleh percaya,tapi for a caution check2 la sikit.
Claim pilot,padahal jual aeroplane kat toys r us.
Claim PTD, tapi?hahahaha...

Contoh la yer.

Ok girls,sekarang pegi telefon bakal mak mertua masing2.hehehe...


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Thursday, May 5, 2011

Sambal punya cerita

No wonder hari2 bangun pukul 7 sebab ada hikmah kenapa datang office awal.by 8.30 dah reach office.

Sebab macam kejadian pagi ni la.

I took almost 30mins just to clean my bag,sebab sambal tumis sotong yang I bawak bekal pagi ni dah tumpah!!hangin!

I dah balut dalam plastik ikat dengan getah kot apahal dia nak tumpah lagi.

Oh,jangan cakaplah dia tumpah dalam beg ape.leather bag lafayette mama beli masa kat paris dulu.sekarang semua tu bau sambal tumis sotong. Nasib tak tumpah dalam beg guess en bf belikan kalau tak memang sumpah taknak makan sotong lagi..(Personal grudge).

So tadi basuh la dengan sabun aunty cleaner tu.bau tak hilang tapi minyak semua hilang.now beg tu I tengah sangkut kat tingkap ofis mengadap keluar.sian dia.

Anyway,harini 5hb kan?arini juga adalah anniversary saya dan en bf yang ke 7 tahun 3bulan..lamanyer weh..selama 7thn ini tak pernah sedetik pun perasaan cinta tu hilang...en bf saya tu banyak kerenah..maka hidup dengan dia macam roller coaster.risky but fun!boleh imagine?

Beg dah basuh,dah breakfast,milo panas dah buat,it's time to work!oh jap,rindu en bf!die sebok-pg tadi je dia sempat wish..

Daa~


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Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Non-productive

Susah guna phone sebab tak boleh reply comment.maybe ada la solution nyer but for now we stick with online using laptop,that's the easiest way to reply,kan?

At 10 I have a lab session with the students.all compounds and chemicals involve will be prepared by the lab assistant,so I'm just preparing myself la.

Semalam memang tak produktif langsung.kita tengok la today macam mana.

Gaya2 macam tak produktif jugak.



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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Love on Labour Day

Ok.memang cuti sempena labor day ni telah dimanfaatkan sepenuh jiwa dan raga bersama family and encik bf.sangat terbaik. Followed by 4 hari je bekerja minggu ni,heaven!

Sabtu around 7am bangun siap2 nak main paintball.gila terbaikla.exercise selama 5jam.kaki memang kejang sebab bend down ala komando sampai sekarang turun naik tangga terasa.memang puas hati.lepas tu like the whole family pun join,memang best!

Tengahari waktu lunch semua gathered at my house.mama and nenek masak siap ada sambal goreng macam raya.tak makan banyak sebab penat sangat.

Malam siap cantik berbaju kurung purple sebab nak pegi dinner award adik encik bf yang dapat 10A(akak so proud of u!)kat alam shah.hopefully die nak buat dentistry dapat la.mama en bf pun ada maka sangat nervous gila babeng tapi berjaya actin cool.

Malam tu en bf bawak tengok suasana romantis kat putrajaya.sebenarnya dah terharu sangat but me always be me,bole nak had a fight plak.anyway baik sendiri la.en bf bukan pandai pun nak pujuk.

Esok pagi2 bangun nak pergi wedding ja'a,one of our close friend.happening gila jumpa kawan2 en bf yang baik and comel gila.and ja'a,sangatlah hensem that day.cakap kat harris,"orang yang dah kahwin memang nampak muka kesuamian kan".harris leh gelak2 plak.haha..satu hari kat wedding ja'a.memang aman kut wed dia.

Then malam tu en bf blanje ikan 3 rasa our favo.en bf die makan2 memang laju je.hujan2 sanggup diredah nak bg gf die makan.sambil tgk MU.walaupun MU kalah dengan Arsenal,en bf tak tau la sedih ke tak.

Pagi esoknye mama masak nasi lemak ayam sotong,and happy gila en bf bole join makan sekali.then en bf teman amek barang kat ofis before we went to jusco cheras beli kasut orang tu.lepas tu pegi plak carefour and en bf belikan jajan mahal2 untuk kita.orang nak bayar sendiri la b....anyway yogurt drink tu tak sedap.nyesal tak beli air soursop tu..hehe..

Then I sent him home.sedih gila.now barulah faham macam mana kalau kita hilang someone yang kita dah hidup sama berpuluh tahun.tapi seriously I had a lot of fun.and makin bertambah cinta dan sayang kat dia.

Anyway b,malam tu ingat nak ajak adik and mama makan la before we went to movie nak?satay?


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