#craving : 1

last weekend was a week spent-time with husband. itu je masa-masa terakhir yang we had. jumaat malam tu tidur rumah MIL, sebab husband kan nak pergi kursus, so malam tu tidur rumah MIL and also we shared our great news with them. i said to husband, " nanti b jela yang bagitau diorang..". and the way he tells them adalah sangat poyo but so cute.

since MIL suka update kat kitorang pasal whose got pregnant, whose deliver, so husband asked, " ma, ada siapa-siapa lagi yang mengandung?". ok masa ni memang nak tergelak dah la. sarcasm level: husband. hahahaha.... MIL citer la itu la ini lah bla bla bla. then he said, " tahun depan mama and abah dapat cucu dah..". masa ni i dah malu2. MIL and FIL senyap je, maybe blur la kot. a few minutes FIL said, " ha? dapat cucu?eh yeke?". he looked at me. i senyum je la..FIL said, "tahniah la yer...". so kitorang pun salam2 macam congrats. then cerita macam mana tau semua, pergi clinic bla bla bla.

malam tu i tido awal. penat nandong ke ape nie. hahaha...

pagi sabtu tu siap-siap nak pergi wedding my friend with my family, balik tu terus shoot our house to packed his things. petang sikit macam tu kitorang pergi the mines. husband nak tunaikan craving wife dia makan sushi. yeay!memang i bolot sorang makan sushi. i ate almost 12 plates which i dont normally do when i am 'normal', ataupun i memang lapar, ataupun i just (recently) love sushi. then balik tu i beli durian pancake at sweetchat. 3 pieces for rm7.90. yummy sedap gilos!

then malam tu, kitorang spent the night on bed, talking, crying, hugging etc etc. rasa tak sangka the time actually has come.

it was like 4 months ago we got married, settling things down, pindah rumah and adapt to a new situation. you know, waking up in the morning, doing breakfast for him, iron his clothes, fight and make up, kemas rumah and all.

suddenly i have to go back to my routine at my parent's house in KL, where everything is already prepared by mama. well it sounds easy, like bestnyer semua tersiap, but when you doing something with all your heart for your loves one, especially husband, where all your hardwork are credited by God, i feel empty and loss.

hopefully the 6month-kursus will end up without being counted. pejam celik pejam celik habis dah. macam amal cakap. heh.

ps: thanks to my very good friend, she . i'll be back with my knitting for hers and mine too.