Travel

After a very long tiring day, by the time I reached home, I found myself taking off my clothes and change to a easy-freezy attire, and oh yes, to iron my husband's working shirt , and my own baju kurung. Penat but I just have to do it.

Amik fon, put in on a chair,bukak tingkap seluas alam, and start to iron the clothes.

Him: " b, baju ni dah pakai?"

*after 5 mins

Him: " b, ni nak letak mane?"

*after 5 mins

Him: " b, I letak atas katil k.."

*after 5 mins

Him: " b. Hish..asek b je..sian u.."

Hahahahaha...ohmegott the cutest husband ever! Tergelak-gelak I tengok dia. Dah la baik hati tolong unpack barang. Padahal he drove the car for approximately 500km okay people. The whole day. And yet sampai rumah he helped me around with the bags and unpacked things.

Ke hulur ke hilir dia dengan barang-barang. Nak simpan la. Pastu bebel-bebel "syg, beg u berat dengan barang mekup je..". Ingat I tak dengar ke??

I didn't expect him to do that, or maybe tomorrow la baru dia nak buat , simpan-simpan barang. but he just did. Ringan tulang I guess.tapi dia memang rajin pun. I je kurang rajin sikit. Ha ha ha.

And masa malam, he helped me with the food.panaskan dalam microwave and all. We ate in one plate, romantic gila makan macam tu. Makan dengan suami plak. Fuhh..

Lepas makan I mandi and jemur kain. Terperasan dia dah tidur sambil the tv tengok dia. Kesian sangat. :( penat kan the whole day driving.

Kiss him around the face. Nak kejut katenye. Plan asal nak tidur luar, but he woke up, took my hands terus masuk bilik. Fine.

Letak kepala, dua-dua senyap. Pengsan. Ahahaha..

Haihh..rindu dah en bf. Tak sabar nak balik petang ni. Nak gi jogging!

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Perangai

cuti. malaysia ni bagilah 100 hari cuti pun belum tentu cukup. dulu kalau cuti sabtu ahad pun (dulu as in 20tahun lalu), rasa macam terisi and banyak benda boleh buat. sekarang ni, cuti 4 hari (sabtu, ahad, thaipusam bla bla) takdenye best. bukan tak bangun pagi. lepas subuh dah bangun but still tengok jam, "eh, dah pukul 5?" whaddefish.

let's recap ape dah buat untuk cuti ni.
1. oh hari sabtu buat kerja kenduri kahwin, preparation and all. so makan satu hari.
2. hari ahad ada wedding sedara kat Kompleks Kesenian Islam Shah Alam, diikuti lagi dengan besday celebration anak buah yang ke 2 tahun yang sangat meriah, food sedap gila. *pengsan* malam tidur rumah abang.
3. isnin pagi, pergi jogging dengan encik fiance kat Taman Tasik Perdana, and breakfast at kampung baru makan lontong terbaik. *yummy* petang singgah rumah encik fiance and malam makan kat kedai mamak kat putrajaya.
4. selasa kemas rumah, kemas bilik, buang all the things yang dah taknak pakai. and petang dilanda demam, get ready for work.

ada nampak perkataan "tidur satu hari" tak? takde kan? definition cuti bagi saya ialah tidur satu hari tak bangun-bangun. kalau malam tu main game sampai 3 pagi, lepas tu tidur sampai petang esok baru bangun, itu barulah cuti!! hoyeahh..

esok kalau dah kahwin, weekend pagi-pagi lepas subuh jogging dengan suami barang 3km macam tu, pergi breakfast or breakfast kat rumah. pastu tidur sampai pukul 5pm. bangun jogging balik, takpun kalau dah penat pagi tu jogging, petang kemas-kemas rumah. pastu makan sedap, or masak sedap2 macam masak lemak siput sedut dengan paku-pakis tumis, pastu malam cuddle-cuddle tengok movie pirated.

pastu dah kul 12am macam tu tidur, and tau esok ade hari ahad!!!!!

*menangis terharu*

life can never be this awesome!

7years and 8th month

Last tuesday 4th october, me and en fiance had dinner kat manhattan fish. It was not my plan to go there sebab pagi tu,my Tatum broke down.vibration yang kuat sangat caused him to be sengal.so I sent him to autoservice.tak pergi kerja,mind u.so bbm en fiance ajak pergi lunch.

The sweetest thing was, dia gelabah sangat.dah macam first date.I lagila nervous bila dia nervous macam tu..hahahadoi. Lunch tak jadi sebab kete siap at 3pm.so decided to have dinner.

The reason why I sanggup drove all the way from kl to putrajaya was because,beliau pakai baju-sexy-favourite I.ok totally sexy. *berdarah idung* (sape tak tahan dengan pujian melambung sila close window,haha). Really tak boleh amik mata saya dari awak. (Can't take my eyes of u).

He called me rempit,because I put in my hand in the pocket,I mean my black skirt's pocket. And he took it out.little did he know that I was damn nervous, so letak tangan dalam pocket nak elak nervousness and acting cool.serius macam rempit but it was actually unconscious behaviour.ahaha..

Food was really great.we had garden salad,seafood olio, shrimp,dory fish,bottomless fizzie. Kenyang gila and yup,we didn't finish our meal.

It was a short meeting, about 2hrs.but I really had a great time. Sebab jarang lunch during working day.so I had a blast.it was just us kat situ.I bet bayuu is more romantic place to be,just the menu doesn't suit us that night.

But the most important thing was what we talked about on the-anniversary dinner.I dah terharu sangat2.I know he was sincerely said that he loves me and what we've been through had make him appreciate me more. I was flattered.

So baby,happy anniversary and I hope you will enjoy my companion through the years.I love you sayang,and I thanked Allah for lending me you as a friend and lover.and thank you for all the joy. (I just hope you read this coz you're too busy)


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Oh Crap!!takutttt..

I don't even like what I feel right now.I don't like thinking what will happen kalau benda tu jadi lagi untuk ke sekian kalinya. Takde perasaan kasihan ke wahai manusia?

Ujian dan ujian dan ujian yang Allah berikan. Mungkin petunjuk dah lama sangat tak pegi jenguk Dia. Alpa alpa alpa.

"Kul in kun tum..."

Tetapkanlah hati aku ya Allah.sesungguhnya Kau Maha Mengetahui segalanya.amin.

Ps:serius rasa takut and nak muntah.
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Papa yang Disayangi

nampak gaya macam tidur lambat je kita hari ni. tapi ape-ape pun, hari ni enjoy gila working. sebab hari ni dapat opis baru, meja baru, kerusi baru dan desktop baru. dengar-dengar macam Macintosh jer, tapi dengar-dengar lagi macam biasa la mesti Dell. tak tau bila sampai since buat major change so it's gonna take awhile for everything to arrive, isn't it? so tadi bertungkus lumus angkat barang and set-up the office. new office lebih panjang dan lebih lebar, mula-mula ingat nak letak cubicle but kitorang taknak since kitorang semua berkawan baik and having fun in a office WITH the cubicle is a no. although susah la nak FB or blogging. nak email dengan kesayangan pun macam terganggu. so there goes my day. hopefully esok lebih better!

jauh menyimpang. i nak cerita pasal papa yang disayangi sebenarnya. *ehem*

haritu, i went for a shopping with my family. we went to KLCC. after jalan masuk Zara, keluar Isetan, masuk M&S, keluar kat MNG, kitorang cuba nak makan dekat Bumbu Desa. siapa tak pernah makan, this was like the BEST makanan minang ever because i ate at BumbuDesa when i (we) was in Bandung for a holiday, kira macam HQ dia la. 2hari berturut-turut makan. damn sedap gila! (encik boyfriend, jom!). so semua restaurant penuh. Madam Kwan's jangan cakap la. tak buat reservation memang harapan la. orang ramai gila kat KLCC, and i dah pening a few minutes after that. lagipun perut dah lapar gila.

so i suggested to mama untuk balik and makan KFC (sahaja) dekat area my house. ingatkan aman la dekat KFC sini, tapi harapan!boleh pulak diorang buat birthday party. and the queues were like damn LONG, and diorang bukak 2 counters sahaja. CONGRATS!!sangat bijak.

mestila i yang pergi beratur beli food (kalau pergi dengan encik boyfriend, i tak pernah okay beratur beli food, he is like the best bf ever!). so i nampak satu uncle, eh takla macam uncle sangat. die macam Eizlan Yusof. putih, matured, hot gila! macam tu la. so kita nak letak dia category mana. abang?sayang?eh eh..bukan..hee.. kita panggil dia Mr.P.

so dia adalah salah satu jemputan ke birthday party kat KFC tu. i can see that he is alone. wife dia takde. mungkin single dad. but the fact that dia melayan kerenah anak lelaki dia dua orang tu really makes my heart melt. anak dia nakal, biasala boys, tapi tak sekali pun dia marah or jentik anak dia. although anak dia nakal, but they behave as such, tak memalukan mak bapak. anak panjat kerusi umah orang lompat2 macam rumah sendiri takde sofa-memalukan.

paling sweet gila, diorang macam ada game. so the children were asked to make a long line using anything they can think of macam kasut, stokin jam and everything. so bila game start, anak Mr.P tu mintak dengan bersungguh-sungguh tali pinggang Mr.P untuk sambungkan the line. masalahnya Mr.P dengan cool cabut tali pinggang tu and gave to his son. and paling comel bila seluar jeans dia longgar, lepas tu boleh lipat-lipat macam pakai sampin sebab nak tercabut la kot. haha...so cute okay!

lepas tu dia panggil anak dia makan, and say "you did a very good job.." walaupun anak dia kalah. ada a few parents yang kelam kabut nak suh anak diorang menang but this guy, dia cool je tengok anak dia main game, and give his own way of support- by giving the tali pinggang and etc. sweet sangat.

as for me, i want my children to have the same education and experience that i had when i was young. my parents taught me well, kalau tak, tak mungkin berjaya macam sekarang ni kan? hahaha...and of course, i want my children to have a papa, and he has a good character macam Mr.P a.k.a eizlan yusof tu.

so guys, nanti dah ada anak sendiri, manja dan garang biar bertempat. okay?heee..=)

ps: now i know who you are.

Bila Anda Bosan Mengharungi Jalan Yang Sesak

you know, when you are in a long trip to some where that you wanted to go,for an example-a mall, you tend to get boring, or at least feels like you wanted to do something kan dalam kereta. since i felt like it was a long trip, so i came up with an idea, or best-a game!!sambil berniat nak kacau mr.driver.

kita panggil dia, "a mini car game". permainan ini requires only two person, and pastikan partner anda seorang yang cool tapi cepat naik angin, sayang anda sepenuh hati, penggeli, dan dia suka mini games.

*gelak*

i played these mini games, selalunya dengan my bf. actually, this game was invented specially for him. hadoii..memang seronok la. lagi-lagi dia kuat melayan. memang nak gelak guling-guling jer.


Rattle Snake

game ni kena buat bunyi macam rattle snake. bukan hiss-sound tapi dia macam 'terh terh' la bunyi dia. kena buat dengan muka macam nak attack. guna dua jari, jari telunjuk dan jari hantu. move the two fingers up and down, macam jari telunjuk atas, jari hantu ke bawah dari jauh, dan makin lama makin dekat dengan tempat yang paling geli, contohnya perut, dengan kelajuan yang sangat perlahan. kalau anda pandai buat muka 'psycho' makin seronok permainan ini. tiada yang menang atau yang kalah, tapi selalunya yang kalah adalah yang rasa geli.

*gelak*


Incy Wincy Spider

game ni sama macam rattle snake. tapi kita ganti bunyi rattle snake tu dengan lagu incy wincy spider. game nie mudah. kena nyanyi lagu incy wincy spider dengan penuh semangat sambil tangan pun macam climbing up the spot macam tu. sampai je dekat ...washed the spider out, jari kita pon slide jugak kat tempat partner kita yang paling geli contohnya pinggang. kalau dia tepis maksudnya kita menang la tu. kalau boleh nyanyi macam kita nyanyi kat baby, so that dia tak suspicious sangat kita nak buat macam tu.kan?? hihihi..


Touch N Go

Game ni takdelah fun sangat. tapi it was fun to me. game ni selalunya dimainkan macam lagi 500m nak dekat plaza tol. game ni cuma requires smart tag. smart tag jarang sekali lekat kat cermin kereta tu kan sebab takut kena pecah kereta ke ape. so, sementara tunggu lorong smart tag turn kita, anda boleh la amik smart tag tu, dan
scan kat partner kita tu sambil buat bunyi "titt titt!!", konon macam dah scan. buat especially dekat anggota badan macam lengan atau perut. masa scan tu buat muka seposen dan macam takde perasaan. lepas tu cakap, "dah, bole jalan dah..". selalunya pasangan anda buat muka bengang kenapa dia naik kereta dengan orang macam anda.

i tau game ni mungkin kelihatan bodoh, but it was fun to me, at least. dari i tak buat ape-ape yang fun dalam kereta dan jalan jam. oh fyi, teasing him is my ALL TIME FAVOURITE GAME!!since dia adalah penggeli, kacau dia always keep me happy. teehee..

so i had a lot of fun teasing him today. he looked tired but managed to keep me happy at all times. sepatutnya makan meatballs ikea hari ni, tapi dia telah menggoda saya untuk makan ikan siakap 3 rasa, my favourite. sangat benci but it was all worth while sebab ikan besar sangat dan sedap sangat2!! thank you sayang.

rapunzel adalah sangat best. tak sia-sia tengok 3D yang pening2 lalat itu. i hate it sebab gaji tak masuk lagi, and i wanted to buy a few things so no shopping for me. haisshh...f21 was on sale like 70% and the skirts, oh my- gojes sangat! he bought seluar kerja, and i think he will look good in that. sape lagi nak cakap bf sendiri look good, selain daripada gf. hee..

im waiting for a news and i hope everything will be great, like always! Ya Allah, permudahkan segala urusan kami. Amin~

Calling for all Ibu(s)

Kalau esok-esok ni i kahwin, lepas 9 bulan dapat baby, kira bunting pelamin la kan, i nak anak i panggil i IBU. i repeat IBU.

walaupun kata ganti diri ketiga i - 'mama' (jangan tanya kenapa mama), still i nak anak-anak i yang gemok, putih dan debab itu panggil i IBU.

kenapa IBU? kenapa tak mama, mommy, or bonda??

kalaulah pulak my baby tu lelaki, alangkah sejuknya perut i bila dia panggil i ibu sebab..

bayangkan kat sekolah gangster gila, main rugby pulak tu, ketua pengawas sekolah, or masuk MCKK ke, or RMC ke siap dengan baju NO.3 ke, jumpa-jumpa i, jerit IBU siap peluk ciom semua.

comel gila kot!!

i rasa awek-awek hot pon boleh cair kalau dengar anak i yang berbadan sasa, bermain rugby dan memakai baju NO.3 tu panggil i IBU. walaupun muka tak berapa nak hensem, kan?

oh, panggilan BONDA pon masih di considerate kan.

*senyum*

ps: ni la padahnya bila baca blog orang dah kahwin. ahh..tak pedulik!

Forgive and Forget

something bad happened to me. it makes me wonder, why i am still here?? why i am still here, waiting patiently, where all that i've got is hurt?? am i too nice or just being a plain stupid? i don't have the answer, really i don't. but all that i care, is to be here, to be here every second and every moment. i hope my loyalty pays off.only that matters to me.

people deserve second chance. i repeat. people deserve second chance. hear me talking? yeah. but how about people who still wants another chance after doing the same mistakes over and over again? do we, the people who will forgive them deserve to be treated the same way, over and over again?

don't we deserve a second chance after being treated that way?
don't we deserve to be love and live happily ever after?

i still believe in what Allah said, " be good to people and people will treat you good". and Dia sendiri akan balas semua perbuatan baik kita. i know nowadays, kalau kita berbuat baik kat orang, belum tentu orang itu akan berbuat baik pada kita. since kiamat dah dekat, lebih ramai lagi manusia bertopengkan baik, tapi hatinya busuk, kotor dan penuh hasad dengki.

but i CHOSE to live this way. by being nice to people, by trying to see the good side of every person, give a good impression, and forgive people for what every mistakes that they did. i know, someday they realize that they were so wrong and hopefully they will change.

contoh, by being a setia girlfriend, doesn't mean your boyfriend will setia at you back. but deep inside we know, we have done something good and don't do wrong. we are not the one who ruin the relationship. it is better than being the perempuan who chasing after many guys, isn't it? and hopefully the boyfriend will realized that his own girlfriend love him so much that no one could ever done something good and sweet like that.

*senyum*

im no good. but whenever i have the chance to do something GOOD, i will go for it. whenever i have the chance TRYING to be good, hell yeah i'm gonna try it.

for the person who may concern, i forgive you if you read this. i forgive all the things that you ever done to me. i want to start a new life and a new day with a new book. im not very sure if you want to be in that book, but im pretty sure that i want you in my life. things are going crazy but right now i've already put it aside and let it go. im just hoping it will not happen again.

yes, i am trying (very hard) to start to believe and to trust. one more time.

*senyum meleret-leret*

ps: mood baik lepas PMS and new work awaits...ka-ching! \(^^)/

Once in a Life

have you ever think of leaving everything behind, and start a new life in a new place? i don't know about you guys, but i sometimes did thought about that. well, it wasn't actually that you are trying to run and leave your problem behind, but this is regarding your no-solution problem, especially when it comes to heart problem (no medicinal intention on that) .

lagi-lagi bila kita rasa tak dihargai, kita feel lost, rasa macam nak pack barang and start a new life. kan? bila diri kita tak diperlukan lagi, give me one good reason why we have to wait for it to happen?takde reason right. we do anything we could but what do we get? nothing. bukan tak tahu, cuma taknak amik tahu, taknak tahu.

anyway, i got an interview offer with one of the international company , have 60 outlet throughout the world (ok ini info dapat masa dia call tadi..hehe). dia cakap if i'll be the one yang dia cari, she said i better pack my things and followed her working in the middle-east, mane lagi kalau bukan DUBAI.

mula-mula i was thinking taknak kerja jauh dari rumah. kerja kat subang pun dah kira jauh okay. but bila bad things macam nie happen, mulalah rasa nak buat bersungguh-sungguh untuk interview nanti. bersungguh sangat where i WILL do some research, on the company, the position they offered, and also what will be my contribution to them.

dubai okay. once in a life chances. i say we go for it!

ps: cross fingers, research, sembahyang hajat.

Rezeki Allah

Betul la orang cakap. rezeki itu ada je kat mana-mana untuk kita. cuma dengan berkat usaha dan doa sahaja, dan bagi orang yang rajin, rezeki itu akan datang bergolek-golek atas arahan dan kehendak yang Maha Esa.

begitu juga pasal berkahwin. itu semua rezeki dan jodoh. kalau bercinta bagai nak arwah pun, kalau dah ditakdirkan rezeki dia bukan suami kita, nak buat lagu mana?? ada juga yang hanya kenal sehari dua, kalau dah Allah kata dia itu suami kita, tetap juga dia. bukan Sheikh Muzafar. okay, itu hanya penambahan.

kalau saya nak berkahwin pun, hanya pada tahun 2011. kalau lambat dari itu, saya rasa lebih baik saya berangkat ke London. memang itu je tanah tumpah darah ku. seorang diri sambil bermain salji ketika musim sejuk. what do you care?

*gelak*

Oh, kita bukan nak cakap pasal saya yang nak berkahwin. lambat lagi. bertunang pun belum ape kejadahnya nak cerita pasal kahwin. siapa nak kahwin, silakan. sebab nanti bila saya kahwin, kawan-kawan saya suma dah ada babies. bila dah ada babies, mesti mereka sangat comel, macam pengantin (saya).

*gelak*

sebenarnya saya cuma nak cakap, betapa gembiranya saya bila...hish, takpelah. saya rasa sambung entry esok ke, esok malam ke. it is too fast to tulis kat sini pun. excited lebih la awak nie.

anyway, saya sebenarnya jatuh cinta lagi dengan lelaki yang sering memberi headache kat saya. i just can't get rid of him. tengok dia swimming je hari tu, rasa penuh je kasih sayang saya kat dia. ye, saya tak swim sebab malas. dia buat freestyle je laju gila, lawan gaya frog pun dia laju. dia dah suruh saya pegi half kolam pon dia still laju.

so kalau dah asyik- asyik kalah je, saya decided nak duduk je kat tangga pool sambil tengok dia berenang. sambil-sambil tu saya fikir la pasal masa depan. is he the one for me? itu saya tak boleh jawab. hanya berserah kepada Allah je supaya limpahkan kurnia dan rezeki bercinta ni kat kami, i mean like for forever. just simply because i love him so much.

in conclusion, ini bukan entry pasal cinta. pasal lain sebenarnya, tapi nanti la kita update lain.

*senyum*

teehee.....

ps: tiga bijik datang bergolek. sudah pasti bukan buah langsat.