Combine la hadiah birthday dengan wedding anniversary...

penantian suatu penyeksaan..
but it was all worth the wait. akhirnya sampai juga beg idaman (idaman la sgt..) i setelah dari birthday i order and that was like a few months ago.i even dah terforgotten (perghh bahasa kau) pasal beg tu.

24th Feb was my birthday. sebelum tu dah hint-hint encik husband nak hadiah (gelabah gila nak hadiah). encik husband tanya jugak, "sayang nak hadiah apa untuk birthday?". and selalunya i jawab main-main, but this time around, i dengan gigih mengaku nak handbag.

husband cakap, "handbag yang berlambak tu siapa nak pakai?". hahaha...soalan membunuh tu. i just jawab dengan muka paling comel (mungkin annoying to encik husband) yang i need certain bag for certain occasions. hahaha...i rasa semua girls pun guna alasan yang sama kan.

husband tanya, "what kind of bag do you want?". laju je i bukak internet and tunjuk gambarajah seperti di atas. dia tengok sambil lewa and then said, "hrm..ok.". ha!?ha!? ok? does he just said "ok??". ahahahaha.....terus order tanpa rasa bersalah. husband transferred duit and it was all set. so masa tu, tunggu jela yang i mampu buat.

the reason i bought this type of handbag because:
1. pengaruh by my sister in law. die banyak sangat handbag coach tapi satu pun die tak bagi i. hahaha...tapi dia mampu nak beli bermacam-macam sedangkan i?kena mintak husband belikan la...-___-
2. i suka simple design and not crowded and fancy. this signature tote ade yang leather/plain (cantik angat) tapi mahal sangat almost RM1K sebab leather kan, jadi say buhbye je la.
3. tak banyak compartment means boleh sumbat the whole thing. kalau nak compartments jugak, beli beg organizer je nanti.
4. not affordable but once in a while boleh la.


maybe this bag dah out of season, or ramai yang dah pakai ke ape, but i love it so much!! (blame my SIL...-______-) so yeay!!

thank you encik husband for the combined gift!i can't asked for more (although you dah belanje i dinner kat TGIF). semoga Allah murahkan rezeki you. i love you so much sayang...more than words can described. i akan sentiasa doakan you, every second of the day. happy anniversary (again) sayang yang ke setahun. and i doa semoga jodoh kita kekal sehingga ke syurga dan di kurniakan anak yang (ramai...heee), soleh dan solehah. love you!!

Nak mintak maaf nie...

we had our monthly programme with the family (big family including nenek and uncles/aunties) to have our Yassin's Night. basically kalau ada family gathering (actually tiap minggu pun ada je perjumpaan macam makan-makan ke, celebration ke, kenduri-kendara ke), kitorang buat sekali sembahyang berjemaah ke, makan-makan, and celebration sekali macam birthdays and everything.

but semalam punya gathering inclusive:
1. birthday my sister in law
2. doa selamat for the arrival of my baby and sister in law punyer baby.
3. doa selamat untuk my sister and cousins kat all over the world yang sedang sibuk exam.
4. tahlil untuk ahli keluarga yang lain

so nenek buat for me pulut kuning and rendang daging paru limpa super sedap dengan bubur hitam putih (orang jawa selalu buat untuk doa selamat) untuk i menghadapi kelahiran. my uncle doakan bubur itu (jangan isu khurafat plak sebab doa kat bubur..hahaha) and i dengan sister in law makan dengan penuh doa supaya baby pie kitorang sihat dan proses kelahiran berjalan lancar.

menu for last night: KFC, nasi lemak bungkus, pulut kuning, rendang daging, roti john (we bought!), agar-agar merah, agar-agar santan laici, kek secret recipe, homemade red velvet cake, karipap, air sirap laici, sambal telur.

semua super sedap! =)

but there are things that i really touched by............ =)

encik husband,
sorry if i tak faham you balik kerja penat and all i want from you is your attention and undivided love. walaupun u penat, i kept on talking and kacau u as if a little girl wants the attention from the father. we had solat jemaah together and baca yassin sesama. it was a nice feeling wasn't it, although you kat depan and i kat belakang.=)

sorry i tak sempat nak amikkan you food and drinks and you went to the table all by yourself as my kaki hurt me the most nowadays. when i said "my foot hurts..." i really mean it and not being a cry-baby. and i don't even want you to rasa the sakit sebab it really hurts...especially time solat. i hope lepas baby pie keluar, it doesn't hurt me as much as right now. =)

sorry kalau selama i pregnant ni, i tak layan you as perfect as before. sebab kadang-kadang i nak bawak diri i pun tak larat, especially in the morning when i had to wake up to go to work. kalau ikot rasa hati, nak je i sambung tido and dengan you2 sekali i tarik tido, but i know kalau i buat macam tu, memang you takkan bangun...hehe...we don't want that negative attitude inherited by baby pie kan? 

oh, sorry kalau the house is not as clean as what you expected it to be, especially my bathroom. thank you sayang for spending the time and energy to clean up mine (and yours too!).

thank you semalam bukakkan jam i and all the wedding rings as i memang dah flat sangat2 that if you tak bukakkan pun, i would rather sleep than spending 30 seconds of my time bukak jam...thanks lapkan muka i dengan baby wipes (i bet kalau keluar jerawat lepas ni tau dah sebab ape)...i rasa semua yang you buat, tapi i can't even open my eyes.

sorry tak tunggu sayang nak tidur semalam, sebab the last thing i remembered was you entering the bathroom, and that's it! -_________-

sorry jugak tak sempat potongkan you mangga yang you nak tu, but i try to cut the mangga for you malam ni k?we spend the night watching movie kat living hall k as seminggu ni hari-hari kita keluar malam and balik rumah untuk tidur jer. sorry kalau you rasa i lack of kat mane-mane but everyday i tried so hard and berdoa yang i akan selalu menjadi isteri yang terbaik untuk u...=)

ok sayang...can't wait to meet you tonight...kite nak makan ape malam ni?=) i'll cook!

Our First Wedding Anniversary!

Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulilah.

okay. where shall i start? *excited* hikhik...

kita dah setahun kahwin!!heee...omg, cepat gila dah setahun. rasa macam baru je kahwin. baru je pindah rumah, kemas-kemas rumah and settling down. oh, patutlah rasa macam baru kahwin, sepanjang 12 bulan dah kahwin, encik husband pergi kursus 6-7 bulan, so the balance bulan i stayed alone (with my parents) without encik husband. no wonder i feel macam baru je kahwin. hikhik..

Before We Were Married
have known him for such a long time and best yet to discovered after kahwin that dia tak sama dengan masa couple dulu. erm..shall i say, masa bercinta dulu dia banyak ignored kehendak i, it seems that dia tak pernah faham i. bergaduh adalah salah satu 'keperluan' kitorang masa bercinta dulu. hahaha...for example, gaduh malam hari isnin, pagi selasa dah baik, petang selasa gaduh balik. and the cycles goes on and on and on. hahaha....but no matter what, i still love him. walau 'benci' macam mana pun i dengan perangai dia dulu, i tetap suka kat dia. suka as in, "i like him!".

Getting Married
untuk ingat balik decision untuk kahwin,bila kahwin, kat mane nak kahwin, was tough. as usual, kita perempuan menunggu dan terus menunggu until the guy say yes. bukan tak pernah bagitau encik husband suruh kahwin dengan i as we have been together for almost 8 years (masa tu) but encik husband belum ready (err im not sure financially or mentally). but after the decision was made, Alhamdulilah semua process nak kahwin tu berjalan lancar and sangat mudah. the best part was when kitorang dua bertungkus lumus dan berusaha berdua untuk menjayakan majlis perkahwinan kitorang. redah jem and jumpa vendor to get the best price/offer. rasa masa tu sifat kerjasama tu ada. terus terasa dalam hati macam, "okay, this guy was good. sure boleh menjayakan institusi kekeluargaan i...". terus.....-__________-

The Day We Were Married
hari dinikahkan was the best ever. sebab before that kitorang janji taknak jumpa for almost 2 months, konon jaga seri pengantin *tangan di bahu*. so lama gila tak jumpa. and then, masa hari nikah tu memang dup dap dup dap la. gila kau. and he looked damn handsome on the nikah day. dah la pakai baju melayu putih. cair i secair-cairnya....*nakal mode*. dengan sekali lafaz, i became his wife. masa tu memang tak dapat la nak digambarkan betapa bersyukurnya semua berjalan lancar and to be his wife (and being chosen to be his wife) i think was the greatest gift ever. i wont find someone good and kind enough like him to be my husband. i cried, because now he is my priority, my key to heaven, and i shall devoted my life to him. everything i do is for him. besar tangungjawab tu. =)

The Married Life
ha ni la yang paling seronoknya!! sebab we can do anything and everything tanpa halangan mak ayah. hahaha...we can sleep together, we can stay up/out sampai pukul2 berapa pun tanpa ada yang menghalang. spending time with him is just awesome. kat rumah , dalam kereta, kat mana-mana jer, dengan ada dia si encik husband, everything seems great and enjoyable.

kalau gaduh pun tak boleh lama-lama, sebab rumah kitorang tu sekangkang kera jer. so nak taknak mesti terserempak jugak, dah nak lari ke mana. mostly kalau gaduh pun, kitorang diam je buat kerja masing-masing. but i suka curi tengok dia. mana tahan oi. bf kita kot dalam rumah hehehe. rasa nak peluk nak mintak maaf je. tapi muka awak tu garang sangat, so nanti-nanti lah mintak maaf yer.

and lucky me, encik husband adalah jenis ringan tulang, dan pembersih. as in pembersih-nampak-meja-berabuk-pergi-dapur-amik-kain-lap-meja. i pun tak buat camtu k. i tengok-jeling-oh habuk-okay. hahaha....tapi kadang-kadang dia buat sepah jugak, lelaki dah nama nya. ada sekali tu, barang-barang ikea sampai, die guna wine rack tu jadi tempat simpan barang dia kat store. so banyaklah beg kecik-kecik barang dia dari ofis lama nak pindah ke ofis baru.

so banyak benda nak kena sorted out macam botol-botol, papers, pens....alang-alang dia tengah kemas tu, i nak jugak kemas bilik depan tu, bilik tu kitorang nak buat guest room, memang kosong jela since perabot belom beli (wahh perabot!makcik sangat), so i passed kat die barang2 tu. afterall itu pun barang2 dia kan, better die yang kemas.

tak lama lepas tu, dalam 40minits camtu i heard him saying, "Bbbbbbb!!!i pening dah nak kemas barang2 ni!!!". dia duduk kat lantai, dengan barang-barang sekeliling dia, bersepah. hahahaha......kesiannn...tu la, bila terlampau detail, terlampau nak grouping each item, kan dah buang masa dan tenaga. hahahaha...i biarkan je since i tau, die boleh je kemas, cuma perlu masa. and i helped him a bit sorting and putting things back to where it belongs.

haihhh...ni baru husband sorang je. belom ada anak lagi ni. penat jugak nak melayan kerenah sorang2...hihihih...

anyway, pagi tu bangun with a warm wishes, as we woke up pretty late. puan isteri macam biasalah, bangun jer masuk dapur. i cooked nasi ayam untuk lunch hari tu. we thought of going to a nice place for dinner, but both of us refuses. sebab semua nak balik asing untuk mengundi.

maybe we can have our little celebration later kan sayang?

so Sayang, happy first anniversary to us. i can't believe that we actually 'made' it for one year!hehehe...just to let you know, i am so so grateful that Allah grant me such a perfect husband, whom i adore so much. thank you for loving me all these years, and thank you sebab always stand by me, even if i'm wrong. i might not be the perfect wife you actually dream of, but i can be the best wife you ever had!i promised to love you and care for you in any good and worst condition, i promised to stand by your side every day and every second of your life, i promised to be your better wife through out the years, and i promised to be a good wife and mother to your kids, InsyaAllah.

and apart from that, deep down in my heart, i would like to apologize for any wrong doings, and hurtful feelings i made you. please forgive me for every bad things i did or said to you.

and lastly, promise me (and our kids) that you will always love us no matter what, that you will stay truthful and honest for as long as we live, and promise to be a good husband and a good daddy for us, and promise to take care of us ( even when mommy's gone) for as long as you live.

i love you dear husband,so much. i'll see you in Jannah once upon a time. InsyaAllah.

ps: it's either Sushi King or Chilli's or TGIF k...

Cake Punya Cerita

malam isnin lepas, me and my family celebrated my birthday. it was just a small ceremony, cuma i requested nak makan sedap. mama suggested untuk makan luar since encik husband yang kuat makan tu ada sekali sebelum dia balik downsouth, but i insisted nak makan kat rumah.

mama : "nak makan luar ke?"
me : "taknak la ma. homecook food is the best food in the world...!"
mama : "so nak makan apa?"
me : " ketam masak lemak, sambal sotong, pak choy steam..."
mama : " ok...nanti mama balik keje mama masak...."

wehuuu. i came home to found not only those delicious yummy dishes, but mama masak spaghetti jugak. nak pengsan i sebab hati gembira tidak terkata. and also, i found out ada cake atas meja. lagi la suka hati. excitedly open (nampak sangat tak menyabar) and mulut bising-bising cakap selama ni takde orang belikan cake and all....hahaha...kesian sangat.

and i was shocked masa bukak kotak cake tu, it stated,

"happy birthday *** (isi my name), love ***(isi nama encik husband)"

aik???bila masa pulak encik husband belikan cake nie?? dia dah balik ke??i was looking for him in the entire house, excitedly carik tapi takde pun. tengok dalam bilik mana tau ada barang dia ke sebab maybe kereta dia bawak keluar but barang-barang dia dah bawak masuk bilik, tapi takde jugak. i was confused, and a bit mad.

ayah cakap, "hello....entah dia buat delivery ke?? dulu masa you dapat bunga kat MidValley pun orang delivery bagi kan?? ape la you nie...". cehh, ayah mengingatkan i masa zaman-zaman sweet bercinta dulu. masa tu i konvo, supposely dia temankan i, tapi he had to go for a meeting luar negeri, so he can't be there. and he sent me a bouquet of roses, ada 12. nak mintak maaf la tu kononnya. pagi-pagi sebelum konvo ada mamat call cakap nak hantar bunga, bila tanya siapa, mamat tu kata tak tau. fine. rupanya encik boyfriend aka encik husband kita bila baca kad.

termalu-malu i mendapat bunga sebesar itu. terus rasa jatuh cinta.

back to the cake, masa tu dalam pukul 7pm. pukul 9pm encik husband sampai, baru kita makan. siap nyanyi lagu birthday. i suruh nyanyi kuat sikit, macam takde tenaga nak celebrate birthday i, dengan mama and ayah dengan abang and SIL i suh nyanyi kuat-kuat. hikhik. i had so much fun! makan meratah ketam masak lemak cili padi memang terbaik.

and yes. me and encik husband were the last one to butt off from the table. ha ha ha....-________-

so, malam tu, i asked him,

"how come there was your name on the cake?bila sayang beli cake?"

dia jawab,

"ade la....". sambil gelak-gelak. ingat i suka dia buat perangai macam tu? T_T

so he started the whole story, masa tu i dah siap baring-baring nak tidur, usually kepala i atas lengan dia, and he loves to sleep with me bila i menghimpit-himpit macam tu.

"i ingat i nak beli cake sayang, tapi i takut i lambat and you all dah start dulu. i pun call ayah tanya ayah kat mana. ayah cakap dia kat luar. ha cun sangat tu kan ayah kat luar pulak. so i tanya ayah, "ayah...boleh belikan cake untuk *** tak? nanti saya bayar balik....". ayah pun cakap okay...so cake tu untuk sayang la...."

ok melting (but ego).

"nape nak kena beli cake??tak payah cake pun takpe sayang...."

"birthday kena la ada cake sayang....tak birthday la kalau takde cake...."

......

and i was smiling the entire night, deep inside my heart, thanking God for sending him to me, to take care of me, and to love me more than i deserved. and to had a good look on his face under the blanket with a dim light was just breath taking.

and i know, i still in love with him, the same men i fell in love 9 years ago, and i know my love for him will never changed. not now. promised myself to be a great wife to him. insyaAllah.. =)

How to reduce food intake

Day 2 Tuesday, 20.03.2012

Haha, semalam memang hancur sangat diet.nak nangis pun ada , tapi apakan daya. Nenek I cuma yang seorang itu maka kasih sayang yang tak berbelah bagi haruslah diberi.

Semalam around 5pm received a text from my aunty, "malam ni makan2 kat rumah nenek jom. it's her birthday". I was like, omg another makan2. And I was confused. You know whether to go to my ultimate sh'bam or makan2.

And yes, food always win in many ways. And afterall my nenek sudah tua, and you know la kan *sebak*. So lepas balik kerja around 6, turun masjid jamek station and had a 15mins walked to my mum's office, sebab nak pergi sama dengan my abang.

On the way to nenek's house, we bought cake from HOT Oven was it?ala tak ingat. Black forrest cake. And my other aunty brought mousse mango cake from concorde hotel.memang yummy sangat. The menu for last night were nasi lemak,mee hoon, satay, and burgers. Kitorang ada la dalam 30 orang and yet the food even have some extras. Siap tapau lagi.

And I, sebagai cucu and bakal pengantin yang sweet, lepas makan basuh pinggan yang bersusun kat dapur.I memang wanted to do so sebab tak pegi sh'bam so it's a form of exercise. pastu semua orang was like, "rajinnyerr..tau la nak kahwin..". Haha..sangat siot di situ yer. Nampak sangat selalu malas.

So let's see the menu for yesterday.

Breakfast
1 cup oats
1 cup milo

Lunch
Tak sempat sebab pukul 2pm ada kelas lagi.so dari pagi ade kelas and lunch is only 1hour memang la tak sempat.

Snack
2 pc weetameal crackers

Dinner
(Sila nangis sambil membaca)
1 scoop mihun goreng
1 slice mango mouse cake
2 pc strawberry
2 pc satay
1 boiled egg with sambal ikan bilis
1/2 beef burger
2 cups 100+

Muahahahaha...oi diet yang sangat berjaya nye la pun aduii... ni la sebab yang malas sekali nak pergi family gathering. Family yang never kedekut makan, memang terbelahak la makan.

En. Fiance, welcome to my family.

You are so gonna get fat after married. Ha ha ha.

And harini, pun I can't go to the gym sebab I have to go to cheras nak hantar barang and all. May lepak minum dengan en. Fiance yang dirindui. Tihhiii..

Ps: diet ke laut. 44 days to go. Sila nangis laju2.

My Birthday Celebration

remember this entry?macam mana sedihnya i sebab tak dapat bersama-sama nak celebrate birthday. lepas tu entry yang ini on my birthday plak. petang tu my partners in crime cakap jadi nak lepak Williams at SS24 (kalau tak silap), sebab biasalah dah nak dekat-dekat kahwin ni barulah rasa nak gather and everything. so okaylah. lepas balik kerja hari tu, terus amik train turun dekat stesen kelana jaya, and tau-tau my partner in crime tu dah sampai.

jalan so far so good. tak heavy sangat macam tengah KL kan. oh kitorang balik Damansara dulu sebab nak siap-siap kat sana siap mandi semua, nasib dah plan awal-awal nak bawak baju. siap shampoo bagai.ha ha ha. pastu bergerak lah kitorang ke Williams.

sampai-sampai, perut memang rebel habis. ada kawan to my partner in crime dah sampai dulu, and order set burger bacon yummy giler siap dengan fries and coleslaw memang la terbaik. i ordered lambchop, partner in crime 1 order mee raja daging lagi la super sedap makan takkan pandang kiri kanan nye la, and my partner in crime 2 order chicken chop super huge.

tengah makan-makan sekali diorang bawak keluar birthday present. (apsal kat rumah diorang tadi i tak perasaan eh?). diorang bagi perfume Flora by Gucci. shared 4 orang chipped in duit. OMG terharu sangat!! and the perfume sangat nice bau dia. i nie dahlah suka benda-benda wangi ni lagi la nak melompat je.

pastu bila partner in crime 3 datang dengan girlfriend dia, diorang bawak carrot cake and balloons. carrot cake tu super sedap dengan sour cream topping dia fulamak. walaupun im not a big fan of carrot cake (i dont like carrot), i managed to finished 1 slice of it. memang yummy.

pastu tiup-tiup belon sampai penuh meja. pastu GF partner in crime 3 belikan i huge brooch yang kalau pakai dengan plain baju kurung mesti hot habis.ha ha ha. cantik okay. i tak pakai tudung so selalunya tak fancy la brooches nie, but this one memang sangat cantik.

gambar banyak sangat sampai penuh my BB. dah upload kat FB pun. but as usual la no pics of myself . at least have some privacy and mistery in our life isn't it? ni sampai gambar yang tak sepatutnya pun dah letak kat facebook, lagi letak kat blog etc, what's left for us?i mean, me?but, i SUKA la sangat tengok blog and facebook yang upload gambar. fun sangat. it is just, i dont like to upload something yang i suka and sayang simply macam tu. selalu i choose the pics. and kalau i upload sekejap je, and i akan delete the album. entahla kenapa perangai tak boleh blah macam ni.ha ha ha. mungkin lepas kahwin i akan jadi pictures uploader paling hebat.ha ha ha.

so perut sangat penuh lepas makan-makan tu. lama sikit abang i pun sampai. he will be going to London esoknya, so die pun nak hangout with his friends and apparently his friends dah jadi kawan i pulak. sebab im a cute little sister of his, maka kawan-kawan dia sayang i sangat. teehee...so i pau die belanja lambchop dia. hala..dia engineer, setakat lambchop tu ape la sangat kan. dulu masa zaman study dia (we were staying in the same house), semua pun i bayar SEBAB duit dia habis ke rokok. ha ha ha.

sampai rumah, rupanya my SIL tunggu i sebab dia nak bagi hadiah jugak but i was late sangat dia balik dulu. dia bagi i 12 pieces red velvet cupcakes memang sedap, and baju hitam. cantik sangat. terharu i. pastu weekend tu i pakai baju tu pergi date dengan encik tunang. ehehe..

so there goes my birthday bash. weekend lepas encik tunang balik, pergi celebrate dengan dia pulak makan kat Johnnys. nyum nyum. jom pergi lagi u!!

My Birthday Presents

24th February is My Birthday

haih...title tak menahan. taula hari ni birthday sendiri, nak jugak mention lagi.

so what's the difference between this year birthday, and previous year birthday? not much, cuma tahun ni lebih bermakna. in terms of macam-macam benda. first, i kenal lebih ramai kawan. so maka ramai la yang wish. wish as in NOT IN FACEBOOK, sms and call. tak ramai, tapi lebih ramai daripada tahun-tahun yang berikutnya. anyway, kawan kat facebook adalah genuine, samaada kenal dari sekolah, universiti, dari kerja, dan kawan kepada encik tunang. that's all. oh dengan lecturer. i memang TAK ADD orang yang i tak kenal, yang tak pernah berborak. itu bukan kawan, itu kenalan. kawan adalah someone yang kita boleh mintak tolong bila kita susah, dan kita boleh tolong dia, bila dia susah. that's what friends are for.

panjang mukadimah.

hadiah? well well well. let see. tadi kat office collegue bagi bunga dengan cake. bunga ros okay. happy sangat! encik tunang kejauhan maka tak celebrate pun dengan dia. tapi beliau dah cakap hari ahad ni dia balik KL dia nak pergi pickup hadiah. excited yang hamat ni. i prefer handbag. tapi since handbag dah dibeli untuk hantaran, tak dapat. bukan itu jer. handbag, perfume, makeup, ham etc etc dah pun encik tunang belikan untuk hantaran. so i took them as my gifts. last year masa birthday encik tunang, adalah sama tarikh dengan engagement kitorang.

during our engagement tu i bagi jam kat dia. jam fossil leather. sweet gila masa beli jam tu. jam tu pergi beli dengan ayah and adik dekat sunway pyramid. actually jam tu pilihan ayah. ayah pilih untuk bakal menantu. haihh cool gila my dad. swiped his card, there. anyway masa tu fossil takde paper beg kecik tu, dia bagi paper beg besar gedabak macam beli handbeg ribu-ribu tu. tapi masa bg kat encik tunang, bagi beg kecik, memang kitorang ada a few fossil nyer paper beg yang untuk jam tu. heh. happy gila dia.

and my last year birthday encik tunang bagi perfume Jadore by Christian Dior. bau dia ekslusif. tapi i jarang pakai dengan dia sebab dia suka lagi satu perfume Miracle by Lancome. itu pun memang favourite i.

anyway malam ni ada my birthday celebration dekat Subang, ke PJ entah tak tau lagi. ni dah siap bawak baju pergi opis ni. ha ha ha. jatuh kecundang la my diet. sobs sobs. sambil tu dengar nye nak buat bachelorette party. apa jadahnya bebudak ni.hikhik...

hrmm..tak sabar tunggu encik tunang balik. cepat la sikit. kerajaan malaysia ni kejam la hantar beliau time-time besday i. kalau time-time i nak beranak kena pergi jugak, i memang ketuk rumah najib malam-malam buta tuh.tihii..

Okay. harapan dan doa:

1. semoga saya menjadi insan yang lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya.
2. oleh kerana ini adalah hari jadi terakhir sebagai seorang bujang, saya harap tahun depannya, saya dah jadi seorang isteri dan seorang ibu.
3. semoga kehidupan saya lebih sihat dan seimbang.
4. saya nak tukar kerja, untuk menambah pendapatan keluarga disamping tolong suami saya nanti menjaga keluarga.
5. saya nak jadi seorang yang baik. lebih positif dari semua segi.

Happy birthday kepada diri sendiri. I love you, myself. teeheee.... ;D

Birthday

Yeay, monday berjaya pergi sh'bam, and semalam berjaya pergi sh'bam and body combat. Walaupun body combat adalah sejurus selepas sh'bam, tapi dek sebab kelalaian bergossip sambil mencuci mata melihat abang2 gym yang hot,I masuk body combat lambat okay. Bodoh sangat. Lambat 5minit. Prftttt!

Dapat masuk pun sebab buddy gym I panggil (dengan kuat) " F****, class dah start!!apa dok gossip lagi!!". Cis! Beliau tak masuk sebab beliau penat, beliau demam dan kasut beliau besar.

Oh buddy gym I bukak beg gym dia,kasut boleh takde okay. Nasib ada makcik indon cleaner baik hati pinjamkan kasut.ops!bukan kasut makcik cleaner tu yer,tapi kasut gymmer mane yang tertinggal ntah. Ha ha ha. Lawak gila.

Makcik cleaner tu memang baik. Dulu I lupa bawak manga locker kan, mintak je kat dia,mesti ada spare. Ha ha ha. Dah dua kali okay I mintak. Ni kawan I mintak kasut plak. Ha ha ha. Agaknya dalam store dia tu penuh barang je. Kalau mintak kereta satu pun ada dia simpan tu ha. Ha ha ha.

Oh oh. I lost a few kgs lagi. Tak payah a few sangat la kak macam hilang 10, dua kgs je pun. Gembira bukan main lagi sebab dah nak sampai target.lagi 4kgs je target is achieved la kirenye.

Padahal makan boleh tahan. Last week je KFC, char kuey teow, JCo, hot dog and cheese, oh tak lupa satu grande double chocolate Coffee bean, eh dengan aiskrim magnum en.fiance belanja. (Cuak!)

So I rasa hipotesis yang mengatakan makan banyak adalah gemuk amat tidak benar (matikkla!). That is why I confused kawan -kawan I kurus macam lidi makan nasi satu pinggan penuh relax perut tak naik apahal? Bela jin ke ape. Ha ha ha.

Tapi I rasa a few kgs (nak jugak!) Hilang sebab the whole week I tak pergi workout. So muscle I pecah. Eh you all tak tau? You nampak orang tu kurus dari you tapi berat dari u? Sebab dia berat muscle. Dalam muscle kita tu la ada metabolism. Lagi banyak muscle lagi tinggi metabolism. Maka lagi mudah untuk lose weight.

Sekarang I worried, sebab muscle I dah takde. Nanti low metabolism.pastu boleh lead to?aiyokk..don't want to talk about it. So semalam I telah buat kaki dan tangan untuk weight training. So hopefully berat tambah balik untuk replace the muscle.

Ha pelik. Orang suka turun, dia nak naik plak. Kalau turun muscle takde, saya patut berasa cuak. Gulp!

Anyway, Esok sampai weekend en fiance outstation. This time jauh merentas benua. I'm gonna miss him like hell. Like totally. Walaupun bole je bbm ke email ke ape, but still I missed him. Haihh rindu plak kat beliau. Hopefully dia balik dari sana dia belikan la jajan untuk I. Ok syg!?

Beliau kan, suka beli jajan untuk I. Die suke treat I macam budak-budak. Belikan makanan la, jajan la. Next time kalau dia tanya nak apa, I nak suruh dia belikan sepit rambut bunga ros pulak la. At least I boleh guna. Asik makanan je. Makanan tu dah memang selalu. Tihii..

En fiance kata sorry dia takde on my birthday, tapi beliau promise balik dari outstation boleh terus pickup hadiah. Hoyeah sangat!! Kite gi OU pun boleh. Eh kat curve pun ade kn. And makan.hrmm..nak makan mane eh? Ha I tau! Kalau pergi pickup hadiah kat curve, makan meatballs ikea la..Hikhik!.

Next week I cakap I nak belanja dia makan sedap. Boleh dia tanya "nape syg nak belanja eh?ada ape2 occasion ke?". Haha..sweet gila rasa nak lempang laju-laju je. Biar la I nak belanje pun. Ingat I takde duit ke? (Kalau takde pun ermmm pandai2 la I). Tapi dia kate makan sedap tu, favourite food I, bukan dia. Ha ha ha. Biar la jugak..:P

Nak pakai baju apa ni keluar dating ni!!!??

Ps: ngantuk. Student buat lab session macam kuwe-kuwe.
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The New Year : 2012

So, this will be the first entry for 2012. frankly speaking, my new year is just as same as any other day unless i want to do something different, and perhaps changing to be the better me. i do celebrate new year, you know party and celebration. tapi itu dulu, masa zaman jahiliyah. sekarang dah matang. i datang duduk lepak-lepak makan tengok bunga api, and that's it.

anyway new year hari tu i buat ape eh?oh yer, makan KFC dengan abang yang baru balik dari londan sambil tengok Inception. memang terbaik la new year i. i just love staying at home and doing stuff i like, like staying home. ada la kan ciri-ciri isteri mithali tak kuar rumah nie. hahaha..

you know, near the end of 2011, something happened. it both had good and bad side about it. and thus, it makes a lot of different in 2012, insyaAllah.

lets recap what i had achieved in year 2011:
1. I'm still alived (Alhamdulillah) for 25years on 24th February 2011.
2. i've bought my OWN smartphone using my OWN money in february 2011. men it feels good!
3. My car ;Tatum celebrated his 1-year old in April 2011. thats mean i have paid RM7932 in 12 months. good job Dear!
4. i've been working for one year which is from Oct2010 - Oct 2011. *clap2*
5. i'm engaged to the man that i loved so much on 17 September 2011 *shy*
6. and yes, i have lost my weight for 20kgs in 5 months. tak banyak but at least i feel good about it.

habis la benda yang i dah achieved untuk 2011. so far yang i ingat 6 benda ni la. ni benda paling major had happened in my life. takkan la beli handbag, kasut semua nak cerita kan. itu bukan benda yang i achieved, itu benda yang menyusahkan hidup i sebab kena keluar duit..ha ha ha.

azam i untuk tahun 2012. banyak ni. selalunya azam i ni berkisar benda yang sama setiap tahun. ape orang putih kata, on going progress?ha cenggitulah.

1. i sebenarnya nak pakai tudung. setiap tahun azam yang sama. cuma setan yang hinggap tu lebih sikit ke macam tu la.
2. nak penuhkan semabhyang 5 waktu. selalu terlajak maghrib sebab itu time balik kerja. (padahal balik kerja sampai rumah pukul 7pm tu terus jela kan sembahyang ni duk tercongok depan TV takpun korek-korek peti ais memang la tak sempat).
3. nak simpan duit untuk masa depan diri dan anak-anak. ecewahh..at least RM500 sebulan ketepikan.
4. nak reach ideal weight before April 2012. jangan tanya kenapa tapi HARUS. lagi 7 kgs je. lembab gila lelemak ni nak berpecah belah.
5. nak sambung Master. tgh pikir nak buat MSc, MBA or MEdu. tapi ada orang sebok plak nak ikut sekali..tihii.
6.
7. Ada 2 place lagi yang sangat sangat special tapi nanti i update ok.

So there goes my azam. ada orang kata buat apa nak azam-azam ni. bukannya buat. kalau nak berubah bila-bila masa tak perlu azam di tahun baru. but for me, i need the list (azam) so that i tau kat mane i berdiri, supaya i lebih bersyukur but at the same time berusaha untuk jadi Hamba yang lebih baik dari dulu. walaupun i tak dapat capai azam i, tapi at least i do remember my azam and maybe half of it dah achieved cuma i yang tak perasan.

there is nothing wrong of having the azam unless azam you ols tu merapu macam nak kahwin 10 atau nak bunuh diri sempena 2012. so make sure you know what to do for this 2012.

"Alhamdulilah ya Allah kerana Kau telah kurniakan yang terbaik untuk aku sepanjang 2011. kesihatan yang baik, rezeki yang melimpah-ruah, keluarga yang sentiasa ada disisi aku. Aku memohon keampunan dari Mu yaALlah diatas segala dosa-dosa ku, dan aku berdoa semoga aku menjadi HambaMu yang solehah dan rezeki yang luas dari mu untuk 2012 dan seterusnya. amin."

Belum Cuti-Plan Dah Ada

why life should have such drama? why on earth people loves drama rather than doing your own work and behave as such you are in a professional manners. i thought working with that kind of tribe je ada masalah macam nie, tapi working in this type of tribe pon lebih kurang jer. it is exhausting and i really don't like when everytime the drama's are on air. you get what i mean? and it could be worse.

but i really enjoying myself at work. i take my everyday job as something that i LIKE to do, not something that i HAVE to do. two different meanings but with the same goal- finishing your job. i suka waktu pagi, where i am equip with full energy, charged from a very good night sleep the night before. i love waking up in the morning (if i have something to do) but i HATE waiting until the nights come. i bole bangun seawal 5pagi untuk mula kerja, but bila time tunjuk pukul 5 petang, i mula jadi macam kanak-kanak nampak aiskrim berserta happy meal, all excited to get home. nasib baik, i heard that my class usually sampai pukul 5 je since malam ACCA will start off their classes.

my place takde orang melayu. kalau ade pon, wayy to junior. so i am hoping, starting january, the management akan hire orang melayu *ehem*. selain i memerlukan seseorang untuk menyegarkan mata i, i juga memerlukan teman berbual (communication barrier due to different nationality) dan juga teman makan waktu lunch.err, bukan i tak suka keluar dengan my friends, tapi it will be merrier kalau ada someone yang macam kita. yela, boleh share tempoyak bila dia amik sambal belacan.

tadi one of the lecturer stop by and gave us a whole chocolate cake. tak tau la sebab lapar ke ape, but the cake was awesome, sedap! ada lagi separuh kat office, hopefully takde la anak-anak semut yang buat party Zouk kat situ, memang mintak spray je la kan. she was nice actually. her face is like so garang you know, so i macam biasa double standard la kan. turned out, she is super nice! muka garang tapi baik takpe. jangan muka hodoh perangai pon ikut hodoh, such a *****.

anyway, lagi beberapa hari nak new year!!mesti fun kalau dapat celebrate dengan orang yang paling kita sayang. to give me such a warm hug and says, "i am happy to go through these years with you and i can't wait to have another year with you..". and yes, i don't get it this year. but i already have my new year's resolution. sounds pretty amazing.

my married friend asked me, "how many times you wish i love you to your love one?". i said every second if i can, but usually everytime the conversation between us stop, and out of nowhere pun i boleh cakap camtu. it shouldn't have reasons or rules. when you feel like you want to express your feelings, do it!she said i am oh so romantic..

esok kerja and baju belum gosok. kalau malas, i pakai baju kurung since paling senang nak gosok. if extra rajin, i pakai la kemeja and seluar/skirt. by esok, tinggal lagi satu hari je keje but i have to work until 10pm. part time job kan.

sabtu?my family nak pergi jenjalan but i am too lazy so i decided to stay at home, mintak duit sikit kat mama, and will order dominos pizza and eat them all by myself sambil tengok HBO or any DVD's available.

sounds great for Christmas? i don't celebrate Xmas but thanked PM for giving us public holiday. i always support you PM..muah muah!

One Day of Aidiladha

" abang, kalau raya puasa kan, kite hantar sms mintak maaf semua kan, kalau aidiladha?", i asked my brother. i found myself sounded pretty stupid and jahil and funny at the same time since i can't recall the purpose of aidiladha.

so i replied my friend's sms, " selamat hari raya aidiladha, semua hidup kita lebih diberkati, amin". but rasanya mine was like more 'ikhlas' sebab dia hantar sms yang dah set siap gambar masjid and everything. but since i've known her macam 3 hari, it's fine.

pagi raya tiba-tiba teringat kat my bf. lepas sembahyang raya, i packed all the foods and hantar kat dia. risau sebab the night before he went home agak lambat and lepas tu dia kata dia terus tidur. so takut jugak perut dia kosong pagi dah kena sembahyang raya semua. traffic was okay, so sekejap je dah sampai. luckily dia ada kat luar rumah masa i sampai. two of his U's friends pon ada. jumpa FMIL lepas tu kena bahan. sabar jela. teehee...

i went back home tapi tak sempat tengok diorang kena sembelih. and lagipon boleh tak pergi surau tak pakai tudung? nak kata bodoh pun yer jugak. hahaha...so i balik rumah nenek and makan for breakfast. lapar gila. dalam kereta, perut buat pertandingan karaoke..T_T

petang until tadi went for a house-warming of my cousin. cosy gila rumah dia. and since rumah dia kat suburb, lagi la rasa malas nak balik. 'curik' 3 bungkus nasi impit untuk bawak gi office esok.

so, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA. SEMOGA PENGORBANAN KITA SELAMA INI DITERIMA ALLAH S.W.T.

ps: kalau lontong tertukar dengan nasi impit/ ketupat, sangat tak patut okayy...hahahaha!!