Positive #1:Remarkably Great

I went to a bloom taxanomy program,a program dedicated to lecturers,in order for us to improve our ways of teaching skills,attitude,interpersonal skill,and paling penting,a higher standard of preparing our examination questions.

I don't want to highlight on the specific things yang speaker to cakap, but I really wanted to highlight on the positive thing that I purposely picked up in that 4hour program.

1. Always think positive, and thus don't prejudice other people. Along the way,you rarely have an enemy.
2. Be good in whatever things you want to do.waima you nak jadi artis pun,be a remarkably artist.artis yang orang kenal dan orang sanjung.
3. Burn the midnight oil-since that is the best way to sacrife because nanti it pays you well enough.

Dan banyak lagi,nanti I share.

It it just not that:
1. I want a be a remarkably great child.
2. I want to be a remarkbly great lecturer.
3. I want to be a remarkbly great believer.
4. I want to be a remarkbly great friend.
5. I want to be a remarkbly great girlfriend/wife.

But it is not going to be easy. It is going to be tough,but really tough.but we can do it,we must do it because we can. The sky is the limit baby.

Don't underestimate yourself.you have what it takes to be a great you.

Now I'm at the bottom of my life.I feel useless,insecure,and most important-disspointed. Of course,there's no one to reach out for you.

But wake up,be strong.take one step at a time. We can.yes we can.

I wish you and myself the best of luck. You rules yourself.you can choose what kind of life you want.

Ps: semangat lepas pegi motivational talk,ha macam ni la..;)


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Tuduhan tidak berasas

I've been through a bunch of blogs these spared few minutes.afterall hari ni awal sangat datang office.7.15am dah sampai, gara2 pagi ni ada meeting, tapi minutes meeting tak siap lagi,and baru email kt bos pukul 8am tadi.

Seriously,itu yang susah kalau tunjuk pandai sangat dalam kerja,semua habes kita yang dikerah.no,bukan saya nak cakap saya pandai sangat buat kerja,tapi the fact yang saya boleh buat kerja tu yang susah. Padahal boleh jer cari orang lain untuk buat kerja itu.ramai lagi yang nak bekerja.kan?

Anyway berbalik kepada cerita blog tu,rasa nak tergelak sangat.ingat nak letak links kat sini,tapi since diorang (claim) itu blog2 besar,popular, so tak payah la.

Conclusion:
1. Sebok mengutuk orang lain.
2.Claim yang blog dia terlalu suci dan blog dia tidak layak disamakan dengan blog. (Wth?)
3. Claim (lagi) yang semuanya (idea) lahir dari sifat semulajadinya.

Geez..get a life!

Mengutuk tu biasalah (berdosa),sampai saya pun ha terikut2 nak mengutuk ni. Tapi claim blog die tidak layak disamakan sebab dalam blog berisi idea2 bernas dan emosi lahiriah semulajadi tu dah kenape?asasnya,ia tetap blog,dan juga kita semua guna teknologi yang sama,dan bukan jua orang Islam (sila check google kalau blog ni ada contribution dari muslim,I didn't do my homework) yang invent benda ni. Just sebab you somewhat claimed you are a star or tokoh, you nak cakap you ni lain dari yang lain.

Biar orang lain yang evaluate that. Macam penyanyi tidak akan claim dia penyanyi kalau bukan peminat dia yang cakap. Dah,jangan nak start dengan don't judge a book by it's cover.muak.

Ok,sifat semulajadi tu memang ada atau kita panggil instinct atau kreativiti (natural). Tapi kalau bukan pengaruh (pengaruh), awak pun takkan jadi macam tu.

No,bukan berdosa pun awak buat camtu,no,bukan hilang pun kemelayuan awak tu,tapi the fact yang awak (claim) rasa awak lain dari yang lain tu,hrmm.

Entri ni macam tak berasas plak,sebab tak letak nama orang yang ditujukan,kan? So kita stop sini dululah. Sebab saya (claim) rasa saya macam dia.

Ha ha ha. Crap!

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Just a Friend

You give so much to your friends.
From A to Z.
You are willing to sacrifice for whatever reasons, just for your friends.

But HOW MUCH your friends willing to sacrifice for you?
Is it more than the sacrifices I'm willing to make for you?

Yeah, We'll see about that.


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Ethics or the other way round?

Kalau kat office,kite datang awal like 30mins awal,takde sape pun kisah.tapi even kalau kite punch out tepat 5.30pm,sume dah dok tanye "awal balik hari ni?". Eh,rasa nak bagi selipar jer.I don't know la bout you people, tapi I rarely cakap macam tu kat orang laen since it is quite annoying and offended (at least to me) sebab mungkin orang tu ada hal ke ape.lagipun the bos bayar gaji sampai pukul 5.30 jer.and the fact yang dia datang awal tu tak kau kira?.

Tapi baguslah kalau you kerja over time without getting paid example kerja gov yang OT pun xde.tapi tak payah citer la elaun korang banyak.

Mind your own business, buat kerja sendiri, jangan jaja cerita kat office,jangan take advantage with the office's flexibility, and jangan tunjuk pandai sangat.

Last, attitude tu jaga sikit.
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Be home

Got a bbm from him from a faraway land,

bf: "B, x sabar nak balik..."

gf: "nape?heyyy...awk br sampai sana sehari je..enjoy your day bukan selalu dapat macam ni..."

.............

bf: "miss u sebab tu tak sabar nak balik..."


boleh tak hantar bbm macam tu?? terharu. sangat-sangat. ok bf getting sweeter and sweeter more like a sugar. this is one of the reason why i tak boleh jauh-jauh dari dia.sekarang pun tak la dekat mane, but having the fact that i can call him, bbm, email, fb, him like 24hrs buat i happy.

tapi macam sekarang jauh-jauh and online boleh kalau wifi ada, sangatlah sedih. and he always said that i have to be independent and cannot depend much on him. but i wanted too!i wanted to depend on him like everytime. sebab that's the only time he will get involve in everything i do.

lelaki selalu macam tu. tak suka perempuan yang dia rasa tak independant. lain dari perempuan, or maybe me, but i suka dia depend on me and i pun suka depend on him.

but i know he is depend on me, especially when we out for a date. ask him to recall the parking bay, the route to the place of interest, leaving him to shop by himself is a big no.kesian dia, but he is so cute bila kitorang bet sapa ingat jalan balik parking and guess la siapa selalu menang.

Missing is Natural

I'm having my lunch/brunch own sweet time. And mandi lambat.selalu kalau weekend mesti mandi cepat since ada date or just hang out with friends.the best thing was,I took almost 1hr masa mandi.rasa bersih gila.lupa nak berendam dalam bathub tu je.

But the bad thing was, I missed the bbm session with the bf.stressed tau bile masuk bilik berjela bbm from him.I missed him since like 24hr I'm with him. And now he's gone,literally but the barrier jadi macam ni la.really feels like crying sebab even when I found a new trail of semut pun I akan bagitau dia.and being the sweetest bf ever,die pun layan.tapi lepas tu ada la benda dia nak kutuk.

Being away and didn't have the chance to say hi to him,makes me appreciate more of all the things that I have now.and to appreciate him more.

Kalau sesiapa yakin dengan cinta dia,I tabik spring la since it takes a whole of the courage to even feel that.but I am not one of them.

Until today, bila dia bbm to say hi and send me a picture of him,then I realized kalau jauh macam ni,dia still bole ingat I,and to even send me a pic of him?gosh..he really missed me I guess.even masa I pegi the same country tak rasa pun nak hantar gambar or even to contact him.and guess what?memang I tak hantar pun.

He's sometimes-unpredictable.and to be a non-perfect human, there is a few charac yang I tak suka pasal dia.but when it comes to the best side of him,gila boleh rasa jatuh cinta lagi.

Now till he comes back,I'm gonna miss him as much as I could so that I can be so menggedik to him and ask him to buy me everything that I want since memang itu yang dia selalu buat.

Praying yang dia akan tiba Malaysia sihat2 jer.
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Pilihanraya

Kalau kerajaan menang, pembangkang mesti kata pengundi hantu, bayar orang suh undi, kira salah, rosakkan undi.

Kalau pembangkang menang, tak pulak kerajaan cakap pape.

And pembangkang pun takde nak cakap ada pengundi hantu, atau kira salah.

Kan?

Macam kalau MU kalah,bukan maen mengutuk, kalau MU menang lagi berbakul2 kutuk.

Atau mungkin peminat dari Malaysia jer macam tu.

And kalau buat program kebajikan, belakang letak banner parti,memang tak relevan unless pancing undi. So pembangkang pun jangan cakap bila program lain letak banner, sebok cakap semua nak dipolitikkan.

Melayu bumiputera 3 parti besar, cina 1, dan india 1(walau tiap satu ada campur). Nampak tak melayu bumiputera pergi arah mana?

Cakap la bagi tanah ke, duit elaun ke, even kerajaan bagi kursus dan kerja free pun, masih di sokong lain. Macam contoh la bekerja untuk kerajaan,tapi sokong pembangkang.if I were to hate my boss, I would have gone somewhere else.

sayangkan melayu.banyak sangat perpecahannya.cina dah tentu kaya.itu pun atas usaha/rajin dan bersatunya diorang.melayu ni sensitif.isu penting MALAS nak fikir, isu maen b*nt*t yang sentap.

Tak salah kalau pembangkang cuba untuk memerintah.tapi dengan cara betul.ada ciri2 pemimpin,boleh menjalankan tugas.kate orang kroni,esok dia jadi pemimpin,kroni dia jugak.

And I wish to see three of us bersatu.memang pasti kalau ikut undang-undang Islam,semua akan elok.hukum hudud.

Tapi mesti orang yang menjalankan hukum hudud itu mempunyai sifat-sifat terpuji.kalau belum jalan lagi, kat youtube pun sama duk mengutuk dan mengeji ,macam mana.dalam surau/masjid pulak tu.

Kalau citer pasal politik.semua pandai.yang takde background admin/law/social science/psychology pun boleh cakap pasal politik. Termasuk SAYA.

Tapi berapa orang yang jujur dan amanah dalam menjalankan tugas?

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Baby Ramadhan

I always think that whatever good things that you do, somewhere somehow ada ganjarannya nanti.if not here,it will be in the other life. You know syurga / heaven.

At my office ada kakak yang selalu bersihkan office.and I'm quite close to her since every morning she always greet me at the front desk where dia selalu sapu2. Until one day she shared a story telling that her baby is having difficulty to walk. A healthy baby boy.

So last week,the baby underwent a surgery to straighten back his veins and so on.

You know right the medical expenses?I don't have rm1million but I try to share the burden she carries all this while.but I don't know how.

So tadi during lunch hour,I felt so thirsty so I decided to go to the supermarket.it is quite near to my office,just a few block away.and I was thinking (while walking) how can I help her.

Sampai kat supermarket I saw banyak susu baby. I grabbed 3 packs of dutch lady milk stage 2 (6months onwards), 3 pack nestle rice and vegetables, a tab of glucose, and 2 packs of petpet baby diapers.I went up to buy toys for him, tapi takde sebest toysr'us. So tak jadi la.

Although tak banyak yang I could buy to help her,but when I think about how good does it feel when you are in a trouble,ada someone yang nak share, even for a day?it must feel good.damn good.

I hope the baby grows well and jadi a soleh baby boy.

Sebenarnye kan, I ni lemah sebab 3 benda je:
A)baby
B)baby boy
C)baby boy yang gemuk tangan berlipat2 pipi labuh2..eee..

CiOm sedap kan!


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Dinner@10.00pm

Bf was so lovely last night for taking me out for dinner / supper.eventhough the kedai is just near to my house,but the effort of taking me out would always make me realize how much I love him.and of course how much I need him.ehehe..despite how cruel he is when he's in the angry-mode..hahaha!

We went to mali's but hell it was packed!patutla malaysia is one of the country yang ada ramai obesity *cough* yer I pun same. So for once we thought of pindah to old town ke pak li ke but he said the que dah okay so I waited for a few minutes.

And there you go-the infamous nasi lemak and char kuey teow.the food was not great but it was okay.nasi lemak I tak makan although I'm craving for it.and thanks to dear bf yang tak offer langsung nak makan.ha ha ha.

Then he suggested going to uptown. For those who doesn't know what is uptown, it is a place where you can see people selling imitation/rejected items with cheaper price.shoes,handbags,even gears for hiking.mostly uptown's shop open from monday to friday starting at 10pm onwards.

He bought asam (pickling) for me.sedap sangat and I love it so much!thank you dear..and we went home at 1am.

The best part was, I went out by having only my phone and nothing else.no money and no IC.ha ha ha.kena tangkap baru tau kan..

Ps:I love you.
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Science Lab

Today I teach them on the genetic coding.so far I'm quite proud with myself.since I'm not a graduate with a biology background,but thanks to the over confident and main redah attitude,I managed to finish it.

Hahaha..

The student catching up quite fast.and I promised to take them all out for lunch or have a snack together.

Now I give them a 15mins break, and after that we will have a small quiz for the genetic code.

Tell me I'm obses with my work or what,but I love my job.thinking that I had to leave the job for the sake of further my study,sedih oke.

Tapi akak opis cakap selalu end of the year dapat bonus,malah lebih gigih yer saya rasa lebih bersemangat nak kerja.

Sayang, 1 bulan bonus pon ok dah kan?
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Big P@rty!

I have my own mission since early last month.so far it does look good but still the 'other temptation' ada lagi but I have to control. Trust me, when the time comes, I will let the whole world know. No. Bukan kahwin.

So far kerja semakin bagus.I love my job and I love what I'm doing now. And I love the people around me. When you enter an organization, you can see many colours. Kadang2 cantik, kadang2 tak. Tapi I take it as colour yang tak popular yang trying hard to be popular.

Mulai saat ini,upload entry nak buat dari phone terus. Sebab nampak sangat tak utilize semua faedahnya walaupun bayar senak-senak perut gak la.

Next month salary:
1.Handbag pleasee..(Or Pending birthday present?)
2.Wedges
3.Makeup set..(Or pending birthday present?)
4. Makan sedap

*1,3,4 mcm utk bf je*

Maka dengan ini, I have to wait for encik bf dari oversea la..2minggu lagi..alaa..
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Merong

hari ini, encik bf ke ofis. maka waktu berdating dikurangkan kepada separuh hari. kerja banyak sangat agaknya sampai hari ahad pun pergi ofis. so we decided to watch Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa.

out of 10, i give 9.5. out of 5 stars, i give 4.5, and i think this is the first Malaysian movie yang i can rank together with 300,Gladiator and Apocalypto. oh Apocalypto tak boleh, psycho sangat bunuh-bunuh.

in conclusion, i am so damn proud that we (malay) actually have these talented hot gorgeous men to make this such movie yang memang story line bagus, and the way they executed it, memang thumbs up.good job KRU!!sila buat movie berkualiti macam ni lagi dan lagi.

and i just can't help it that most people suka dengan cerita 'hantu kak limah balik kampung". i mean, com'on men, it is not funny at all. despite they had my favo actor Awie, still memang takde ape yang menarik kat cerita tu. i watched them 3 times bila all the cousins played it over and over again, not only i don't like the movie, it is annoying too. especially yang naik wheelchair tu. really la, tak kelakar langsung, annoying, and cheap.and i dont get it why people are so obsessed with it.sorry but seriously i dont like it.

so that's all.thanks dear love for the tickets , popcorn, and dinner.