Counting Time

encik husband will not be around for this one whole week. outstation. this time around Manilla. he asked me i nak ikot ke tak, you know, he loves bringing me all over the places it's either i want it or not. last time masa pergi Japan. sebab this time pergi Manilla, i macam malas. kalau lepas ni pergi Europe definitely i'll go! anyway adoiilaa...siapa la mangsa yang nak diajak bersembang dan bergaduh. hihi...

i always ask him, whether he actually loves me or not. hahaha...silly kan?? i knowwwwwwww....but i love teasing him that way. i know he might get boring with those silly questions (nampak plural 's' so ade banyak lagi soalan bagi kat die), but as long as i'm enjoying doing it, and i'll make sure i don't go overboard doing it, then it will be okay.heeeee......selalu i suke tanya dalam kereta. i'll be staying at the back with sophea, sebab sophea seating in the carseat, so encik husband akan jeling through the rear mirror and rolling his eyes macam menyampah sangat dengan soalan i tu. ha ha ha.....

kadang-kadang dia akan panggil i, "pstttt.....sayang....sini la kat kite....ciom sikit....". duhhh ngader gilerr. dulu masa sebelum sophea ade, we were like love birds berkepit ciom dalam kete sana sini macam takde tempat lain nak buat ha ha ha, but since sophea dah ade, memang lupekan jela hasrat nak buat camtu lagi. lagipun feeling kiss2 dari belakang ni ape la sangat. tapi sophea kan a good baby, die jarang meragam kalau duduk kat carseat tu. so selalunya kalau sophea dah okay je dalam tu, masa i bercinta la plak dalam kereta.

borak2 sambil peluk ke, or main laga2 pipi ke, but once in awhile toleh2 jugak kat sophea. kadang2 dia buat muka garang, macam bosan dengan perangai mommy and daddy dia. whateverrrr....hahahaha....tapi penat la nak pelok encik husband dari belakang. besar sangat ukuran lilitan tu kan. but any peluang yang ada, yang i nampak just to show him how much i love him, i akan buat.

i bet he knows how much i love him. ermmm....i pun tau sebenarnye yang encik husband sayang i. i boleh tau la. dah kalau everyday pun dia akan balik and drove all the way to KL sedangkan i dah bagi permission untuk dia tak balik, call sms and even email me during work just to answer my repetition questions, siapkan barang2 especially sterilizer and heater susu sophea, sediakan air panas etc etc, ape lagi yang tak cukup untuk tunjukkan yang dia sayang i?sayang kitorang?

how much is too much?

susahkan nak measure benda yang berkaitan rasa ni. hati semua. sebab dia rasa dan tak boleh ukur.

tapi i just nak die tau yang i syg sgt kat die. and that both of us, me and sophea love him so much. and just harap daddy akan sayangkan kitorang jugak all the time. sobs!

amboi, encik husband pergi tak sampai sehari lagi dah meleret2 camni......hahaha!