Our First Wedding Anniversary!

Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulilah. Alhamdulilah.

okay. where shall i start? *excited* hikhik...

kita dah setahun kahwin!!heee...omg, cepat gila dah setahun. rasa macam baru je kahwin. baru je pindah rumah, kemas-kemas rumah and settling down. oh, patutlah rasa macam baru kahwin, sepanjang 12 bulan dah kahwin, encik husband pergi kursus 6-7 bulan, so the balance bulan i stayed alone (with my parents) without encik husband. no wonder i feel macam baru je kahwin. hikhik..

Before We Were Married
have known him for such a long time and best yet to discovered after kahwin that dia tak sama dengan masa couple dulu. erm..shall i say, masa bercinta dulu dia banyak ignored kehendak i, it seems that dia tak pernah faham i. bergaduh adalah salah satu 'keperluan' kitorang masa bercinta dulu. hahaha...for example, gaduh malam hari isnin, pagi selasa dah baik, petang selasa gaduh balik. and the cycles goes on and on and on. hahaha....but no matter what, i still love him. walau 'benci' macam mana pun i dengan perangai dia dulu, i tetap suka kat dia. suka as in, "i like him!".

Getting Married
untuk ingat balik decision untuk kahwin,bila kahwin, kat mane nak kahwin, was tough. as usual, kita perempuan menunggu dan terus menunggu until the guy say yes. bukan tak pernah bagitau encik husband suruh kahwin dengan i as we have been together for almost 8 years (masa tu) but encik husband belum ready (err im not sure financially or mentally). but after the decision was made, Alhamdulilah semua process nak kahwin tu berjalan lancar and sangat mudah. the best part was when kitorang dua bertungkus lumus dan berusaha berdua untuk menjayakan majlis perkahwinan kitorang. redah jem and jumpa vendor to get the best price/offer. rasa masa tu sifat kerjasama tu ada. terus terasa dalam hati macam, "okay, this guy was good. sure boleh menjayakan institusi kekeluargaan i...". terus.....-__________-

The Day We Were Married
hari dinikahkan was the best ever. sebab before that kitorang janji taknak jumpa for almost 2 months, konon jaga seri pengantin *tangan di bahu*. so lama gila tak jumpa. and then, masa hari nikah tu memang dup dap dup dap la. gila kau. and he looked damn handsome on the nikah day. dah la pakai baju melayu putih. cair i secair-cairnya....*nakal mode*. dengan sekali lafaz, i became his wife. masa tu memang tak dapat la nak digambarkan betapa bersyukurnya semua berjalan lancar and to be his wife (and being chosen to be his wife) i think was the greatest gift ever. i wont find someone good and kind enough like him to be my husband. i cried, because now he is my priority, my key to heaven, and i shall devoted my life to him. everything i do is for him. besar tangungjawab tu. =)

The Married Life
ha ni la yang paling seronoknya!! sebab we can do anything and everything tanpa halangan mak ayah. hahaha...we can sleep together, we can stay up/out sampai pukul2 berapa pun tanpa ada yang menghalang. spending time with him is just awesome. kat rumah , dalam kereta, kat mana-mana jer, dengan ada dia si encik husband, everything seems great and enjoyable.

kalau gaduh pun tak boleh lama-lama, sebab rumah kitorang tu sekangkang kera jer. so nak taknak mesti terserempak jugak, dah nak lari ke mana. mostly kalau gaduh pun, kitorang diam je buat kerja masing-masing. but i suka curi tengok dia. mana tahan oi. bf kita kot dalam rumah hehehe. rasa nak peluk nak mintak maaf je. tapi muka awak tu garang sangat, so nanti-nanti lah mintak maaf yer.

and lucky me, encik husband adalah jenis ringan tulang, dan pembersih. as in pembersih-nampak-meja-berabuk-pergi-dapur-amik-kain-lap-meja. i pun tak buat camtu k. i tengok-jeling-oh habuk-okay. hahaha....tapi kadang-kadang dia buat sepah jugak, lelaki dah nama nya. ada sekali tu, barang-barang ikea sampai, die guna wine rack tu jadi tempat simpan barang dia kat store. so banyaklah beg kecik-kecik barang dia dari ofis lama nak pindah ke ofis baru.

so banyak benda nak kena sorted out macam botol-botol, papers, pens....alang-alang dia tengah kemas tu, i nak jugak kemas bilik depan tu, bilik tu kitorang nak buat guest room, memang kosong jela since perabot belom beli (wahh perabot!makcik sangat), so i passed kat die barang2 tu. afterall itu pun barang2 dia kan, better die yang kemas.

tak lama lepas tu, dalam 40minits camtu i heard him saying, "Bbbbbbb!!!i pening dah nak kemas barang2 ni!!!". dia duduk kat lantai, dengan barang-barang sekeliling dia, bersepah. hahahaha......kesiannn...tu la, bila terlampau detail, terlampau nak grouping each item, kan dah buang masa dan tenaga. hahahaha...i biarkan je since i tau, die boleh je kemas, cuma perlu masa. and i helped him a bit sorting and putting things back to where it belongs.

haihhh...ni baru husband sorang je. belom ada anak lagi ni. penat jugak nak melayan kerenah sorang2...hihihih...

anyway, pagi tu bangun with a warm wishes, as we woke up pretty late. puan isteri macam biasalah, bangun jer masuk dapur. i cooked nasi ayam untuk lunch hari tu. we thought of going to a nice place for dinner, but both of us refuses. sebab semua nak balik asing untuk mengundi.

maybe we can have our little celebration later kan sayang?

so Sayang, happy first anniversary to us. i can't believe that we actually 'made' it for one year!hehehe...just to let you know, i am so so grateful that Allah grant me such a perfect husband, whom i adore so much. thank you for loving me all these years, and thank you sebab always stand by me, even if i'm wrong. i might not be the perfect wife you actually dream of, but i can be the best wife you ever had!i promised to love you and care for you in any good and worst condition, i promised to stand by your side every day and every second of your life, i promised to be your better wife through out the years, and i promised to be a good wife and mother to your kids, InsyaAllah.

and apart from that, deep down in my heart, i would like to apologize for any wrong doings, and hurtful feelings i made you. please forgive me for every bad things i did or said to you.

and lastly, promise me (and our kids) that you will always love us no matter what, that you will stay truthful and honest for as long as we live, and promise to be a good husband and a good daddy for us, and promise to take care of us ( even when mommy's gone) for as long as you live.

i love you dear husband,so much. i'll see you in Jannah once upon a time. InsyaAllah.

ps: it's either Sushi King or Chilli's or TGIF k...