Of Being Young Father

Rasa lega sangat weekend hari tu dah siap gosok baju encik husband. bukan ape, dah alang-alang nak dekat due date ni, takot jugak baby pie semangat nak tengok dunia ni cepat, siam plak encik husband nak gosok baju sendiri kan. ala, sebenarnye boleh je die gosok sendiri, die pun cakap die akan gosok sendiri, tapi itu la kan, i myself yang manja kan dia sangat, berlemak sikit la beliau tu. hihhihi...

hari tu encik husband offer, "sayang nak iron baju dalam bilik tak?sejuk sikit..". sejuk la sikit sebab ada aircond kan. ok jer bertungkus lumus la encik husband, bawak iron, iron board, dengan spray baju masuk dalam bilik. sambil-sambil tu dia teman kat katil, borak-borak and all. sekali agaknya dia dok menjeling i yang tengah iron his clothes, then die cakap, "sayang tu, nampak ke iron tu?".

i was like, "ha?ape yang tak nampak?". rupenye perot i dah sampai kat baju yang nak di iron tu. hahaha... kuang asam sangat! i pun mula la bukak mukadimah, "i saje je iron dalam bilik ni, so that you nampak susah payah nye wife you yang tengah sarat mengandung pun boleh lagi iron baju u. bukan satu dua...nak dekat sepuluh helai ni..."

"yela sayang.....hahahaha!!". kesian. baru romantik2 nak teman wife iron, kena sebutir. hikhik...but he knows me better. die tau i takkan buat something tu kalau i tak suke, or tak larat. tapi encik husband cakap, "nak tunggu sayang tu tak larat, sampai dah beranak pun larat je lg..."..selagi mampu kita buat la sendiri. nanti kalau asyik depend dengan orang lain je, orang pandang rendah dengan kita. =)

kalau nak ikot kan, i have like 15 days to go for my EDD. tapi selalu first baby orang cakap keluar awal, eh? ke lambat? i dont know, but i am going to take my maternity leave starting next week, which will be 2 weeks earlier. you know why? bukan i nak sangat cuti (prfttt...!!), tapi encik husband keep pestering me untuk cuti.

bayangkan lah tiap pagi kul 6.30am camtu kejut dia suh bangun, dia akan lilitkan tangan dia all over my body, pastu bagi nasihat-nasihat yang tak patut di pagi hari macam, "sayang cuti eh hari ni?boleh bangun lambat.." followed by a cheeky kiss on my cheek. or dia akan cakap, "sayang cuti la...penat dah keje kan...". sambil buat-buat sambung tidur. or kalau die bengang sebab i macam tak layan die, he will say " sayang tu setia sangat dengan company tu, ape die bagi pun...". hahahaha....

adoi la....ade je pengaruh tak baik die.but i felt so wanted by him. macam die tu susah nak lepaskan i pagi-pagi gi kerja, or knowing that actually he loves to spend the extra minute every morning on the bed doing nothing except having me sleeping next to him. ada sekali tu, that both of us dah bangun awal, tapi tu la, main peluk-peluk camtu, sudahnye bangun at 7.15am. hahahaha...padahal nak kene keluar rumah kul 7.30am. hikhik...but it was a fun moment, pastu dua2 pun gelak all the way to office.

i just hope that the feelings (of being wanted) between us will grow each and every day. he's everything i have and my life depends much on him. siapa yang dah kahwin tu tau la rasa dia. tak sama macam masa bercinta. kalau masa bercinta tu, asyik la nak berkepit, lepas kahwin ni, bukan je rasa nak berkepit, rasa taknak gi kerja pun dah ada dah. hahahaha.....which is very very bad!!jangan tanamkan perasaan macam tu dalam jiwa kita, buruk padahnye.hahaha...

cuma ada sekali tu, i rasa terharu sangat. sebab i tanya dia, "b, are you excited that we actually have our own baby, yang lagi a few days je ada dengan kita..." over dinner hari tu.

then he said, " masa mula-mula i tau you pregnant tu, i tak rasa pape. after a few months pun i biasa je. tapi now i excited sangat, and sekarang i dah nampak perut u, lagi la excited.." sambil dia kunyah-kunyah ikan goreng.

memang excited sangat. bangun tidur die akan usap perot i, then he wished "good morning [insert baby pie's name]...dah bangun ke sayang?". and on the way to the train station, sambil usap-usap perot i,die akan bagi nasihat kat baby, " [insert baby pie's name] jangan nakal-nakal tau..teman mommy pergi kerja tau...". it's kinda weird at first, but i guess a normal father would do that, isn't it?

finally, i just can't wait for baby pie to arrived, sebab i tak sabar nak bagitau baby pie that she has a great father (and awesome too!) who loves her so much and would do anything for her. he will cherish her and take a very good care of her. insyaAllah. cuma mommy agak risau, your daddy boleh ke tak bangun every 2 hour teman mommy bagi u makan. hikhik...boleh kan daddy? =)