Kasih

im doing my slides for next class. tangan sakit, otak pun sakit. kesian students tadi dengar i explain sambil lukis-lukis sikit the cell structure ape semua. hopefully diorang faham. kalau tak faham pun, i will explain in the next class.

hari ni, encik tunang cuti. one of the reason is dia nak buat appointment untuk HIV test as one of the requirement untuk kahwin. and kitorang kena tunggu sebulan which is the test will be in march 2012! lama gila. nasib baik itu chenta-hati dah pergi survey dulu, and he willing to wait for me, nak buat test sama-sama. *terharu* so dah settle and i guess now is just to wait.

sambil buat slides ni dengar la lagu. lagu i mesti la nak mellow love songs je (encik tunang cakap sila tukar selection lagu sebelum kahwin). eh hello! nanti siapa nak melayan perasaan i yang mushy mushy?? *senyum*

anyway, lagi 4 hari adalah aniversary kitorang yang ke 8 tahun. homegott, lama dah aku kenala mamat ni. hikhik..but still there are sides of him we will never know, at least not after married. *ketap2 kuku jari* tak tau nak plan ape for celebration.

bulan ni jugak anniversary, my birthday, and bulan ni jugak duit dia banyak kena tolak untuk rumah sewa. i dont know what to buy for him, since banyak barang dah beli untuk hantaran takkan nak beli lagi. but i want to give him something special.hmm..

*senyum*

*senyum*

i miss him now. rindu plak nak kacau-kacau dia dalam kereta. dia tu penggeli okay. padahal bukan kita cucuk pun dia, it is just the gesture of poking him je pun. itu pun dah nak melompat. kalau i buat camtu time dia driving, macam nak marah sangat lah dia kat i, and then i buat2 kelakar jela..kang marah plak die lagi..hahahaha...

i promise to love him for as long as i breath...for as long as Allah allows me...i promise....