Communication is about me and you.

Setiap orang ada cara mereka yang tersendiri untuk berkomunikasi dengan orang yang mereka sayang. salah seorang daripadanya ialah kekasih. *skema* most of us prefer to meet their love ones everyday, rindu dan tak boleh tido punya pasal. which is great. i mean, hello..u get to see your bf everyday sape taknak, kan?

well, im not that lucky, where i usually jumpa my bf once a week, or once every two weeks, tu tak campur kalau bergaduh ada la once a month je keluar. selain dari our distance (home) is like 45minits of driving tak campur jamm lagi, and both of us are working so untuk jumpa hari-hari adalah mustahil sebab penaat sangat. well, it makes me think, kalau kitorang satu ofis, macam mana pulakkan? should we act like there is nothing between us, or act like a couple should be, atau biasa-biasa je?in my vocab, there is no such thing as biasa-biasa saja. so tett, cannot!

anyway, thanks to the technology, kita ada handphone. itulah medium perhubungan for me and him. and dia, sebagai seorang lelaki yang sibuk (konon), handphonenya selalu sahaja terbiar maka perasaan kekasih hatinya selalu saja disakiti dan dirobek-robek sebab tak dapat nak contact..T_T

but lately, *ehem* encik kekasih macam sweet sangat entah kenapa like every messages sent or received macam berbunga-bunga rasa, pastu kita goes like, "awww...his so sweet!", and kita feels like melayang, and hugging the phone while guling-guling atas katil and say, "i really love this guy.." and start berangan and macam tu la kiranya.

after the years goes by, kitorang sekarang lebih matured in everything we say or do. which is good. as i said before, he is my bf, my friend, my enemy, and the best thing is, he is my very best friend. i can talk almost about anything with him except bila kitorang had a fight, we can't actually speak to each other.i mean, he can but i can't.

so tonight, im kind of missing him walaupun semalam baru jumpa but still i miss him totally. because i enjoyed and had a hell of a fun every second when im with him.or maybe sebab saya tersangatlah cintakan dia sebab tu saya rasa macam ni?mungkin juga but i hope the best for whatever the future will bring.

ps: missing you love~