I don't think you are hot enough for that.

eh holla blog, how are you?=)

the whole day hari ni, im doing my work in a classroom, you know MQA's work. penat kot. dari pukul 9.30pm sampai pukul 6.00pm non stop. itu pun after my friend datang suruh balik office since she was all alone and boring. thanks for the HP sebab boleh la jugak SMS-ing the boyfriend, and i was like laughing and enjoying my work so much since i rasa i ada dia temankan i buat kerja. yang penat sikit sebab i took all the assignments, mid-term and final papers out from the P&C room, then nak cari all the papers pun satu masalah jugak.

lunch tu im not feeling that hungry, tapi sebab all the friends dah ajak makan so pergi jugak. hari ni kitorang makan KFC . the only fast food i enjoyed much mesti kfc, bukan popeye, carl's junior, and not even mcd.

sebenarnya nak cerita pasal lunch tadi. tapi panjang pulak introduction dia.anyway, masa sampai kat kfc tu, punya la penuh orang nak lunch. takut tempat takde i asked my friend to jaga tempat and i go buy the food. another friend of us datang lambat. so sebenarnya nak cerita pasal perempuan yang beratur depan i. this girl beratur dengan her friend. ok fine. diorang okay jer.

tapi tiba-tiba bila dah nak dekat sampai kat kaunter (macam lagi 3 orang customers) kawan perempuan depan i ni datang and asked them suruh belikan. tapi you know what, macam kind of pushy. muka minah dua orang depan i ni dah berubah. i think diorang comes from the same tempat kerja but tak rapat sangat. nak tak nak kena jugak belikan.

things yang i dont like:
a) kau tak kenal sangat tapi kau guna diorang just untuk kepentingan. i hate that ALOT!
b)i dont mind if you SAMA2 queue for the food although you cut cross orang belakang, tapi bukan suruh belikan okay. aku bukan kuli batak kau. UNLESS i wanted to do so, and you are my good friend and i love you.

minah tu datang tiba-tiba terus buat order kat akak kfc yang selalu pre-order dulu sebelum kaunter, bagi duit and blah. bila sampai kaunter dah nak bayar dia datang balik. lepas tu i think dia nak "have it here" rather than "take away". tapi kawan dia bungkus semua sekali. pastu dia boleh cakap, "laaaaa....kenapa bungkus sekali!" sambil buat muka macam rolls eyes la macam tu.

weh angin weh. dah la tak hot despite kau pakai tudung tapi buruk perangai. ok takde kena mengena. kesian la kat kawan-kawan kau tu. haihh...sakit jiwa nyer. nak lunch pun tak senang. maybe bagi korang it's okay, normal, but for me kalau hidup untuk menyusahkan kawan pun tak guna sangat.

tapi ada satu lagi cerita. haritu we all pergi dating dekat mana ntah and orang ramai gila, rasanya kat klcc kot. then we saw this one couple beli food sama-sama oh how sweet. tapi lepas tu gelabah cari seat. bak kata encik boyfriend, tak boleh ke boyfriend je beli and the girlfriend seat at one place? but i said, romantik la sayang beli sama-sama. i always think it that way. tapi encik boyfriend cakap susahlah macam tu, buang masa pun yer.

as for me and encik boyfriend, kitorang take turns beli food. i mean maybe this week dia beli food and next week i beratur beli food. tapi selalunya dia je yang beli.

he maybe not a romantic kind of guy, tak romantik dengan kata-kata, tak pandai pujuk (really!), tapi in some other way dia romantik la jugak macam beli food, bawakkan barang shopping (not handbag unless kat sungai wang, BB ke tapi dia tak kisah bawak handbag atas sebab keselamatan, yang pasti dia tak malu, lagi malu kau jadi bf and beg gf kau kena copek and you can't do nothing about that, kan?). and kita as gf pun kena tau jaga air muka bf anda.

ok whatever, banyak pulak membebel malam nie.

nak tengok legend of the guardians..bye!!

10 reasons why...=)

hey holla blog!how are you?

alhamdullilah. im just so thankful and grateful for having these:

1. that im still a Muslim. i always have this faith.
2. that i have a family that always suport me no matter how, no matter what. through ups and downs.love them no matter how cruel my life could be.
3. i have already graduated for both diploma and degree. looking forward for my master and phd.
4. i have an amazing boyfriend for these 7 undoubtly great lovely years. it always fun having him around my life and i never regretted for being such a loyal gf to him. i love him, so much that i can't tell him how much he actually meant in my entire life.
5. and i have a lovely FMIL and FFIL in you know what i mean. can't wait to make it an official.
6. i have a job that i work hard for it and actually earn my own check.
7. i have a car. although it is not my dream car, tapi having the fact i got him to carry me around Malaysia dah cukup menggembirakan.
8. i have two houses. walaupun bukan officially mine, tapi since im living in it, boleh la kan. thanks to ayah and mama.
9. i have a good health and body condition. i've been into a critical disease before but thank you Allah for giving back my life that i borrowed from you for these 24years.
10. i have a few good friends. noted the few. thanks dear for always be there although kita tak selalu jumpa.

damn life couldn't be better than these 10 greatfulness..haha!!i love you guys and looking forward to have you till the day i die. amin.

Status FB punya angkara

memang direct to the point la kan punye tajuk entri this time. eh holla blog, how are you? starting from today onwards, my blog will starts with "eh holla blog, how are you?" for the rest of my life. geez....hardwork!

anyway, memang nak cerita pasal status kat facebook, yang kawan-kawan saya post, ops!kawan ke?lemme check it out later.and annoying kinda status.



Contoh 1:
"boss naikkan gaji seribu je bulan ni. bapak sikit!"
- tak bersyukur or berlagak sangat.

Analysis: sebenarnya dia nak kita cakap betapa beruntungnya dia dapat gaji tinggi, siap naik plak tu. lepas tu pungpang la.haishh..



Contoh 2:
"kawan-kawan kerja cakap saya ni comel..betul ke?"
- status untuk seeker attention. totally!!(macam bangang)

Analysis: selalu yang post ni, dia adalah seorang yang tak famous waktu zaman belajar-belajar dulu tak kira sekolah atau universiti. macam alter-ego, hanya di internet yang dia boleh cakap camtu. pernah ke anda duduk semeja dengan kawan anda and tanya, "weh, aku macam orlando bloom ke?kawan aku cakap camtu dowh!".



Contoh 3:
" homaigoddd...dah gemok sangat nie..tak cantik dah..=("
- yang cakap kurus, rambut blonde, sexy...urgghh!!

Analysis: kawan-kawan help her by saying, "babe kau lawa la. mane ada gemok. cantik macam jeniper lopeh...". help them people, please satisfy them the way that they wanted to.



Contoh 4:
"padan muka jantan sakit mental..terhegeh-hegeh sangat!"
- double meaning. one way of telling, "hello, look at me im fucking hot"

Analysis: ni lebih kurang macam kat atas. nak kawan-kawan dia cakap, "ye ar kau kan santek gila, mesti ar ramai suka kau..". ha, riak riak!



Contoh 5:
"perangai macam sial. tak berubah-berubah.kalau kau suka sangat amek la. baik gi mati!"
- gaduh dengan bf/gf. esok tau-tau nak kawen dah.

Analysis: ni paling benci macam nak mati. sebab laki yang kau kawen ni, kau dah busukkan dan burukkan SEBELUM kau kahwin dia. kalau sebelum kahwin kau dah buka/pandai/ sesuka hati aibkan dia, tak mustahil dah kahwin citer kain dalam laki bini pun kau nak citer. pantang aku.

******

Fine. kadang-kadang bila kia penuh dengan emosi, kita tend tu tulis apa yang kita rasa. lagi-lagi kaum Hawa. i pun pernah (kot) agaknya la tulis status macam tu. tapi usually kalau i try nak tulis untuk seseorang misalnya kawan, bos, bf, selalu benda tu i tulis secara general dan tak nampak sangat kepada seseorang. Contohnya,

"haihh....benci nya kat dia, tapi rindu..."

untuk bf boleh? boleh!
untuk kawan? boleh!
untuk kucing? boleh!
ha kan, senang!

actually ini semua perception masing-masing. you know, the way you look and interpret for certain situations. Allah bagi minda dan fikiran jadi sila guna. mungkin bagi anda, status di atas adalah biasa dan normal. so up to you guys!

Promoted..Alhamdulilah!

student boleh tahan memeningkan kepala. ada yang panggil teacher, ada yang panggil miss, ada jugak yang panggil Mem'. tapi paling tak boleh tahan diorang panggil Kak. but i don't care, as long as diorang tak panggil hoi ke, kau ke, i still can tolerate with that. but i prefer Mem, although im not married yet.

susah jugak bila class ada foreigners. i need to be extra careful, takut nanti semangat explain dalam BM, diorang tak faham. but so far so good. aihh, jadi tenaga pengajar ni kena yakin sikit walaupun ketiak basah-basah la jugak masa kelas 3 jam tadi. nasib keyakinan berada di tahap tertinggi.

tapi paling seronok bila dapat cuci mata tengok the boys. ada sorang tu memang i suka usha, especially masa i jadi invigilator hari tu. sekali masuk plak kelas i, lagi la semangat. he was the first one to asked me a question. tapi takut-takut jugak masa i suruh kira partial pressure kat whiteboard.

but then, kelas petang dari pukul 2 sampai pukul 3 petang i tunggu student, sorang pun tak datang. bukan nak SMS ke ape. hangin jugak i, tapi naseb i boleh bermalas-malas kat office. tapi sebab bermalas-malas la i jadi terlebih rindu kat encik bf.

anyway, i was promoted to be the Head of Science Programme, after 2 months kerja sana. that was quite fast right?but i guess i did very well, i mean the performance. tapi i tak cakap kat my collegues pasal promotions ni, sebab diorang lebih senior dari i and i taknak diorang kecik ati since ada konflik sikit. naik pangkat naik la gaji kan?so friends, i tau you guys nak wish congratulations, tapi tak payah la kat FB, nanti kantoi plak. you get what i mean?

encik bf, thanks for the wish tapi i had to delete all your comments okay??you can wish me with a kiss this saturday. afterall i open-table for you and gorgon also. damn i miss that cute guy. bring him over jugak dah cakap kan..

so, i hope in a next 5 years, i jadi Naib Canselor Universiti pulak ke, or better, i nak jadi Menteri di Kementerian Pendidikan, jadi boss kepada my bf (or husband) that time..kita tengok sape yang bossy lepas nie..hikhik!!

ps: nak apply for another job.

Just The Way You Are..

you know, girls are hard to handle. ok sorry, most some girls are difficult to handle. i know that, because im a girl. we are not that difficult to be handle actually, it is just you (men) should know how to handle us girls.

and most of the time, the girls will always dissapointed when we don't get what we want. for example a Gucci bag an attention from you men.i don't know if it just girls asking too much of a favor or men are just plain stupid.

but hello, boys out there haven't you heard of Bruno Mars? i think he is one of the sexiest men alive. this song below is how guys should treat their girls. i mean com'on. write a sweet gorgeous song like this and sing it to the whole world is a MUST. Bruno's can, why can't YOU?

anyway, since im not in a good mood and i need something to cheer me, i selected this song and pretended that that special someone is singing this song for me, or better is thinking of me like Bruno's did for his girl.

i almost burst into tears when i listened to this song. quite meaningfull.



suatu hari nanti, i just want to go sit by the beach at night,looking at the shining stars with my beloved someone and he is playing his guitars, singing me this song with his eyes. i MIGHT fall in love again with you again..and again..and again..and again till the day i die..<3

i nak letak sekali the lyrics because i can't never get enough of it..love it so much!

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

ps: im gonna listen to this song whenever i feel lost..ha hamekkk!!

Go Away to A Place

Rindu dah sampai. Kat tempat yang paling jauh, dan yang paling dalam. Dia punya sakit, jangan tanya la macam mana. Sampai sekarang pun boleh rasa lagi. I can't find the right medicine for it.

Hopefully seminggu dua hilang la rasa macam ni. Because i can't stand it anymore. Sebab rasa ni buat I hilang fokus untuk beberapa harinya. or mungkin bertahun lamanya. so please go away.

It's about time. it's about time.........

ps: Stay strong girl. there's nothing to be worried for...=)

Great T-Day!

Seronok betul cuti thaipusam hari ni. hit the bed sama macam hari kerja yang lain, bezanya waktu bangun. selalu hari kerja bangun pukul 7.40am, tapi hari ni bangun pukul ...erm..haihh, tak payah la nak mention kat sini sebab agak tak sopan untuk perempuan baik bangun around that time. teehee..

frankly speaking, i enjoyed the minute i woke up. handphone sejak beberapa hari ni senyap sunyi and the battery was out, jadi better off kan saja.tapi i rasa handphone i merajuk tu sebab dengar, kes dia dah kena replace tapi tak tau lagi la nie. sangat berkira yer bila i have to spent like more than 1K for a stupid handphone. then bangun kemas-kemas bilik sikit, i added a side table to my bedroom since barang kerja macam notes, books, student's assignments suma nak letak mana kan so ada meja ni amat membantu. it is a table i bought a long long time ago from Ikea tapi still the bOm. ingat i nak turun Ikea la nanti nak buy this table.

which one is good?my old one is in wood colour so the pink or the red one? tengok la nanti since kat Ikea sekarang macam-macam warna boleh dapat. hrm..esok i ada rumah sendiri, semua i nak in bold colour. yang penting ada spotlight dengan aircond. barula boleh beramah romantik dengan encik suami di ruang tamu sambil menonton How I met Your Mother sambil makan popcorn. oh yer, mesin popcorn pun kena ada. lepas tu dua-dua tidur kat living hall tak masuk bilik popcorn berterabur atas lantai while the tv is still on pastu kena hurung semut. buruk perangai wehh.

so lunch tadi mama masak ayam kari terbaik. lama siot tak makan sedap macam tu. ni kari kasih sayang okay. ingat nak tambah tapi apakan daya. masuk dapur basuh pinggan sambil tengok rice cooker kat sebelah kiri. dalam hati, "bye bye CC(nasi-nasi)...i see u tomorrow.." tsk...T_T lepas tu tengok TV dengan ayah dengan mama, cabut uban mama sini sikit, sana sikit pastu ngelat. dulu-dulu rajin la jugak nak cabut uban diorang, tapi sekarang haihh...liat!

then masuk bilik tukar sarung bantal yang dah seminggu tak tukar euwww disgusting betul. i know i know u all atleast dua hari sekali dah tukar kan?i know, saya sangat termalu dengan kemalasan saya. im too busy trust me. tapi i dah tukar, yeay!! hari tu beli cadar baru in blue, santek sangat tapi malas malu nak tukar so nanti la.

cosy sangat kan? rasanya double cosy bila ada encik suami boleh cuddle-cuddle dalam aircond sambil main PSP sama-sama rebut-rebut. ok berangan but cossyyyyy kan??i dont like blue that much but blue's nice.hee..

then petang tengok that two romantic old folks tengah romantically having their gardening time kat luar, i just sat there on the bench looking at how lovely of them spending their old time together.would i have the same kind of man who's going to love me until the wrinkles show up, until the day i die? i hope so. sambil tengok diorang sambil makan limau raya cina tu, tiba-tiba.."mama, don't cut my grass!!". ada ke patut mama potong sesuka hatinya my crawling plants. tak patut..my house lagi 60% nak jadi macam fairytale punye taman, and wedding i harus macam fairytale, then dia potong.haishh...so terpaksa la buat wedding kat hotel cenggini..kakakaka...alasan semata. tiba-tiba hujan.

so tau-tau dah petang. i iron my baju, oh esok pakai baju ayu (baju ayu=baju kurung), esok nak jadi ayu since semalam dah pandai borak-borak dengan Mr.A kat office siap ber i-you i-you mengada-ngada sungguh. siap tanya tak balik lagi ke?? Mr.A kalau i jumpa mesti berpeluh sakan. aik, nervous sangat ke dengan i?esok kalau selisih i nak cakap hai la sebab selama ni kalau selisih mesti i pandang bawah (cover cun la konon..menyampah!).

so sekarang dah golek-golek atas katil. semoga hari esok akan lebih baik dari hari ini yang baik. sabtu we are going to have a party kat Cheras and tido rumah abang sehari. kita nak swimming the whole day, yeay!!

ps: it takes me awhile to stay awake..=)

PTPTN

there's a thing about a person called, peminjam. seperti yang kita sudah sedia maklum, orang yang bernama peminjam, dia akan susah untuk menukarkan statusnya kepada pembayar. untuk skop yang lebih kecil, kawan-kawan kita yang pinjam duit kat kita atau orang lain. jumlah yang kecil, dari rm5, rm10, and kalau yang lucky enough, dapat la pinjam barang rm100 or rm200. tapi kalau kita tengok historynya, amatlah susah sekali untuk bayar. bayar lump sum memang tak termaktub dalam kamus hidup, lagi haru kalau dia bayar rm1 setiap bulan. kita sebagai orang yang meminjamkan malu jugakla nak mintak balik (which i think for chinese is not a problem) tapi padahal itu adalah tanggungjawab si peminjam untuk bayar balik.

for a larger problem here, macam biasa orang yang meminjam duit dari satu intitusi yang terkenal kita panggil PTPTN. okay bagi orang yang tak tahu, setiap pinjaman MESTI ada interest untuk dibayar balik. so kalau korang nak elakkan dari kena interest, pinjam dekat mak bapak, sedara-mara atau kawan-kawan. tapi kena tahan bebelan dan sindir-menyindir macam biasa takkan tak tau plak kan.

PTPTN bagi pinjam duit kat korang untuk tanggung korang masa belajar, untuk sesi belajar. bukan untuk korang beli jeans Levis baru, dan bukan untuk bermegah dengan handphone baru tatkala PTPTN masuk dalam akaun korang. jadi jangan membebel2 dan menghina dan mengutuk cakap beban la, interest tinggi la ape la, pastu taknak bayar, pastu nak buat demonstrasi la, buat petisyen la ape la.tidakkah korang ni orang bijak pandai??tidakkah korang tau setiap benda yang korang pinjam ada INTEREST? you are not that stupid, do you?

ni baru PTPTN. belum buat loan bank. korang ingat bank tu bukan loan shark ke??korang belum kena lagi. lagi dia boleh seal rumah and everything and campak korang keluar dari rumah tau. so kalau PTPTN korang belum settle, jangan bijak pandai sangat nak buat personal loan la, nak pakai credit card la. senang cerita, kalau tak mampu jangan berlagak mampu.

untuk adik-adik yang baru nak masuk institusi pengajian tinggi tu, kalau mampu nak bayar sendiri, kalau parents mampu, disarankan bayar sendiri. memang betul, kita akan jeles bila kawan-kawan kita dapat PTPTN, diorang makan besar, pergi cuti sana sini. tapi ketahuilah at the end of the day, mereka akan susah untuk bayar balik. as far as i know, ada orang dah anak 3 pun masih tak dapat nak bayar hutang PTPTN lagi.

sebab in the future kita tak tahu kita dapat kerja yang bagus ataupun tidak. adakah kita mampu untuk membayar balik pinjaman kita. as for me, im not married yet but i have my own commitment macam bayar balik kereta and bagi duit jajan kat parents. itupun i dah rasa berat although ramai cakap for a start, it is a good salary. ini belum kahwin, ada anak, ada rumah. so cuba bayangkan kalau ada hutang PTPTN lagi??

bukan i nak rugikan PTPTN, bukan. PTPTN bagi interest yang paling rendah, tak macam banks. mostly bank kalau loan, interest je 2.00% and above.so bagus untuk tolong orang yang nak belajar. tapi kalau dah pinjam kenalah bayar balik. jangan bila time nak bayar, bebel-bebel macam orang gila mahal la ape la. annoying okay? annoying lagi bila tau masa kau dapat duit PTPTN dulu kau berjoli sakan. kan??

kesimpulannya, setiap orang yang meminjam, haruslah membayar setiap amount yang dia pinjam including interest/bunganya sekali. korang haruslah pastikan sama ada PTPTN (pinjaman) itu perlu atau tidak untuk study. kalau korang MEMANG guna PTPTN untuk study, memang i doakan kejayaan yang tidak terhingga kepada korang, semoga dapat gaji yang bagus untuk bayar balik. tapi seriously, sape guna duit PTPTN untuk berjoli dan beli blackberry, sila masukkan kepala anda dalam bakul sampah sekarang.

What's happening T_T

We don't even talk anymore
And we don't even know what we argue about
Don't even say I love you no more
Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed

Some people will work things out
And some just don't know how to change

Let's not wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's not wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby

Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide
Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away

Let's not wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let's not wait till the water runs dry
We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don't do it baby




ps: All-4-one and Boyz-2-men are my ultimate damn great group that i always fall for..hee..=)

Tears in Heaven

Malam ni sedih sangat.
I cried over and over again until i'm about to run out of breath.
It was so devastated and the only way to expressed it was through crying.

I just want to cry the whole night...please...

Birthday Celebration of a Gorgeous Man

hari ni adalah bukan hari yang lucky. i moved out from office at around 10 walaupun class start at 10am. faham sangat student mesti datang 30minit lambat. i don't care sebab if you pay that much amount of money and you are stupid enough not to study, sukahati. sampai class yang jauh dari office, pendrive 4GB itu tertinggal.

amik kat ofis patah balik gi class. sampai class kali ke-2, charger or cabel laptop takde dalam bag. entah lecturer mana yang bijak sangat tak letak balik lepas guna. then i went back to the office amik kabel. sampai ke class kali ke-3, cabel HP tu tak boleh pakai, rosak mungkin. rasa macam nak carut je tapi i sabar lagi. patah balik ofis amik cabel baru. sampai ke kelas kali ke-4, LCD punya control takde. i dah mula susun ayat nak carut, tapi thanks to one of the student jumpa the control beneath the chair.

lepas habis class, my friend SMSed cakap get ready for lunch. we already knew that a surprise birthday party will be held untuk big boss. so these were what he had untuk lunch tadi.

20 kotak regular sizes of domino's pizza! (ini mastermind dari i, nasib tak order pizza hut)

dalam 60 pieces of hot and spicy KFC chicken. damn, ini paling sedap!!

chocolate indulgence as a great dessert from Secret Recipe..slurrppss!!

then masa tengah-tengah makan tu, i macam biasa la mulut, tangan, kaki mana pernah nak duduk diam. i jalan sana, kacau orang ni, kacau orang tu, cuit food orang, kenal dengan staff yang hensem baru.

banyak lagi food lain macam chicken wing BBQ from dominos, twister bread, donut, egg currypuff and etc. tapi memang tak larat nak makan. i ate 2 pieces of pizza, seketul chicken KFC and 2 chicken wings, tu pun dah nak termuntah dah.

lepas tu masuk office mata dah mengantuk memang sedap kalau dapat golek-golek. ingat nak ngelat kat surau, tapi rasa hina pulak pergi sana bukan nak sembahyang nak tido.

i enjoyed every moment of that since i was accompanied by a bunch of great friends and great foods too!!

ps: happy besday boss!!i dengar i dapat increament??really??yeay!!

Carwash Girl

Setelah dua minggu Tatum tak mandi, akhirnya hari nie i mandikan la jugak dia. kesian dia. nampak murah je, takde dah muka comel happy je bila nampak i. nasib la jugak dia tak merajuk, kalau tak, masak jugak la nak memujuk dia balik. ewahh..anyway, hari ni i nak share apa yang i buat and guna untuk menjaga kejelitaan si Tatum nie. i rasa barang kosmetik dia lagi mahal compare dengan barang-barang kosmetik yang i guna.

Eh chupp!!bagi sesiapa yang tak tahu dan tak kenal Tatum nie, haa..dia nie la pengarang jantung i no 2 selepas encik kekasih. kalau encik kekasih pergi meninggalkan kekasihnya ini, i ada encik kekasih no 2 (spare part la konon).

Firstly, i selalu siram atau make it wet dengan simbah tak pun pancut dengan air, so that senang nak sental dan hilangkan keladak-keladak Tatum ni. since Tatum ni kulit putih mulus dan bersih, tak mandi 2 minggu adalah haru di mana jelas ternyata kesan kotoran degil. kesian Tatum dapat mama yang malas sibuk..T_T

My family selalu gunakan produk ini demi menjaga kesejahteraan sejagat. Tak pernah miss kecuali stock tak dapat. daripada saga dulu-dulu, corona, iswara, myvi, samapi la ke satria, waja, alfa dan bmw, semua guna produk ni. produk ni sangat-sangat bagus sebab dia store the original colour of your car, and shining-shining lagi. ops, i bukan buat promosi di sini, tapi memang ini la kenyataannya. tak mahal dalam RM38 je. and guna dalam quarter of the bottle cap je lepas tu gosok-gosok, sental-sental. bau dia, fuhh...sophisticated gila.

lepas dah basuh dengan yakinnya, i tengok jam baru pukul 6.00pm, rasanya amatlah afdal kiranya i pergi wax sekali si Tatum nie. sebab kulit putih dia dah sikit keladak, waxing (bunyi macam gi buat bikini wax plak) adalah a must. untuk waxing, pilihan tepat adalah guna produk dari Kit. Kit ni sama macam Amway, produk dari USA. bukan tak suka buatan Malaysia, tapi kalau setiap kali pun beli produk ni, kita selesa kan. ala, macam korang kalau dah suka sangat Triumph, takkan korang tiba-tiba nak tuka selera tanpa sebab kan?rasa tak sexy kan?hikhik..tadi waxing memang lenguh tangan macam nak mati dah, tapi apakan daya, sayang punya pasal ku redah jugak. especially yang calar-calar tu (entah siapa yang buat T_T), letak wax banyak gila, sental kuat-kuat. memang terbaik.


Citarasa yang berbeza buat kami tetap bersama. Since encik bf guna ambi pur, i pilih glade. tapi bau kereta dia dah sama macam bau dia. sedappp..*ehem* dulu i pakai glade kelabu, sekarang dah tukar flower pink- typical perempuan seksi sungguh.. eh eh?hikhik...anyway, lama-lama i macam tak suka sangat, terus amik VS pure seduction kasi spray, lagi sedap bau tau.

sambil-sambil kemas, tunggu encik bf sms/call satu hari pun takde dia agak sombong jugaklah hari ni buat i lagi rindu-rindu je kat dia, saya dengar lagu from the favorite, Babyface. memang dah syahdu teringat kat encik bf. semalam dah jumpe pun rindu. sambil-sambil lap dashboard kereta, sambil-sambil susun CD dalam begnya, tersenyum-senyum ingat kisah semalam. ni semua symptom orang tengah bercinta eh?? *senyum*

hrm..ramai orang macam gelak dan mengata, kenapa susah-susah nak buat benda ni semua. hantar jela kedai sepuluh ringgit je pun. well, it's not about the money (err...okla sikit la), tapi i rather do it by my own than wasting time facebooking or blogging. this extra 1 hour, dari i duk terbaring lepak tak berpeluh, baik i buat something yang beneficial. dahla seminggu tak sweating, takan 1hour weekend tak boleh nak sweat sikit.lagipun takde benda lain nak buat kan?

kalau korang kaya bolehla nak hantar sana sini sinun. korang kaya kan?kita yang tak berapa kaya ni, buat sendiri sudah. beruntung siapa dapat gf macam ni, esok suami duk dalam baca paper, isteri kat luaq basuh kereta. oh please..i don't mind. sambil basuh kereta, sambil ngurat abang hensem jiran sebelah tengah basuh kereta dia, boleh tanya khabar sebab bini dia malas nak basuh kereta duk dalam baca paper. lalalala....

anyway, i saved rm10 today for not sending my car to the carwash (err..mula-mula memang macam nak hantar sebab penat semalam dating 1 hari). so this rm10 masuk tabung nak beli benda penting masa birthday (24 Feb) ni. lagipun hati dah girang sangat ni bila encik bf macam tak kisah nak tambah duit kat mana-mana yang berlubang..ngeee..

dah, korang esok ada laki jangan biar dia basuh kereta sorang-sorang kat luar. mana tau akak jiran sebelah dapat laki malas, dia yang kena basuh kereta, naya je korang. then akak tu pakai hot pants t-shirt putih lak kan *ehem*. jaga-jaga cik salmah..

hahahahahahahahaha....

ps: basuh kereta sama-sama lebih romantis katanye. kan b kan? =D

Workload

okay. dah 3 kali ni buat different posts. apa nak jadi pun tak tau la.

anyway, encik bf adalah sangat menggembirakan hati. i love him day by day. i missed him even after we met. and i just need him in my life. i really do.

dahla nak tidor. esok nak prepare presentation plak and prepare questions.

• BKA
• CHM
• BIO
• SC

oh shoot!

It's not about me, it's about knowing yourself.

hari ni kerja so STRESSED out, so i kept on telling myself "hold on babe..hold on..he still loves you..". okayy, memang takde kena mengena my bf dengan kerja, but you know what, by knowing that i have him and that he loves me, it is good enough to source me some energy and keeps me moving. somehow i sedar yang sebenarnya dia yang banyak membantu i untuk teruskan hidup (besides family) and mengharungi cabaran hidup, although i can say that cabaran hidup dari dia je dah 60% (haha!!), but yeah, he's my bestfriend, and i can do anything that i want to him because i know best friend won't leave his friend for some reason. kat office, memang like selang seli i teringat dia, sambil buat kerja.

after 7 years, still i want him so badly. dia ada chanting ape-ape ke nie?hikhik!oh lupa nak cakap, respect is so damn important okay? even if your bf jenis tak kisah dengan perangai you, or cara hidup you, atau the way you talk, laugh and everything, but surely pay some respect to him, especially masa dia kerja, and depan kawan-kawan dia. it's not like you cover cun ke apa, be yourself by not being so too yourself, got what i mean?

hari ni i learned something from the office. not really i learned, tapi knowing something. at 1.15pm i went down the office and bought rojak. sedap gila okay. abang jual rojak tu, memang hari-hari tegur ke ngurat ke i suh beli rojak dia. selalu i passed by je dia punya kedai sebab beli food kat kedai nasi campur lain. so bila dah beli, sedap plak. i rasa dah 3 hari berturut-turut i makan rojak dia..haha! selain murah (RM3.00), sedap and juga healthy food. then we went up to the office and chit-chat up with my collegues.

my collegues cakap, im a very FIRM and STRICT person. i was like so shocked sebab i sendiri pun tak tau that i am like that. err....my bf cakap i ni memang garang, and i agreed with him tapi selalu i rasa i garang dengan dia je tapi bukan dengan orang lain tapi right now my collegues pun dah perasan that thing. masalahnya dia kata, it was a good thing and she wanted to make me as her role model.

then i tanye, "babe, give me some evidence la why you're saying such thing about me. i dont think i was like that..". dia kata that i know what i want and i will stay with my decision. bila i was given a job, anything yang i buat according to me and the great thing is i know how to do it. even the boss was saying, " farah's good. any task that i gave her, dia akan buat a good job..".

but actually i am not. im not firm, and im not strict at all. (sayang...you category lain k?haha..) i guess maybe i go by simple rules and i followed them. i dont know. i dont know what type of person i am. that is why i need them as my CCTV, you know untuk bagitau apa i buat betul and ape i buat salah.

sometimes friends yang lama (old friends), tak nampak perangai sebenar kita sebab dah terlalu immune dengan kesengalan kita, where else, new friends dia bole pick point kita macam mana. walaupun tak tepat, but it helps also somehow.

*senyum*

but i know, and i believed that, walau kat mana pun kita, walau pangkat apa pun kita, walau tinggi mana pun kita, sentiasa ingat untuk berbuat baik kepada orang terutama orang yang susah dan orang teraniaya. Allah itu Maha melihat dan Maha mendengar. jangan risau dan jangan susah hati okay? Allah itu The Best.

Stim??oh wow..

esok boss nak belanja steamboat (kot) atas sebab kitorang sangat hardworking lately especially the other department of mine. diorang yang generate income of the company and our job is to maintain the Customer Service of our clients and future clients perhaps.

esok rasanya lebih baik kita pakai baju kurung sebab perut boleh disorok di dalam baju kurung. kalau pakai skirt kemeja ke ape, macam obvious sangat je buncit tu nanti.

actually diorang dah pergi makan banyak kali without me. diorang non-muslim so selalu pergi kedai jual khinzir, arak dan sebagainya which kita (muslim) tak boleh makan. so perhaps this time around clean and clear la tempat dia.

eee....tak sabar sangat!!

pic credit: google.com

Communication is about me and you.

Setiap orang ada cara mereka yang tersendiri untuk berkomunikasi dengan orang yang mereka sayang. salah seorang daripadanya ialah kekasih. *skema* most of us prefer to meet their love ones everyday, rindu dan tak boleh tido punya pasal. which is great. i mean, hello..u get to see your bf everyday sape taknak, kan?

well, im not that lucky, where i usually jumpa my bf once a week, or once every two weeks, tu tak campur kalau bergaduh ada la once a month je keluar. selain dari our distance (home) is like 45minits of driving tak campur jamm lagi, and both of us are working so untuk jumpa hari-hari adalah mustahil sebab penaat sangat. well, it makes me think, kalau kitorang satu ofis, macam mana pulakkan? should we act like there is nothing between us, or act like a couple should be, atau biasa-biasa je?in my vocab, there is no such thing as biasa-biasa saja. so tett, cannot!

anyway, thanks to the technology, kita ada handphone. itulah medium perhubungan for me and him. and dia, sebagai seorang lelaki yang sibuk (konon), handphonenya selalu sahaja terbiar maka perasaan kekasih hatinya selalu saja disakiti dan dirobek-robek sebab tak dapat nak contact..T_T

but lately, *ehem* encik kekasih macam sweet sangat entah kenapa like every messages sent or received macam berbunga-bunga rasa, pastu kita goes like, "awww...his so sweet!", and kita feels like melayang, and hugging the phone while guling-guling atas katil and say, "i really love this guy.." and start berangan and macam tu la kiranya.

after the years goes by, kitorang sekarang lebih matured in everything we say or do. which is good. as i said before, he is my bf, my friend, my enemy, and the best thing is, he is my very best friend. i can talk almost about anything with him except bila kitorang had a fight, we can't actually speak to each other.i mean, he can but i can't.

so tonight, im kind of missing him walaupun semalam baru jumpa but still i miss him totally. because i enjoyed and had a hell of a fun every second when im with him.or maybe sebab saya tersangatlah cintakan dia sebab tu saya rasa macam ni?mungkin juga but i hope the best for whatever the future will bring.

ps: missing you love~

Craving tapi bukan mengukir (engrave?)

Setelah beberapa kali dengan hampa dan kecewanya pergi jauh-jauh (25minutes of driving) ke damasara nun, akhirnya apa yang dihajati dapat juga. bayangkan the last time me and my bf pergi sana untuk dapatkan benda nie, jauh-jauh nie, hanya McD yang dapat sebab orang ramai gila, padahal yang sebelah rumah i pun boleh dapat kot McD. dahla im not a big fan of McD except for the ultimate fatty high cholestrol french fries, and its apple pie and the icecream (tiba-tiba banyak pulak suka). but that's not the point.

the point is, i went all way through jammed and the expensive toll although memang la the bf yang drove, but still jauhhhh tau. and akhirnya my kempunan itu telah dapat dipenuhi.

tadaa!!

Sweedish Meatballs from Ikea

i know i know. takdelah mewah sangat makanannya compared to the kempunan of frappucino from starbucks, or the swiss burger from tgif but it was my kempunan okay, so i berhak untuk menentukan kempunan i sendiri *tiba-tiba*. .haha!anyway, my bf telah belikan i the largest meatballs meal and it was damn good and i enjoyed every bites of it lebih-lebih lagi bila peneman makan kita itu adalah a person yang kita enjoy the most to be with. sedap gila!!!

my bf chose this meal. it is a new meal due to the spring season agaknya. it was crunchy and the flavour suited my bud taste and his too. ada sauce but i can't recall what is was made or taste of. tapi sedap. licin okay! ( i should have captured the after meal meal kan). but orang ramai gila sebab lunch hour but weekend memang penuh orang okay. dulu tak macam tue sangat but since it becomes a major talk so ramai la yang datang.

before pulang, we tapau the famous currypuff and icecream. and yes, i only took a sipped of the the vanilla icecream and he finished it off. penuh kot makan meatballs tadi. so i guess it will takes another month before im craving back for the meal.

lepas tu kitorang pergi sini, Daiso. semata-mata nak beli pink book holder dengan pink stationary holder untuk my new office.

it was a great outing. dah lama tak jalan-jalan and have fun dengan dia macam hari ni. we don't go for a movie nor we go for a fancy restaurant. but i enjoyed every moment with him and we have something to plan for, don't we sayang? i take this day as my 6 years and 11 month of our anniversary's celebration. still i love you very much indeed.

now what??siapkan powerpoint monday ada class kott...hee..nite!

pictures: credit to google.com source

Papa yang Disayangi

nampak gaya macam tidur lambat je kita hari ni. tapi ape-ape pun, hari ni enjoy gila working. sebab hari ni dapat opis baru, meja baru, kerusi baru dan desktop baru. dengar-dengar macam Macintosh jer, tapi dengar-dengar lagi macam biasa la mesti Dell. tak tau bila sampai since buat major change so it's gonna take awhile for everything to arrive, isn't it? so tadi bertungkus lumus angkat barang and set-up the office. new office lebih panjang dan lebih lebar, mula-mula ingat nak letak cubicle but kitorang taknak since kitorang semua berkawan baik and having fun in a office WITH the cubicle is a no. although susah la nak FB or blogging. nak email dengan kesayangan pun macam terganggu. so there goes my day. hopefully esok lebih better!

jauh menyimpang. i nak cerita pasal papa yang disayangi sebenarnya. *ehem*

haritu, i went for a shopping with my family. we went to KLCC. after jalan masuk Zara, keluar Isetan, masuk M&S, keluar kat MNG, kitorang cuba nak makan dekat Bumbu Desa. siapa tak pernah makan, this was like the BEST makanan minang ever because i ate at BumbuDesa when i (we) was in Bandung for a holiday, kira macam HQ dia la. 2hari berturut-turut makan. damn sedap gila! (encik boyfriend, jom!). so semua restaurant penuh. Madam Kwan's jangan cakap la. tak buat reservation memang harapan la. orang ramai gila kat KLCC, and i dah pening a few minutes after that. lagipun perut dah lapar gila.

so i suggested to mama untuk balik and makan KFC (sahaja) dekat area my house. ingatkan aman la dekat KFC sini, tapi harapan!boleh pulak diorang buat birthday party. and the queues were like damn LONG, and diorang bukak 2 counters sahaja. CONGRATS!!sangat bijak.

mestila i yang pergi beratur beli food (kalau pergi dengan encik boyfriend, i tak pernah okay beratur beli food, he is like the best bf ever!). so i nampak satu uncle, eh takla macam uncle sangat. die macam Eizlan Yusof. putih, matured, hot gila! macam tu la. so kita nak letak dia category mana. abang?sayang?eh eh..bukan..hee.. kita panggil dia Mr.P.

so dia adalah salah satu jemputan ke birthday party kat KFC tu. i can see that he is alone. wife dia takde. mungkin single dad. but the fact that dia melayan kerenah anak lelaki dia dua orang tu really makes my heart melt. anak dia nakal, biasala boys, tapi tak sekali pun dia marah or jentik anak dia. although anak dia nakal, but they behave as such, tak memalukan mak bapak. anak panjat kerusi umah orang lompat2 macam rumah sendiri takde sofa-memalukan.

paling sweet gila, diorang macam ada game. so the children were asked to make a long line using anything they can think of macam kasut, stokin jam and everything. so bila game start, anak Mr.P tu mintak dengan bersungguh-sungguh tali pinggang Mr.P untuk sambungkan the line. masalahnya Mr.P dengan cool cabut tali pinggang tu and gave to his son. and paling comel bila seluar jeans dia longgar, lepas tu boleh lipat-lipat macam pakai sampin sebab nak tercabut la kot. haha...so cute okay!

lepas tu dia panggil anak dia makan, and say "you did a very good job.." walaupun anak dia kalah. ada a few parents yang kelam kabut nak suh anak diorang menang but this guy, dia cool je tengok anak dia main game, and give his own way of support- by giving the tali pinggang and etc. sweet sangat.

as for me, i want my children to have the same education and experience that i had when i was young. my parents taught me well, kalau tak, tak mungkin berjaya macam sekarang ni kan? hahaha...and of course, i want my children to have a papa, and he has a good character macam Mr.P a.k.a eizlan yusof tu.

so guys, nanti dah ada anak sendiri, manja dan garang biar bertempat. okay?heee..=)

ps: now i know who you are.

Eh?hello 2011!!

Gosh, rasa sekejap gila masa berlalu and we are in 2011 now. for your information, im not the one who go out celebrating new year, go partying all night long, dancing on the stage while hugging a few unknown gorgeous man (haha!) what so ever since im a homey, i rather go out with a few friends and lepak at expensive restaurant (after about 2 weeks ikat perut) and have a drink (baca: non-alcoholic) together whilst reminisce our great memories. as for the record, i went out with my coolest auntie and makan besar. there you go. encik boyfriend was on a vacation so, yeah.

looking way back in the year of 2010 (cewahh..), what is/ are my accomplishment(s)?is good or bad?is it as what i expected them to be or what??

1. finished my BSc- almost 3 years of hard work.
2. industrial training with PDRM - after 2 application letters are rejected.
3. have my own white car - after 2 months of waiting.
4. graduated with honoured - alhamdulillah.
5. have a job - enjoting myself.
6. do a part time job - penat but it's worth it.

so 2011, what are the plans? i did have my own list of plan but i rather not to show it, and just try as hard as i could to achieve them, just like what i did in 2010. to get some idea, i wanted to further in MSc, but looks like i'll have to wait for my adik to finish her Dip. so we both will go somewhere together tapi ada plan lain lebih penting dari segalanya yang akan datang in this year 2011, so i have to choose wisely between them.

so happy new year everyone!!let's us work our asses out so we could have a better life for our future!! doakan semuanya selamat sentiasa..amin. =)