Kad Nikah Selangor

Alhamdulilah, dah dapat my own kad nikah!! semalam husband cakap, "nanti u sampai rumah, u tengok atas meja k, ada something for u..." pastu senyum-senyum. i takde la tunjuk excited sangat, kang dia kata i ni perak plak, kita kena act cool je, tapi dalam hati, semangat gila nak tau. sekali sampai je rumah, i nampak ada buku bank, (eh?nak bagi duit kat i ke?) pastu dengan kad nikah! i dah senyum-senyum sampai telinga dah.

husband cakap sorry, sebab tak bagitau nak amik awal-awal sebab plan asal is both of us pergi amik sama-sama, so kalau dia cakap dengan i nak pergi amik, mesti i marah sebab tak tunggu i. so dia pergi jela sendiri. sweet gila..... aaaaa ni sayang lebih nie... *hugs*

ok lets get back to the prosedur. prosedur kitorang mula paling awal lagi. LEPAS NIKAH punya cerita.

1. lepas nikah, the only document we had was SURAT KEBENARAN BERKAHWIN. itu je yang ada kat husband. i tak pernah keep my own SURAT KEBENARAN BERKAHWIN, sebab dah kahwin la weh malas dah nak fikir-fikir nak pegang apa semua.hehehehe..... husband memang sangat detail especially document and all so good for me..so korang kena KEEP surat kebenaran berkahwin ni yer. korang dapat right after "aku terima nikah...".

2. so, lagi cepat lagi baik kalau nak buat kad nikah nie *semangat*. so next move is to go to PEJABAT AGAMA ISLAM DAERAH (PAID). yang kitorang pergi kat PEJABAT AGAMA DAERAH GOMBAK, di Taman Keramat, Kuala Lumpur. sangat la dekat dengan my house, tapi jalan kaki memang tak dapat la. bahahaha...
pergi sini, sila beratur.korang tak payah nak susah-susah cari ofis dia kat mane, dia tingkat bawah sekali, lepas dari post-guard tu, belah kanan. ada vendor machine kot tepi tu. ni alamat full dia.

PEJABAT AGAMA ISLAM DAERAH GOMBAK
JALAN AU2A / 17, TAMAN SRI KERAMAT,
54200 KUALA LUMPUR.
NO. TEL : 03 - 42526080 / 4426
FAX : 03 – 42528418

ni amek direct dari web. masa kitorang pergi tu dah terlambat. so kitorang lunch dulu, by 2.00pm kitorang dah beratur balik depan ofis mereka. jumpa dengan Puan Pegawai dekat situ., dah la baik gila, polite sangat-sangat. memang sesuai la dia kerja situ. sejuk hati. berdosa plak skeptikal dengan pekerja-pekerja kerajaan ni.hehehe....cakap dahla lembut sangat. suami tanya, "puan, saya nak amik sijil nikah...". Puan tu tanye, berapa haribulan nikah, pastu dia suruh cek information dalam sijil tu, okay ke tak, ada perubahan ke tak, pastu dia suruh turunkan tandatangan, pastu done! pastu silalah fotostat depan belakang sebab nak get ready untuk Kad Nikah punye application plak.

3. Bahan-bahan yang mesti ada untuk permohonan kad nikah (selangor) : satu gambar suami, satu gambar isteri ( bertudung), satu salinan sijil nikah, duit rm40.

4. so bawak semua barang-barang ni, pergilah JABATAN AGAMA ISLAM SELANGOR (JAIS) di Shah Alam. landmark nak pergi JAIS ni adalah bangunan tinggi-tinggi sebelah Masjid Shah Alam yang kubah biru tu.

Bahagian Perundangan Keluarga,
Jabatan Agama Islam Selangor,
Ground Floor, Menara Utara,
Bangunan Sultan Idris Shah,
Persiaran Masjid Bukit SUK
Shah Alam.

masa kitorang pergi ni, kitorang guna ref. alamat lama. tanya dulu kat receptionist tu, dia kata dah bukan kat tingkat 4 menara selatan tu, ni kat sebelah ni jer. rasa masa ni kat menara utara, and permohonan tu kat ground floor jer. betul-betul sebelah receptionist tu. dah la baik juga, muka pun santek. tihii... pastu jumpa ada pegawai bertugas depan pintu masuk tu, dia suruh kita isi form dulu untuk permohonan kad nikah.

lepas dah isi, jumpa dia balik, dia nak cek dokumen plak. lepas tu, dia bagi nombor, dokumen (salinan sijil nikah, gambar suami isteri) kita tadi, dan form yang kita isi tadi, dan duit rm40. kita pun tunggu. yer kami tunggu selama seminit jer..-__- punya la pantas dan efisyen nya. mungkin juga tak ramai orang, tapi ramai jer jugak masa tu. masa ni suami jer pergi. i biasa la, tengok deko-deko bersama eric kat dalam ofis tu.

leather seat okay. aircond fullblast. bersih dan wangi. and muka tak menyombong. ini memang saya suka sangat..=)

5. lepas tu dalam masa 7 hari bekerja dah siap dah. kitorang nikah 4.05.2012, kitorang apply 16.07.2012, tarikh kad nikah dikeluarkan 20.07.2012, and kitorang dapat kad nikah 30.07.2012. sila tengok cepat tak cepat nya siap. benda baik kan, lebih bagus dipercepatkan.

ewahhh....banyak bunyik plak. i ni, kalau husband tak paksa buat, i cakap tunggu anak ke 10 la baru buat. tihii...dah beliau heret sama masa nak apply, terpaksa la jua. anyway, buat awal-awal ni happy sangat. pastu menggedik-gedik sesama sendiri. pastu tadi i datang opis, buat kecoh tunjuk kad nikah... -__- yer, saya seorang pensyarah. bahahahaha....

so harap boleh la jugak membantu korang yang nak apply kad nikah tu k. korang baca la 10 kali pun cara permohonan kad nikah ke, kebenaran berkahwin ke, sure takkan faham until kita sendiri yang buat. sebab i pun macam tu. tapi alhamdulilah sangat, semua urusan dipermudahkan Allah. benda baik kan. so doa la banyak-banyak.

sekarang dah boleh check in hotel dengan bangganya. bahahahaha......

ps: oh lupe nak share story. masa kitorang beratur dekat PAID nak amik sijil nikah, abang yang beratur depan kitorang dia cakap kat pegawai tu, " Puan, saya nak amik kad cerai (ke sijil cerai)..".  i dengan husband dah pandang each other. sekarang cerai pun ada kad eh? pastu terus doa laju-laju dalam hati supaya jodoh i dan suami kekal sampai ke syurga, sebab saya sayang dia sangat-sangat rasa nak tumbuk je hari-hari sebab geram dah lepas tu degil plak tu suami saya tu. kadang-kadang saya rasa macam nak buat-buat pengsan supaya dia tak kacau saya lagi. tapi sekarang saya rindu dia tahap melampau. -__- . yer apa aku merepek ni.

Alone Without Love

semalam sedih gila buka sorang-sorang. memang terasa sangat la ke-lonely-an nyer. husband as usual balik lambat and his out with the officemate buka puasa. buka puasa gathering ke ape ntah. but takdela i mention kat dia yang i sedih gila buka puasa sorang-sorang kat rumah. yerla, i dah banyak susahkan dia, abis buka puasa sorang-sorang pun nak menyusahkan hati and perasaan dia dah kenapa? nanti dia susah hati teringat kat i plak kan, so the outing would not be that fun.

i ingat i sorang jer sedih hati buka puasa makan sandwich bit by bit sambil termenung pandang TV yang tak on tu, sekali beliau pun sama. he kept on bbm me, pastu masa i dalam toilet dua kali dia misscalled, and pastu bila i dah lari-lari dengan sangat laju nak angkat hp, padam plak. pastu dia call rumah. dia cakap, "syg pegi mana?call tak angkat.bla bla bla...nanti kita buka sama kat luar k..". dah kenapa call tiba-tiba ajak buka luar??sweet! beliau nak ajak i buka luar. omnomnomnom.... makan free memang suka.

balik tu he looked so damn tired. yela, selalu pukul 10pm dah bergolek-golek kat rumah, ni pukul 10 baru nak sampai rumah, dengan baju kerja sexy tak bukak lagi semua. he told me that the outing was not that good without me by his side. *terharu* dia kate makan ingat kat i jer. ingat buka puasa sama-sama, ingat prepare buka puasa sama-sama. sobs sobs.

memang kalau kat rumah, lepas i letak lauk2 dalam mangkuk, beliau yang selalu tolong susun dish atas meja. so bila buat benda sama-sama tu, tak la terasa penat kan. and air pun selalu dia buat. letak gelas and jug. i takla paksa dia tolong, tapi the fact yang dia sendiri nak tolong i, pun dah cukup sejukkan hati i.

balik tu, still dia nak makan apa yang i masak. i tak masak pun sebab dah kata i buka sorang kan. i just prepared him some tuna sandwich that i cut into finger-size food, so senang dia nak makan. ada 12 keping, i makan satu, the rest masuk perut dia. hikhik...makan rice crackers sambil peluk-peluk depan TV adalah sangat best. ;)

after awhile, he looked okay. im glad. pastu i tertido kejap dengan laptop atas peha. beliau ajak masuk tido. tang tu tiba-tiba dah segar. i nak tengok TV tapi beliau ajak tido plak. haihhh...suami suami. masuk bilik ingat terus tido, ajak borak pulak. ok fine, mari berborak. tak lama pun ada la dalam 10minit macam tu. pastu zzzzz...

minggu ni memang i buka puasa sorang-sorang je sebab husband have some auditing to be attend to. kerja audit memang macam tu la kot. kalau audit kat opis i mau sampai pukul 2 pagi, sebab last time audit pun i la yang berjaga sampai kul 2 pagi kat opis. hehehe...

malam ni tak tau lagi macam mana. buka kat ofis ke, atau balik je rumah sendiri. balik rumah boleh jer naik bus, tapi memikirkan dalam bus tu ramai la hey orangg, pengsan. jauh la dari stesen bus sampai rumah i hujung dunia tu. so maybe kita buka puasa kat ofis je la. lebih afdal!

Fully

this weekend, i had alot of fun, kira macam berisi la hari minggu i. of course because husband was there, and my family was here. that friday night all of us went to KLIA to sent my sister, kan dia pergi UK to further studies. so her flight was around 1.30am by Emirates, so right after buka me and husband cepat-cepat siap and off to KLIA. that evening, kitorang just beli food from bazaar ramadhan, laksa for me and nasi kukus ayam berempah for him. oh and murtabak. this week je, murtabak dah berapa kali makan. sedap sangat.

then, with my yellow long dress, black cardigan, and a fitflop, bergerak la ke KLIA. in car we borak-borak while eating chilled jambu that i prepared earlier. and macam-macam lagi. kitorang kan eater, haruslah jajan bermacam-macam..muehehehe.. lepas sesi hantar adik and all, kitorang sahur at 2.00am area cheras. yusof bistro, orang cheras tahu la kot, area lakeview tu kan. dulu masa dating-dating selalu jugak makan kat situ. tihii... recommended tomyam and nasi goreng usa. that sahur fully sponsored by my aunty. alhamdulilah.

sabtu tu the whole day lepak rumah. dah ade kontraktor datang betulkan rumah. haihh...-_- tak habis-habis. encik suami pun boleh tahan la asyik nak panggil je diorang datang. layan kan jelahh. so while the kontraktor datang rumah, encik suami melarang i berjalan-jalan sekitar dalam rumah kalau takde benda penting. so the only thing that i did was to iron his shirts. bagus jugak, if not i buat kerja lain macam sort dapur and mop the floor. so i managed to iron baju dia 5 pasang, seluar 3, baju official dia 1. baju i?macam biasa, hari nak pergi kerja baru iron. sebab? baju kita perempuan mudah nak gosok. baju lelaki ( terutama baju suami sendiri), memang la susah.

then petang tu, since i nak masak nasi lemak for buka puasa, tapi santan takde. nice kan? pastu i bingit-bingit bising dengan encik suami santan takde. mesti dia rasa annoyed gila. hahaha...so petang tu kitorang turun cari santan, boleh pulak ada jualan raya kat situ. and yes, mestilah kami borong sama. borong barang berfaedah seperti dutch lady chocolate and strawberry milk 12 kotak yang 250gm untuk harga 10 ringgit. and beli twister, and 6 botol carbonated drinks for rm12. pastu tangan patah nak angkut bawak pergi kereta. dan encik suami yang sayangkan isteri dia, takut isteri dia penat (padahal dia penat jugak), pergi amik kereta kat belakang and amik i kat depan bangunan. sweet gila la heyyy. padahal boleh je pun i nak jalan kaki. and before that, we went to kedai rakyat satu malaysia. thumbs up because it helps ALOT untuk orang yang nak save money in groceries and all. murah jugak. :)

2 pot nasi save sampai sahur. ada kangkung, timun, telur, ikan bilis and kacang goreng, and ayam goreng. yer, semua masuk perut suami. perut isteri? penuh telur rebus je. i kan suka telur. muahahahahaha!

ps: ada orang merajuk tak dapat ayam goreng. omaigoddddd.... -__-

Masjid Putra, Putrajaya

Masuk ni dah kali ke 3 sembahyang tarawikh kat masjid putra ni. First time, accompanied by my parents and husband, and the rest, only the two of us.

En suami, nak dekat-dekat isya' tu, sakit kepala la, sakit perut la. Tihii..tapi selalu dia gigihkan jugak teman I pergi tarawikh. As I know, I'm not that rajin pun sembahyang, but apparently, I'm beginning to enjoy to perform prayers. At least, lepas kahwin ni, I don't know if its true, but rasa macam rajin sikit la bab2 agama. Hahaha..I mean, ade la perubahan sikit.

Okay. Masjid putra kat putrajaya ni sangat sangat sangat la cantik, dan selesa. We have another masjid called masjid besi which he has his own name (nanti google) tapi entah kenapa tak rasa nak pergi situ. So during tarawikh, belah perempuan selalu 3/4 penuh. Ramai je orang tua, and orang muda. And diorang tak sombong pun! Lepas solat isyak macam tu, selalu je diorang salam I. Bukan I taknak salam diorang, I kan pemalu..hihihi

There's a lot of kids there, it was fun! Tapi biasalah budak2 kan bising, sometimes I found it hard to focus on the recite by the imam. Tapi that's my weakness la kan, orang lain boleh je fokus.. -_-

So far, I can only made 8 rakaat, 3 witir plus sembahyang isyak 4. So altogether 15 rakaat. Fuh fuhh..itupun dah peluh-peluh merenjis didahi.

Lepas tarawikh selalu ada 'moreh'. Simple food but always nice and yummy. Aritu bubur lambok, but wajib mesti ada teh o' and the tarik. Yummy2! Tapi masjid's food memang sedap la. Tak tau la kenapa. :D

Semalam lepas balik tarawikh, singgah petronas isi minyak and beli roti. Konon pagi ni nak sahur roti with burger. Tapi last-last pagi ni makan lauk semalam, masak bening kobis dengan ikan parang masak sweet sour.

Jenuh en suami sorted tulang dengan isi. Beliau tu tak reti makan ikan banyak tulang. Hahahaha...comel okay beliau. Tapi biarkan dia. Memang sengaja nak dia belajar makan ikan macam tu.

Pastu I tambah telur goreng bawang berkicap. So atleast selera gak la ada lauk baru. (Sebenarnya memang hantu telur alasan lauk baru berselera..-_-) 

Harini buka luar, pergi bazaar for the first time ever. Bahahahaha...lagipun malam ni nak anta my sister pergi airport, she's flying to UK. Sobs sobs.

Regret

Buat pertama kali dalam hidup, I felt so guilty towards my husband. I was so sad that I'm behaving that way, and I was so sad that I can't control my emotion, my anger precisely.

Tak pernah dalam hidup I rasa macam tu, and this was my first time ever feeling guilty, yang tersangat guilty nyer.

I was crying so bad while hugging him. Crying mintak ampun and maaf. Hrmm..even when I write this entry, I still can feel the emotions..

I hugged him and told him I was so sorry for behaving like that. By listening to his words, I knew he was dissapointed with me. Even I was dissapointed with myself. But I hope that he knows how guilty I am. I am guilty. I'm sorry syg.

But him being him, he's unlike me. Lepas dia maafkan he was like okay, but I never knew what he felt inside. And me? Guilty as hell, sedih, and dissapointed with myself.

I know right from the moment, I have to control my emotion. I definitely can't compare him with anyone else, because he's the best guy I could have got. Perfect an imperfect in his own charming way.

For whatever things that come between us, I will put aside and always start a day with a new chapter. :) I just want him to know that my love won't ever fade, and I'm honored to be loved by him.

So this week I will cook special meal for him. Western food that he requested. Nyumnyum!


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Muscle

Semalam for the first time ever tak dapat nak join encik suami pergi jogging. Nasib la semalam he decided to take the stairs instead of around the area. Itu pun ngelat jogging around the block. But it was good he left me for awhile, because I took my own sweet lovely time to build my muscle (masalahnye setakat sikit macam tu ape la sangat..). I had been doing body weight strength training.

Sit-ups, push-ups, squats, and lunges. Nak tercabut okay lutut segala sendi semua. Husband went out for 30mins, and so do I. Tutup lampu semua, just switched on lampu dapur, placing my blue training matt (nak pau husband beli yang nike pink or purple baru semangat sikit) on the floor, and start by doing sit-ups.

Mula-mula nampak macam bodoh jer, yerla buat sendiri-sendiri. Tapi after 15mins dah start sweating, so sangatlah happy. I still feel like, if you work a lot, you sweat a lot. Tapi encik husband tak setuju. Whatever.hahaha..

Pastu tiba-tiba beliau balik. Balik pun die join buat. Tapi dia sekali angkat mau 10kgs ke lebih. I angkat 2kg tu pun nak pitam-pitam. Sweet je beliau tukar set 10kgs tu to 2kgs. Manje angat nak kena tukarkan bagai.

Dia jadi private trainer I, for free. Pastu masa I angkat dumbell tu, beliau senyap je. Pastu I jerit, "trainer,kirakan laa!".hahaha...pastu beliau cakap, "amboi, dah la jadi trainer tak berbayar, suh kira kan pulak..". Sambil tangan dia support siku I.Hahaha..maaflah.

Kadang-kadang I tercakap kuat. Bukan sengaja, tapi how to control impact die tu susah sikit. Jadi lecturer kan, memang la lontaran suara tu lebih. Dengan suami pun camtu. Sian dia. Hahaha..

Pastu sembahyang sama (I always love to semayang jemaah dengan dia, rajin and cepat sikit rasa) then lepak kat hall tengok tv. 2min lepas tu I tidur. Bahahaha...

Sebelum tidur tu he did something sweet for me. I tak rasa suami orang lain buat macam tu, unless kalau tak larat sangat la. (Ok kak, laki kau paling baik. Loser!) Hahahaha...

Ala, semua suami pun terbaik di mata isteri. So do mine. Sekarang kitorang tengah dilanda sedih, sebab lepas raya beliau kursus jauh. Ermm..taknak cite lah. Nanti nangis.

Malam ni jogging jom sayang!

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Tired day

Semalam we took our relationship to a whole new level. Bukan ape, kitorang tukar tempat exercise.haha..usually we had a 30 to 40 minutes of good run kat area rumah, but semalam we climbed the stairs. 18 tingkat 2 kali pusing.

Oi memang nak tercabut lutut. Sakit gila peha..lagi-lagi encik suami. He's cuter now, perangai dia macam-macam keluar. Always make my life spinning around. I can't imagine how I'm going to react bila dia pergi kursus nanti..sobs sobs..

Lepas jog terus pusing blok dua kali sambil borak2 dengan dia pasal hal ofis. Lama jugak la. And I biasa la borak taknak stop. Hahaha.. sometimes it is nice to have someone to talked to. And you know la, encik suami bukannye banyak cakap pun.

But you know, that one fine day, I masuk je kereta and he grabbed my thigh (usual move he did everytime I enter the car) and said, "b, I nak cerita nie kat u..". Punye la semangat I nak dengar. My own husband nak bercakap kan..:)

Malam td dinner I masak udang besar penumbuk masak lemak cili padi. First time masak nasib serai sume ada. Daun kunyit je xde. Kalau ada sedap tu. Hehe..

Malam tu lepas mandi, sembahyang sama-sama. Semalam kan khamis malam jumaat, so kitorang baca yasin. He's the one reciting yasin, I mula2 tumpang kepala je kat bahu dia, nak manja2 konon, last-last tertido terus. Bangun pun sebab dia usap-usap pipi..bahahaha!! Isteri mithali sangat kan.

Lepas dah baring2 tu I grabbed a book. Encik suami dah ready2 nak tidur. In fact, he slept already. And me? I read like 4 pages and snooze me went..hahaha...

Ngantok angat...I kan manjeeee... T_T


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Stepper

Semalam lepas balik kerja, macam biasa encik suami memang la amik I balik keje kan? Pastu beliau tu out of nowhere tanya, " u rindu I tak??". Tak ke luluh melting2 dah suami tanya macam tu. Dek kerana perasaan yang bercampur baur, I diam je sambil peluk beliau. I rasa dia faham la, kerana Tuhan, I cintakan dia. *blush*

Anyway semalam beliau sakit kepala. Katenye stress kat tempat kerja. Plus kaki sakit la ape. Risau sangat. Lepas dinner semalam urut kepala dia. Pastu sembahyang jemaah sesama. Selalu kat penghujung doa tu, dia baca dalam hati dia jer, maybe tak biasa dengan I ke ape. Tapi semalam dia baca doa tu kuat, jelas, dan faham. Memang meresap dalam hati I, and di amin kan dengan penuh makna. Syahdu sangat.

Hari ni I request lagi nak sembahyang sama. Kalau sembahyang sama I rajin sikit. :) teehee.. Lagipun, bila lagi nak bagi dia jadi pemimpin keluarga. Kalau nak imamkan isteri pun susah (malas), nanti keluarga macam mana?

Pagi tadi payah betul nak keluar rumah kerja. Being with him, I feel so secure, feel so in love. And turned out I lambat siap pergi kerja. Hahaha...encik suami dah jerit2 kat depan.."B!b!". Haihhh... -_- abes bergolek2 tak bangun, memang la sengaja begitu.

Dah siap2 breakfast pulak. Hot tea, dengan egg sandwich jer. Ada lebih bagi encik suami bawak pergi ofis. Comel je dia.

And he likes it when I tapaukan dia breakfast ke apa. Tak pernah merungut. And kadang2 siap basuh dah tupperware tu nak bawak bekal esok nya. Sejuk hati okay. :)

Balik ni dengar kata nak panjat stairs. Kalau kat gym nama dia stepper. Memang best la. Best sebab kaki sure sakit. But just for a try boleh la kot.

Encik suami, ready? Hahaha..


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Kerna kau isteri kU

Semalam I felt so devastated. Tak tau la kenapa. Lately I've been reading a lot. lot of articles, blog, news. And semua perasaan bercampur aduk, and I was freaking out. I prayed and I cried. Takut dengan dosa, yaAllah. I'm not that pious but I know dosa-dosa yang mampu di elakkan.

Sebagai seorang isteri, tanggungjawab I untuk jaga diri sebagai isteri, agar dosa tak ditanggung suami. My husband always asked me, "b tak sayang I ke kalau b buat macam ni (tak sembahyang) ?". Mau tak terasa sampai ke urat sendi. Terus bangun laju2. Terus semangat sembahyang bila suami pujuk macam tu... Hehe..

I taknak jadi isteri yang curang, I taknak orang cakap suami I dayus, biar isteri keluar sukahati dengan lelaki lain, I taknak orang pandang rendah kat suami I, yang paling penting dosa yang I tanggung. I takot. Azab tuhan. -_-

Kalau suami I ada kekurangan kat mana2, tanggungjawab I untuk menjaga keaiban dia, bukan pegi canang satu dunia. Lebih teruk kalau terus pergi cari lelaki lain. Contoh kalau I cari lelaki lain, tak ke lelaki lain itu akan pandang rendah kat suami I, suami yang kita pilih, bapa kepada anak2 kita.

Hanya kerana nafsu dan perasan bagus tentang diri sendiri, kite terus lupa dosa dan pahala, dan posisi kita sebagai seorang isteri. Kenapa? Kenapa? Nauzubillah.

YaAllah, kau lindungilah perkahwinan kami yaAllah. Dekatkanlah hati aku dan suami, tanamkan perasaan cinta antara kami. Jadikanlah kami di kalangan hambaMu yang solleh dan solehah..amin




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That guy

Being in love with the same guy for over 8 years is just PERFECT. And now after 8 years we are together, on 8th year of friendship, love-friendship, we get married eventually. Oh boy, I never ever thought that marriage would be this awesome. And I am happy. I do.

Despite of all the gaduh2 we had for the past 2 months kahwin, it bring us closer. Closer than I could've imagine. But sebenarnya seronok jugak gaduh ni, hahahaha... And of having a husband yang bukan kaki pujuk, camne? Hikhik..he's loving, and pampered me with these and that, tapi bab pujuk mesti dia macam fail sikit.

And right now I missed him like madddddddd. He's out of town and I'm staying at mum's house. Bukan la nak cakap mengada2, tapi kalau dah setiap malam tidur sama, memang terasa sangat bila dia takde. And I can't even sleep last night. Sikit-sikit terbangun tengok tepi. And he's not there.

By 5am I dah fully awake. Mata terkebil-kebil pandang siling. And then I remembered tiap malam encik suami bising sebab bukak lampu. Dia kata badan kita boleh sense light and they won't sleep. Selalu je dia bebel2 macam tu and don't even tired of repeating the same thing, and I'm not even tired to menyakitkan hati dia, buat pekak je. Hahaha..

By the time azan, I called him. For subuh prayer. He asked, " awal bangun sayang?". Teehee...and I said I can't sleep bla bla bla. I missed him I guess. Kalau kat rumah kitorang, bangun pukul 6 bukan terus sembahyang, borak2 dulu pagi2 pastu sambung tido, pukul 7 baru bangun.

So today dia balik. I asked him to balik awal. And we might go for a dinner. Dating la katenye. Teehee...


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My bad, guilty!

"Papa reserve kan kuah bolognese ni utk syg, nanti nak lagi k? Love u!"

Sekuel kes masak bolognese haritu. He told me all the kuah and spaghetti habis. Which is good la kan. Maksudnya apa yang I masak tu sedap. Hehehe..

Sekali esoknya, when I was preparing breakfast for him, I saw this telegram inside the fridge terselit bawah mangkuk bolognese. Sikit je la kuah die but boleh la nak rasa air tangan sendiri.

My precious pie. Harini bergaduh dengan dia, dari malam tadi. Pagi ni memang mood swing habes, hati rasa sebal ke, kepala macam berpinau2 sikit. I didn't talk to him the whole night sampai la pagi ni pergi kerja. Siapkan breakfast pun I just duduk kat sofa tunggu beliau habis makan. Sedih sangat tengok dia makan sorang..-_- what was I thinking...I'm so selfish sometimes..spoiled brat for having such a wonderful husband..

Pagi ni sampai ofis, I thought I'm the only one tak boleh nak buat kerja, sikit-sikit tengok hp. Vibrate sikit meja, ingat bbm masuk, rupanya he felt the same way too.

I rasa bersalah sangat. Have a few serious talked/ bbms...settle dah. Hahaha..but still effect die sampai sekarang. Rasa bersalah.

And I just can't wait to get home, I nak mintak maaf, nak hug and kiss him.. Gosh, I felt so guilty. Dah banyak kali I buat macam ni kat dia. Bila la nak berubah.. -_-

But the best part was, gaduh pasal benda bodoh. Benda bodoh sangat and rasa bodoh gila kalau nak bagitau pun. Hahahahhaha...

Serius tak sabar nak balik. Tadi bbm dia cakap, "bb, I don't want to go for a jog today, I nak peluk u jer xnak pegi mana2. Semalam tak peluk2 pun.."

He replied,
"No. Kita jog today."

Garang gile. *jeling*


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Little stove message

" TQ sayang masakkan dinner, sedap sangat! :) I love you so much..muaahhh!!"

I found this written on the paper, on my stove with a baby tomato on it ( so that the paper won't fly off) early yesterday morning. This was due to what I cooked semalam, which was spaghetti bolognese. The easiest meal to prepare. :)

Not only that, he cleaned our house all by himself. After I cooked and the boys came, I decided to stay in our room. Lipat kain and what not.I don't want to kacau the boy's time. And after a while I tertido.

Pagi tu I bangun, he said he had cleaned the house, washed all the dishes. So pagi tu I bangun jenguk dapur. Memang la semua dah basuh, bersih sangat2. But when I saw the tomato on the stove, I was like " comelnye die tertinggal tomato sebijik ni..".. :)

Rupanya ada message for me (as in the picture). *pengsan* I lari masuk bilik and ape lagi melompat la kat die..hahaha...

Thank u sayang!! Nanti I masak sedap2 lagi k? Heeee...



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Swing Ocean

I think because of my PMS, my mood swings. I become more sensitive. Heh. So semalam, sambil masak spaghetti sambil borak2 dengan en bf. He was kind enough to stick around the kitchen and help me around. Yes, helping me by sepahkan my kitchen.. -_-

Tuang gula dalam balang gula pun boleh tumpah the gula all over the place. *facepalm*

Anyway, sambil tangan I laju2 masak, selaju itu jugaklah mulut I bercerita this and that. Sampai at one moment I felt so sad and I almost cry. But he came to me and hug me around my waist, and whispered the most comfortable words I ever heard.

"You have me, kan?"

I terus rasa terharu sangat and rasa nak nangis. The words sounds promising, and I'm afraid that he might leave me too. As people grow and change. But for the time being, I just love having him as part of my life.

So dear husband, having the privillege to call you my husband is incomparable. I love you and I promise to love you till the end of my life. <3



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Class on Track

Being a lecturer is not that always fun. You know the fun part, failing the students. Hahaha..but haihh, I'm lucky enough to have such intelligent students. Bagi la soalan apa pun, out of 5marks, they easily can get 4. The 1 mark, biasa la, ayat tak tersusun especially involving steps and processes.

Tadi second week class, dah masuk chapter 2. Tak payah nak terkejut sangat la laju sangat ke ape. Kitorang in a fast phase. Requested by students jugak. Amik kau 6hours/week. Lecturer pun pengsan jugak la.bahaha..

Chapter 2 today were about enzyme and DNA replication. Enzyme was okay tapi DNA especially codon and anticodon tu kena banyak sikit yer. Lemau sangat dah topic tu.

Students were okay. Biasa la. Lecturer dia arini PMS, jadi semuanya facts with little jokes (intelligent jokes you know are boring). 2 kali pergi toilet. Such a waste of time. And at the end of class bagi quiz macam biasa. Open book quiz lagi.

Bukan apa, tadi masa bagi handouts dna replication, it was in an essay form, bercelaru plak tu sebab in between ada definition la bagai. So I asked them to write in a point form, senang nak faham. (And senang nak mark..kikiki)

Sekarang tengah tunggu train. Today weather dia agak hujan yer area KL ni so sangat la sejuk nak mati. Naseb ada kelas. Takla terasa sangat kan. Jalan kehulur kehilir.

Ha okay la. Train dah sampai ni. Nak titon dalam train sebab travelling is about 30minutes. Daaaa...zzzzz

Ps: xnak mention pasal en bf sebab dia kedekut pasal gambar. Menyampah! Eh, termention plak.. -_-

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The one

This coming 4th June, I have been a wife to the man that I loved the most, my husband, for 2months. Being with him, oh I must say is a very adventurous one. Hahaha..

Everyday, and every morning, I look very forward to meet him the first thing when I open my eyes. Till now, we still sleeping facing each other. Haha.. ( You know there will be this one time that you just want to sleep alone and conquering the whole bed..haha).

So anyway, waking up in the morning, and to see that sleepy face right bomm! in front of my face, making me to think twice whether to wake up, or continue my wonderful sleep. But selalunya mesti the later. Hahaha...

Usually I have 'that' moment where I will take my own sweet time to have a good look on his face right before I get ready to work. I am worried if..you know. Something-something.

I promised that I will be a good wife to him right from the moment he said " aku terima nikahnya..". I will cherish every time and every second of my life with him. I know clearly everything is happen for a reason, and that Allah can take anything that He wants.

But, as far as I concerned, sekarang ni I will try my best to have the best moment and time of my life, with my husband.

I promise to be there for you dear, everytime. And please don't worry that much in pleasing me. I'm a human, I can adapt to any kind of situation. I am intelligent. As long as you are working hard for me, our family, that's good enough for me.

There's no special occasion but I just feel in writing out what I feel right now. I miss my husband hahaha... Can't wait petang to have a good talk and playing around as usual. I love you so much encik suami.

*matabersinar-sinar*


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