Pukul Kita ;(

So yeah.

Encik husband will be back to his old routine (prfttt!!) esok. and since esok Friday, and i'm working, i feel so sad sebab tak dapat spend the rest of the day with him sebab dia esok pun ada function apa ntah. only petang dia akan balik rumah. anyway, maybe dia akan balik around 7 or 8pm. so thinking of cooking something nice for him.

Maybe kari ayam, with belacan, and ulam2??

Or perhaps, ayam masak lemak and sayur campur??

At least balik tu dia dah kenyang-kenyang and didn't have to spend money to buy food along the way back to his training center, but i doubt la...hikhik.. heyy, i think he did forgot to treat me some corn , either in cup or the cob. heee..kena remind ni.

anyway, life pretty amazing when he is around. everything went smoothly and semua benda yang kita buat, bila ada dia, it feels great and meaningful. especially kalau kita buat something tu, either for him or with him. kan?? :)

macam semalam, we had a dinner family at Sari Ratu, ala kedai makanan Nasi Padang tu. my sister in law yang nak belanja makan since she got her bonus. so i thought of walking from my place to Sogo, but my collegues (diorang memang sangat2 concern dengan ibu nandong), they told me not to do so. so i took the train, stopped at Masjid Jamek Station, and had a long walked until Sogo.

and they were right. hrmmm....i was all wet because of the sweating and tired and my foot hurts. Luckily i didn't walk from my office to Sogo. i might be already half dead when i arrive at the restaurant..hihihi! ibu nandong ni suka rasa dia mampu, but in the end, choices that she (me!) make, memakan diri.

and encik husband at first, dengar cakap isteri suruh naik train je sebab nak elak jam, was kind enough to drove the car sebab dia cakap,

"mula-mula i ingat nak naik train je, tapi bila teringat nanti balik sayang nak kena berdiri tunggu train, diri dengan ramai-ramai orang...kesian laa...:( "

sobs....sobs... how thoughtful he was.

before we went back home, stopped to hantar nenek at her house, had a few sticks of ais krim Malaysia nenek buat rasa limau kasturi and sirap limau while watching orang nyanyi-nyanyi kat TV, and tiba-tiba encik husband,

"sayang...sini. duduk sini...i urut pinggang u nak??"

of course me laju-laju bangun tanpa rasa bersalah padahal encik husband himself had mild fever and flu. hahaha...tak bertanggungjawab langsung. he urut my pinggang, back, shoulder, and head. and yeah, being himself, dia bukan mengurut, lebih kepada mengada-mengada, and trying to geletek me. T__T mula-mula dalam 5 minit je, baiklah sikit urut-urut i dengan yakin dan penuh kasih sayang, but later on, he changed.. prfttttt.....T__T

that is why, and that is the main reason kenapa i tak suruh dia urut-urut. sebab he is not trying to help me to ease the pain by massaging me, tapi dia nak main-main je, nak geletek2 i, suka dan terhibur agaknya tengok i sengsara...

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encik husband dia memang suka pukul and tumbuk i. dia cakap i sengal. kejap-kejap tumbuk belakang i, kejap-kejap tumbuk lengan i. selalunya pipi i jadi mangsa. i guess, masa pregnant ni, dia kata i makin cantik, makin glowing.tihii.. i pulak kadang-kadang rasa nak tumbuk dia bila dia cakap macam tu.

kalau dulu i selekeh, lagi pregnant ni double the selekeh. but remember, kalau kita cantik di mata suami, i mean the husband loves the way we dress ke, ikat rambut macam orang dalam pantang ke, tak payah nak makeup-makeup ke, ikut jela cakap diorang. to make them happy, is our responsibility kan?? :)

so anyway, oleh kerana tahap kegeraman dia kepada i tetiba melampau naik, hari tu i duduk sebelah dia, and covered my tummy dengan bantal. accidentaly, dia tumbuk bantal tu, because he thought that it was my peha.

i memang terkejut sangat and it hurt a bit. -___-

and i almost cry because, well, it's my baby inside!! and i terkejut and also sakit sikit. i takot jadi pape kat dia. but Alhamdulilah nothing happened, but it was a scary moment for me. encik husband non-stop mintak maaf kat i, and i biasalah mestilah jeling-jeling muka ketat. jual mahal. dia pun cakap dia tak sengaja, and dia pun takot sangat2.

cehh...baru tau. tu la. asyik main2 je, suka sangat tumbuk i. Daulat okay i ni. hahaha...

so remember yer, cakap dengan suami, kawan-kawan, sedara. we are fragile when we are pregnant, sometimes dulu langgar sikit2 pun takpe, apetah lagi yang teruk-teruk, tapi bila pregnant ni, badan kita jadi lain, sakit sikit pun bole affect baby inside.

just be extra careful, and just enjoy the moment....

oh one more, remember i always said im not normal, sebab takde morning sickness, perut tak besar, takde mengidam and stuff? hari ni officiallynya i nak cakap, i BERSYUKUR sangat-sangat sebab tidak di beri peluang untuk merasa semua tu sebab i am HAPPY the way i am. ikhlas sangat ni bagi ucapan macam ni. hahaha...entah kenapa, tetiba i rasa bersyukur sangat perjalanan pregnancy i ni smooth and silky..tak susah. Allah sebenarnya lebih tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita, dan sepatutnya kita berterima kasih dengan setiap kurniaan Allah kat kita, bukan persoalkan. not good la mommy. so sekarang im okay, and excitedly tunggu lagi 20minggu jer baby pie nak keluar!! ;)

wish me, and baby pie, and encik husband sihat sentiasa, dimurahakn rezeki, dan bahagia sampai syurga. aminnn....;)