Azam 2013

hahaha.....eh gelak plak? yela, macam mengada jer nak buat azam 2013 kan?? tapi takpe, eventhough maybe i can't meet all my azam, but at least i have something to do / or to be achieved for the year 2013. sounds great kan? macam hidup kita ni ada objektif la selain beribadat kepada Allah (itu yang paling utama), duniawi pun kita kena balance jugak, right?

so before kita jump in to my 2013 resolutions, let's recap what i had did for the year 2012 or what i had achieved for year 2012:

1. get married on 4th May 2012
2. went for honeymoon to Sabah
3. rent a house and stay by ourselves
4. bought furniture, and home appliances
5. still have a job
6. got credit card
7. be a member of Public Mutual
8. never had late payment for car
9. tiada hutang (selain kereta)
10. improve in cooking and household chores
11. lost weight (25kgs)
12. pregnant!!!
13. gain weight (4kgs) due to pregnancy...-______-

hahahahaha.....walaupun gain weight bukanlah sesuatu yang perlu dibanggakan, tapi saje je nak buat dalam list so that 2013 ni akan ada objektif untuk lose weight.

so, apakah azam tahun baru 2013 i nie?

1. nak bersalin normal for my baby pie (Jun 2013)
2. nak fully breastfeeding baby pie
3. lose weight (angan2 nak lose weight sampai 60kgs. if not dapat weight asal which is 68kgs)
4. untuk sambung Master yang asyiklah bertangguh tu je.
5. to find a new job
6. to save money / save up my salary
7. untuk tidak hire maid untuk urusan rumah dan anak
8. to go to United Kingdom (Wales) byDisember 2013
9. to buy a new smartphone.

heee....
so far itu je la yang teringat dalam kepala ni. tak banyak, and tak materialistik sangat. kalau ikot hati azam 2013 ni nak beli kereta baru lamborghini, duduk pent house, beli private jet satu, pergi oversea 5 negara, beli chanel 10 bags...hahahaha....tapi agak-agak la pun kan? cuba lah ukur baju di badan sendiri.

selain daripada tu semua, paling utama:

1. untuk jadi isteri terbaik kepada encik husband
2. untuk menjadi ibu yang terbaik untuk baby pie
3. cukupkan solat 5 waktu
4. khatam Al-Quran

oklah. itu je resolution kita. doa and usaha banyak2 semoga semuanyer dapat dicapai. heee...

Pukul Kita ;(

So yeah.

Encik husband will be back to his old routine (prfttt!!) esok. and since esok Friday, and i'm working, i feel so sad sebab tak dapat spend the rest of the day with him sebab dia esok pun ada function apa ntah. only petang dia akan balik rumah. anyway, maybe dia akan balik around 7 or 8pm. so thinking of cooking something nice for him.

Maybe kari ayam, with belacan, and ulam2??

Or perhaps, ayam masak lemak and sayur campur??

At least balik tu dia dah kenyang-kenyang and didn't have to spend money to buy food along the way back to his training center, but i doubt la...hikhik.. heyy, i think he did forgot to treat me some corn , either in cup or the cob. heee..kena remind ni.

anyway, life pretty amazing when he is around. everything went smoothly and semua benda yang kita buat, bila ada dia, it feels great and meaningful. especially kalau kita buat something tu, either for him or with him. kan?? :)

macam semalam, we had a dinner family at Sari Ratu, ala kedai makanan Nasi Padang tu. my sister in law yang nak belanja makan since she got her bonus. so i thought of walking from my place to Sogo, but my collegues (diorang memang sangat2 concern dengan ibu nandong), they told me not to do so. so i took the train, stopped at Masjid Jamek Station, and had a long walked until Sogo.

and they were right. hrmmm....i was all wet because of the sweating and tired and my foot hurts. Luckily i didn't walk from my office to Sogo. i might be already half dead when i arrive at the restaurant..hihihi! ibu nandong ni suka rasa dia mampu, but in the end, choices that she (me!) make, memakan diri.

and encik husband at first, dengar cakap isteri suruh naik train je sebab nak elak jam, was kind enough to drove the car sebab dia cakap,

"mula-mula i ingat nak naik train je, tapi bila teringat nanti balik sayang nak kena berdiri tunggu train, diri dengan ramai-ramai orang...kesian laa...:( "

sobs....sobs... how thoughtful he was.

before we went back home, stopped to hantar nenek at her house, had a few sticks of ais krim Malaysia nenek buat rasa limau kasturi and sirap limau while watching orang nyanyi-nyanyi kat TV, and tiba-tiba encik husband,

"sayang...sini. duduk sini...i urut pinggang u nak??"

of course me laju-laju bangun tanpa rasa bersalah padahal encik husband himself had mild fever and flu. hahaha...tak bertanggungjawab langsung. he urut my pinggang, back, shoulder, and head. and yeah, being himself, dia bukan mengurut, lebih kepada mengada-mengada, and trying to geletek me. T__T mula-mula dalam 5 minit je, baiklah sikit urut-urut i dengan yakin dan penuh kasih sayang, but later on, he changed.. prfttttt.....T__T

that is why, and that is the main reason kenapa i tak suruh dia urut-urut. sebab he is not trying to help me to ease the pain by massaging me, tapi dia nak main-main je, nak geletek2 i, suka dan terhibur agaknya tengok i sengsara...

***

encik husband dia memang suka pukul and tumbuk i. dia cakap i sengal. kejap-kejap tumbuk belakang i, kejap-kejap tumbuk lengan i. selalunya pipi i jadi mangsa. i guess, masa pregnant ni, dia kata i makin cantik, makin glowing.tihii.. i pulak kadang-kadang rasa nak tumbuk dia bila dia cakap macam tu.

kalau dulu i selekeh, lagi pregnant ni double the selekeh. but remember, kalau kita cantik di mata suami, i mean the husband loves the way we dress ke, ikat rambut macam orang dalam pantang ke, tak payah nak makeup-makeup ke, ikut jela cakap diorang. to make them happy, is our responsibility kan?? :)

so anyway, oleh kerana tahap kegeraman dia kepada i tetiba melampau naik, hari tu i duduk sebelah dia, and covered my tummy dengan bantal. accidentaly, dia tumbuk bantal tu, because he thought that it was my peha.

i memang terkejut sangat and it hurt a bit. -___-

and i almost cry because, well, it's my baby inside!! and i terkejut and also sakit sikit. i takot jadi pape kat dia. but Alhamdulilah nothing happened, but it was a scary moment for me. encik husband non-stop mintak maaf kat i, and i biasalah mestilah jeling-jeling muka ketat. jual mahal. dia pun cakap dia tak sengaja, and dia pun takot sangat2.

cehh...baru tau. tu la. asyik main2 je, suka sangat tumbuk i. Daulat okay i ni. hahaha...

so remember yer, cakap dengan suami, kawan-kawan, sedara. we are fragile when we are pregnant, sometimes dulu langgar sikit2 pun takpe, apetah lagi yang teruk-teruk, tapi bila pregnant ni, badan kita jadi lain, sakit sikit pun bole affect baby inside.

just be extra careful, and just enjoy the moment....

oh one more, remember i always said im not normal, sebab takde morning sickness, perut tak besar, takde mengidam and stuff? hari ni officiallynya i nak cakap, i BERSYUKUR sangat-sangat sebab tidak di beri peluang untuk merasa semua tu sebab i am HAPPY the way i am. ikhlas sangat ni bagi ucapan macam ni. hahaha...entah kenapa, tetiba i rasa bersyukur sangat perjalanan pregnancy i ni smooth and silky..tak susah. Allah sebenarnya lebih tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita, dan sepatutnya kita berterima kasih dengan setiap kurniaan Allah kat kita, bukan persoalkan. not good la mommy. so sekarang im okay, and excitedly tunggu lagi 20minggu jer baby pie nak keluar!! ;)

wish me, and baby pie, and encik husband sihat sentiasa, dimurahakn rezeki, dan bahagia sampai syurga. aminnn....;)

Jangan Mengader Sangat

Aduan:

Kaki tirus dan panjang maybe tak sesuai nak guna FitFlop. bought a UK8 Walkstar but not fit enough (nicely). but anyway, tunggulah kalau dah hujung-hujung pregnancy tu kaki mengembang kan, maybe it will fit.

Advice:

FilFlop sesuai dengan mereka yang kaki jenis kembang, literally.


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since encik husband cuti untuk 4 hari (ni pun nak bebel jugak, ade ke patut cuti sampai jumaat sedangkan next week New Year kot, pun dia tak dapat cuti...-___-), we had a lot of fun together!! ^__^

monday i had a half day work, by 1pm i dah punched out. around 3pm arrived and encik husband fetched. before that dah pesan suh bawak story book i since we decided to go for a car service nearby. we had lunch at Sana'a Restaurant, Arabic Restaurant in Cyberjaya. sedap?? hrmm..same je la dengan Arabic Restaurant yang lain. had a lot fun borak-borak dengan encik husband. ^__^

one question that always popped out from me,

"syg...nanti baby pie dah keluar, would you still treat me like this?? =) "

"mestilah, ntah2 you tu yang dah taknak manja2 kan i...asek dengan baby pie jer..."

"mestilah!!anak i...hahaha!!"

encik husband is always like that. when it comes to the baby, well he do love the baby so much, but at the same time dia selalu remind me not to love the baby so much, which i found it sooooo cute but macam, eh hello....anak kau jugak okay. -___-

and now, when we go out for a date, macam semalam we went to IKEA, to survey the patter and the price of bookcase and also some shelves ke apa untuk letak buku encik husband yang berlambak tu. maybe we decided to buy the Billy bookcase dalam RM189 and another rack dalam RM129. oh anyway, kat Ikea and The Curve, our eyes selalu jer tengok stroller babies yang orang pakai tu.

Looks  like ada 4 jenis (brand) stroller yang quite popular:
1. McLaren
2. Quinny (Zapper and Moode)
3. Halford
4. SCR

and yes, my choices pun sama macam turutan tu jugak. ha ha ha...sebenarnya nak pow encik husband belikan quinny mood tu since kan, kalau tengok baby duduk dalam tu terletak elok je, lagipun dia dengan baby carrier/car seat. sekali harung je beli. but he said it was too expensive and irrelevant.

how can he say that?how can he knows that the stroller (quinny) is not relevant? and jawapan i selalu bagi kat dia,

"i taknak anak i sakit tulang belakang..", sambil kuis-kuis meatballs IKEA tanda protest.

and also, bila dia nak makan chicken wing yang sedap tu, i cakap, "makan yang ni je...yang ni untuk anak i..." sambil tunjuk kat kepak ayam. hahahaha....anak nak makan konon. padahal sendiri punya. and last?? memang i tak makan pun, bukan tanda protest, tapi dah kenyang. encik husband senyum-senyum je, mesti kepala dia sakit dapat wife macam ni.

i bbmed encik husband,

"sorry to make you queue for so long..."

"anything for you sayang....."

"thank you baby. chicken wings dua k?"


ps: belum dapat kata putus nak beli stroller apa. still early. but husband insisted on using kendong. riggghhhhttttt.....

Rahsia that causes me sakit hati!

encik husband balik bawak 'bangkrah'. bangkrah ni mama i cakap macam barang2 yang ntah pape. and barang2 ntah pape tu jugak merujuk kepada barang2 yang kita suka buat sepah. macam a mess. tapi encik husband takdelah dia balik cuti bawak bangkrah, it is just dia bawak balik baju-baju kursus dia adelah dalam 21kg punya basuhan, maksudnya 3 kali spin washing machine rumah. -__________-

by ahad pagi, semua baju dah kering. cool gila rumah i sebab kitorang bukak 24jam ventilator dapur.  camnilah kiranya wall ventilator kitorang.

tapi tak tau la brand apa, dah kata memang ada sekali masa dapat rumah nie kan. memang bagus la, selain sebagai nak ventilate bau masakan yang kita masak siap belacan tu kan, dia juga sebagai penyejuk rumah, dan paling penting, pengering baju kat ampaian. so baju encik husband yang penuh kat ampaian dah kering dengan jayanya. encik husband pun macam tak percaya kan semua baju kering.

well, his wife is a superwomen!hahaha...

so anyway, pagi ahad tu i masak nasi lemak, encik husband 2 kali tambah. yes, dia memang macam tu.  -_____- basically apa yang dia nak makan, i akan masakkan. malam sabtu tu, we went to Tesco Kajang to buy a few things, basically food stuff. ada sunsweet la, double decker la, susu HL la, frankfurters etc etc. so beli sekali bahan-bahan nak buat masak nasi lemak.

tengah hari, dek kerana dah sedap sangat makan nasi lemak, he fell asleep. like a baby. i datang kiss-kiss dia pun, dia buat tak heran. sikit pun tak bergerak. takpun dia senyum-senyum sikit pastu tidur. dengan perasaan hampa, i pegilah iron baju dia, lipat baju-baju dia and ketepikan untuk dia bawak balik petang nanti, around 7 or 8pm macam tu dia dah nak kena balik tempat kursus. selalu barang dia packed sendiri, even if we out for a vacation.

dia tu, organized sangat, unlike me. selalu i sumbat je dalam travel bag tu. tapi encik husband tak. semua mesti teratur, mesti bersusun. rimas. oh oh, hari tu, kitorang pergi PD so he asked me to bring back baju dia,  kira dia nak tumpang beg i, yelah, dia bawak sikit je. so i just take his beg and sumbat dalam beg i. sampai rumah, boleh plak dia bukak beg i tu kan. lepas tu dia cakap, 

"yaAllah...sayang...u sumbat macam ni je beg i??susun la elok-elok sayang...keluarkan dari beg macam ni...". siap demonstrate. -________-

i gelak-gelak je. tapi dalam hati dah tahap malu. hahahaha...mane tau dia nak bukak beg i kan.yela, selalu perempuan yang organized. tapi kitorang terbalik. i guess sebab tu kitorang kahwin kot. sebab dia kena jaga i yang kelam-kabut and inorganize nie.tihiiiii....

so anyway, dalam pukul 3pm macam tu i ajak dia dating. pergi Parkson kejap, nak belikan hadiah untuk my friend. than kitorang makan crispy popiah. dah lame sangat tak dating macam tu. hikhik...we had a laugh, we talked a lot, it was just a happy moment for both of us. kata baru baik gaduh, bagi can laaa..lagipun encik husband dah nak balik jap lagi.

on the way home, i terasa nak makan magnum. beli satu share dua. memang tak habis la kalau makan sendiri. before that encik husband cakap ada rahsia. tapi dia akan bagitau lepas beli magnum. okay fine. lepas dah bukak pack magnum i tanye la rahsia yang dia nak bagitau tu. dia kata habiskan dulu magnum baru dia cakap. okay fine. main-main kan. makanlah magnum sampai kat rumah. sampai kat rumah i tanye lagi pasal rahsia tu. masa tu i tengah bersenang -lenang kat sofa rumah.

encik husband datang peluk i.

"meh sini....i nak bisik..". bengang tak??kat rumah tu kitorang dua je nak bisik apa nye laaaaa.....

husband cakap lagi,

"sini la....i nak bagitau ni rahsia dia....". i pun bagilah telinga kat dia, siap betul-betulkan rambut bawak ke kanan, senang kot-kot jap lagi i pekak tetiba ke kan. tapi kadang-kadang, encik husband ni bukan boleh caya. nanti dia memekik kat telinga i. -_____-

husband bisik,

"i sayangggg u...". damn!i tau tu bukan rahsia dia. instead of nak rasa happy, i jadi sakit hati. i kan tak menyabar. bila dia main-main macam ni, i memang rasa amarah je.

"no...no...i know it's not rahsia. itu bukan rahsia. i tau u sayang i...cepat la b...ape rahsia dia...u main-main camni dah la. i merajuk sampai bila-bila...". i membebel.

"hahaha....yela-yela....gurau sikit pun tak boleh...hihihi... okay, rahsia dia...meh sini i bisik..."

"ha...ape dia..."

husband bisik lagi,

"pxsdwtdfwupsdjkhw.......". ha!?

"apa u cakap...tak dengar......betul-betul la b....main-main la u nie...nape nak kena cakap laju2....cakap la slow-slow..". i memang dah bengang dah time nie. muka dah ketat dah berkerut-kerut.

encik husband tiba-tiba came up dengan macam-macam perjanjian. dia kata kalau nak tau rahsia tu kena janji macam-macam dengan dia. perghhh...memang sengaja la kan. encik husband cakap,

"i have the wild card. so kalau u nak tau rahsia, u kena janji dengan i. janji jangan gaduh-gaduh lagi. janji jangan tukar-tukar status bbm. jangan tukar status bbm yang buat i rasa terpinggir. janji jangan tukar gambar bbm u. janji kalau gaduh pun u message i jugak....."

eh tetiba jadi banyak plak perjanjian dia...-________-

"hahahaha.....eeiii....banyaknye yayang.....hahahah....u pun sama...janji tak gaduh-gaduh lagi dengan i...janji ni?berdosa tau kalau mungkir janji...". i plak buat perjanjian yang sama.

"yer sayang....janji. so, nak tau tak rahsia i tu?". tanya encik husband sambil peluk i tightly, and kiss me all over the face.

"yer, ape dia??janji cakap tau...cakap kuat-kuat and talk slowly...". sambil senyum-senyum i pun dekatkan telinga kat mulut dia.

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sambil bisik encik husband cakap, "sebenarnya i cuti sampai jumaat ni.....".

"whatttt!!!!!!!". jerit i.

"jumaat??jumaat bila??jumaat lepas?". okay. bila puan isteri datang rasa overly excited, rasa kebodohan dia pun nak datang sekali. ape la cuti sampai jumaat lepas. sampai jumaat ni la, cuti christmas. T__T

and i terus bebel-bebel bising-bising cakap i terkedek-kedek buatkan dia sandwich, and ironing his clothes, lipatkan kain, sapu rumah semua, knowing that dia dah nak balik and dont like the house to stay dirty kalau nak keluar rumah. kalau i tau encik husband cuti jumaat, i pun ikot sekali tidur dengan dia tengah hari tu. omgggggggg.......he's so mean!!

"hahahahaha.....takpela sayang....at least u dah siap-siap, kan. dah boleh relax-relax..."

come to my senses, dah tak mengamuk dah, i hugged him back and kiss him lightly. "serious b cuti sampai jumaat??serious ke??". tanya i sambil senyum-senyum.

"ye sayang. i saje nak suprise kan u. u happy ke??" tanya dia.

"mestilah!!!!heeeeee......i love u sayang....sorry gaduh-gaduh dengan u....".

"me too syg.....".


..............

really there's a pot of gold at every end of rainbow. i guess i found mine?? :)

ps: omgg....seminggu ni nak buat ape??!! hahaha sorry terexcited plak...biasa la, orang tak pernah ada boyfriend yang tinggal seminggu sebab dia dah lama tinggalkan hidup berumah tangga, dia jadi macam gelabah sikit la...heeee....

Cengeng....dua-dua pun!

So after 3 days we had a fight, and it was a silent-mode kinda fight, friday malam I balik rumah kami. Well, thanks to our car that needs his car-service, and encik husband insisted on sending the car on his own (dia cakap nanti I kena tipu dengan service center and it makes me so mad ape dia ingat i xpandai ke hantar kereta kan tapi i rasa sebab kitorang tengah gaduh, dia bajet hero sangat la teww....hahaha!).so I had to give the car to him by coming home that night. kalau ikut nafsu syaiton memang i merajuk taknak balik rumah. ohemgee sangat tak patut perangai macam ni yer.

Saturday petang around 4pm baru dia balik. Malam tu i dah tidur sensorang sambil bukak lampu satu rumah. Before dia balik petang tu, I dah siap masak sambal udang, excitedly prepared utk dia. Tengok, marah2 pun semangat kan nak masak.haha..kalau bini orang lain majuk2 husband ajak makan luar, tapi I tak..ajak makan luar tu adalah sesuatu yang sepcial. bagi encik husband, makan kat rumah tu lagi heaven dari makan luar..

I tak sedar bila dia sampai, tiba2 dia dah ada atas katil sebelah I. I biasa la, tidur la petang2 tu. Dah penat kemas mop basuh kain masak semua kan pagi tu, tidur la heaven.

Jumpa husband lepas seminggu tak jumpa, and plus kitorang dah 3 hari tak bercakap, it was a very overwhelming meet ups. Encik husband hugged me so tight, and kissed me all over the face, and tiba-tiba I felt macam basah-basah kat pipi I. And he was crying...ermm..kalau dia nanges, kita? Haruslah menangis sama..........T_T

Masa tu I rasa dia macam sebak sangat sebab we both know, kalau kitorang dekat, we don't take that long untuk baik2.we both rasa that both of us were actually lega untuk dapat jumpa balik. we both felt macam bodoh sangat to had a fight while we were living separately, and to missed someone that you love so bad, adalah not worth the fight. We didn't say a word, and we were in that position for almost 1 hour. being in the arms of the person that you would die for, is just the feeling of security and love...

Until I broke up the silence,

"Sayang...I lapar..."

Boleh?

Hahahaha...okay sangat lapar. I cooked pagi, I ingat dia balik tengah hari. I dah siap masak pukul 10. So ingat nak makan sama la nanti. Alih2 dia balik pukul 4pm. Lapaq sangatttttt... and plus, we have to remember, ada budak tecik a.k.a baby pie dalam perut jadi lapar dia tu cepat sikit la terasa. hhahahaha....

And yes, lepas tu kitorang macam belangkas. He holds my hand whenever he wants, and even curik-curik kiss bila I passed by him.teeheeeee.....

*nyorokbelakanglangsir*

that's why it is called falling in love. you don't force yourself to fall, you just fall.

Happy Mommy

cehh.

tak payah nak happy sangat lah. a bit moody dari semalam sampai hari ni. jangan cakap pembawakan budak, sebab memang kadang-kadang i feel baby pie yang buat mommy dia jadi camni, tapi...haihhh. eh? nak cakap apa sebenarnya ni? oh oh, nak cakap, having a fight with your husband memang la tak best. dah lah dia jauh. dulu kalau gaduh-gaduh, kalau taknak bertegur sapa pun, at least kat aisle rumah( tapi ni in between wall tu), berselisih jugak la bahu. gaduh-gaduh pun, still jugak tangan laju masak untuk husband, gaduh-gaduh pun, malam atas katil boleh jugak curik-curik bau dia tengah tidur. ni dah jauh acanerr....-_____- padan la muka kan??

but yeah. i miss him a lot.

anyway, despite perasaan sedih yang amat sangat sebab rajuk yang tak di layan (or maybe dilayan tapi saje memanjangkan rajukkan sehingga diri sendiri terasa menyampah dengan semua nie like hello, apa sebenarnya tengah berlaku ni...), i was quite happy semalam.

sekejap je la. pastu teringat boyfriend kita, terus sedih balik.

oh nak buat reminder ni. kalau tengah sedih, baca Quran memang la sembuh rasa panas hati ke apebenda dalam hati kita ni. and lepas baca Quran sure ngantuk then terus tidur. so kita takkan fikir yang bukan-bukan bagi penambah perisa dan sakitnya hati kita ni. bagus kan??

anyway, barang yang kita order all the way from UK sudah tiba!!hoorayy...walaupun dia dah tiba 5 hari yang lalu, semalam jer baru ayah kita sempat amikkan kat pos office, bukan taknak buat second delivery, tapi nanti takde orang rumah kat jugak.

kita beli nie!!

melayang la duit dengan jayanya!!

FitFlop
fitflop memang menjadi idaman kalbu. kalau ikot size kaki nak ajer beli yang imitation kat downtown cheras ke, danau kota ke, mines ke beli yang RM30 je, jimat gila duit, tapi apakan daya. kaki supersize macam kita ni memang wajib la kirim dari UK sana. oh by the way, size kaki kita UK8. gedabak besar. hari tu pergi Parkson, paling besar fitflop ni ada UK7 je...diskriminasi betul! -_________-  muat tapi tumit terkeluar...hahaha. nak jugakkk 'muat'. so order dengan kawan suh belikan UK8. kita punyer warna brown, dua dari bawah. sekarang ni tengah pakai la ni. selesa sangat. lagipun i ni kan tengah nandong, kaki mengembang nanti, so ini kira step awal la nie.

lepas ni bolehlah order lagi. oh oh by the way, kat Parkson harga dia dalam RM289 macam tu kot, i beli RM200 je. jimat!*goyang-goyang bontot*

PumpShoes
i memang suka la pump shoes. senang, kemas, rapi, mudah, comel. i suka highheels, tapi dengan ketinggian 173cm, i rather not wearing it unless im out with the girls, or my girls. pump shoes ni tak tau la H&M malaysia ada jual ke tak sebab i never been to the outlet yet, so tak tau price dia berapa. yang ni rasa RM69 kot.

semua harga ni termasuk postage. tak tau la kawan i markup ke tak price dia, but as long as im happy with the items, okaylah.

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anyway, i should have thanked encik husband sebab dia penyumbang terbesar kepada barang-barang ini. hahahaha!!! thank you sayang...i love you so much!!

The best gift a husband could give to his wife.

before i nak start buat kerja kat office ni, let's have some minor update (yea right..minor la sangat jap lagi berjela-jela kau nak cakap kan..tihiii).

i was having a breakfast with my parents at Kampung Baru since they have some audit-thing with the Food and Beverages industry here in Klang Valley. oh oh jap, lontong Kampung Baru adalah sangat sedap.errr despite that orang cakap situ ada tikus sebesar kucing, okay now rasa macam loya tekak la pulak. but yeah, lontong kat Kampung Baru adalah sedap.

so anyway, masa tengah breakfast tu, i told mama,

"ma.. boyfriend kita kata dia sakit perut. dia kata dia kurang makan sayur. so i told him to eat sayur since dia buat heavy activities sure dehydrated, kan ma? ma tau dia jawab apa?"

(i always said encik husband as my boyfriend to mama..haha..nak rasa mengada-ngada kadang2)

Mama: "apa?"
Me: " dia cakap i taknak makan sayur diorang. tak sedap. sayur wife saya masak je sedap..mengader kan ma??"

Mama: *laughing while curik my lontong*
Me: " pastu i said, yela wife awak je la masak sayur sedap. wife awak je la pandai kemas rumah..wife awak je la the best.."

Mama: "oh i remembered one story that i read last time. ada this one guy, asked the husband. The husband's name is Mr Cook. so the guy asked Mr Cook, "Mr Cook, if you are not married to Mrs. Cook, what will you be?what's your answer?"
Me: "single?ha ha ha..."
Ayah: "i don't know.."

Mama: " wrong. Mr Cook said, "i definitely want to be Mrs Cook second husband.."

auuuwwwwwwww......okay sweet gila. pastu terus tetiba nak ingat kat encik husband sendiri. and definitely i will ask this to him.

"yayang....kalau awak tak kahwin dengan kita. what will you be??"

i rasa dia akan jawab,

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"entah la b. ermmm....i lapar la. ada makan apa??" sambil tersenyum tanpa rasa kebersalahan.

*terus masukkan kepala dalam sarung bantal jerit kuat-kuat*




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tapi, yela kan?apa hadiah yang terbaik suami boleh bagi isteri?? bag Coach?? *jeling husband* Samsung S3? *kedip-kedip mata kat suami* kereta baru?? *kenyit-kenyit mata kat suami*

hikhikhik.

well, as perempuan, tak dinafikan hadiah berupa material amatlah menyenangkan hati. pentipu sangat kalau ada perempuan cakap tak kisah pun kalau husband ke boyfriend ke tak beli pape. err....maybe ada, but once in a while, benda-benda camni buat kitorang (perempuan) rasa dihargai dan disayangi. kan? :)

but honestly,
takde apa yang i harapkan daripada encik husband except:

1. dia cintakan i sepenuh hati dan tidak berbelah bagi. cintakan i sorang je selama mana dia hidup.
2. yang dia akan berusaha sepenuh tenaga untuk menjaga keluarga kecil kitorang (and insyaAllah will get bigger sooner...amboiii)
3. jujur dan ikhlas mencintai i. bukan paksaan
4. that he loves me for me, for who i am.
5. sentiasa melayan kerenah i yang unpredictable ni selama mana i hidup.

sebab, i tau, (and nak dia tau),
that i am his wife. cinta i sebagai seorang isteri tidak akan berbelah bagi. yang i akan sentiasa taat kepada dia selama mana dia suami i, yang i seikhlas hati cintakan dia, and importantly, i happy and bahagia dengan dia (ermm...walaupun i suka sangat cari gado dengan dia tapi ketahuilah i memang sayang angat kat dia ni...hahaha!)

okay. dah boleh start buat keje...heee.. ;)

Big Bad Wolf

Siapa tak tau Big Bad Wolf tu apa? well, it is just another expo that sells super cheap books. oh wait there my friend. when i said super cheap books, it is REALLY cheap man!! in example, normally a book that cost us like rm150 will only cost you rm8 to rm20 max. gila damn cheap i went crazy when i arrived at the expo.

i had been pestering my brother and sister in law to go to this Bid Bad Wolf thing for almost a week since they lived nearby The Mines.oh right. i had to kacau diorang because my husband is not around so i need as much help from people around me...hahaha...padahal boleh jer nak drive sendiri tapi malas kan. no, not malas. is more about takut sesat jalan tetibe dah kat Australasia, ha caner? -_____-

sekali husband balik pulak hari sabtu tu, so he caught my bait (unintentionally la kan...). when i arrived home around 8pm macam tu, kitorang siap and went for a dinner at Ramal Food junction, you know a huge food court next to highway heading to cheras/kajang. what we had that night:

1. Apple Juice and Orange Juice
2. 2 basket of otak-otak
3. satay willy 20 sticks(omg..super sedap but the line was soooo long we waited almost 1hour tapi worth it...yummy!!)
4. nasi goreng ikan masin with telur dadar
5. abang burn burger bakar 3 tingkat

total damaged : RM50++. thank you encik husband. and yes, i only ate satay and the rest perut beliau.

so we finished and heading to The Mines for this Big Bad Wolf. arrived around 11pm. it was not packed until around 2.00am. perghhh...makin ramai plak datang. me and encik husband went on our separate ways to find our books.

at first i managed to grab many books, but at last i filtered my choices because i don't want to end up not reading the books and just wasting my money. i know books are not cheap and it was a good bargain, tapi knowing myself that loves cooking more than reading..(and sleeping too!), i guess amik yang penting je la. end up buku untuk i dua jer, buku encik husband 5 . apakah?

buku yang kitorang pilih:
1. dummies for sudoku
2. buku on marriage
3. culture shock britain
4. ghost stories -singapore
5. eerie tales
6. yup...another ghost stories book
7. persuasive speaker

buku i mesti lah yang first dua jer, yang lain encik husband.-______-

kitorang kat sana dalam pukul 11 sampai 4.30 pagi macam tu. super ngantuk but tak terasa nak balik sebab best gila okay. serius encik husband kalau teman shopping pun takdenye dia nak jalan berdiri lama-lama macam tu, but this time, dia still standing despite baru balik kursus.

bila balik menyesal sebab tetiba teringat buku-buku yang di filter. terus encik husband cakap, kalau dia balik weekend ni, kita pergi lagi yer sayang...wehuu!!!!i love my boyfriend. hikhik...i nak amek buku gossip girls i, tak kira.

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anyway balik tu lepas mandi gosok gigi apa semua, kitorang pun panjat katil, and started to review the books that we already bought. then i said,

"sayang...i nak read yang singaporean ghost stories ni la. u teman i k?". masa tu dalam pukul 5 pagi.

"ok yayang...". then he put his head on my shoulder. i feel secured.

i read out loud the first few lines on the page,

"pontianak is a common ghost here in singapore. the long hair with an eerie laughter....."

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and i felt a chilled kind of feeling behind my spine as i look at our window bedroom. and yes, encik husband was sleeping soundly like a baby, i can even here his little snoring. 

great.

A Worried Mommy...ceh!

assalammualaikum.

ha. okay.

you know how worried i am during this very first pregnancy of mine?? i always thought that i am not normal, unlike the 'normal' mom. you know, orang cakap during pregnancy akan ada these normal symptoms:

1. morning sickness cuma level die different from a person to another person
2. dia akan mudah rasa penat
3. ada makanan yang dia tak suka
4. bau husband kurang mendapat sambutan...hahaha!
5. ada makanan yang dia craving...benda pelik-pelik
6. dan lain- lain

but trust me, i don't have any of these symptoms. bukan berlagak, like seriously but more to worried. sama ada i pregnant ke tak sebenarnya ni. masa mula-mula tau pregnant pun macam tak percaya, i was shivering instead of jumping in joy bila baca result kat pregnancy test kit tu. our baby is more like an 'accident' baby although we don't take any precaution or protection (hahaha...!) sebab encik husband kan nak pergi kursus, i don't think the baby will stick around sampai daddy dia ada. but Allah is Great, Dia bagi i peneman bila husband i pergi kerja.

Allah is Almighty, isn't He? and i bersyukur sangat. i can't explain this but i think semua mother yang menunggu untuk pregnant akan ada this satu special feelings, and it is just beautiful.

so anyway, back to my worries, sampai sekarang (alhamdulilah) i don't have any morning sickness atau rasa penat yang melampau. i am what i used to be, cuma a bit plump because i don't jog anymore...hahaha!when i read the books, seeks opinion, asking a lot of questions to the experts, they all said it is all NORMAL kalau kita takde symptom pregnancy. but my worries doesn't stop there. sebab my cousin cakap kalau u morning sickness tu means baby is growing well...*pucat*

habis je first trimester, i'm quite lega. sebab masa tu is the critical time for the baby, sama ada dia survive or not. masa tu jugak roh dia ditiupkan ke dalam jasad. but still the worry-ness tu ada. no morning sickness, no penat-penat, no blood spotting, cuma i selalu pergi toilet, but i think sebab i suka minum banyak-banyak. takut baby haus masa mommy tengah tidur, boleh?haha!

masa i 6weeks, i went for an ultrasound kat Klinik Idzham Taman Melawati. RM51. cheap kan?? and please expect a cheap consultation, a cheap respond from the doctor, a non-motherly talk from the doctor, and non- educational consultation from the doctor. i sent them a complaint letter, and up until now (16weeks of pregnancy), i didn't get any response from them. oh, reason i pergi check? definitely to make sure whether i am pregnant or not, baby i normal ke, kat luar rahim ke, is my sac ada ke etc etc eh hello, you are the doctor, so you should tell me, right? but NO. the doctor tak jumpa anything, not even my sac, not even a tiny dot of my baby, just a blurry view and the doctor not confident enough to tell me how's the condition of my womb.

worst feeling ever. i memang worried sangat tapi i didn't talk this over my husband. takut dia risaukan i yang overly risau ni.

by the way, symptoms yang i ada:

1. kuat gila makan pedas. cili padi peneman setia.
2. since suka makan pedas, asyik la nak sambal, masak lemak cili api and apa-apa yang pedas
3. overly excited bila jumpa husband. terlebih naughty.
4. selalu running to the toilet
5. takde pantang makan

ha, macam orang normal kan?

pergi KK pun diorang takde propose ultrasound until this 7 January, dah week ke 20 i rasa. so really i tak tau condition baby macam mana. selain dari heartbeat yang i dengar masa 15week, dengan itu jela i yakin and percaya baby i sihat and happily swimming dalam swimming pool dia.

a worried mommy is not a happy mommy. so i senyap-senyap tanpa pengetahuan husband and keluarga, i went for a 2D ultrasound check-up dekat Klinik Mediviron dekat area Sri Rampai. sangat murah RM40. the doctor is very young, a male, chinese doctor. ermm...i really don't mind whether the doctor is a male or female. so anyway doctor tu sangat muda, i think sebaya i je kot. hahaha....

so here's my baby!!

he's a very healthy baby, and actively swimming in his swimming pool. masa doctor letak je scanner tu atas perot i, kepala terus nampak. hahaha...a big head! just like his daddy..hahaha...then doctor tu pusing-pusing tunjuk tangan dia yang geratil tergapai-gapai omg so damn cute!!! and doctor tunjuk kaki dia demok-demok. hehehe....

doctor ukur size of his head, and he is a 16week baby. mommy is so proud of you sayang!

gambar kat atas tu is a combination of two snapshots. belah kiri kepala, belah kanan kaki dia, rasa yang putih tebal tu belah kanan tu tulang fibula dia, or kita panggil tulang keting dia. hikhik....so Alhamdulilah sangat. the greatest feeling ever!

balik tu call encik husband, nangis. dari dalam kereta dah nangis, i said to my baby,

"ohh...anak mommy sihat eh sayang??i'm sorry i didn't know you are doing good inside...i don't feel your kick or any movement...i'm sorry yea sayang..."

pastu nanes sensorang dalam kereta. hahaha...cam orang tak betul!

hantar gambar kat atas kat encik husband,

Him: "sayang!!!!!!hikhik!!but tak faham...can you explain to me?  ;) "

-_________________-

apela daddy ni...terus call and borak-borak semua.

so,
Thank you Allah, sesungguhnya Kau Maha Pengasih lagi Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hambaMu. sesungguhnya banyak yang dah Kau kurniakan keapda kami, tapi kami masih lagi tidak berterima kasih kepada Engkau. Ampuni segala dosa-dosa Kami, dan kurniakanlah kebahagian kepada Kami. Amin.


ps: hope by 7th January, boleh tau gender baby. it's a boy, or a girl????? keep guessing!

Yummy Monster

right.

hari jumaat encik husband tak bagi lagi final said sama ada dia balik ke tak untuk weekend ni since dia akan ada training berat untuk this whole week. and since i taknak kecewa di kemudian hari, makanya i didn't ask a lot of questions whether dia balik ke tak cuti, ada time out ke tak etc etc. after all sabtu ahad i had a lot of activities of my own macam wedding, deepavali party and kenduri rumah sedara. bukan la i cakap kalau dia balik tu menyusahkan, kalau dia balik dan join sama lagi la best kan? but sekarang kalau dia balik, semua tu harus dilupakan dan tanggungjawab isteri (yang nak masuk syurga) haruslah diutamakan.

hidup PM!!! *tetibe*

so sampai lah sabtu. mama and ayah takde keluar. my brothers and sis in law pun takde, kerja. so i was all alone at home. kalau dah kat rumah sorang-sorang memang i suka sangat kemas rumah. takde orang kacau. so i basuh kain jer dah 4 mesin, kan hujan sekarang. so sama lah dengan jemur kain nya 4 kali jugak. sapu rumah, dengan mop rumah. toilet je tak basuh sebab ibu nandong takut sakit pinggang. lunch pun makan kueyteow sup malam tadi. makan dua mangkuk , perut pun penuh sup je. letih-letih kemas terus tido.

around 2.00pm macam tu sis in law balik ajak pergi makan. nasi dengan ayam merah pedas tepi lombong. laju je tite bangun..hahaa!!sekali tutup. last-last makan goreng pisang je kat kedai lain. balik tu i singgah supermarket beli roti and sardin tin. manelah tau husband balik.

sampai rumah i rasa tak sedap perut je. memang betul la perasaan tu, i muntahkan balik semua yang i dah makan dari kueyteow sup tu. -_____- i rasa penuh air sangat. memang lah.

sekali kul 6.00pm macam tu sambil tengok maharaja lawak mega yang repeat show punya, i pun masak la mee goreng ada cousin datang. sekali cousin tu datang dapur cakap, "fon awak bunyik. ada call kot.". i pun biarkan jela, tau mesti encik husband. nak pujuk la tu cakap tak balik. -____-

Him: " sayang, kat mane tu....."
Me: "kat rumah la yayang...tengah masak abg A***y datang nie..."

Him: "ohh...kite tengah tengok pokok awak, macam lama tak bersiram ni.."
Me: " erm??haaa!!??b kat mane nie!!? kat rumah eh!!?"

Him: "hahahaha......kain balik PD aritu pun tak berangkat lagi..."
Me: "syg kat rumah kan!!? kan!!? nape tak cakap b balik...nape tak bagitau masa gerak dari K****!!" *marah*

Him: " saje je nak suprise syg...balik k syg?i kat rumah ni...hikhik"
Me: " i bawak kereta laju-laju...padan muka sayang...sape suh last minit baru cakap.."

Him: "eh?haa...jangan laa...!"
Me: "ahahaha....nasiblah..ok la syg...i nak mandi, nak pack baju semua..."

Him: "okay. jangan bawak laju-laju tau...ada makanan tak?lapar..."
Me: "takde makanan. sape suh cakap lambat..."

suruh balik sebab lapar. apakah??-____-

anyway, i packed for him mee goreng yang i masak tadi, siap bawak telur mentah sebab tak sempat goreng, excited sangat nak jumpa encik boyfriend kita. rindu yang teramat. MRR2 boleh plak jammed kan? anyway dalam 45minits macam tu i sampailah rumah.

grill tak dimanggakan, tapi kunci, pintu rumah tak kunci plak. when i opened the door, there he was. sleeping like a baby. i masuk pun dia tak sedar. all of his bags penuh kat rumah. encik husband, baju kerja pun tak bukak lagi dah terus tidur, penat sangat.

i put my things down, pergi slow-slow kat dia, naik atas dia yang tengah tidur.pun tak sedar. -____- kejut dia like always, baru bangun.

him: "eh..yayang!! *hugs* *kiss* yayang.....wife saya!!rindunye wife saya...."

*sebak*

hahahaha....mengader gila nak sebak. peluk-peluk, kiss-kiss.....lepas tu dia kata dia lapar. prepared for him mee yang dah di bawak, gorengkan telur, and teh o panas. just the way he loves.

husband balik adalah benda paling menarik sekali!! dia kan my best friend, banyaklah benda nak cerita, nak borak-borak, but to be in his arms again, is the best feeling ever. i feel so wanted, feel so secure when he is by my side. maybe ada hikmah when he needs to be in this training, that our relationship will grow tighter and we are much fond towards each other. and i love him more and more for each day.

i said to him while he hugged me, " sayang....maybe we should live separately, and by weekend je kita jumpa macam sekarang ni...best kan?" ;)

he looked at me directly in the eye, "huh?hrmm..tak payah la sayang. kalau kita tinggal separately, i tau hari-hari pun u kat rumah i..."

-_________-

kuang asam!!

Dia Sempurnakan Aku

The latest song from Anuar Zain.
Anuar Zain will always be my favourite Malay singer.
Lagu-lagu dia will never let me down.

Sila dengar dan hayati.
i'm gonna put the lyric too.
sebab lagu ni sangat awesome!!

(lagu ni sebenarnya pasal wife dia dah 'pergi'. kalau nak ikot sekual video dia 'Ajari Aku'. but i'm gonna take it as my usband pergi kursus jadi saya amat merindui dia. alaaa...boleh la kan?kan kan?)

Aku di sini seorang diri
Berharap waktu 'kan terulang lagi
Saat ada dirimu bersamaku

Aku di sini yang menyesali
Menangisi kepergianmu kasih
Semua begitu salah tanpa dirimu disisiku

Tahukah dirimu
Kau bawa setengah hatiku hilang
Bersama hampa di hidupku
Hanyalah dirimu yang mampu lengkapi
Oh mencintamu sempurnakan aku

Menangisi kepergianmu kasih
Semua begitu salah tanpa dirimu

Tahukah dirimu
Kau bawa setengah hatiku hilang
Bersama hampa di hidupku
Hanyalah dirimu yang mampu lengkapi
Oh mencintamu sempurnakan aku

Kembalilah kepadaku
Aku mohon kepadamu

Tahukah dirimu
Kau bawa setengah hatiku hilang
Bersama hampa di hidupku
Hanyalah dirimu yang mampu lengkapi
Oh mencintamu sempurnakan aku

Hanyalah dirimu yang mampu lengkapi
Oh mencintamu sempurnakan aku

Aku di sini seorang diri

English Class

yer baiklah.

bos kita bagi kita English Class untuk i ajar.

yup.

memang mampu.

graduated dalam bidang sains analisis.

alih-alih ajar English.

memang i hebat sangat nak ajar English.

ajar International Student lagi.

welcome to the real world, bebeh!

*nangis meraung-raung.

Isteri Kena Pukul

sorry sebab buat entry kedua for today. just got a bad news from my very good friend. a very bad one. and i can't keep my mind straight about this. rasa terganggu sangat, and thus i can't do my work, properly. nak taknak kena luahkan. thanks blog for being here for me. ermm....walaupun benda tu takde kena mengena dengan hidup i, of course i tersentak jugak. because she's my friend. sikit atau banyak, kita tetap rasa jugak. pedih.

katanya, dia tengah file-kan penceraian terhadap suami dia. you know, cerai. keputusan untuk berpisah selamanya. but, sebelum cerai, mestilah kahwin dulu, kan? jadi sebelum kahwin tu, mesti bercinta dulu, kan? masa time bercinta tu, bukan ke 'i love you..' dan 'saya janji untuk sehidup semati dengan awak' mesti tak banyak kali, sekali pun mesti pernah terucap oleh pasangan ini, kan? jadi, isu cerai ni, means semua yang pernah terucap dulu, means nothing to them? sikit pun tak terkesan?

like, seriously?

selain kadar ketidaksefahaman antara mereka itu sangatlah tinggi, sang suami jugak dah mula naik tangan. which i paling takut. bro, naik tangan bro. suami yang patut melindungi, bukan yang mengasari. truly said masa i've got the message from her, luluh jantung i, dan airmata mula mengalir deras. rasa macam diri sendiri yang kena. mungki emosi orang nandong ni lebih, perasaan mengasihani dan menyayangi berlebihan dirembeskan.

tak dapat dibayangkan. my friend, is a very small version of a girl. kalau i yang 178cm ni, my friend was about half of my height. cuba bayangkan, sakit ke tidak bila dia kena pukul? sakit ke tidak? allah....kenapa la sampai macam ni.

punca penceraian dan kenapa sang suami naik tangan, i tau kenapa. tapi bukan isu ini yang i cuba sampaikan. otak bodoh i masih tidak boleh digest kenapa sang suami sanggup memukul si isteri yang dah kau janji untuk sehidup semati, dan untuk diri i sendiri, bagaimana sepatutnya i bersyukur dan terus bersyukur sampai bila-bila kerana dikurniakan lelaki yang memahami dan menyayangi i, walaupun betapa buruknya perangai i.

jadi, bila benda macam ni jadi kat i, i sakit kepala fikir nak advise macam mana kawan i ni. i taknak bagi advise macam i ni bahagia sangat dengan suami dan suami i lah lelaki paling sempurna dalam dunia ni dan suami dia lah yang paling hina, dan i juga taknak advise dia, macam diorang tu tak suit for each other dan jalan penceraian paling baik. seriously, i was scared.

jawapan i (yang i rasa paling rasional untuk difikirkan masa tu),

"u fikir apa yang terbaik untuk u. u dah lama sangat dengan dia, takkan nak buang macam tu je?dah banyak yang korang went through. mungkin korang dua ada salah, cuba carik mana punca dia. orang kata, the first five years is the crucial time, jadi sabar semana yang boleh. dan sebagai isteri memang itu tugas kita, sabar. banyak pahala isteri yang sabar ni. mungkin masa tu u provoke dia ke, so dia naik tangan. truly said, i memang tak boleh dengan orang yang memukul ni. kalau dia pukul u takpe, tapi kalau dia start pukul anak-anak, bahaya sangat. doa yang terbaik okay?"

i kalau boleh taknak diorang bercerai, tapi ....tapi.....siapa tahan tengok kawan sendiri kena pukul. habis kulit putih mulus dia merah-merah berbirat berbekas siapa yang sanggup tengok? kan?

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Alhamdulilah Alhamdulilah Alhamdulilah. itu je yang i boleh cakap sebab dikurniakan suami yang sangat-sangat menyayangi i, lebih dari apa yang i dapat masa bercinta dulu. masa bercinta i get so frustrated easily sebab i expected more from him, tapi tak dapat. tapi i bahagia sangat dengan apa yang i ada sekarang. encik husband pernah cakap, "i sayang u b, lebih dari dulu i rasa. maybe sebab kita dah kahwin, and parents kita doakan kebahagiaan kita. so the love that we feel right now is love yang berkat..". senyum-senyum je masa i dengar dia cakap macam tu.:)

walaupun i tau, Allah boleh amek bila-bila masa kebahagian ni dari i, and truly said i sangat takut when comes to think about it. macam mana i nak hidup tanpa dia sebab all this while pun i dengan dia. cerita yang i tulis kat sini pun berkaitan dengan dia. sebab tu, i selalu doa agar Allah kurniakan kebahagian buat kami until syurga. ;)

buat isteri,
mungkin ada masa-masanya nanti, Allah akan turunkan dugaan, sebab dia nak uji tahap mana kesabaran dan keredhaan kita pada Dia. dan Allah juga tahu ujian yang Dia turunkan untuk kita adalah setimpal dengan kuasa ketahanan kita, jadi kita jangan mudah mengalah, sebab ketahuilah akan ada kebahagian di setiap hujung jalan.

buat isteri,
usahalah untuk jadi isteri yang terbaik. usaha sedaya dan semampu yang boleh, usaha, tenaga, wang ringgit, dan berdoa untuk jadi isteri yang terbaik. supaya tiada wanita lain yang boleh menandingi 'keterbaikan' kita itu. dan supaya suami nampak betapa kasih dan tulusnya kita dalam menjadi isteri yang solehah.

sounds easy, tapi kita perlu, wajib untuk jadi terbaik. cuba sedaya upaya. okay?

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i teringat conversation i dengan encik husband, masa tu dalam kereta, and he was driving the car dengan muka serius,

Me: "b, u akan pukul i tak nanti. errmm...manelah tau u tiba-tiba marah dengan i ke..."
Him: " tak."

pendek je jawapan dia. i tak puas hati.

Me: "yeke tak? kalau u pukul jugak macam mana b?"
Him: *senyum sambil toleh kat i yang tengah duduk kat sebelah dia * "tak akan sayang...:)"

Me: *senyum* "baguslah. sebab kalau u pukul i walau sekali pun, i tumbok u berjuta-juta kali lagi sampai u cedera parah.."

muka encik husband kembali serius. 1-0.

3rd Pregnancy Check-up (dan suami pun nak entertain sama..)

semalam tak sempat nak update blog sebab semalam pergi check up baby. pergi seorang diri membawa diri macam biasa sebab ape?sebab encik husband tiada di sisi, dah jangan tanya lebih-lebih nanti nanes berhari-hari. hahaha....drama sangat!kadang-kadang jeles jugak tengok husband diornag ikot pergi check-up. tahniah yer buat ayah-ayah yang sweet sangat macam tu. i think nowadays husband dah mula mainkan banyak peranan sama macam isteri, which is bersama dalam apa-apa pun. kalau semua nak harap isteri tak boleh la. isteri pun bekerja jugak kan?

tapi kadang-kadang i'm glad encik husband tak ikot. i kan mengada lebih kalau husband ada. nanti i takut jiran kerusi sebelah, depan dan belakang menyampah lebih dengan kitorang. wakakaka....bajet diva. yelah kak, saya ni kalau bercakap macam bercakap dengan student dalam kelas, tak masuk lagi kegedikan tahap melampau dengan husband macam kau sorang je ada husband dalam dunia ni. kak, meh saya nak jawab. memang la semua orang ada husband, tapi husband saya yang sorang itu jelah yang saya ada. bukan 2 ke 3 ke 4, eh? hehe...so mestilah sayang dia lebih. lagipun kalau sayang husband ni dapat pahala kak. bukan nak menunjuk kasih sayang kitorang, tapi kalau dah cara melayari bahtera kitorang ni macam ni gaya nye, nak buat macam mana.

*flipshair*

so anyway, apa udate terbaru yer baby i *refer buku merah KK*
1. i sekarang 15 minggu. kira dah masuk second trimester. wehhuuuu...tahniah mommy!
2. HB masih dalam keadaan tak memberangsangkan. naik 0.01 je dari last visit. -__- i dah makan kerang berlambak dah last week pun tak naik-naik.
3. susu kena minum, kasi upgrade ke 3 gelas sehari. halaa...segelas pun mening2 nak minum.
4. total increase weight = 3kg/3month. tahniah! ada lagi 6 month to go. i bajet naek 10kg je cukup.
5. BP 119/73. i ni memang bangsa kurang darah la kot.

oh and the best moment, i got to hear the heartbeat of my baby!! *lap air mata guna belakang tangan*

mula-mula nurse suh baring. tekan-tekan perut. dia cakap, "eh..tak rasa pun!". i dah menggelabah. i mean, i kan takde langsung morning sickness, except rasa lapar and petang-petang i macam overly tired. so i selalu rasa i tak normal. macam bukan ibu nandong sekali pergi check up nurse cakap camtu lagi la memang gelabah sangat!

sekali dia amik satu machine macam dopler pun ada, tapi i tengok dah macam microphone budak-budak jer, dahla warna biru putih , comel jer. nurse sapu lubricant (sejuk!) kat perot i. dia letak dopler tu kat belah kanan perot i. "dub...dub...dub...". wahhh, anak mommy berbunyik slow and steady lagi!!!! sekali nurse cakap, "hrmm...itu heartbeat mak...". oh hampa. -__-

nurse letak ke kiri perot i pulak. "swoosh swoosh....gedeq gedeq gedeq gedeq gedeq.....".  macam bunyik angin-angin, macam kat tepi laut plak i rasa. aman je...tenang je.. sekali nurse cakap, "itu heartbeat baby...".

"ha!!ape nurse??bunyik baby??....err...camne bunyik dia nurse?nak dengar lagi sekali...". i was blurred.

"kejap eh...gedeg gedeg gedeg gedeg...tak tau la saya nak cakap camne...tapi dia macam bunyik keretapi.."

"hahahaha!!" i was laughing like mad. gila apa bunyik heartbeat baby macam bunyik keretapi atas railway tu. tapi itulah hakikatnya....hikhik...lor, anak mommy bunyik keretapi ye syg??excited la macam mommy dia jugak.

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i just wish encik husband could be there with me. but i know he's far for our own bright future jugak. so im doing fine. tapi masa balik, masa tu dalam kereta sementara tunggu aircond sejukkan kereta, i bbmed him excitedly,

Me: "syg!!syg!!omg!!!i heard your son's heartbeat!!!gedeq gedeq gedeq macam bunyik keretapi!!"
Him : "ye syg!? nakkkkkk....nak dengar jugak!!"

-__- kemain kau pun nak excited sama kan.

Me: " cannot! mommy jer boleh dengar....hikhik"
Him: " sayang...nakk...:( "

olololo...mengader giler. pastu update sikit pasal food yang nak kena tambah beli and all. haritu before balik dia ada bagi duit nafkah (hahaha...duit nafkah la sangat, tu duit makan sebab dia tau puan wife makan camne..), so i kata i nak beli macam-macam. he said okay. nanti tak cukup mintak lagi. wah wah wah....*goyang-goyang bontot*

dah update-update tu tetiba i macam sebak....sebab i rasa dia sayang sangat kat both of us. entah, tiba-tiba i rasa perasaan sayang dia tu tetiba masuk dalam badan i. berair-air mata i. memang dasar perempuan emosi. i diam je dalam kereta tu, bagi kering sikit air mata, kang jap lagi nak drive tak nampak plak kan. heee...

so Alhamdulilah. everything went well for baby pie, me and encik husband. encik husband pun semakin melemakkan wife dia dengan penuh kasih sayang. bila balik all he did was kissing my entire face and hug me whenever he can. kadang-kadang lemas dan rimas sebab baju dia yang nak kena gosok tu tite okay, bukan die, but i know he loves me with all his heart and soul.

last week, ada sekali tu, i tengah iron baju kerja dia, balik kursus bawak balik 4 baju kerja yer untuk digosokkan oleh saya, so he accompany me in our laundry room. borak-borak and gelak-gelak sambil dia meniarap tengok youtube. jap lagi dia panggil,

Him: " sayang, sini jap..."
Me: "what??". datang terhegeh-hegeh kat dia.

Him: *kiss pipi*
Me: " ada apa panggil tite? ;)". pelok-pelok encik husband.
Him: "nak kiss je la. dah dah, go sambung iron...."
Me: "huh....oi,cis!".


selang 5 minit...


Him: " sayang, sini jap..."
Me: "taknak....". buat-buat fokus ironing.
Him: "ishhh....sini la...kejap jer..."
Me: "what??". datang terhegeh-hegeh kat dia
Him: *kiss pipi*
Me: "dah. tu je kan? " jeling encik husband.
Him: "ha'ah.....hahahahaha..."

Me: " sayang.....i ni ada 3 baju lagi nak iron tau. ni dah pukul berapa ni. nanti tak sempat, u iron sendiri je k. i lipat masuk dalam beg u je...nak ke?". bebel-bebel macam mak-mak.
Him: " yelaa...yelaa....hahahaha..halaaaaa....ciom sikit pun tak boleh..."
Me: "hikhik....tite sebok la...."

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masalahnye, kalau dia datang kat kita tu takpelah, ini dahlah panggil kita, time tu dia tengah golek-golek kat lantai, kita tengah berdiri gosok baju, so dengan kita-kita sekali la kena golek, tak ke penat 20 juta kali bangun golek bangun golek. i ni dah la ibu nandong. takde perasaan mengasihani langsung. T__T

malam semalam lepas check up, dalam pukul 2.00am i bangun pergi weewee. dah baring tu, i tekan-tekan perot i, saje nak say hye kat baby pie, sekali i ade rasa macam lump pastu dia bergerak. geli!!! hahaha....pastu i terus tido.

Bila Kita Suka Orang Itu Sangat2

so yeah. sampai lepas sembahyang jumaat tadi, i didn't BBM encik husband. bukan sebab merajuk ke ape, i mean merajuk pun apart of it la sebab kita ni kalau kira merajuk tu ape la sangat sebab boleh je kot nak message kan kalau tak merajuk, sebab most our time kan kita suka spend untuk benda yang kita suka, contohnya bf. betul tak?

otak kita ni macam dah set, kalau benda kita suka especially bf, ada saje masa untuk diorang eventhough kita sebok. kalau bf suh buat apa laju je kita meng-free kan masa. contoh macam kalau kita tengah tengok TV citer best pun, boleh jer nak angkat call and gayut dengan diorang. macam diorang tu priority kita. tapi kalau lelaki la, kita call masa diorang tengah tengok TV, mesti diorang jawab camni, " i tengah tengok TV la, nanti call balik eh?"

kan?kan?

why la why?i mean kenapa kita selalu devoted ourselves untuk diorang, tapi susah la nak jumpa lelaki yang devoted themselves kat kita perempuan. siapa yang jumpa tu untung laa....*buat muka jeles*

hikhik!!

but yeah, encik suami pernah cakap, tak bermaksud kitorang busy tu kitorang tak teringat, tak sayang kat korang. ayat cliche kan?? mane la korang ingat kat kitorang, lagi-lagi kalau main game. ada ke korang tekan-tekan controller tu tapi dalam otak tu ingat kitorang (gf) jer?tak, kan?jangan tipu. anyway, Tuhan maybe dah buat kitorang perempuan ni special, untuk taat pada suami. makanya, hati dan perasaan dan fikiran hanya untuk si suami. right?

jadi encik husband, dont worry too much. hati dan perasaan saya memang untuk awak seorang dan tiada yang lain. even kalau zac efron datang nak minang saya pun 99.9% untuk i cakap 'no' tu tinggi. hahahaha... 0.01% tu, ermm....err.....heeee....*senyum nampak gigi*

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atiba-tiba dalam pukul 3 macam tu, susulan our small fight (bukan fight pun just isteri ajak main tag war kan...hahaha!), encik husband BBM,

"sayanggggg.....please make urself available tomorrow morning!! *hugs*"

literally, i menjerit kat ofis. hahaha...childish sangat!i tak reply, pastu i turun ofis beli rojak dengan fruits, dengan harapn, naik nanti ada message lagi dari encik husband. merajuk ni, tapi excitedly waiting for him to message.

"sayangggg...tak excited ke i nak balikkkk....;("

ok masa ni, i macam menggelabah sikit la. takut dia merajuk kang dia tak nak balik kalau i tak reply. encik husband ni jangan buat main, i mean i takdelah buat main, but if im in his shoes, memang i tak balik. i kan pemerajuk tegar.hikhik...

pastu i replied, "tite majuk.....daddy seboooooooooooooookkkkk...".

fuh. kira kalau dia dapat message gedik subhanaallah tu, dia patut faham puan wife takde nak merajuk dah tu. tinggal sakit baki jer. pastu encik husband pun relied yang dia busy, ke hulur ke hilir kerja, tengok handphone pun tak sempat. panjang-panjang la dia message. rindu la, doesn't mean dia tak ingat la..bla bla bla.

pastu to cut the story short, i pun replied dengan kadar mengada-mengada, malas nak panjangkan cerita,

"i heard ada orang nak balik esok. betul ke?:D dia nak jumpe sape laaa kan.."

lambat encik husband replied. i ni kadar excited dah sangat tinggi. dah keluar mood nak manja-manja. dah senyum-senyum kat ofis. kata baru baik merajuk. pastu scroll up and down baca messages yang lama-lama from him. rindu katenye. and hope dia replied dengan kadar kemanjaan yang tinggi jugak la kan.

sekali encik husband replied,

"tengah kelas."


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haaaa...tengok!!!tengokkk!!!camne la aku tak hangen!! oh god help...-________-




ps/: encik husband balik, definitely i have to cook. he requested some spaghetti, so malam ni off kita membeli barang. so pagi esok i amek beliau, dah kena ada la itu spaghetti. and also, i ingat nak buatkan dia some sardin roles. he loves that so much. and i nak sembahyang hajat yang dia tak request nasi lemak sotong. dia hantu nasi lemak k. sangat.

Tabung dari Daddy to his Child...hik!

semalam kan encik husband turun KL ada briefing ape ntah, dekat PNB. so the whole day he was quite busy and takde masa sangat nak layan puan wife dia punya BBM. nasibla semalam i pun a bit busy buat slides untuk next intake punya class. dahlah topic susah, Orbital, Energy Level yang spdf tu. kita faham, tapi kita nak menjalankan tugas nak memahamkan orang tu agak payah. anyway, habes satu chapter dah, nak masuk chapter 2. bagus! di mana ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan yer anak-anak.

so anyway, malam tu bila encik husband dah pulang ke tempat asal dia tu, sekali dia BBM picture ni kat i. masa tu i tengah jalan-jalan dengan abang i pergi Cold Storage, beliau nak cari wheat germ. i macam biasalah pow abang macam-macam. Curik Lays yang sour n' cream, Kellog's Cornflakes, Twister oren yang twin pack tu, dua chocolate tubes, Root Beer yang dari UK tu ape ntah brand dia dah lupa dah. abang tanya ni macam-macam ni sape nak makan?? i hulur perut je kat dia. pastu dia geleng-geleng kepala. pastu i cakap kuat-kuat, "thank u uncle!!". hahaha saiko.... masa nak balik tu i nampak magnum aiskrim. tangan rasa ringan je nak amek yang chocolate truffle tu, tapi tapi....kesihatan harus di jaga kan?wakakaka...balik tu lalu roti boy, i suruh dia beli 4 roti, dua i lagi dua untuk orang kat rumah.

eh kita nak cerita pasal gambar kan?? ha ni la gambar nyer!!

dengan caption ," adam's first tabung!!"

*pitam*

ni sama ada nak suh anak ajar menabung, ataupun dia macam sublime message bagitau mommy dia supaya jangan belanja banyak sangat sebab anak sendiri kena tabung duit dia untuk beli pampers nanti. hahahaha...kuang asam sangat daddy nihh!

but he was so sweet, isn't it?? capture pic ni, hantar kat i bersusah payah, and the thoughts of him nak bagi tabung ni kat anak dia. he nearly made me cry because masa i dapat gambar ni, hati i macam melting melting jer...-__-

so i replied, "sayang simpankan tabung ni baik-baik k....". *hati bunga-bunga*

although tabung tu PNB bagi free untuk visitors dia, but the thought of him that matters the most. that he wanted to give the tabung tu our baby.  i kan macam happy je kalau encik husband doplohompatjam ingat kat i, kat baby je. hahaha...

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ehhhh....encik husband call!! i taknak angkat....-__- sebab i merajuk. pagi tadi dia tak manja2 kan i pun. dahlah tite rindu dia. pastu sebok. sebok la dengan kerja dia tu. oklah, ibu nandong amarah ni. dia pun nak marah sama la tu sebab i merajuk. sebab lepas misscall dia BBM,

"katne"

no the usual, "katne sayang...." with smileys, and hugs, and kisses.

ok takpe, let the war begins!
*ikat kain kat kepala, sapu kiwi hitam bawah mata, angkut senapang, muka fokus*

Makan Macam-macam Sedap!

encik husband yang emosi sekarang ada kat Kuala Lumpur, but as usual bukan boleh jumpa pun, dia kan sebok bekerja, so kesian la i sensorang lagi. tak payah nak sensorang sangat la, kata duduk dengan parents kan? well anyway, this week i pray hard that dia boleh cuti because we are (the whole family) is going somewhere for a short gateway!! *lompat bintang*

dah lama sangat tak pergi bercuti, rasanya last bulan september masa kitorang cuti ke JB. stayed at The Zon Hotel ( it was a very uneasy experienced there, i personally do not recommend you guys to stay at the hotel although i had been stayed there for the fourth times...i is menyesal sangat2 because it was to be a very memorable honeymoon). went to Johor Premium Outlet, ate yummy seafood. so this time, i hope encik husband balik, so we can have our romantic stroll along the beach while holding hands, and kissing and hugging by the sunset. hahahaha....mat saleh sangat!

semalam, i only ate oats, honewdey and tembikai for lunch, and one karipap, so i was feeling hungry bila balik rumah. parents went out to IJN to see our atok sedara (he's not doing very well...-__-), so bila i went to dapur, there were only a scoop of nasi, and leftover kari ikan and taucu. since im not a picky eater, and during this pregnancy pun i tak rasa nak muntah or uneasy tengok certain food, so i makan jela. i don't think i eat more than i should, but really i did threw up 20minutes after the dinner.hahaha.....too much of water maybe.

so malam tu, my elder brother masak sotong halia, and rebus kerang. so ate kerang la, and of course with the sotong. so kitorang gather kat dapur, talking nonsense, hahaha.....

this morning, i took my pills, and ate dua keping roti gardenia sapu nutella husband belikan. omnomnomnom......sedap sangat!!dah lama tak makan macam tu. ;D dulu kalau dekat rumah kami, i selalu packed kan dia roti sapu nutella, siap potong empat bagi senang dia nak makan. i cakap dengan encik husband, "sayang makan roti ni pukul 10am tau. not less than that..tau sayang tau?". guess pukul berapa dia makan roti tu?

yer. the minute he arrives at the office sambil buat kerja which is dalam pukul 9am macam tu. -__- dia kata tak tahan bekal wife dia bawakkan. bukan roti tu je, kadang i bawakkan scramble eggs dengan frankfurters pun time tu dia makan jugak. padahal kat rumah dah makan. aaaaa......hikhikhik..

but he is so sweet. kadang-kadang kalau terbangun lambat, tak sempat breakfast kat rumah, i just pack kan dia food. so kadang-kadang dia tak tau i bawakkan apa. so one day tu i bawak ape entah, dia happy and excited sangat bila dia bukak tupperware kat ofis. -__- siap snap and hantar pic kat i, "tq syg!!!it was a marvellous breakfast...i love you...". -__-

bagi pujian-pujian tu nak suruh kita cook hari-hari la tu. hikhik....

nanti i nak cuba masak kueyteow or mee or mihun untuk breakfast. so senang nanti dia takde la lapar sangat, sebab kadang-kadang tengah hari encik husband balik rumah, tidur la ape la. sebab dekat sangat ofis dengan rumah kitorang.

i ingat nak cuba masak lauk, so dah siap hidang kalau tengah hari dia nak makan. tapi rasa macam tak mampu lagi nak bangun pagi-pagi masak lauk-lauk. lagipun encik husband pun bukan dia kasi sangat i bangun pagi, kadang-kadang i bangun cakap nak gi masak breakfast pun lagi kuat dia peluk taknak bagi bangun. -__-

sebab tu kalau lambat pergi kerja dah tau siapa yang punya kerja. *kibasrambut*

Perfume dan Suami yang Emosi..haha!

hari ni bangun pukul 7am. gara-gara bangun weewee macam biasa setiap 2jam, pukul 12am, pukul 2am, pukul, 4am, pukul 6am. bagus anak mommy, mommy minum air manyak-manyak, awak buang pun manyak kan?hikhik....anything for you sayang, bangun pagi tak tidur pun mommy sanggup...hee...

harini i brought my sejadah given by my aunty yang baru balik dari Mekkah hari tu, and bawak sekali telekung yang bersih. i menyesal pulak guna telekung kat surau office ni bila i perasan jerawat mula naik dekat pipi, the same line as telekung line. i thought it was some malfunction hormon untuk orang pregnant yang 10-11weeks, tapi i dah habis first trimester ni pun sama jugak jerawat dia, so i guess it's about the hygiene. pakailah kak produk mahal mana, tapi kalau hygiene tak jaga, especially cadar and sarung bantal tak tukar atleast setiap minggu, sama la jugak takkan ada kesan. siap bawak socks yang wool tu sebab sejuk gila kat ofis sekarang ni, hujan plus centralize aircond, hazab sangat.

encik husband BBM tadi,

Him: " syg, i love u so much...:( miss u sangat2....sekarang ni selalu rindu2 dekat syg..."

i macam biasa la, kalau tak sakitkan hati dia kan tak sah. so i asked him back,

Me: "awak ni betul ke cinta and sayang kat kite ni??ke main-main je ni..."

Him: " Kite cinta n sayang sgt kat awak...*hugs* bau awk sedap, buat sy rs secure..."

Pang!!! kuang asam sangat jawab camtu. hahaha....yela, i tau la bau i tak berapa nak sedap. -__- tedih ar camni...thinking of changing into a new scent. dari awal kitorang kawan, i only used Miracle from Lancome. in between, encik husband pernah belikan Jadore from Christian Dior. Turn out the smell not suit me, dia macam lavish, high-end punye bau. mak-mak datin sesuai la kot. ada lagi 3/4 penuh lagi kat rumah Jadore tu, but i only use it sometimes. but then, when i lost weight, the Miracle tak tak sesedap dulu lagi kat badan i, macam tak melekat bau tu pun yer. the smell jadi macam too strong for me.

then i changed to Chloe. bau dia bapak sedap!! tapi encik husband tak suka. -__- my god!!cerewet sangat. haritu i heret dia pergi perfume counter suh dia try bau Blue from Ralph Lauren. so dia kata dia suka. so nanti bila duit poket dah penuh, boleh beli la perfume itu. yeay!! or maybe i should ask encik husband to buy for me for my birthday. kan? brilliant idea!

anyway, after a few BBMs, i asked encik husband,

Me: "Nanti balik nak suwoh yayang suap tite...tite malas nak makan sendiri. ok yayang?"
Him: "Ok syg...anything for u..."

Me: "Enkiuuu....ur the best bf ever!!"
Him: "lama i tak suap u kan syg?"

Me: " E'erm...skrg dia isi pewot die je tau..hikhik...lepas ni yayang kene suap, sbb air tangan syg tu nanti baby pie dapat...:)"
Him: " *hugs* dahla sayang...tak nak citer..sebak..."

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sebenarnye entry ni ada lagi penyudahnya. tapiiii...lepas save internet connection out. stress ni.hahaha!!

ok la nanti buat entry lain plak. nak merajuk 20minit jap.

Worth Waiting

hahaha....
akhirnya encik husband pulang ke pangkuan i. wahh...dramatic sangat! but he was only with me from 12pm until 7pm. boleh??rasa nak nangis je sebab tabung rindu i just half full. hrmm...cukup la kot untuk minggu ni..hikhik..

i arrived first at home and i felt so tired sempat tidur dulu. bila i bangun tau-tau dia dah kat atas katil dengan i. hahaha....tak senonoh isteri camni. but really, penat pulak driving. oh yer, penat driving sebab tau-tau dah nak sampai Pulau Indah. -__- stress gila dah masa tu. kena tol sampai RM8.80. perot pun dah sakit-sakit sebab stress. sian baby pie kena menanggung sama stress mommy dia. hahaha...so i make a u-turn at area USJ, sebab kalau i go straight, trust me, i'll be at Pelabuhan Klang. hahaha...

we had a long talked on the bed, cerita all of his activties, gelak-gelak, tanya pasal baby pie, and all. we really loveee to spend our time just like that, just the two of us, talking facts and nonsense, cuddling and reminisce and also thankful for what we have now. we were so blessed to have each other, and felt so thankful that he got some time off, that we can spend our time together..=)

pagi tu mama masakkan nasi lemak, so i packed them and brought to our house. i just goreng ikan bilis rangup, and served all the food for him. he asked for telur goreng, i thought we have some eggs at home but none left. kalau tau i dah goreng siap-siap dari rumah mama. sedih gila masa husband mintak fried egg, dahla dia balik jauh-jauh but no food is around. so i said im sorry, that we don't have eggs at home. he said okay and continue eating. hahaha....drama lebih je puan wife, encik husband okay jer..heee...

lepas  makan macam biasa la, we watched TV. husband slept on my lap, for such a long time sampai bontot i kebas..hahaha! nak kejut dia macam tak sampai hati jer, so i waited for a few minutes. lepas tu i tengok dia macam nak terbangun so i terus kejut dia, asked him to sleep in our bedroom. bangun, i terus la switched off fan dengan TV, he waited for me, semata nak jalan pegang tangan masuk bilik. hahahaha....so cute!tak tau la mamai ke apa dia tu, or dia memang tunggu i...hahaha....

petang tu, we went to take some of his clothes yang dia hantar kat dobi, it was a very fast service without extra charge. sangat best! teman dia potong rambut, and also beli some skin lotion sebab dia macam ada rashes, maybe dapat masa pergi camping haritu. petang tu we packed his clothes, and sent him off to TBS.

rasa sangat sekejap dapat jumpa encik husband. balik tu, dua-dua BBM, rindu la sedih la ape. hahaha...this time lagi cruel sebab jumpa sekejap je. -__- i asked husband, "kan i dah cakap kalau sehari je tak payah balik sayang. it will be more tiring dengan travel apa semua...".

he answered,

"i just want to get home to see my wife, i miss her.."