You Marah Dengan I Ke?????

dah 4 days tak tahu khabar encik husband. i'm quite worried sebab he's not like as what he is. tapi itu lah, bila dengan kita, he can become someone that he is, dia boleh jadi diri dia sepenuhnya, tapi when in a critical situation, he HAS to be someone he is not, he is now with responsibility and task that needs to be done.

rindu tak menahan dah ni. bayangkanlah, he was with me like 24/7. like all the time. even kalau dia ada klass or meeting, or audit sekalipun, i will find him, and bother him as much as i want, and when he gets mad, that's when my mission accomplish. hahahaha....bila bergaduh, that's when he knows that i need him so bad. sebab dia tahu, kalau wife dia dah tak berapa normal, tak berapa nak jadi diri sendiri, manja melampau-lampau and ada mode-mode nak gaduh, dia tahu dia kena layan i. if not, nanti chernobyl datang. hahaha...cruel eh?

walaupun hp dia is not switch on, hari-hari pun i hantar bbm messages kat dia, hari-hari pun post msg on his facebook wall, biarlah orang kata i obses ke, i gila ke, i tak memahami ke, afterall he is my husband, and he knows me at the very best. orang tak tahu disebalik pintu rumah tangga orang, masalah and how they conduct their on relationship, and kita tak sepatutnya berprasangka bukan-bukan.

amboi cik kak, cakap bukan main, macam la awak tu tak pernah have any sort of evil thought kat orang lain??hehehe...i had!kita kan manusia. tapi since my working environment less malays, sikap untuk mengumpat dan menfitnah sangat-sangat la kurang. and dapat jauhkan i dari dosa mengumpat, yeay!

kadang-kadang ada kawan-kawan dia yang tolong comment, at least hati i macam rasa dia yang reply. hahaha...sickening sangat i ni..rindu melampau-lampau la. -__- haritu gaduh dengan encik husband, agaknya dia tak tahan sangat dengan perangai i yang tak boleh blah ni, nak perhatian. so he said these,

"awak, kita dah 8tahun in relationship wak, apa lagi yang tak cukup ni?? boleh tak awak jadi macam wife orang lain?yang normal?"

memang darah i terus boiled sampai 1000 degree celcius. itu memang statement mengundang perang terbesar ever. i senang je. orang kalau tengah marah (padahal i yang buat dia marah kan?teehee...), i jawab camni,

"okay. fine. bye."

hahaha...itu memang comeback paling terbaik yang i boleh buat. lepas tu dia mati kutu la. kira marah dia tak boleh nak dilepaskan. hahaha...i memang seronok la gaduh-gaduh macam tu. gaduh yang tak mendatangkan kebaikan.

husband replied,

"sayang...communication sayang..tell me apa yang i buat salah..."

senyap. senyap. senyap. takde i nak reply message dia.

sampailah i rasa bosan tak bercakap dengan dia. ada la lebih kurang dalam 18jam tak reply message dia. so i replied lebih kurang macam ni,

"hai daddy...buat apa tu?? :)" siap senyum, siap flower, siap hugs semua. macam takde pape.

hahahaha...sakit otak dah isteri dia ni. tapi dia tahu, sejak 8 tahun i bercinta dengan dia, sikit pun tak pernah kurang cinta and sayang i kat dia. sikit pun tak pernah berubah amount of attention yang i bagi kat dia. sikit pun tak pernah i berpaling tadah dengan dia (if flirting dengan artis is not counted laa..haha). sikit pun i tak pernah rasa bosan dengan dia. he knew me very very well. i talk a lot, and i talk a lot to him and at everything.

sebab tu, kadang-kadang kalau i penat after all the hard work and extra work kat rumah, and i act a bit quiet, sikit je pendiam tu, macam kalau i lalu dekat hallway tu, i tak stop and hug him and kiss him, and punch him on the perut, atau pun kalau dia kat meja makan, bila i lalu dari dapur nak ke our room, i tak stop by and type assorted letter on his laptop, or terbalikkan kertas-kertas kerja dia and he will get so mad at me so i run away, or goda-goda him at the table, he will (eventually) shout at me,

"YAYANG!!!!!U MARAH DENGAN I KE!!!???"

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sometimes a talkative person need her own sweet time bebeh. her own quiet time.