Pembawakan

pernah tak, kite kenal someone tu, kita tau perangai dia lain, and tiba-tiba tak lama lepas tu perangai dia berubah? hipokrit ke dia ni? hahahaha....i definitely wouldn't talking about someone else rather my own husband. *pengsan*

i dah tau mana datang semua sifat sensitif dia yang tiba-tiba muncul out of nowhere. tau dari mana? yer, dari budak kecik comel dalam perut i ni. pembawakan budak. hahaha...i don't know if its even true but dari pengamatan i, memang sah la ni.

firstly, husband was never ever acted this way. dulu, he don't even care what is happening to me. kalau i merajuk pun, takde dia heran nak pujuk. dia biar i berendam air mata sorang-sorang, nanti i dah baik sendiri, dia layan jela macam biasa (so damn cruel). senang cerita, typical lelaki melayu. kalau you look in his face features, memang muka dia tahap garang melampau. kalau sekarang dia marah kat i over something, i rather not looking at his face. pejam-pejam mata je.

anyway, talking about his sensitivity, hari tu kitorang ada a bit quarrel, biasa la puan fareenz ni bila kejauhan tu, dia punya mintak attention macam 10 juta tahun tak jumpe kan. dia nak spotlight tu hulur kat dia 24 jam, padahal dia tahu husband dia tu pergi bekerja, bukan pergi swimming atau memancing. tapi nak jugakkkk. bila husband reply bbm lambat 10 saat tu, dia dah tukar hijau (hulk) dah. bahahahaha.....

so gaduh la. time gaduh tu, perasaan ibu nandong mula la berlegar-legar cari idea nak sakitkan hati encik suami. rasa puas. lepas tu i cakap, "you don't even care about us, why should you be part of us?". kurang ajar kan i cakap camtu? encik suami, never ever, not even sekali pun utter macam tu kat i. yer, i memang kejam. i know that and i should have change. not good for both of us. tapi ketahuilah masa tu i marah sangat. i sedih because i don't get that enough attention from him.

and yes, he get so hurt with that statement, he said he wanted to cry so badly, but he was in the class masa tu. dia kate dia tak pernah terasa macam tu. i macam biasa la, buat tak tahu je and don't even bother to reply his bbms.

to cut the story short, entah ape dia cakap buat i rasa bersalah sangat. i biasalah, time dah baik gaduh mula la rasa bersalah. and i make it up to him. mintak maaf sepenuh hati. and i said, "kalau takde u sayang, baby pie pun takde kan?"

ehehehe. so now we are back on track and masih sayang menyayangi seperti dulu. i think by this time, encik suami tau dah kot isteri dia boleh tahan super emosi upon almost everything. i always did. and he knows that.

*hugs*