hari ni sayu je hati. pagi-pagi encik husband dah buat drama sinetron, rasanya sebab tu la terbawak-bawak sampai sekarang ni. now pukul 4pm. relak jap sementelah kejap lagi nak smabung mark papers yang berlambak tu.
pagi tadi husband mintak my pic. kan benda tukar-tukar gambar ni jadi macam something special for us, dengan cara hantar gambar tu we know that walauppun kitorang jauh, but at least we can 'see' each other. tapi still rasa dia tak sama macam every morning bila dia hantar i pergi kerja and we bid goodbye. dah jumpa pagi pun, sampai ofis mintak gambar jugak.hahaha...kitorang kan macam belangkas.
ada this one time tu, kitorang kat rumah aunty biasalah my family bab buat makan-makan free banyak je. habis i malas la nak ngendeng-ngendeng dengan dia plus perut dah kenyang memang tak bernafsu nak kat dia, ecewahhh....hahaha. baru jauh 2 minit i nampak kepala dia sibuk-sibuk cari i. i buat dek jela. dah faham sangat. tapi kepala dia sibuk-sibuk la gerak. i tengok celah ekor mata je.
pastu lelama kesian plak dia. so i tengok je muka dia, cepat-cepat dia panggil suh duk sebelah. -_- helpp!! taknak jadi isteri derhaka, pergi la jugak kat dia. kacau-kacau dia sikit, lepas tu tidur. yela perut dia dah kenyang kan? i rasa dia tu niat memang nak tidur, tapi dia nak bau i dulu, baru boleh tidur. apakah?hahaha....pastu dia dah tidur, i pergi la tempat lain. hahaha....
oh pagi tadi, i hantar la gambar i.
Me: "dapat pic dah sayang?"
Him: "dah...tq sayang!"
Him: "ermm...sayu jer i tengok gambar u.."
Me: *offended* " nape syg?selekeh eh?macam org xde laki eh?"
Him: "takla syg...i sedih je tgk u..kesian kat u.."
Me: *berlinangan air mata, muka rasa panas and tebal*
encik husband tu, kalau you all tengok muka dia, memang muka nak makan orang, likee seriously. kalau dia tak senyum (dia memang tak senyum pun) lagi la rasa mamat ni bajet bagus, rasa hensem, poyo semua ade laa. tapi satu je orang tak tahu, hati dia lembut bab sutera. wahh exaggerate...melampau bini dia nie.
but he really kind at heart. that's the reason why i keep on falling in love with him.
so i rasa muka i penat plus dia teringat i pregnant, and masa tu gambar i tu i amik dalam train. so maybe dia rasa i penat, kena pergi kerja naik train padahal tengah pregnant kan. maybe that's how he felt for me at that time.
then i replied,
"daddy...don't worry daddy. both of us are doing fine. but we miss you so much..;)"
Fast Forward to 2022
2 years ago
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at anytime tht i hve some problems wth my En. bf, i will read ur blog utk sejukkan hati. bahagianya u and husband. i dgn bf dah 5 years, of cz ada planng to get married but paling cpt pn in 3 years time. hopefully i akan bahagia juga dengan buah hati i macam u dgn encik suami. :) i will always pray for your happiness.semoga u, baby n husband selalu di rahmati Allah insyaAllah. :)
tq for ur doa dear. that's my hope. people drop by and pray for our safety n health.
dont worry, your happy days will come. i've waited for him for 8years, and he decided to get married on our 8th year of relationship. ;)
dont give up on ur love no matter what if u feel like he's the one for u. jangan putus2 doa and work for the best.
semoga u sentiasa bahagia dengan pilihan u.;)
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