5 days before Hari Raya

I know. We have only like 5 days away from raya. Tell me if I were that excited to celebrate raya, no I'm not. Unlike previous years. But somehow I already bought my baju raya a few months back, I bought my designer handbag a few months back, and I bought my kasut raya last 2 weeks.

Talking about kasut raya, it was the comfiest, and the highest kasut raya I owned. Blame CK for that. Sebab dia sangat selesa, I lupa dengan ketinggian mencecah 173cm ini, I beli kasut setinggi 5inci. Memang bodoh tapi memang selesa tak tipu.

If la kan, I only wear it once and then I rasa stupid walking around dengan ketinggian ridiculous macam tu, I jual la kat blog nie. By the way the size is 40 but fits my size 10 foot effortlessly. Ada pembeli? I doubt. Tapi siapa nak book email la I.

I didn't make my biskut raya yet. Usually I baked choc chip cookies, cornflake cookies, and biskut arab. I will buy london almond as my favo raya cookies and jem tart. Then I will bake my infamous choc cake and fruit cake. And during raya I will make puding caramel. Let's see if sempat buat semua nie.

My house is a mess. We let go the maid to her kampung and suffer on our own during hari raya.siapa yang akan jadi bibik? Yours truly. Jemur kain,angkat kain, design rumah, arrange barang, basuh pinggan,masuk kuih dalam balang,anyam ketupat, are all my jobs.adik?she will watching TV the whole day and gives silly excuse like "adik puasa la..". Yes, she is 20.

I'm not worried about raya. I'm worried the 'after' raya. Dahla kena pergi beraya rumah mak mertua for the first time ever in my 8year relationship. Basah ketiak la weh..hikhik..tapi mama encik bf being the coolest mom ever, I know she will be a great companion later. Same where,I will be a great companion for her silly mengader manja son.

Oh, encik bf tak pernah miss out bagi duit raya kat I. Selalu kalau dia tak bagi pun, I selalu ingat2 kan.muahaha..Cukuplah I nak bayar bill Digi bulan depan.biar dapat dari tak dapat langsung.

So, every morning selalu kitorang akan bertukar sweet texts atau paling jahat pun menganjing each other.and we always exchange our pictures. Tapi today he was damn busy sampai pukul 2 pun tak anta gambar lagi. Dah la rindu, lagi buat kita tunggu lama-lama. Tiba-tiba dia anta gambar siap dengan the cheekiest smile ever. Boleh tak? Rasa nak gugur jantung tengok my other nyawa buat macam tu.

Haihh..macam mana la tak makin sayang.

Eh, ini lari topik raya nie. Anyway hari ini ada dua majlis berbuka puasa. Kat ofis and kat PJ. Masa untuk menggemukkan diri!!

Ps: sabtu sabtu. Lambat sungguh kamu.

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