Just One Night

oh sorry....lama dah rasanya tak update blog. not because i dont want to (alasan). i typed those words dalam phone, lepas tu buat clearance, terdelete semua sekali. damn sangat di situ. so ended up feeling so sad and sakit hati (of course dengan diri sendiri) and there's no one to be blame especially encik husband. eh?hahaha...takde kena mengena kan.

anyway, 'just one night' entry, can you please justify yourself?

yes i can! (suara kecil). hahahaha....saiko!

encik husband telah di kidnapped oleh i (dengan rela hatinya beliau) sebab beliau dah tak tahan dengan tortures yang menimpa diri beliau dan kawan-kawan beliau. halaa, mind torturing sikit je pun dah tak tahan. macam mana nak jadi daddy ni. oh by the way, encik husband decided nak baby pie pangil dia "daddy" instead of "papa" sebab dia kata "papa" tu papa kedana. boleh nampak tak the irelevancy there?tak nampak kan? i pun tak faham. malas nak argue with him, i decided to just agreed with whatever things he said.

lagipun maksu baby pie (my youngest sister) belikan bib kat mothercare UK ada tulis "i love mummy", "i love daddy", dengan belang2 , 3pc rm30 ringgit je. wuwuwuwu...dekat mothercare sini rm48 okay. nasib i tak beli. ...hahaha *cheapskate punya mommy* lepastu i dah belikan bibs baby pie from carter's jugak 5 helai, i carter's jumper, dengan princess toys from lamaze. mama i tanye "bib banyak-banyak nak buat ape?". tak kisah la mama, janji comel!

sabtu tu encik husband suruh i kidnap dia by lunch time. of course being the skema one, i asked him to be strong both physical and mental. but he kept on BBMed me,

"sayang.....amik la i sekarang....plzzzzz"

kang selang 2 minit dia BBM lagi. apakah? -_________- baru pukul 2.30pm kot. definitely he can't escape the training programs. aktiviti still going on masa tu. kalau ikut nafsu memang i nak je culik dia time 2.30 tu, tapi fikir dengan kewarasan dan kesabaran i, i buat kuat-kuat jela.

sekali i senyap je, taknak layan kerenah dia yang mengada-ngada tu. tapi masa tu i dah siap cantik-cantik wangi-wangi nak jumpe dia by 10pm because that was what we agreed on. initially that was the plan. tiba-tiba dia BBM i cakap,

"sayang...you dah boleh datang kot sekarang...". at 7.30pm.

dia cakap, the bosses bagi perlepasan jumpa family. antara percaya dengan tak, i started my car and drove through DUKE to meet him. masa tu hujan lebat gila and dalam hati i cakap, "why la hujan??adakah tanda-tanda dia tipu i, so kitorang akan jumpa lambat, and boss dah tunggu kat luar pagar nak stop siapa-siapa yang nak skip?"

but no. he's telling me the truth (dramatic sangat la cerita ni). hahahaha.....i picked him up, hantar dia dekat hostel dia (training centre and the hostel jauh and from two different tempat), waited for him to mandi and packed those baju kotor. tak sampai 30mins dia dah turun, all fresh and bau sedap. dapnyee ciomm....heyyyppp!!hahaha....

then we went for dinner, talked and had a great date. rindu melampau. balik rumah tapau otak-otak and burger. watched football (kelantan vs sarawak) sambil peluk-peluk kat depan TV, but you know la encik husband, 5minit je letak kepala, kebabom tido. hahaha....

i biar je dia tidur sekejap. actually ibu nandong (yes it's me!) mengalami sakit pinggang yang mild so i rasa tak selesa sangat laying on the comforter depan TV. i should sleep on bed bukan lantai keras. oleh kerana sangat tak tahan, i kejut him masuk bilik. perghhhh....nak kejut satu masalah jugak ni.

he can't be kejut like, "b!bangun masuk!". kalau rasa nak tapak kaki melekat kat dahi buatlah. kena kejut kena goyang2 sikit, bisik-bisik sikit. almost 20minits kejut dia okay. kesabaran memang kena tinggi yer. tapi i senang, sejak ada baby pie nie, dia je la umpan i. "sorry sayang, mommy used you even before you were born. kata tag team dengan mommy kan?hikhik...". so i bisik kat telinga dia slow-slow manja-manja bila dia dah separuh sedar tu,

"sayang...bangun sayang GOSOK GIGI (sambil usap-usap ubun2 encik husband). tadi awak makan burger kan sayang...mesti banyak burger melekat kat gigi tecik awak..hikhik...you wouldn't want auni to go to sleep without brushing her teeth kan sayang?you're a good daddy kan sayang?bangun sayang...brush your teeth first...pastu kita masuk tido k.."

conversation kat atas darab 5 kali i ulang benda yang sama. sekarang boleh la takde baby kan?esok dah ada baby, lantak berulat gigi tu pun i buat dek jeerr. hahahaha....encik husband mendengus-dengus la, nak marah la tu. -___________- dah kejut manja-manja pun kena marah. iskkk....

lama jugak la tunggu dia berus gigi. i think dia tidur dulu dalam toilet tu baru nak gosok gigi. lantakla, janji bersih mulut. ni nak tidur-tidur dengan kita mulut ada burger, apakah? hahaha....kitorang make it as a habit before tidur gosok gigi. hopefully esok anak-anak pun ikut jugak. kebersihan harus diutamakan.

pagi tu 5.30am dah bangun siap-siap nak hantar encik husband balik training centre dia. i siap berkemban gorengkan jemput-jemput buat alas perut encik husband. dalam kereta kena la suap dia, selalu pun camtu. i kan pembantu dia. sampai makan pun nak dibantu. -_________-

walaupun sekejap je kitorang jumpa, but it mean the most to us. masa yang ada tu memang fokus kat kitorang dua jer. borak-borak, update each other (padahal BBM 24 jam), but it is not the same bila kita jumpa depan-depan kan?

and that night, i have my sleeping partner back in my arms, even if its just for one night.

thank you sayang, for being here with me when i needed u the most. i love you still.