Hargai Aku (bukan tajuk lagu Armada la..ahaha)

en husband bengang.

sebab everytime we planned to do something, it won't (easily) happen. ahaha...contohnya, every saturday or sunday morning, we planned to have our morning walk/jog at the taman near our house. but yeah, we take things for granted. akhirnya, bergolek dan bergelimpangan atas katil sampai la pukul 9am. bangun pun sebab lapar. nanti ada je bunyik-bunyik cengkerik mintak makan. ahahaha..... sebab isnin sampai jumaat memang we make used of our entire body and energy. wake up at usual time 5.30am-6.00am, kemas masak, pergi kerja and hit the bed by 12am. so memang tidur 5-6 jam tu is enough, but sometimes we need that 'extra' sleep time, lagi-lagi kita tau takde komitmen on that day kan?lagi la sedap.

but i had kept reminding en husband to have our usual walk/jog together. dulu before pregnant memang every night and every week kitorang go for a run, tapi now bila i dah pregnant, en husband pun lebih kurang naik je perut dia. so nak tak nak, weekend ni (esok) mesti go for a walk. lagipun i tinggal sebulan je lagi. so lagi banyak jalan/exercise, mintak juga dipermudahkan bersalin. =)

pagi tadi, i cooked nasi goreng cina sebab semalam memang sengaja masak lebih, nak tapau bawak pergi office. so pagi-pagi dah menumbuk cili. kul 6.15am camtu en husband dah bangun. selalunya tunggu i kejut breakfast baru nak bangun. dia cakap, "i bangun awal sebab i terdengar u tumbuk2 kat dapur. i cakap teman sayangla kat depan...terharu i wife i pagi-pagi dah masak...".

hrmm...i rasa selagi dalam hati i penuh rasa cinta dan sayang i untuk en husband, and i rasa en husband have the same feelings for me, selagi tu la i mampu je nak buat segala untuk dia. sebab bila kita sayang and cinta kat orang tu, kita sanggup buat apa jer utnuk dia, sanggup bersusah-payah untuk dia. at least, that is how i feel. =) sebab i tau, kalau i masak-dia akan makan. dia akan makan sebab dia kata sedap. so kita pun rasa happy, and kita rasa dihargai and disayangi. kadang-kadang time kitorang makan tu, he give me a lot of kisses sepanjang kitorang makan tu. kadang-kadang mulut penuh food pun dia kiss jugak sambil cakap "thanks masakkan untuk kita..." and i always replied, "thank you daddy sebab belikan food untuk kitorang...".

kadang-kadang orang tak perasaan, en husband pun mungkin tak tau, the simple wishes and effort yang dia buat untuk i, macam say thanks and everything, really make my day. really helps me to improve myself more than everyday. that i always happy to do something for him. penat memang penat, sebab kita guna tenaga. but kalau in the end, kita yang happy? the tiredness doesn't even being remembered.

i selalu cakap, "bole la sayang nak manja-manja, tak sampai setahun kahwin kan...ahahaha". but i dont think it is going to go away in a few days. hikhik.....orait....have fun people!