Make Up Punya Cerita

you know, for 8 years me with encik husband, dari jadi kawan, couple, fiance and now, a wife to him, selama 8 years tu jugaklah i never go out with him without my makeup. why?simply because we girls, we love nice things, beautiful things, and things that boost up our confidence. right?? when we wear baju yang cantik, or tudung yang cantik, or we go to a saloon, we did our makeup (for those who loves it) etc etc kita akan rasa lebih confident (sebab kita rasa lebih cantik).

alright. so sekarang put it in your mind, that this writer LOVES makeup (and nice things).

but.....

apparently her husband not so into the makeup (and trends). prfttt...

selama i jadi wife dia, boleh kira la berapa kali dia IZINKAN i keluar dengan dia with my makeup ON. and boleh kira banyak kali jugaklah i bergaduh dengan dia. ahahaha....erghh, stress!! but mostly i ended up listening to him (taknaklah tambah dosa kann...) but most of the time jugak la i put my makeup on.

and that's why i suka siap dalam toilet (with the wetness of the bathroom...euww). nak taknak terpaksa jugaklah kan. sebab you know what, if he sees me trying to put some (baca situ k...SOME je), he will asked,

"kenapa make up sayang?"

dengan muka buat-buat confius . and jatuh bergolek la segala keyakinan i untuk nampak cantik di depan suami i. walaupun itu semua adalah imaginasi i semata-mata (rasa cantik) sebab dia cakap i lagi nampak cantik WITHOUT the makeup.prftt..

siapa cantik without makeup?? ahahaha.... its not about natural beauty sayang, it's about how a very small thing can boost up our confidence. as simple as that.

tapi kadang-kadang kalau i balik wedding ke (yang encik husband tak ikot) and selalunya i kalau dengan kawan bergaya sakan termasuk makeup, bila dia kat rumah i balik and dia peluk i, dia cakap, "cantik-cantik ni awak dari mana??". haaa....nampak tak ke konfiusan kita di situ. -_____-

bukan setakat makeup je, my style of clothing pun dia jadikan isu jugak. he LOVES it when i put on my t-shirt and jeans and pump shoes, and that's it. BOLEH?? ohemgee sangat sayang, orang pakai t-shirt pergi pasar beli ayam timbang je sayang. hahaha....eh, ter-exaggerate plak. but it's true people. kalau i pakai macam tu kemain la suka.

i'm not sure dia memang suka i macam ni (for me: selekeh and tak siap), or dia nak sabotaj hidup i. ahahaha....

so, talking about maxi dress, what's that??? talking about pallazo pants, what??? talking about chiffon tops, ehh ape tu??? talking about peplum, euwwww...... high heels and wedges? absolutely NO.

nampak tak how bad is my condition??

bukanlah i nak merungut, tapi bila i tengok youtube tengok makeup tutorial, i jadi macam, alahai cantiknyerr.... nak jugak nak jugak!!heee... i rasa dah lama i tak cantik-cantik. eh, boleh?? ahahaha....

but that is what life suppose to be. dah tau kan, kita cantik untuk suami SAHAJA. so apa yang suami suka, itulah kita buat. and i buat jugak kehendak encik husband, tapi kadang-kadang datang amarah super saiya dragon ball i, i belasah buat tak dengar jer.so lepas ni, i nak cantik-cantik ikot spesifikasi suami i jela nampak gayanya (baca:pasrah). itu lebih diredhai, dan disayangi suami. tapi i nak makeup jugak. tak kire!

untungla isteri yang suami siap belikan barang makeup suh cantik-cantik bila keluar dating. i iz jeles..... T_T