A Thought

hari ni memang not so in a good mood. my bottle of obimin pills hilang. err...not hilang, sort of misplaced. luckily i have another check-up this monday, so boleh request kat doctor. and luckily i bought my daily vitamins pills from Provite (i know it's not enough but hopefully by the food that i eat, baby pie will have enough nutrients).

pagi tadi gaduh dengan encik husband. i asked him whether he did see my pills, and yet ke asked me back, "mane??". apakah?? kalau i tau kat mana botol pil tu, takde la i tanye kat dia. but again, i was not in my good mood pagi ni, and selalunya i don't mind if he asking me a silly question pun, tapi dah namanya bad mood, cakap je apa memang kena cantas je la.

sian sayang i. =)

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baby pie is kicking rapidly now a days. and i am happy about that! dulu kalau i letak tangan, i cannot feel the kicking and pushing. but now, letak tangan pun dah boleh rasa sikit-sikit. ahhh..it is really a great feeling kan?? alhamdulilah sangat....i tak tau nak cakap apa, i just feel so blessed.

kadang-kadang kita tak tahu Allah dah tuliskan jalan hidup kita macam ni. and up until now, i can't believe that encik husband chose me to be his wife. and since i love him so dearly dari mula kitorang kawan, i might be the happiest person when he proposed me. =)

and now, kitorang dah kahwin, ada rumah, ada kereta, ada kerja, ada great families, and now we have baby pie. Allah.....semua ni tak mampu i nak terima, although i taknak Tuhan amik semua yang dah i ada sekarang. just give me more time to feel all the love surrounds me..

encik husband lagi la bertambah manja dengan i. well, it is not about manja, is about the feeling that he (wants to)  depend on me. rasa seronok kan kalau kita tahu ada orang yang sangat mengharapkan kita, rasa macam kita ni boleh diharapkan. kalau dulu masa bercinta, he couldn't be bother dengan i, merajuk ke, lapar ke, nak ajak dating ke, dia tak herannya. dulu i rasa i yang terhegeh-hegeh kat dia. hik!!

but now things work differently. semua jadi lain, semua jadi sgt lain.i happy sangat tapi at the same time i takut. takut semua ni hilang dari i. takut sangat. but i guess ini semua pinjaman Allah kat kita kan. kita kena bersyukur dan redha dengan qada' dan qadar.

but for the time being, let me enjoy everything i have right now. =)