Extreme Experience

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Broga,13Feb2011.i thought i can make it to the top, tapi lagi 500m baru nak sampai puncak.bukan taknak naik, tapi encik bf cakap, top bukit broga tu sempit and seriously, gila ramai orang. so i tak nak pegi and kitorang just lepak kat second pit tengok sunrise pagi-pagi yang hening tu.

it was damn sweet and i really had an intimate moment dengan encik bf masa tengok sunrise. we just sat there, dengan angin yang sejuk,and looking for matahari.in our own world, saya cuma ada dia,berdua di situ. bising dengan orang ramai tapi senyap dan damai. we hardly talk, but we both know we don't have to speak to deliver the love messages.

segala persediaan buat malam sebelum panjat broga.i only managed to get the basic things. encik bf malam tu dah msg nak bawak apa. it was so nice of him telling me to bawak raincoat and everything.

sampai kaki bukit broga ,tiba-tiba dia keluarkan headlight yang dia beli a day before for me. seriously it was damn sweet. headlight okay.i tak terfikir dia akan se-concern itu untuk belikan headlight sedangkan malam tu dia dah suruh bawak torchlight. rasa terharu sangat masa amik headlight tu dari tangan dia. mungkin dia tak tau pun kenapa i macam senyap masa start hiking. sebak kot.

all the way up he was with me all the time. tak pernah sekalipun dia tinggalkan i and like every second dia akan tanya wether i was okay and do i need a break.halfway through, second pitstop i muntah.he took off my sweater and put it in my bag. he took out hersheys choc and asked me to eat some sebab perut kosong tak breakfast dah gatal panjat broga.teruskan lagi jalan, then i stop (masa ni memang tak tahan). muntah lagi sekali. masa ni stop agak lama. four of our friends dah gerak dulu after i asked them to do so.tapi diorang supportive enough and tak pernah putus asa bagi semangat suh i panjat. but i was too slow.

i actually expecting yang encik bf akan cakap, "tula gatal sangat nak naik broga kan dah muntah2.." or "sebab tu saya taknak awak ikut saya dulu..". but he is not even near to that.he cheered for me, tak pernah push me to go faster. untuk setiap tanah yang i pijak, dia akan cakap, "b nampak batu besar atas tu?kat situ kita stop..u can do it sayang..". and yes of course i panjat, and stop kat situ.

mungkin mereka yang lalu sebelah kitorang macam "eleh..gedik gila..". up to you, but i really need that. the supports. and getting support from him is like getting a new invented magical pill to boost up me.it was hard for me. years of a bad lifestyle really took a toll on me. but he was there. dia ada kat sebelah i,giving support.tak pernah herdik, sikit pun dia tak buat i rasa i membebankan dia which i yang rasa i membebankan dia. sampai kat second highest top, we stopped. and yes, i muntah lagi, and pening-pening dah masa ni.


kitorang cari spot untuk duduk, and said a few words. we can see clearer the top of the broga. angin yang sejuk buat i rasa lebih tenang. i ingat dari mula sampai la akhir puncak broga, the way he treated me.i felt so protected bila ada dia.

and naik broga bukan hanya untuk suka-suka, it was a learning process. dia, dalam keadaan yang macam nie, i tau somehow he was born to be a leader. his friends said the same thing too.he knows how to give directions and sort out things. dia boleh jaga i dalam pada masa yang sangat genting. seorang yang sabar dan dia bukan seorang yang suka memperlekehkan orang.

bagi dia, i seorang yang tak cepat mengalah. and yes, i bukanlah sekuat mana dan segarang yang dia sangka. perempuan, memang lemah. i admit that.

kekasih, thanks for giving me the chance to proved who i really am, and thanks untuk semua benda yang you buat untuk i sepanjang hari itu dan selama ini. headlight?damn i never see it coming from you. and yes, i really want to spend the rest of my life with you. insyaAllah.


ps:im having like mad fun dengan the other four friends...i love them!!