my unknown helper

hye everyone. right now im having my confinement at my MIL's house. my MIL had been taking care of sophea really good. the first night i was here, i qada' my tido dari pukul 10pm smpi pukul 7.encik husband really is a great husband sesaat pun die tak kejut i. dia cakap memang dia nak bagi i rehat secukupnya.ok terharu sangat.but i felt so tired with taking care of baby sophea sebab im not a night person, im more to a morning person. walaupun siang baby sophea tidur, still i tak boleh tidur. but anyway alhamdulilah my MIL been really helpful.

have i told you that baby sophea look exactly like her daddy. dari rupa, gaya tidur, and perangai pun exactly like her father. orang kata kalau anak rupa macam suami, masa kita pregnant tu husband sayang and cinta sangat kat kita..betul ke?if betul, i feel so blessed. *blush*

i tak tau la husband orang lain buat apa masa wife tengah confinement..well lain orang lain caranya but apa yang encik husband buat untuk i sangat2 buat i terharu. maybe husband orang lain lagi hebat cara mereka tapi my mr perfect is just perfect for me.*smile*

at 3am memang the time to change sophea's diaper. so selalu i kejut dia untuk tukar. i pun bangun jugak but untuk teman and tengok the way he do it. kan yang baby wipes tu, satu helai sekali lap. -_- rugi tau. hehehe...but tak payah la kita nak bebel2 dah la orang tu bangun pagi nak tuka diapers, kita nak bising2 cara dia bersihkan anak dia.hikhik..

then, setiap kali i nak pump susu, die mesti mengendeng2 kat i. kadang bukan ape pun, dia amek hp main game sebelah i. hahaha....but having him kat sebelah buat i rasa tenang je..rasa happy jer..and thus the production of milk pun banyak untuk sophea.hehe...masa mula2 dulu konon nak pump kiri kanan sekali but it was very hard for me to hold dua sekali so encik husband pun tolong. tapi funny sangat and we all tergelak all the way. rasa pelik and malu pun ada. hahaha...tapi pasangkan pump, amekan botol, storage sampai la ke sterile bottle semua encik husband buat.

and every night dia akan buatkan susu suam dengan kurma untuk tambah susu i. selalu dia akan tanya i nak ke susu and selalu i buat muka taknak. hahaha....muak ok. dah la tak letak gula, apakah sangat.hehehe tapi kadang2 dia buatkan jer so terpaksa la i minum. he's taking a good care of me and baby sophea.

setiap hari i tanya kat dia,

"sayang...do you love me?" sambil kiss dahi dia.

"sayang la.....sayang sangat..." . tapi tangan dengan mata laju je main game. hahaha...tak kisah la, janji die jawab. i asked him the same quEstion every day without fail. hehehe...i love him like that much.

talking about berpantang, selalu orang kata suami taknak dekat2 dengan isteri sebab bau param pilis etc. tapi suami kita nie mengendeng jer. peluk la ape la. tapi dia kate busuk jugak hahahaha....tapi sayang isteri busuk pun busuk lah kan. hehehe...ade potensi baby sophea nak dapat adik dengan kadar segera...hahaha...heypp heypp nooo...not yet.

kalau kitorang pindah randah memang encik husband jer pack kan baju...loading and unloading stuff. and i percaya untuk dia buat benda tu. die kan particular.

sepanjang confinement ni, especially bila encik husband pergi kerja after 1 week cuti dengan i, memang nangis jela i. hikhik...cengeng! entah la, i rasa terharu sangat dengan whatever things yang encik husband buat untuk i. maybe for some of you benda ni macam "eh hello, sume org buat kott ." but i just wanna say how thankful i am for having him in my life. i know i wont find someone so kind and so lovingmacam dia. his everything for me and cinta nya i kat dia more than anything else.

i pray that Allah akan murahkan rezeki dia and bagi kesihatan yang baik untuk dia. baby sophea is so lucky to have her daddy. i know he will take a good care of you baby sophea. and thank u sayang for always be there for me. u know how cengeng and soft hearted i ni sampai semua pun nak mengadu dengan u i rasa mesti u pon boring but u always there mendengar setiap kata-kata i. thanks sayang. thanks sebab sediakan everything as comfortable as u can.