a moment

having baby as in our new family member really is a new experience for us. im still adjusting my life especially my time for our new baby sophea. but luckily for me, she is one of a good baby.  other than crying for being hungry or need to change diapers, other than that she's all good. alhamdulilah dari during pregnancy with no morning sickness, during delivery pon senang, and ms confinement pon tak banyak kerenah. so i pray that she will be good sampai la besar,sampai bile2.

husband had been a very great companion for me. whenever i feel low hw always there for me, tak putus2 bagi semangat kat i. really. im not good at telling and sharing problems or secret with someone else, tapi when i did tell and share problems or secret with u, meaning i really love u thus i trust you so much.

during my one day admitted to the ward, malam tu bermula cabaran for both of us being parents. malam tu sophea nangis quite a lot. die bukan like nangis memanjang, die macam bunyik2 sikit. i guess die lapar kot. as in the first few days susu i tak banyak. dia haus kot. masa tu i sedih sangat mengenangkan anak i tak cukup makan. but i really dont have any idea what to do.

encik husband janji nak bergilir jaga but he was so tired that malam tu sophea nangis pun die tak bangun dah. being a mom is great. kita memang ada alert button yang whenever we are asleep anak bunyik sikit pun boleh terjaga. hehehe...

at first husband tak pandai sangat dukung sophea..bedung ok la sikit. all he did were kemaskan barang2 i..make sure i dalam keadaan comfortable..that i dont feel tired and not stress out. everything turned out fine. selalu jugak i nangis bila fikir what will i do kalau encik husband takde. sedih campur terharu. i doa setiap masa yang Allah akan protect dia and murahkan rezeki dia.

hrmm...sebenarnye banyak benda nak cerita. but i realy dont have time. tapi i need to write down. untuk sophea baca dan tahu ape yang mommy and daddy dah buat and berkorban untuk dia. nanti la. nila i betul2 free baru i buat entry khas. hihihi.