ibu strawberry

my father in law jusr came back from cameron highland. so he bought bantal strawberry for sophea and some greenies and fresh strawberrys for us. it was very toughtful of him to evenbuy fridge magnet for us.hihihi....cute sangat. abah memang generous sangat. last time he bought for us the Prestige frying pan. mahal ok.benda tu imported kot. and chocolate jangan cerita la. yang mahal2 ajer.

so anyway, i went to the kitchen, nak amek my milky pump kit and i saw encik husband standing by the fridge. dengar encik husband cakap, "strawberry?" . so i replied, "nak satuuu...". tapi i tak dengar die cakap pape so i guess dia tak dengar la i mintak strawberry tu.

so i pun masuk bilik.

sekali encik husband masuk bilik bawak sebijik jer strawberry tapi besar gile. hihi...so since encik husband nak suap, i pun bukak la mulut macam nak makan, boleh die pull away!!? i dah macam burung kehausan....haha jahat angat tau..

encik husband gelak besar. siap cakap...."ala shiann dierr..." sambil usap2 kepala i. hahaha...i rasa nak pukul die laju2..hahaha....bodokan isteri sendiri memang die suke...haihhh....-________________-

bukan ape buat entri camni. nanti satu hari dah tua, perasaan cinta tu dah kurang ke, bile baca balik terkenang2 masa muda2 dulu, kan sweet je ingat kisah cinta sendiri. yer sayang...kalau rasa2 awak dah lupe camne awak fell in love dengan saya, open this blog and read it all over again. i will do the same if tiba2 i suke org lain ke...(wahhh....layak kene tampar ni...hahaha) i will read this blog. unless lelaki tu ada kapal terbang sebijik ke...kene reconsider la...hehehe...

no la. i guess by this time encik husband already know how much i actually love him.

oh, i tanya encik husband, "nape u kahwin dengan i?" ( after one year and baby sophea dah ade..hahaha i am like that...). encik husband cakap,

"you have the quality to be a mother to my child..."

ok seriously bergetar jantung i masa tu. hahaha dramatic kan but true. so girls, maybe some guys out there same macam encik husband, looking for a wife and a mother to his child. :)

my unknown helper

hye everyone. right now im having my confinement at my MIL's house. my MIL had been taking care of sophea really good. the first night i was here, i qada' my tido dari pukul 10pm smpi pukul 7.encik husband really is a great husband sesaat pun die tak kejut i. dia cakap memang dia nak bagi i rehat secukupnya.ok terharu sangat.but i felt so tired with taking care of baby sophea sebab im not a night person, im more to a morning person. walaupun siang baby sophea tidur, still i tak boleh tidur. but anyway alhamdulilah my MIL been really helpful.

have i told you that baby sophea look exactly like her daddy. dari rupa, gaya tidur, and perangai pun exactly like her father. orang kata kalau anak rupa macam suami, masa kita pregnant tu husband sayang and cinta sangat kat kita..betul ke?if betul, i feel so blessed. *blush*

i tak tau la husband orang lain buat apa masa wife tengah confinement..well lain orang lain caranya but apa yang encik husband buat untuk i sangat2 buat i terharu. maybe husband orang lain lagi hebat cara mereka tapi my mr perfect is just perfect for me.*smile*

at 3am memang the time to change sophea's diaper. so selalu i kejut dia untuk tukar. i pun bangun jugak but untuk teman and tengok the way he do it. kan yang baby wipes tu, satu helai sekali lap. -_- rugi tau. hehehe...but tak payah la kita nak bebel2 dah la orang tu bangun pagi nak tuka diapers, kita nak bising2 cara dia bersihkan anak dia.hikhik..

then, setiap kali i nak pump susu, die mesti mengendeng2 kat i. kadang bukan ape pun, dia amek hp main game sebelah i. hahaha....but having him kat sebelah buat i rasa tenang je..rasa happy jer..and thus the production of milk pun banyak untuk sophea.hehe...masa mula2 dulu konon nak pump kiri kanan sekali but it was very hard for me to hold dua sekali so encik husband pun tolong. tapi funny sangat and we all tergelak all the way. rasa pelik and malu pun ada. hahaha...tapi pasangkan pump, amekan botol, storage sampai la ke sterile bottle semua encik husband buat.

and every night dia akan buatkan susu suam dengan kurma untuk tambah susu i. selalu dia akan tanya i nak ke susu and selalu i buat muka taknak. hahaha....muak ok. dah la tak letak gula, apakah sangat.hehehe tapi kadang2 dia buatkan jer so terpaksa la i minum. he's taking a good care of me and baby sophea.

setiap hari i tanya kat dia,

"sayang...do you love me?" sambil kiss dahi dia.

"sayang la.....sayang sangat..." . tapi tangan dengan mata laju je main game. hahaha...tak kisah la, janji die jawab. i asked him the same quEstion every day without fail. hehehe...i love him like that much.

talking about berpantang, selalu orang kata suami taknak dekat2 dengan isteri sebab bau param pilis etc. tapi suami kita nie mengendeng jer. peluk la ape la. tapi dia kate busuk jugak hahahaha....tapi sayang isteri busuk pun busuk lah kan. hehehe...ade potensi baby sophea nak dapat adik dengan kadar segera...hahaha...heypp heypp nooo...not yet.

kalau kitorang pindah randah memang encik husband jer pack kan baju...loading and unloading stuff. and i percaya untuk dia buat benda tu. die kan particular.

sepanjang confinement ni, especially bila encik husband pergi kerja after 1 week cuti dengan i, memang nangis jela i. hikhik...cengeng! entah la, i rasa terharu sangat dengan whatever things yang encik husband buat untuk i. maybe for some of you benda ni macam "eh hello, sume org buat kott ." but i just wanna say how thankful i am for having him in my life. i know i wont find someone so kind and so lovingmacam dia. his everything for me and cinta nya i kat dia more than anything else.

i pray that Allah akan murahkan rezeki dia and bagi kesihatan yang baik untuk dia. baby sophea is so lucky to have her daddy. i know he will take a good care of you baby sophea. and thank u sayang for always be there for me. u know how cengeng and soft hearted i ni sampai semua pun nak mengadu dengan u i rasa mesti u pon boring but u always there mendengar setiap kata-kata i. thanks sayang. thanks sebab sediakan everything as comfortable as u can.

her daddy

baby sophea tengah tidur. so i want to curi a bit of my time nak upate blog. sometimes a girl need her time off. hikhik...takdelah time off sangat sebab baby sophea ade je nie ha depan i.

ape nak citer yer?oh, hari ni hari ke 20 sophea. and o her 20th day dia balik rumah daddy dia. yup, we are back to our home but not for good. my parents are going to bangkok so takde sape kat rumah and i need to take care of myself, so balik la rumah kitorang. lagipun dekat sikit ofis enck husband dengan rumah. klau rumah parents i jauh encik husband nak pergi kerja. costly in terms of fuel jugak.

hrmm...really encik husband is a great husband and a great daddy. my baby sophea memang lucky sangat to have him as her father. encik husband dont talk much but he did show us that he loves and care for us through his action. talking about kemas beg, set up place, keep document, semua serah encik husband. i didnt do single thing pun during this confinement except taking care of myself and baby sophea.

encik husband will go out as early as 6.30am sebab office jauh and comes back at 7.30 or 8pm.malam encik husband akan buatkan i susu panas and prepared 3 biji kurma untuk i, tips nak banyakkan susu badan.tiap malam without miss dia akan buatkan i susu panas and kurma tu tak kira la die penat ke or balik lambat.

i selalu nangis sebab i rasa i couldn't get a great husband like him. i tak tau la maybe sebab sifat i yang suka praise him, bukan praise him sebab die suami i, tapi sebab i rasa encik husband memang a great guy, and kalau i diberi pilihan untuk pilih orang lain yang perfect as in kaya, hensem, pandai, ada everything in the entire world, still i will choose my husband, sebab i really love him. cinta kan tak boleh dibeli, ia datang sendiri...kan?

sekarang ni encik husband tengah dokong baby sophea.die dah bising2 tu. got to go.byeee!

a moment

having baby as in our new family member really is a new experience for us. im still adjusting my life especially my time for our new baby sophea. but luckily for me, she is one of a good baby.  other than crying for being hungry or need to change diapers, other than that she's all good. alhamdulilah dari during pregnancy with no morning sickness, during delivery pon senang, and ms confinement pon tak banyak kerenah. so i pray that she will be good sampai la besar,sampai bile2.

husband had been a very great companion for me. whenever i feel low hw always there for me, tak putus2 bagi semangat kat i. really. im not good at telling and sharing problems or secret with someone else, tapi when i did tell and share problems or secret with u, meaning i really love u thus i trust you so much.

during my one day admitted to the ward, malam tu bermula cabaran for both of us being parents. malam tu sophea nangis quite a lot. die bukan like nangis memanjang, die macam bunyik2 sikit. i guess die lapar kot. as in the first few days susu i tak banyak. dia haus kot. masa tu i sedih sangat mengenangkan anak i tak cukup makan. but i really dont have any idea what to do.

encik husband janji nak bergilir jaga but he was so tired that malam tu sophea nangis pun die tak bangun dah. being a mom is great. kita memang ada alert button yang whenever we are asleep anak bunyik sikit pun boleh terjaga. hehehe...

at first husband tak pandai sangat dukung sophea..bedung ok la sikit. all he did were kemaskan barang2 i..make sure i dalam keadaan comfortable..that i dont feel tired and not stress out. everything turned out fine. selalu jugak i nangis bila fikir what will i do kalau encik husband takde. sedih campur terharu. i doa setiap masa yang Allah akan protect dia and murahkan rezeki dia.

hrmm...sebenarnye banyak benda nak cerita. but i realy dont have time. tapi i need to write down. untuk sophea baca dan tahu ape yang mommy and daddy dah buat and berkorban untuk dia. nanti la. nila i betul2 free baru i buat entry khas. hihihi.

quickies!!

Hello hello hello!
It's been such a long time since my last update. Anyhoo, i can't make a long entry anymore. Why? Continye reading okay. I'm gonna put the updates by point forms.

1. I had been giving birth to a beautiful adorable baby girl on 31st may 2013 , at a very early morning. It was fast and easy delivery alhamdulilah. So baby pie is a baby girl and by the name Sophea. Nama pendek..nama panjang hehehe.

2. I'm having my confinement at my mother's house here in kl. Somehow i really miss my own house. Pregnancy was wayy easy than delivery.and confinement. I dont mind the restricted food..but restricted movement? Adoii.

3. Husband said im having baby blues. I guess i am.im tired and restless. But im working hard to stay positive and enjoy what Allah gave me.

4. Now husband and Sophea are my strengh. Husband has been so damn supportive throughout delivery and confinement. I cried everyday because i felt so thankful for having him in my life. He seems to be strong inside and out, and by knowing that had given me so much energy and strength.

So that is my quick update.