This pregnancy, i tell u, is not an easy one. hahaha....i mean, compared myself to some other people, yang ada morning sickness, yang ada anemia, yang ada mild osteoporosis, i admitted that i am such a lucky one. cuma i ada fatigueness yang i created myself. cuma.....i just missed my other half so much. he's not around, you know. and he will only back bila dia dapat perlepasan which falls on weekend sahaja, itu pun depends dua minggu sekali ke, sebulan sekali ke. and if you ever wondering around, he's not a police nor an army officer, although the reason i fell in love with him because he was in the army school before and he looked damn sexy in the army attire *hidung berdarah*. pastu gatal cari nama and all in the internet. oh i missed being a teenage and naughty-naughty macam tu. teeheeee.....
ok fokus. jangan melalut.
so, kadang-kadang i penat jugak balik kerja and all, and i need someone to be by my side, or at least reassure me that everything will be alright, and that person (husband) will always be there for me, no matter what. as 'be there for me' adalah ada dengan i masa i nak tidur and masa i bangun tidur. and dia boleh kejut i bangun tidur and i don't have depend much on the phone's alarm. it's annoying and irritates me tau. setiap pagi.
tengok. semua dah rasa tak best. sampai alarm pun sakitkan hati i.
i guess i really missed him.
semalam dia bbm i,
luluh jantung i rasa nak nangis jer. and i just looked into the phone's screen, reminiscing all the greatest moment i dengan dia. apa yang kitorang buat when there were just the two of us. we really had fun and we do feels like the world is ours. betullah orang cakap, bila cinta itu datang, everything seems so nice and falls into places. and being with the person you love the most, memang takkan ada gantinya.
masa yang kita spend dengan orang yang paling kita cinta dalam hidup kita, setiap saat tu rasa cepat je jalan.
ada this one day, Sunday to be exact. sunday selalunya hari encik husband kena balik to the training centre. so selalu dia akan drive back around 7pm macam tu. so masa tu dah pukul 3pm. i was ironing his clothes. tiba-tiba dia cakap,
apakah? hikhik....senyum-senyum je masa i iron baju dia tu. wondering how am going to live my life without him. kejap-kejap karang dia datang jenguk i kat bilik ironing. nak suruh cepat la tu. sikit-sikit datang peluk i. you tell me bila i nak habiskan kerja i dengan cepat kalau dia keep on clinging dengan i? although masa yang i amek untuk iron tu lebih lama, but having him around me, kacau-kacau i, really make my day, and kita pun tak rasa penat sangat nak iron.=)
minggu ni dia balik. but he'll be late sebab dia nak singgah kampung. i'm fine with it cuma i missed him so much, nak la dia balik awal kan? so masa untuk bergaduh dan bercinta tu lebih lama. hikhik. oklah got to go!ada event plak kat college ni.
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