Suami Kasihan Kepada Isteri

amboi tajuk.

pagi ni encik husband ajak lagi pergi breakfast sama. i cakap tak payah nak membazir duit (despite i malas nak siap awal redah pagi yang hening ke ofis), i cakap kita breakfast kat rumah jela. pukul 6.00am alarm bunyik macam biasa AND yes, kitorang mandi around 7am. good job la papa dengan mama baby pie nie.

encik husband pagi ni baru nak bising-bising mintak baju hitam kolar sebab harini ada site-visit. i thought dah di siapkan baju dia sendiri, ada jugak tertinggalnya. fine. 2-5pieces baju i carikan dia, takde yang dia suka. besarlah. macam bodoh la. macam kecik lah. cerewet is him. so last-last pakai baju forensik i, baju masa i attached kat makmal forensik dulu. mula-mula complaint baju besar, last-last sendiri jatuh cinta dengan baju tu. hahaha.....cam bebudak!

sambil tunggu dia siap and solat subuh, i panaskan nasi goreng semalam, buat air teh panas, goreng telur dadar (demand gila nak telur dadar, banyak sangat la kan masa i nak pukul telur tu pagi-pagi...-___-), keluarkan cornflakes and susu untuk i pulak.

then cepat-cepat siap. rasa sangat super women kat situ.

then naik kereta sama-sama and go to work sama-sama. and then masa dalam train dengan mp3 pun sama-sama, gelak-gelak. im so happy spending every second with him. in fact that kitorang dah pun bercinta for 9 years, and marriage yang nak masuk 1 year this coming may, i still have that strong feeling for him, and whenever i see him, i just feeling nervous because of course i want to look best in front of him, and not being someone stupid and silly, and jumpa someone yang you sayang sepenuh jiwa raga you, is just another best but weird feeling.

sendiri rasa la. =)

he accompanied me sampai kat station ofis i, sebab dia cakap he doesn't have any punch card, so they can come bila-bila masa but not late than 9am, and dia sangat sweet nak hantar i sampai ofis. tengah hari ni dia busy kot, and i too, had class pagi tadi so pretty busy. he BBMed once in a while, so sekarang terasa rindu plak. can't wait petang ni nak jumpa.

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semalam lepas dia amik i kat station, dia cakap nak bawak kereta pergi cuci, so i said i want to follow him jugak. sambil aney tu cuci kereta, we spent time talking and bercinta. haihh...depan tempat cuci kereta pun boleh. hahaha....

i showed him my arm, lebam sebab bekas/kesan jarum amik darah masa check up hari tu. dia usap-usap lebam tu lama sangat sambil tenung bekas lebam tu. lama sangat dia diam. maybe dia sedih ke terharu ke apa. i yang tengok dia pun macam nak nangis jugak, sebab eh kan ibu nandong ni sekarang sensitif lebih. pastu tak lama lepas tu, dia usap-usap perut i sambil cakap,

"baby pie, esok jangan lawan-lawan cakap mama tau. dengar mama cakap apa... kalau degil, buat mama marah, papa masukkan balik dalam perot..."

hikhik. i dah tergelak-gelak. rasa garang tapi comel plak encik husband cakap macam tu.

maybe dia kesian dengan i. semalam masa balik pun dia cakap, "jauh jugak kan b u jalan turun dari lrt station ke ofis, lepas tu lunch lagi. tukar train. petang balik masak untuk i, pergi jogging dengan i, iron baju i, kemas rumah..."

i senyap je. but i felt bersyukur at least dia notice benda-benda tu. tak ramai orang notice those small things, even i perempuan pun i tak notice kesusahan and kepayahan dia nak make sure i comfortable and happy. so at least lepas ni kalau rumah bersepah or i cant spend most of my time with him (sebab uruskan baby pie and rumah), i harap dia faham because my time is limited.

masa dan tenaga i dah dicurahkan ke tempat lain.

pagi tadi masa kitorang tengah breakfast, dia tengok je i breakfast. (i makan mulut penuh sangat kot..hahaha..). tiba-tiba he asked for a kiss on the lips,

"ciom sikit la...."

" (kissed him on the lips)"

"i love you sayang....so much..." 

katanya.