::The Theory Of Me::

Resepi Kek Pisang

2012-01-27T09:47:00.002+08:00

semalam balik rumah semangat gila lepas solat maghrib, tukar workout attire,turun bawah tengok mama tengah masak. ada terung masak lemak, sambal ikan bilis. ok i dont eat that, so i went into the fridge and nampak tempe. as true javanese, pergi potong itu tempe and dah lumur dengan kunyit and garam, kasi goreng itu tempe. s.a.n.g.a.t s.e.d.a.p. eh padahal tempe goreng je tapi sebab masa tulis entry ni teringat kesedapan tempe goreng panas semalam terus nak buat excessive writing.

pastu round-round kat dapur nampak pisang yang dah terlebih masak. tanya mama, "ma, can these be used for kek pisang?" then mama jawab, "boleh, tapi kalau cekodok lagi best.." mama suka cekodok sebab benda bergoreng memang la sedap *geleng2 kepala* . so i buang kulit and lenyek the pisang. pesan kat mama jangan buang pisang ni sebab balik gym, i nak buat cake pisang.

so lepas gayut kejap dengan encik tunang yang sakit kaki sebab lari laju-laju sangat kat gym, gedik-gedik sekejap, i asked him to go to sleep sebab nak masak cake. i miss him but i miss baking cake too. so biar dia tido nanti dia bising-bising suruh tido la gemok la ape la. oh my encik tunang lately suka mengomel. ( our lives will be interesting i guess after we get married...oh nooo). around 12am i started preparing all the ingredients.

Bahan-bahan yang kita perlukan:
125g butter / marjerin (im using butter)
125g brown sugar (boleh guna gula pasir biasa sebab nak cut down own sugar calories boleh guna brown sugar)
2 eggs
4 to 5 pieces of banana (kalau boleh yang over riped sebab sedap sikit)
1 tsp vanilla essence
A pinch of salt
2 tbsp cooking oil
125g self raising flour
1 tsp sodium bicarbonate
Chocolate chips (nak letak boleh, tak nak pun xpe)

Cara-cara nak buat paling fun sekali. as for myself, i suka pukul butter and sugar by using hand, jarang la i guna machine. time raya pun selalu pukul pakai tangan sendiri je. lebih feel and rasa biskut or cake kita lebih sedap. penat tu, tak tau la nak clasify macam mane tapi dah bangsa degil nak pukul sendiri kan, so memang takde penggunaan mesin la selalunya kalau i.

firstly, pukul butter and brown sugar sampai kembang. meh ahkak (perghh terus ahkak...) nak bagitau rahsia atau tips membuat cake, or biskut nie. pukul sampai kembang tu, maksudnya warna butter and sugar yang dah bercampur tu jadi warna putih tau.

PUTIH, bukan kuning. PUTIH. so pukul la, or gaul guna machine sampai putih. rasanya kalau guna mesin dalam 5 minit kembang (putih) dah la. kalau guna tangan macam ahkak ni, lama sikit la. tapi feel kot pukul pakai tangan.ehehe...

lepas dah kembang, masukkan telur satu persatu. jangan gelojoh. lepas dah masukkan satu, gaul sampai sebati. lepas tu masukkan satu lagi, gaul lagi sampai sebati. lepas tu gaul dan gaul dan gaul sampai la puas hati.

oh jangan lupe esen vanilla kita tu. campurkan time ni.

then masukkan pisang yang dah dilenyek tu. gaul lagi sampai sebati. masukkan sedikit minyak masak.

last sekali masukkan tepung, but WAIT! tepung tu campur terus dengan sodium bikarbonate, garam. lepas tu before campur dalam bekas ni, tolong ayak. jangan malas k? masuk dalam penapis, lepas tu ayak.

susunkan secara teratur atau tak teratur chocolate chips kita just for the sake kalau ada budak-budak nak makan kan?

ok lagi satu tips. lepas dah line kan tempat bakar kek tu dengan butter/marjerin, masukkan semua benda yang dah di gaul tadi BUT jangan hentak tempat pembakar tu. kiranya jangan mampatkan. jangan nak ketuk-ketuk ke ape.

lepas dah tuang, rata kan sikit guna wooden spoon pastu terus masukkan bekas pembakar tu.

suhu 175 degree celcius bakar dalam 30 minit. nanti kalau tak sure, amek pencungkil gigi or chopstick cucuk la tepi kek tu sikit. kalau takde residue atau kek yang melekat kat pencungkil gigi tu, kira dah berjaya la tu masaknya.

HASILNYA??????

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TADA!!!!

sedap tak sedap belakang cerita (for my own record, this cake was a success!!semua cakap sedap...*proud*). masa tunggu cake ni bakar around 1.00am, ayah and mama dipaksa bangun untuk rasa. bila diorang cakap sedap *proud* i terus bawak bantal masuk bilik, tido terus. ngantuk nye lahai.

bawak gi ofis pun habis dah.

so selamat mencuba yer!!!

ps: nak try ayam masak merah . tinggal 96 hari je lagi.

NYR : on going process

2012-01-26T08:57:00.002+08:00

oh, hari tu i came across a blog/article/message (i am so not sure) talking about the ultimate 2012 new year resolution (NYR) . it's been almost one month from the 1st January 2012 which i know some of you, or maybe most of you dah lupe what is your new year resolution hari tu kan? for me, my new year resolution is in this entry.so far, dua je on going process, which is number 2 and number 4, tapi mak aihh, benda yang kita nak je, mesti susah nak dapat, sangat the-apakah. but anyway, harapannya semoga semua orang pun tengah sebok-sebok nak capai azam masing-masing. wishing you all the best!

so semalam has been sooooo not productive for me. sangat blurr (maybe sebab still in CNY holiday mood), and preparing/updating exam question lepas di check by our internal moderator. hadoi hadoi...buat question dah la azabnya susah, lepas tu kena ikot formatting exam unit lagiiiiiiiiiii la susah. buttttt....i love standardizing things. easy to mark, easy to look at. macam orthodoks pun yer jugak. but but..i loved it!

makan tangerine punyala banyak semalam. memang vitamin C la konon kulit makan berlambak. anyway, makan vitamin C banyak sangat pun tak bagus sebab your body will repel(?) the excessive vitamin C yang your body doesn't need (muka serius macam deliver ilmu kat student). so buang duit daannnn tenaga nak makan. tapi because i love tangerine, and it was free given by the company and also siap mintak akak cleaner kalau ada lebih, so i ended up makan banyak dan tangan melekit. but the office did smells good. tihii...

talking about my number 4 2012 resolution, so semalam pergi la gym. only 'body step' kelas je ada (at the time of arrival). body step kena ikot dari begineer/introduction class okay. jangan nak memandai pergi intermediate or advance class, memang mati kutu la kat situ. orang ke kanan, kita ke kiri. ingat nak masuk tapi sebab kelas ni ada 360-turning kang ada yang mabuk muntah-muntah kat situ..hahaha..

running on the machine for 30minutes (next target is to run 45mins non-stop plus 2-mins warm up and 2mins cooling down), weight lifting, and crunching. semalam ingat gym-buddy datang. tak datang. so i was all alone and bosan sudah semestinya. mp3 tidak membantu tapi cash-cab kat AXN banyak menyumbang kepada 30mins larian. khayal okay, khayal. yang kita sebok-sebok lari pun semangat nak menyumbang jawapan. bila betul kita jawab tu betul, macam "ohsemmnyaa kiteeee...takla sebodoh sangat kitee nie yeerrr" ...lepas tu lari-lari pun dah ke kiri ke kanan, pastu mamat sebelah pelik buat muka "whaddefish?". tak kiweeee....nak jawab jugak!;p

balik rumah sangat-sangat lah lapar nya. of course lepas you worked out, your body needs to restore the energy lost, or replace it by consuming food. tapi kalau kau makan pukul 12 malam, makan spaghetti carbonara plak, bukan store energy jer, dengan the fat semua dia store lepas tu padan la muka kau kena double workout kan, lepas tu baju pengantin pun tak muat kau mula nak salahkan the food atau abang yang jual spaghetti carbonara tu. sungguh whaddefish..tapi lumrah manusia kan suka salahkan orang lain padahal dia yang buat silap. lumrah manusia- tapi kita boleh ubah lumrah ni supaya tak jadi lumrah untuk kita, sebab tak baiklah tuduh orang lain atas salah sendiri. itu namanya _ _ _ _ _ _ _. tihii..

hari ni apa tugas saya:
1. send email pasal exam questions
2. baca syllabus mathematics untuk engineering students (matii!!)
3. call beauty centre untuk reservation
4. prepare slide untuk maths
5. prepare notes untuk maths
6. prepare tutorial untuk maths
7. mentally preparing for home-tuition (i like!)

ok now, can we start doing our work?? *claps*

ps: 97days. *gulp*

Chiffon

2012-01-25T11:43:00.003+08:00

yes. sebab berjaya simpan duit untuk tidak berbelanja masa this outing , akhirnya Jumaat lepas berjaya menghabiskan duit *crying* untuk beli baju kesukaan hati. i beli kemeja from sheer cotton warna putih and merah (adik dengan sesuka hati pow my baju tapi sure die pakai besar gila babeng), i beli maxi dress races back kaler purple and hitam, and i beli baju chiffon shirt with lace warna cream, sesuai la rasa nak sweet-sweet. kakakaka...

lebih kurang macam kat bawah ni la. nak pakai bila pun tak tau tapi main beli je sebab suka sangat. gambar-gambar kat bawah sebagai contoh, and i credit to google image for it.

Jumaat tu kan ofis i bagi halfday, balik tu terus text my friend jadi ke tak. die terus confirm siap nak amik kat ofis okay. sekejap je dia dah sampai. i lupe waktu lunch , lift macam eff-ohemjayyy (terlupa kan),so i agak lambat turun. sungguh whatdefish.

pastu pusing turun naik dapat la beli 5 pasang baju. nampak skirt ingat nak beli tapi terima kasihlah, dah penat pusing. penat sanagt sebab we were in a rush, my friend nak amek bf dia sebab bf die park kete kat rumah my friend ni. oi oi, manja betul bf.

and malam tadi terima kasih kat diri sendiri sebab berjaya kemas bilik secantik habis. i lipat balik all the baju and categorized them ikot warna. senang kan?? lepas tu lipat and susun yang patut amik masa 1 jam je berlanjutan sampai 4 jam, sebab oh well as perempuan kita kan suka test-try baju mix-and-match kan baju,kan? sambil nyanyi-nyanyi feeling artis?ke i je suka buang masa macam tu?

okay sedih nanti dah kahwin mesti tak boleh buat macam ni!! mesti encik suami jerit-jerit sambil ketuk pintu ckp, "senyap la awak!!!bising laa!!". pastu i nangis kat belakang pintu sedih-sedih. alaa...baju mesti tak boleh sepah-sepah sebab encik bakal suami pembersih (perfectionist). mesti tak boleh tukar-tukar baju pastu turun naik tangga pergi tunjuk kat ayah and mama and adik beradik yang lain ckp, "ha, cantik tak cantik tak?" sebab dah sah-sah mama and ayah tak duduk rumah kitorang. encik suami mesti cakap cantik je memanjang sebab malas nak tunggu kita tukar-tukar baju kan? tskk..sedihhhh..T____T

tapi the best part is, kalau merajuk boleh menyorok kat bilik lain sebab rumah kita ada 3 pintu. muahahaha...tak pun dapur pun boleh tahan besar nak seret toto dengan bantal semata nak merajuk. tapi macam lawak jer nak merajuk bagai. kawan i yang dah kahwin cakap, dalam satu hari ada 24 jam. 15 ke 16 jam berkisar hal kerja je, nak siap pergi ofis and all. 6 jam tido kan?so jumpa 3 ke 4 jam je. itupun nak merajuk?? rugi woi rugi. kata kawan saya la. muahaha...

so there goes my money and all. this week nak pergi lagi sebab baju idaman tak jumpa lagi, so nak kena beli jugak....tihii...

Girls Night Out 2: Wedding Countdown

2012-01-19T10:01:00.005+08:00

Semalam adalah hari berjimba bersama my girls. Mereka adalah satu-satunya kumpulan gossip yang countdown my wedding date. Seperti yang dah plan hari yang ke 150, 100 dan 50 adalah hari-hari yang we will sit down and talking like mad , tak termasuk gelak ketawa macam orang kena sampuk hantu, and of course talking about boys.

talking about boys always been our topic of the day. *evil laugh* and now these girls nak ajak pergi hu-ha kat penang before my wedding (sounds fun!). although i'm the youngest among them, but i will be the first to get married. semalam dah bebel-bebel, "kalau kau takde kesian kitorang..". bla bla bla...awww so sweeett mereka!

so last night we decided to have our dinner night out at Mali's Corner. since Mali's kat bunga raya dah takde, the other franchise is at Platinum's walk. my choice of place. hari tu kat William diorang pilih, now my turn plak. next night out mesti kat damansara, dah boleh baca pergerakan diorang ni. ha ha ha..makan apa?macam biasa, char kuey teow dengan nasi lemak ayam. of course i didn't eat nasi lemak. it's been ages since i eat that delicious meal. i curik half sudu je semalam. dia punya santan....memang sedap..!

borak-borak punya borak mestilah berkisar pasal i yang nak kahwin ni. semua dah siap ke, nak pakai baju warna apa, honeymoon kat mana. hrmm..kalau cerita honeymoon kat mana memang sedih. lepas kahwin je encik bakal suami terus terbang melayang for kursus and i'm all alone again..:( pastu gelak-gelak macam orang hilang akal. i know i know sangat tak sopan okay gelak macam tu. tapiiiii lepas ni nak jadi isteri orang dah tak boleh gelak menggila macam tu (kot).

macam semalam, masa kitorang sampai kat satu meja kat bahagian luar dekat pavement tu, kitorang tak terus duduk. berdiri sambil amik order my girls. tiba-tiba datang a group of boys terus-terus nak duduk (gila tak gentlemen langsung!). pastu agaknya dia terperasan kitorang pandang dia, pastu dia cakap, "you all punye seat ke?" ( eh hello...takla bukan seat kitorang...seat pakcik sebelah nie..). pastu i biasa la paling baik dansweet *muntah* jawab "ha'ah....(sambil senyum-senyum manja)". tapi kawan i yang engineer ni terus jawab, "heyy...kitorang punye lah!!" hahaha..sepadan la dengan position dia as engineer at one of a top firm in Malaysia.

sampi kat tempat beratur nak amik food tu, boleh tak mamat yang sama beratur belakang i? (nampak sangat perempuan jalan slow terkedek-kedek nak pergi beratur pun sempat gossip lagi). pastu dalam 10-15minutes tunggu, makanan pun siap. akak waiter tu letak la food tu kat depan i, tiba-tiba mamat yang (konon) nak curik seat i tu cakap, "you (i) punya ke?". eh mamat ni. ni memang buat-buat tanya ke atau saja nak pick up line. dah sah-sah i was in front of him, dah sah-sah la my order.

adoii..muka hensem pun tapi kalau EQ rendah tak berapa hensem dah jadinya bang. pastu i angguk jer sambil angkat dulang tu (dalam hati dah bebel-bebel tapi cuak-cuak jugak angkat dulang kang tersadung ke ape masalah gak). sampai-sampai gossip balik pasal mamat tu lepas tu gelak kuat-kuat lagi padahal group mamat tu kat sebelah kiri kitorang je.

as you know, mali's kan sebelah tutti fruti je kan. so ramai la orang keluar bawak tab tutti fruti tu. pastu kitorang biasa la dah duduk sama menganjing la budak-budak yang keluar from tutti fruti. ha ha ha. bukan niat nak menganjing pun tapi biasalah bila akal sampai macam tu la perangai. ha ha ha. it was fun...;)

balik tu round 4 kali hokay dekat uptown danau kota tu. i dengan period nye sakit pinggang tak henggatt. sampai sekarang ni sakit lagi. what did i buy?NOTHING!! save duit sebab friday ni dah janji nak shopping dengan the other groupies! i dah ketepikan duit nak beli 6 pasang baju (tepuk bahu sendiri tanda tahniah sebab berjaya simpan duit tak spend kat uptown).

kawan i engineer tu ade big date esok, maka semua nak baru. dia beli handbag dua, baju and seluar. bukan takde baju mahal, kasut mahal, handbag mahal dia tu. tapi sebab menggedik duit banyak kan, nak jugak beli. kata perempuan. murah ke mahal ke, asala nama membeli memang laju je. kan kan kan? kawan i sorang lagi engineer-wanna-be tu cari baju clubbing. baru terhegeh-hegeh nak cari. last-last kitorang suh dia beli baju bondage dress warna cream okay. ni kalau bongkok sikit stok nampak punya. hahahaha (saiko) pandai-pandai la kau jaga diri k? semalam nak cari dress pendek macam tu memang susah. so itu i rasa baju panjang kitorang suh buat dress...tapi memang cantik la. pastu cakap, esok nak pergi curve la cari baju. apakah????T_T

balik haus gila sorang satu minum air kelapa. on the way kereta jumpa ex-bf my friend engineer-wanna-be tu. melayu but cute macam korean. even i yang tak suka k-pop ni pun macam alahai kiutnyer. dia memang sengaja datang sebab nak jumpa ex-gf dia tu. semata. hantar kitorang sampai kereta and balik. semata.

balik umah i tukar kereta balik dengan diorang sebab pergi adalah with my car because we were too lazy to find parkings for each car (haha!) and so we ended up going with one car. lepas tu i hantar diorang halfway sampai MRR2, singgah mamak beli sanitary pad, and balik rumah. sampai rumah, BBM dengan encik tunang kejap, pastu terus tido.

what a bless!! dikurniakan dengan kawan-kawan yang masa susah dan senang dan sentiasa ada. you know what does it mean to have a good friend?? AWESOMENESS!! and how to find a GOOD friend?? tak payah cari. diorang ada time kita paling bawah dan paling atas.

Alhamdulillah.

Jumaat berjimba lagi!!!Shopping spree bebeh!! <3

Gym Session

2012-01-18T08:49:00.005+08:00

Semalam dengan jayanya i attended two classes, of course Sh'bam andddd........BODY COMBAT!! *hidung kembang kuncup* selalu hari khamis berderet les mills class okay. ada boby pump, followed by body jump, lepas tu body combat. ada je orang attend these three classes (memang salute!), tapi weh almost 3 hours of intense workout. hebat wehhh...*pengsan*

so semalam takde plan (and memang taknak plan pun) nak masuk body combat lepas sh'bam. tapi terpengaruh dengan gym-buddy and semalam memang (konon) nak workout lebih sebab malam ni ada night-out dengan the gossip girls so dah tentu makan sedap (last night-out adalah dekat williams makan nasi goreng ketam dengan tomyam bapak banyak), so malam ni tak tau makan mana tapi mesti makan banyak punya.

konon ingat nak sh'bam je (kalau by this time dah pening sh'bam apa, sila YOUTUBE), and lepas tu nak buat weight lifting macam biasa la lepas cardio kalau tak weight lifting agak tak cantik badan (aik?macam cantik ke badan?memang la tak cantik sebab tu kena workout..T_T). sekali my gym-buddy cakap, "wanna join for body combat?jom la!". erkk?? dalam hati penat, tapi bila teringat malam esok tu nak makan ~~banyak~~ sedap, terus jawab, "OK!"

hrm..actually suka masuk body combat hari khamis sebab instructor dia super yummy ~~gorgeous~~ ~~sexy~~ hebat bertenaga. and his class memang super penuh ~~dengan~~ ~~perempuan~~. so kadang-kadang nak buat side kick ke or back kick memang macam tolak siput dengan hujung jari kaki. boleh?stress sebab dalam body combat ni la kena all out. baru la effective.

so class body combat yang i datang semalam adalah perempuan ~~tua~~, as the trainer. and i was sceptical at first, buttttt......i was enjoying every kicks of it and the trainer adalah super friendly and alert too!! mestilah ada moves yang kita macam tak boleh buat sebab tak ~~larat~~ pandai kan, so i macam slow sikit la. sekali dia menjerit, "hello!!!!!!more power more power!!!(depan muka kita)" gila kau tak terkejut terus lompat scissors laju-laju. and kita pun lompat laju-laju sebab dah malu dengan orang-orang lain kat belakang kita yang relax-relax jer. itulah kesan sampingan kalau kita duduk paling depan sekali, depan trainer plak tu. padan la muka kan? macam pandai je. tapi memang best la kelas dia. i definitely will go for next sh'bam and body combat of her class. i forgot to view her name on the time table posted depan pintu class.

habis sh'bam and body combat buat weight lifting. masa ni dah penat sangat. i buat abs dengan lengan sikit (part paling bermasalah). lepas tu dah gigil-gigil. it took me 20minutes to stop at the locker room sambil bbm my fiance talking about buying stuff for our new home (semalam nangis sebab terharu sangat because of him but that will make another story so hari ni nak cerita gym session je). so mandi, blow rambut terus balik.

balik mestilah sangat lapar. adalah tidak baik dan tidak patut anda ke dapur sejurus sampai di rumah. but being me (ha ha ha...) i go dapur panaskan sup sayur yang i tak sempat makan sebab terus pergi je, sebab balik kerja potong-potong bawang, sayur, tempe, mushroom tumis-tumis mendidih masak. tengok dah pukul 7.30pm. sh'bam at 8.20pm okay. tutup api, tukar workout gear, jerit kat ayah, "ayah..pergi dulu!!im bringing house's key tau!!", amik gym bag (yang berat) kat tepi tangga, pakai selipar, start enjin. lalu MRR2 okay. memang cepat.

pastu nampak plak limau mandarin, songlap jugak masuk perut. malam tu kena marah dengan encik tunang sebab beriya workout. aihh stress stress. sambil merajuk hati terus tertido. pastu bangun pukul 3.00am sebab nak minum air mineral. memang badan auto-bangun. ngantuk weh ngantuk.

anyway, memang puas hati la workout semalam. pastu pakai full attire plak tu. memang semangat lebih. i really think i need to buy another sports bra. ada dua set tapi satu jer favourite tidak dapat membantu. dulu konon pakai sports bra tak sexy la ape la, now bila tak pakai sports bra memang terus down nak pergi gym. kena kumpul duit lagi la nie.

oh by the way, i dah tau the definition of sh'bam.

Definition of Sh'bam (according to My Theory) : Shaking your bum
( http://www.farahreen.blogspot.com/, 2012)

Wedding Preparation: #Macam Mana Nak Beli Barang Hantaran

2012-01-13T15:53:00.005+08:00

ok stress.

type panjang2 lepas tu link error. eh, mencabar nampak blog sekarang?? ni rasa nak merajuk terus nak delete akaun jer (merajuk bersifat sementara).

hari ini kita teruskan dengan cerita "wedding preparation" nak? NAK TAK??okay takde sahutan..T_T maksudnya i kena bercakap seorang diri la gamaknye.

Okay, barang hantaran, i and encik tunang dah start beli dari bulan Nov 2011, dan siap semua barang bulan Jan 2012. dalam masa 3 bulan kitorang dah berjaya mengosongkan current account masing-masing dengan jayanya tanpa bantuan pinjaman mana-mana pihak. (sebab tu sekarang makan buah je kat ofis sebab nak ganti balik duit yang dah spent macam-macam tu).

1. Langkah pertama sekali, kita dan pasangan kena decide berapa dulang yang nak bagi dan balas. ini amat penting sebab nanti kita end up nak beli semua and nak dia bagi semua..hahaha! sebab kita takde 'gol' to be achieve. penting tu tau. nanti kita macam lost in space dan tiada arah tujuan kalau takde iman yang kuat masa membeli-belah tu. so bila dah decide berapa dulang untuk kedua-dua pihak, barulah sesi "hantaran hunting" bermula.

(This come the joy!!\(^^)/)

2. Kedua, decide bila nak beli barang hantaran tu, sebulan satu atau nak beli semua sekali dalam satu sesi. ada pro(s) and con(s). kalau beli satu-satu, duit yang ada boleh beli atau simpan untuk investment atau beli barang kahwin lain contoh deposit fotografi perkahwinan. kontra dia pulak, lambat la siapnya hantaran tu. macam i yang bangsa tak reti sabar ni memang balun semua sekali keluar. tapi refer langkah 1 yer. i takde langkah satu so memang perangai tak menahan tu terserlah semua nak beli. kalau beli semua sekali, bonuslink point berlambak, takpun dapat voucher atau redeem points yang lagi banyak boleh guna untuk beli benda lain contoh bra dekat wacoal (cantik angat2!). Kalau waktu anda nak kahwin tu dekat dengan YES (year-end-sale) macam kitorang ni, memang beruntung yang amat sangat. murah yang teramat okay, siap ada duit extra nak beli benda lain.

3. Lokasi pembelian. kalau siapa duduk area KL / Selangor memang disarankan beli kat SOGO yang SETIAP MASA sale. hahaha...honestly, i tak beli barang hantaran kat SOGO. sebab??ramai gila orang and parking sangat mahal! penuh sangat lautan manusia nanti i rimas, marah-marah, moody sebab penat so better jangan. i shopping boleh kata 80% kat OneUtama (OU) damansara. parking murah sebab kitorang spent like dari pukul 10.00am sampai 8.00pm kat situ parking rate RM3.00 je. pukul 8.00pm tu pun tak habis pusing tau, punyelah besar. lagi 10% i kirim kat kawan i yang pergi oversea so sangat la berjimat. kat US and UK sangat murah barang kalau you all nak beli designer brand. lagi 10% i beli kat Jaya Jusco, pun time sale.

4. Barang yang nak beli. ini paling penting (dan paling best!!hahaha). barang-barang hantaran ni tak semestinya kena ikot orang macam nak bagi perfume la, kasut la, handbag la. cuba bagi benda-benda yang praktikal. contoh macam kahwin Januari, tapi disember tu dah besday dan encik tunang dah bagi perfume, tak payah la lagi nak bagi perfume, pembaziran ye. bagi benda lain pulak. macam i, kahwin lambat lagi, perfume dah nak habis, so beli untuk bagi hantaran. tapi sila bayangkan i lagi beberapa bulan nak kahwin terpaksa berbau ketiak sebab perfume dah habis. boleh? i dengan encik tunang beli hantaran benda yang praktikal, yang kita takde dan boleh kongsi sesama. contoh macam toiletries, itu untuk i bagi kat dia. tapi i beli yang unisex dan harga mahal sikit dalam RM280 tapi ada 7 ke 8 products botol besar macam tu. haritu i pergi Kiehl's, harga RM180 (promotion), tapi tak unisex and dalam 4 items je. rugi kan? terpulang masing-masing. i bagi baju kerja kat encik tunang. ingat nak belikan baju batik (mahal sikit la tapi), tapi beliau taknak. fine. taknak sudah..haha..baju kerja beli yang elok sikit kalau ada duit lebih sikit beli dengan seluar. i beli baju putih kat butik yang die selalu beli baju kerja dia. tapi mahal sikit sebab i beli baju untuk cuffling sekali, sebab i order cuffling kat kawan i masa dia pergi UK dulu. so kira complete set.

contoh barang (normal) yang biasa:
(perempuan) handbag, perfume, makeup, toiletries, kasut, handphone, sunglass.
(lelaki) kasut, baju kerja, perfume, toiletries, wallet belt, GPS, camera.

kalau i rasa tak cukup, i tambah je fruit, coklat, cupcake, cake ke.

5. ni tips membeli. nasihat saya, jangan rambang mata dan jangan gelojoh membeli barang. setengah dari barang i nak beli, i dah cek online butik tu or department store tu. range price dan maybe boleh tunggu sampai ada sale macam christmas , spring sale, CNY sale etc. ada yang i survey a few times kat kedai tu especially handbag. kadang- design sama warna tak sama, tapi of course la benda yang kita nak tu mesti tibe-tibe mahal.mencik laaa..! so macam tu la.

paling penting ikot kemampuan yer. of course kita perempuan nak benda mahal je kalau boleh. tapi tengok kemampuan sendiri dan kemampuan encik-bakal-suami kita yang membayarnya. mampu ke kita?sesuai ke dengan kita? menyusahkan dia ke? jangan sampai berhutang atau pinjam duit orang sebab orang mengata yer. even di kalangan keluarga sendiri. jadi berhati-hatilah.

lagi satu, JANGAN RISAU dengan apa yang orang akan kata pasal kita, bakal suami, dan keluarga atau majlis. sebab bukan diorang yang menentukan masa depan kita dan macam mana kita melayari bahtera perkahwinan tu nanti. mereka cuma akan mewarnai sikit-sikit je kecerian hidup kita. so don't make them as an excuse for you to be a fool. okay? ini yang selalu i remind diri i kalau nak berbelanja lebih. it works!!! (sometimes with full determination)ha ha ha...

*gelak kan diri sendiri*

so okay. abes chapter beli barang hantaran..yeay!! nanti kita cerita pasal baju pengantin plak...=)

Stomachache

2012-01-12T14:17:00.000+08:00

Adoii.
Hari ni sakit perut yang amat sangat. Masalahnye semalam buka puasa makan char kuey teow dengan paru goreng bercili je kat kampung baru tu.

Berry je dah masuk 5 kali ni. Pastu perut keras semacam je macam kalau kena tumbuk pun, orang yang tumbuk tu yang sakit tangan beliau.

Dari rumah dah sapu hot ginger cream untuk kurus tu(apakah?). Sampai ofis, duduk diam2 buat kerja, pastu sakit datang lagi. Nasib ada standy-myk-cap-kapak bubuh la satu perut (I smell like a pompuan dalam pantang). Tapi sakit lagi sampai ulu hati dah nie.

Encik tunang ni tengah buat ape la dia. Tau ke dia yang cik tunang dia ni sakit dah perut nye. Ape la yang dia makan agaknya. Encik tunang ni tak payah la nak risau makan apa, kalau tanya buat sakit hati lebih. Nanti dia kata la bos belanja, tak pun makan kat nandos, tak pun makan kambing.

I kat ofis ni punya la susah nak cari makan. Mau tak susah, chinese shop je banyak kat sini. Kedai melayu takde, tapi kedai indon banyak la. Boleh la tapi nak kena menapak jauh sampai ke maybank sana tu.

Ni sebenarnya entry nak mengadu sakit perut. Bukan pasal makanan. Tapi sebab sakit perut plus I puasa lagi tu, haruslah mengada lebih.

Ok nak pergi WC.

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Hadramawt at Chulan Square

2012-01-12T09:48:00.002+08:00

Shaikskl

Sunday's Outing (and eating of course) at Hadramawt, Chulan Square.

Really looking forward to it.

As and old folk's said,

"Gendang gendut tali kecapi, kenyang perut suka hati.."

YEAY!!

Meeting All The Time

2012-01-12T09:31:00.002+08:00

Seminggu ni penuh meeting. hari ni meeting, esok meeting. kalau meeting tu pasal briefing ke, pasal bonus ke macam meeting hari jumaat tu, semangat la sikit.

hari tu my academic manager datang our lecturer room, dia cakap, "ok girls, we have meeting at 5.00pm today. don't be late okay?" sambil main-main dia punye samsung galaxy note yang bini dia bagi masa birthday dia hari tu. pastu i yang tengah buat kerja ke ape, membebel, "alaa...meeting lagi, semalam kan dah meeting.." (selamba badak menjawab dengan bos). pastu dia cakap, "if you want to hear something good you better come..". tang-tang tu jugak i save all the files and everything. rupanya akan ada bonus and increment. kembang kuncup hati i.ehehe..

(pergi meeting taknak, bonus nak, ha bijak sangat la tu.)

february ni start la class i, tapi harapnye takdelah sampai 18hours per week, boleh mati terbelahak okay. ni slide semua takde lagi, 3 set question paper pun tak buat lagi. mati la mati la. pastu lepas tu nak cuti lama lagi. adehh..

semalam meeting i dipilih, kena jadi EMCEE untuk college's open day. masuk ni dah dua kali dah ni. adoii..macam mana la diorang boleh pilih i. nak cakap pandai cakap English jauh sekali. i rasa nak tukar position dengan my collegue la biar i handle goodies bags jer..lagi senang keje. sorry i tak suka langsung interframe, i suka kerja belakang tabir jer, and i suka jawatan tinggi contoh macam project manager so that kita bagi arahan jer. la la la..

dalam meeting dapat buah limau mandarin yang memang kesukaan i yang i makan cam makan keropok je, kupas-kupas sambil tengok movie dengan aircond fullblast. memang la terbaik. ;)

jumaat ni meeting. dah memang tak larat meeting ni. dah muntah hijau asik meeting jer.

Egoisme

2012-01-09T18:34:00.000+08:00

Betul apa ustaz masa kat kursus pra-perkahwinan tu cakap masa I attend dulu. Perempuan pilih awak (lelaki) sebab dia tau dia boleh bercakap dengan awak, dan dia pilih awak sebab awak je yang layan dia cakap.

I had an argument with encik tunang, this afternoon during lunch time. Usually kitorang akan bbm or email. Selalunya email. Argument tu over something stupid, I mean like very stupid so I don't want to say the cause of the argument.

Lepas en tunang cakap tu (benda sedih), I dah berkaca-kaca la mata tahan nangis (emo gila sikit-sikit nak nangis). Muka I rasa tebal sangat, and panas sangat. I rasa sebab vein dah expand darah laju2 jalan sebab tahan marah ke ape la macam tu.

He emailed me and both bbm me. I tak reply. No, I want to reply tapi nanti jadi meleret2 gaduh I won't feel good. So I baca je msg dia sambil berkaca-kaca mata and muka tebal,I diam je. First die bbm dulu, then dia email.

Dia cakap , " b kenapa?". Aiyokk..tu die marah sangat la tu. Atau pun dia kate.."B..!" Selalunya dia tak suka la tu ape yang kita buat time tu. Better stop or kang dia suh balik jalan kaki jer. Tihii..

I diam je.tak reply email nor bbm die. Sekali I tengah sedih2 tu, dia anta email panjang, die explain la in detail bla bla bla. I dah senyum-senyum malu tapi marah jugak sikit tapi rasa macam bunga2 sebab he took the time to explained (gedik gila siot nak tunggu orang exlain panjang2 baru nak sejuk hati..).

So I email dia balik, marah2 sikit and okay dah.tihii..bukan nya lame tak jumpe nak merajuk minta perhatian semua. Semalam kot baru jumpa turun naik kereta semua. Tapi saje kan?mengada.

I just nak share yang communication tu penting. Doesn't even matter sape yang mula cakap dulu, tapi trust me bila sorang give in, selalunya semua okay. Tapi mengada la everytime nak bf je give in. Ego tak mendatangkan kebaikan pun.

Eh eh. Ni kalau encik tunang baca nanti mesti dia cakap, nape nak kena tunggu 2 message and 3 emails baru nak reply? Eh eh..

Ha ha ha.

You know why I love him?t

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Simply because he loves me too..*tibe2*

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Tempayan

2012-01-04T10:02:00.001+08:00

Ada satu kawan kat opis I, masyaAllah. I don't want to judge (yeah right), tapi I tak boleh tahan. Bukan tak boleh tahan, tapi I tak sangka ada jugak manusia macam ni. Tapi yang tak boleh terima adalah dia tu Melayu (what a shame) dan Islam (lagi la malu). Kita panggil kawan I ni, Salmah.

Kes 1
Kawan I aminah, sangat beruntung sebab suami dia belikan kereta untuk dia bila dia mintak. Sampai suami dia kena buat dua kerja. That's another story. So I cakap la, suami I mesti tak bagi I kereta, mahal kot unless gaji dia banyak la kan (tihii..) Pastu salmah si mulut longkang ni cakap la, u mintak la kat suami u. Pastu I cakap benda yang I cakap kat atas ni. Pastu salmah tu boleh jawab , sian u dapat suami tak mampu. I was like "huh?". T_T

Kes 2
Semalam kereta salmah rosak, so dia tak datang kerja (yeah rite).I (jadi jahat) cakap la, suruh la husband you tukar kereta baru. Salmah jawab "buat ape?I ada dua kereta la..buat ape nak beli banyak2..sape nak pakai..baik I pk untuk masa depan i". So I tanye bistu nape tak bawak kereta satu lagi kalau ada dua. Salmah jawab "kereta I lagi satu cabut bateri. Kalau tak dah lama I bawak. Cabut bateri sebab tak bawak berjalan pun, bukan sebab rosak.." Ehem. Baiklah.

Kes 3
Kawan I linda nak tukar plan fon. Dia nak pakai smartplan tapi fon dia bukan smartfon. I suggest kat linda beli la smartfon. Tiba2 salmah menyampuk " husband I tanye besday nak tukar fon ke x?I cakap taknak la sebab baru je kan tukar fon ni..". Eh? Haihh.

Kes 4
Ni kes lama. My mum ada training kat sabah. So I cakap la I tinggal sorang je weekend. Dia tanye parents u mana. I cakap la g oversea, I malas nak cakap2 dengan dia, melayan orang macam tu. Pastu ntah macam mana my mum call cakap dah sampai sabah so I suruh dia beli souvenier. Salmah yang dah dengar cakap , " hek eleh. Konon oversea. Padahal sabah je..hak hak hak (gelak annoying selama beberapa jam and kept on chanting "sabah je pun, oversea ape)". Hrmm. Baiklah.

Kes 5
Abang I kat london, company dia anta kerja a few months there. So balik tu dia banyak belikan jam fossil untuk I and my sister. U know la jam fossil kat sini harga macam nak membunuh. Kat sini harga dalam RM300 - RM1000. So kat londan lepas discounted dalam RM150++ la. Salmah ni menyampuk n cakap , " abang I aritu pun kerja kat london. Dia belikan I gelang and rantai (yang I tak pernah tengok pun). Kat sana murah je takla mahal mana pun..jam tu bukan mahal sangat pun". Ok okayyyyy.

I tak tau la I ni over sensitif and actually this is normal to others. But I just don't get bila kita cerita something, the other person nak claiming jugak of the same thing. Unless you are the person I like and so I am favouring u. But for now, tolonglah. Macam budak tak cukup akal pun ada dah ni.

Selalu yang jadi mangsa penceritaan adalah encik tunang. So far apa si salmah cakap really sakitkan hati I tapi I ni agak penyabar orangnya, and selalu I tak jawab balik sebab taknak gaduh. I may look like a LOSER, tapi trust me Allah itu Ada dan biar Dia je menentukan segalanya. Alright? :D

I tau I lebih baik dari dia, dalam semua segi. Walaupun father I bukan orang kuat agama as so called alim (unlike hers), tapi ayah I tak pernah ajar I jadi kurang ajar, riak dan takbur, dan sarcastic. Dalam ajaran Islam jugak pun dah ajar semua ni. Kan?kalau awak bertudung, praktikkan la sekali ilmu moraliti ni.barulah cantik ye kak.

Oh and more thing. Salmah pregnant lepas 2tahun kahwin. Dia cakap, sebenarnya kalau pregnant lambat lebih baik dari bunting pelamin. But why tanya I. Yela, penantian terhadap sesuatu lebih bermakna dari senang2 dapat macam tu. Tak suka la I mengandung cepat2. Tak excited la tunggu baby. The real story : dia mengandung and gugur dua kali. Sebelum tu dah bebel2 tak mengandung la ape la bila nak ngandung la ape la. Bila dah mengandung and melekat, tiba2 je cakap tak suka mengandung cepatla ape la. (o.O)

Adoiyaii..kenapalah I encounter orang macam ni dalam hidup I?

Tiba-tiba nak gelak..ha ha ha. Takpela eh, orang macam ni biar Allah je yang membalasnya. So far I'm okay cuma geram2 sikit jer. Kalau korang ada jugak orang macam ni, nasihat I: biarkan je dia. And diam jer. Don't worry okay. Jangan stress2 jangan geram2.

Eh, macam nasihat diri sendiri je?haha.
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The New Year : 2012

2012-01-03T13:21:00.004+08:00

So, this will be the first entry for 2012. frankly speaking, my new year is just as same as any other day unless i want to do something different, and perhaps changing to be the better me. i do celebrate new year, you know party and celebration. tapi itu dulu, masa zaman jahiliyah. sekarang dah matang. i datang duduk lepak-lepak makan tengok bunga api, and that's it.

anyway new year hari tu i buat ape eh?oh yer, makan KFC dengan abang yang baru balik dari londan sambil tengok Inception. memang terbaik la new year i. i just love staying at home and doing stuff i like, like staying home. ada la kan ciri-ciri isteri mithali tak kuar rumah nie. hahaha..

you know, near the end of 2011, something happened. it both had good and bad side about it. and thus, it makes a lot of different in 2012, insyaAllah.

lets recap what i had achieved in year 2011:
1. I'm still alived (Alhamdulillah) for 25years on 24th February 2011.
2. i've bought my OWN smartphone using my OWN money in february 2011. men it feels good!
3. My car ;Tatum celebrated his 1-year old in April 2011. thats mean i have paid RM7932 in 12 months. good job Dear!
4. i've been working for one year which is from Oct2010 - Oct 2011. *clap2*
5. i'm engaged to the man that i loved so much on 17 September 2011 *shy*
6. and yes, i have lost my weight for 20kgs in 5 months. tak banyak but at least i feel good about it.

habis la benda yang i dah achieved untuk 2011. so far yang i ingat 6 benda ni la. ni benda paling major had happened in my life. takkan la beli handbag, kasut semua nak cerita kan. itu bukan benda yang i achieved, itu benda yang menyusahkan hidup i sebab kena keluar duit..ha ha ha.

azam i untuk tahun 2012. banyak ni. selalunya azam i ni berkisar benda yang sama setiap tahun. ape orang putih kata, on going progress?ha cenggitulah.

1. i sebenarnya nak pakai tudung. setiap tahun azam yang sama. cuma setan yang hinggap tu lebih sikit ke macam tu la.
2. nak penuhkan semabhyang 5 waktu. selalu terlajak maghrib sebab itu time balik kerja. (padahal balik kerja sampai rumah pukul 7pm tu terus jela kan sembahyang ni duk tercongok depan TV takpun korek-korek peti ais memang la tak sempat).
3. nak simpan duit untuk masa depan diri dan anak-anak. ecewahh..at least RM500 sebulan ketepikan.
4. nak reach ideal weight before April 2012. jangan tanya kenapa tapi HARUS. lagi 7 kgs je. lembab gila lelemak ni nak berpecah belah.
5. nak sambung Master. tgh pikir nak buat MSc, MBA or MEdu. tapi ada orang sebok plak nak ikut sekali..tihii.
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7. Ada 2 place lagi yang sangat sangat special tapi nanti i update ok.

So there goes my azam. ada orang kata buat apa nak azam-azam ni. bukannya buat. kalau nak berubah bila-bila masa tak perlu azam di tahun baru. but for me, i need the list (azam) so that i tau kat mane i berdiri, supaya i lebih bersyukur but at the same time berusaha untuk jadi Hamba yang lebih baik dari dulu. walaupun i tak dapat capai azam i, tapi at least i do remember my azam and maybe half of it dah achieved cuma i yang tak perasan.

there is nothing wrong of having the azam unless azam you ols tu merapu macam nak kahwin 10 atau nak bunuh diri sempena 2012. so make sure you know what to do for this 2012.

"Alhamdulilah ya Allah kerana Kau telah kurniakan yang terbaik untuk aku sepanjang 2011. kesihatan yang baik, rezeki yang melimpah-ruah, keluarga yang sentiasa ada disisi aku. Aku memohon keampunan dari Mu yaALlah diatas segala dosa-dosa ku, dan aku berdoa semoga aku menjadi HambaMu yang solehah dan rezeki yang luas dari mu untuk 2012 dan seterusnya. amin."

Wedding Preparation : Catering

2011-12-29T11:18:00.004+08:00

wah wah wah..title taknak ngalah kan? (en tunang mesti buat muka nak-jugak-buat-blog-kahwin-kan). lelaki kan, dia tak pernah nak faham perasaan perempuan yang suka sharing tau. walaupun takde orang baca, but writing (typing) here, dah macam sharing. so biar la kan.

anyway, bila baca blog bride-to-be (b2b), macam best jer, ada yang sangat detail siap letak gambar cantik dslr (homaigodd dslr i kena curi!!!) kan. gigih betul.sebenarnya my wedding preparation dah 70% complete, tapi baru gedik nak cerita kenapa?muahaha..saje suka-suka. bosan sebab takde keja kat ofis (update blog kat ofis teruk betul perangai).

ok first. i nak cerita pasal CATERING. i tau ramai je yang susah hati pasal caterer. sedap ke masaknya. lazat ke. macam-macam la. even kalau i datang wedding orang pun, food la yang paling wajib jadi topik perbualan. selalu kalau nak discuss pasal wedding food mestilah dengan encik tunang. dia dengan i memang suka makan, dan kuat makan. so siapa makanan sedap dan tak sedap, kitorang la food critics tak berbayar tu.muahahaha..bak kata kitorang; majlis perkahwinan yang berjaya mestilah bermula dari makanan yang sedap *cakap gaya-gaya dato fadzilah kamsah*

makanan wajib untuk majlis perkahwinan ialah..jeng jeng jeng... AYAM MASAK MERAH. wehh, kalau takde ayam masak merah ni, memang bukan majlis perkahwinan la. ayam masak merah ni lah yang jadi penyeri majlis korang tau. lagi-lagi kalau ayam dia lembut, dan kuah masak merah tu cukup pedas, cukup rasa. ayam masak merah ni tak sama dengan ayam goreng bercili ke ape. itu tak sedap. tak sesuai. so makesure ada tau ayam masak merah dalam menu perkahwinan korang.

menu perkahwinan i, i tak tau full menu dia apa sebab i ni bangsa tak kisah sangat tapi i dah cakap kat mama awal-awal (sebelum bertunang lagi..hihi) ayam masak merah wajib ada. kalau i pegi rumah orang kahwin, i selalu amik nasi dengan ayam masak merah je (yeke b?). takde la nak amik kari ke ape ke ( are u sure?). so boleh bayangkan tak kalau takde ayam masak merah?menggagau i cari lauk tau. kesian kan?? tak baik susahkan tetamu taww...;p

*siapa tak boleh beza ayam goreng bercili dengan ayam masak merah sila google okay*

so anyway, untuk area klang valley dan selangor boleh lah food testing atau order kat:

DAPUR EMAS CATERING

Contact Person :
1. Azman Bin Ahmad ( 017-8884174 )
2. Sariah Binti Yatim ( 012-6112174 )

Website:
1.http://www.dapuremas.com.my/

Email:
1. dapuremas@yahoo.com

Kalau ade majlis keraian ke, family i selalu amik kat caterer ni. memang di jamin HALAL dan sedap. kalau kitorang ada kenduri doa selamat ke, atau takbir malam raya memang dia tukang masak lauk-pauk kitorang. untuk lauk dia yang memang i suka tahap hidung berdarah ialah, of course ayam masak merah, rendang daging, anddddd acar Melaka. acar Melaka i dah simpan dalam jar masuk peti ais berbulan-bulan (acar kan macam pickels) pun sedap nak mati bila panaskan. homaigoddddd...*meleleh airliuq atas keyboard*

So Dapur Emas is responsible to serve good food during my wedding. so, nanti rasa okay ayam masak merah dan lauk pauk yang lain. tihii..kalau nak tambah pun takyah nak malu sangat tau. makan jer.i suka!

ps: done with caterer, nanti citer baju kahwin plak. fenin!

Things Getting Better

2011-12-20T16:13:00.001+08:00

En tunang tanya banyak benda, over the succulent juicy prosperity burger.

En. Tunang : " Syg (sambil hand over curly fries), syg rasa kita better than before tak?"

Cik. Tunang : " maksud syg?"

En. Tunang : " yela, u rasa kita lebih baik ke or sama je?"

Cik Tunang : (sambil kunyah-kunyah curly fries..) " Lebih baik kot syg. Kenapa syg tanya?u rasa?" (Sambil senyum-senyum malu)

En. Tunang : "takde pape. I rasa kita lebih better than before. U lebih baik dari dulu.." (Senyum-senyum)

Cik Tunang : "ye syg? (Malu)"

En. Tunang : " yup..syg dah tak kuat jeles macam dulu..syg tak kuat majuk mcm dulu.."

Cik Tunang : " ye syg??"

( Scene: Curly fries throwing, chilli sauce splashing,prosperity burger masuk mulut sekaligus, and a piece of smack down kat perut en. Tunang)

Cik Tunang : (lap-lap tangan guna tissu sambil keluar mcd dengan senyuman yang lebar)

Ps: kalau tengah lapar, makan prosperity burger plak, jangan buat cerita kelakar over the food. Thanks.

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Alexis Bistro & Wine Bar

2011-12-14T08:51:00.003+08:00

Semalam is a girl night out with my bestie. The last time i met her was during my engagement day on the 17th September 2011. Sekarang sudah berapa haribulan? yes 12th December 2011. So, as a girl, there were so many things that need to be updated (such as who's dating who, what ~~brand~~ type of car are we using, where saloon did you get your hair coloured, am i putting on weight, who's getting in the fight etc). In order to update 'our' list, a nice place such as a quiet one and serving good food is a MUST! yela, kang pergi tempat bising nak kena jerit-jerit bila bercakap macam ape je dah.

My friend, suggesting nak pergi Cozy Restaurant (at the upper level of the mall) or Alexis (ground floor). Since i dah pernah makan at Cozy Restaurant, so i chose Alexis, Bistro & Wine Bar. Anyway, the initial plan was to go Delicious at Dua Residency, tapi apakan daya, Smart tunnel closed down due to heavy rain and flash flood dekat KL causing massived jammed all over the place.

Dah la i ~~lapar~~ puasa. balik rumah makan sayur kesukaan bendi goreng cili padi. tibe-tibe got the BBM from her, "im out of Pavi (Pavillion)..". still makan-makan lagi. but when she BBMed , " dah kat Jalan Ampang..", berdesup amik kunci kereta. ikut Jalan Jelatek heading to Jalan Ampang memang tak jam langsung. Masuk Jalan Ampang, biasalah kan time-time pukul 8.00pm camtu.

This is the main entrance of Alexis at The Great Eastern Mall (GEM). second time visit to GEM. banyak kedai siot. i am definitely going to GEM lagi after this. kedai makan pun banyak. Staffs at Alexis ramai foreign worker compared to Malaysian. Even our personal waiter (personal because dia je tukang amik order hantar semua) pun dari Filipino if im not mistaken ~~muka sebijik macam Irwansyah~~.

This is the table setting in Alexis. Nice and simple totally my style (^^).

This was my choice of drink. Coke with additional Lime. rasa? coke laa..haha. (Coke RM9.00++)

This was my friend main plate. Beef Steak with Mushroom Sauce and Mashed Potato. She had it in medium well with no blood. Sedap nak mati. Nasib dia tau kawan dia boleh tahan kuat makan, dia potong-potong bagi I makan. the best beef steak i ever taste (so far). (Beef Steak RM60.90++)

This was my dinner. Beef Lasagna super cheesy and meatyyy. sedap sangat but i couldn't finish for the portion was quite big. tapi maybe sebab i dah makan sikit kat rumah tadi maka maybe perut i dah half full. (Beef Lasagna RM32.00++)

And this was our dessert!! Mula-mula dah penuh perut tapi for the sake nak rasa jugak, we asked for choices of cake and icecream. Kitorang pilih Brownies with Vanilla Ice Cream. My friend tu selalu travel oversea thus dia maybe dah banyak kali makan brownies kat luar sana yang super sedap, but for me this brownies adalah cukup moist, not that sweet, and sedaaapppp sangat2!! (Brownies with Vanilla Ice Cream RM15.90++)

Total Damage : RM139.00 for two

Overall Rating : 8/10

Definitely i will go back to Alexis. Although it was quite pricey, but once in a while i can go there just to have their brownies..hehehe..

The best thing was, jumpa gegurl i!!wohoo...walau dah tua bangka (aik?tua ke) perangai tetap tak berubah. gelak like there's no tomorrow. walau kat tempat elegant macam tu, we are still best friend and we are still what we are. Even if she is somebody (or Datin to be), she is still my bedmate, room mate and best friend. We never looked down on each other, and the good thing is, we are there for each other.

ps: ok encik Tunang, sila simpan duit nanti nak kena belanja i kat sini..*hugsandkisses*

New Track for Shbam Celebrity Fitness

2011-12-13T09:20:00.002+08:00

Hello hello hello!

Semalam dah dapat list of new track for Shbam, tapi dapat 5 je.sedih. faster, energetic and up to date. Hari ni is the official launching of new track for Shbam at Midvalley. i was invited tapi nak harung jammed semata nak tau new tracks tu, oh im not that tegar.

So anyway nak bagitau tu je. tak sabar tunggu next session sebab dah boleh full traks dah.

Hooraayyyy!!!

ps: tq encik tunang for the most 'expensive' gift ever. untuk my future and our future the most...love you to death!!

Diet Paling Senang

2011-12-07T20:34:00.001+08:00

Hello hello hello bersiaran kita secara langsung dari celebrity fitness. Sementelah berkayuh beskal bersama mamat perasan hot kat sebelah kiri kita ni,jom I nak share a few things.

Workout attire hari ni, kasut hitam, tights merah, and t shirt hitam macam balut nangka RM5 beli dekat kiosk jualan murah dan ikat sanggul tinggi2 macam lepas pantang. Selesa. Kalau orang tengok pun xde I nak kisah as long as en tunang I xde.lalala...ade ke orang tengok oi?ahaha.

Tadi kat office stop dulu buat slide untuk kelas and so I survey a few diets kat internet. OMG girlssss, wedding I lagi 160 hari je lagi kot. Serious nak pitam. Dah la tak berapa nak kurus kan aphal dah nak kawen ni...*nangis guling2 sambil peluk running shoes*

Ok enough drama queen. Let's continue.

So ade a few diets macam Atkin's diet, beyonce cleanse diet and etc. Both I tak penah try. Kawan I yang dah kurus macam lidi makan lipo- 6 je kot. Ok stress. Since I di masa depan nak get pregnant,I won't risk my life for something risky mcm tu, I mean not yet. Ahahaha.

So, tak payah la korang diet-diet dr rozmery ke lipo-sixseven ke ape. Yes, tak tipu diorang memang ada effect kurus tapi ada jalan yang mudah sikit and kurang effect malah boost your stamina syg.

Apa dia?

Amek kalori kurang dari yang badan korang perlukan!!!!! *berdiri tengah stage pakai jubah putih meleret sambil lampu spotlight terang menyuluh dan depakan tangan"

Senang kan? Boleh berjimat lagi sebab tak payah keluar duit beli food bagai.

Rasa dalam internet banyak kalori tracker. Contoh untuk I, I approximately daily calorie intake I adalah 1200. Maka, kesimpulannya, makan la kurang dari 1200. 1199 pun takpe. Like seriously. So dalam calorie tracker tu, catatkan ape yang u all makan together with the total calorie.

Contoh:
Breakfast - karipap 10kpg = 250 calorie
Lunch - nasi ayam dara = 300 calorie
Dinner - kfc = 500 calorie

So dari situ korang monitor la bape banyak korang makan. Tapi make sure sehari berapa ribu korang nye calorie intake.

Lepas tu, pandai2 la sikit lari keliling rumah ke, jemur kain korang dan jiran2 sebab nak exercise sikit kan.

Korang buat je macam ni, insyaAllah ade effect dia. Dulu I pun tak believed in myself untuk lose weight. Tapi when u start believing, dengan kuasa Allah, insyaAllah ade kesannya.

I do want to post my pic before and after tapi maluuuuuuuuuu sgt sebab gemukkkkkkkkk sangat. Lagipun blog ni anonymous untuk certain people. So takde la orang tau siapa I..tihii...

Kalau ade pape pertanyaan sila2 jangan malu2. Benda baik seronok nak share kan.

Ps: mak mentua nak datang umah malam ni. Eh I mean bakal...gatal nyeee!!hahaha..
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Pusat Kursus Kahwin

2011-12-06T13:53:00.000+08:00

weekend lepas, sabtu dan ahad adalah hari berkursus kahwin. Yeay!!( lompat-lompat sambil nangis) mau tak nangis. Bontot kematu kot. Habis dari pagi sampai ke malam kelas duduk jer, haruslah kebas-kebas bontot I.

Nak harapkan encik tunang yang super duper busy tu, agaknya lepas kahwin la kot baru nak attend kursus..hawhawhaw. So I la menjalankan tugas cari pusat kursus kahwin. Macam mane? Yer sila type "pusat kursus kahwin" di google bar, keluar la mereka beramai-ramai.

Ingat nak pergi kat putrajaya sebab tempat baru, besar auditorium, penceramah hensem..eh best..hee..kan? Tapi memandangkan kelas hari ahad tu pukul 9 pagi mak encik, terima kasih jela. Camno nak bangun dan sampai putrajaya before 9am?heee..Dan encik tunang yang tak banyak kerenah tu, setuju je dengan pemilihan pusat kursus kahwin tu.

Tau ke b2b macam mana nak apply kursus kahwin ni?google-tengok contact dekat web pusat kursus kahwin tu-call " hello puan saya nak attend kursus untuk dua orang 3 dec ni"-selalu orang tu reserve kan seat je - lepas tu datang pusat kursus kahwin bawak rm80 dengan fotokopi ic masing2.

Senang kan?ha'ah senang. Tunggu la kau sabtu ahad camne nye tunggu.kikiki..

Overall saya suka dengan penceramah kat pusat kursus kahwin yang dipilih. Suka sangat sebab ustaz-ustaz tu takde cakap LUCAH2. I have bad experienced dengan ustaz yang menggatal, but alhamdulilah takde dekat sini.

Kesimpulan kursus kahwin ni? Dari tak takut kahwin kepada takut plak nak kahwin. Tanggungjawab seorang isteri sangat besar. Tapi tanggungjawab seorang suami, masyaallah lagi besar. Saya berdoa yang kehidupan lepas kahwin kitorang nanti bahagia hendaknya.might not be perfect tapi yang imperfect tu adalah perfect bagi saya.

Lepas kursus ni, lagi bertambah kasih dan sayang nye saya kat bakal suami saya. Cuma ustazah tu pesan, cinta dan kasih kerana Allah. Niat tu kasi betul dulu baru boleh kahwin.

Tihiiiiiiii....:)

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Lost in Love

2011-11-24T12:38:00.001+08:00

"Aku hanya kehilangan seorang lelaki yang selama ini tidak pernah mencintai aku, tapi lelaki itu tidak tahu yang dia telah kehilangan seorang perempuan yang betul-betul mencintainya."

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Cinta Kerja

2011-11-17T18:23:00.001+08:00

You know, perasaan bila di anak tiri kan tu, tak best. Kita akan rasa down, stress, terpinggir and all. Sebab tu kita disarankan melayan semua orang sama rata,unless die suami,boss,parents, gf, senang cerita orang yang anda sayang,and paling cinta.

So, bila seseorang itu membuat sesuatu, tolong la hargai. Jangan main redah je nak marah. Kene fair. Bila pekerja A you cakap u hensem, you suka. Tapi bila pekerja B cakap u hensem, you nak mengamuk.

Bila the so called pekerja B you nak lebih2, you tak suka. Tapi kalau sebelum nie pekerja A you tu, wah bukan main galak lagi bekerjasama. It's not fair and I don't like it at all.

Macam pepatah, " dia buat boleh, nape I buat tak boleh?". Kena retrieve effort.sedih je.

Tapi takpela. Rezeki masing2. Mungkin pekerja B u tu dah lame berkhidmat kat you, dah jadi pekerja berdedikasi, u take for granted kan. Pekerja A tu fresh grad, semangat la u.

Little did you know yang A akan dimamah masa juga nanti. Kesetiaan die dalam bekerja belum tentu lg. Mungkin die akan pergi bila dapat better offer.

I rs pening, nak muntah. Minum caffein pekat macam kopi kapal api tu memang buat I pening.

Ps: cerita lain-bos, I nak tukar kerja la.I dah dapat better offer.ahaha!

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Fever

2011-11-14T14:42:00.002+08:00

hello.
today is not a good day for me. bukan sebab apa, i'm having a fever,but the good news is that, i'm on leave la today. around 10.30am i went to a clinic nearby. total of RM45 and a 2-day leaves. i wish there is a government clinic or Klinik 1 Malaysia, which will be much cheaper and much nicer. DR kat klinik tu garang and not welcoming enough. prftttt.

mulut pahit jer, so i cater for a sweet thing. fruits, creamy spaghetti. 100 plus pun i tak minum sebab pahit la sangat-sangat. everything seems abnormal today.

teringat masa encik tunang sakit. i bought for him sup and ape ntah, sebab dia demam. i wish he would have send me the same thing, tapi right now dia tengah sebok meeting, outstation plak tu. semalam dia cakap, kalau dah kahwin and he have to outstation, macam mane? yang boss tu pun nak meeting buat jauh-jauh kenape?hish!!

dahla, i sakit kepala, feels heavy. dah 3x makan ubat ni, feels better tapi still macam hangover sikit.hope will be better sebelum malam nie.

ps: missing.

Selamat hari raya Haji

2011-11-08T08:19:00.000+08:00

Assalammualaikum. Raya Idul Adha still available, so tak salah nak wish semua umat Islam Selamat Idul Adha. Semoga pengorbanan kita sepanjang kehidupan kita di terima Allah.

I celebrated my raya for the first time ever in our vacation home, cewaahh...rumah kayu dua tingkat berwarna kelabu putih di depan lauit itu betul2 menggembirakan hati kami sekeluarga. Ada nenek, uncles, aunties, abang, kakak, anak cucu. Kereta yang hadir sebanyak 10 buah kereta penuh. Boleh bayangkan betapa besarnye keluarga saya?and I love them so much.

Satu je yang saya quite proud with my families is that, diorang tak berkira,in terms of money and food. Kalau pegi holiday, tak kisah sape bayar untuk sape. Habis beratus-ratus ringgit untuk food. I guess sebab tu semua orang pun berjaya murah rezeki. Alhamdulillah.

Menu malam takbir adalah seperti berikut : nasi minyak mild yang sedap, ketupat dan pulut pembuka selera, ayam masak merah the best in world, acar melaka yang tak bosan diratah, rendang campur paru dan limpa, kuah satay yummy, sambal goreng klasik jawa,rendang ayam tua muda,karipap cinta, puding jagung manis, kek buah expensive, dan kek marble lembut. Ha, banyak ke tak? Semua masak sendiri and semua cip in duit.

Orang kampung situ datang takbir sekali. And as usual lelaki la ramai. my aunty punyer boss datang naik porsche jalan kampung okay.porsche tau. *telan air liur* dah la pakai handbag mulberry. Nyampah I.

Pagi raya tu, yang hensem2 sume pegi semayang raya, ada lah selang 5 buah rumah. Rumah kampung tau, bukan rumah teres. Boleh bayangkan kan betapa besarnya langkah mereka.

Around 11, saleh dah nak berkorban. Dia menangis okay. He was the best lembu ever. Dari 1st day dia datang, dia tak pernah merengus ke.menge-moo pun tak pernah. Dia makan makan dan makan. Masa nak sembelih pun dia senang je nak dijatuhkan. Semoga dia gembira di sana. Alhamdulilah, 1/7 tu nama I. Saleh tunggu I k. :)

Petang tu buat sup gearbox. Memang la sedap kate nye. Tapi I tak makan la sumsum tu. Kembang tekak weh.makan je tulang-temulang yang lain tuh. Letak kuah kicap maksu super pedas.memang terbaik!

Malam raya tu kitorang cousin2 dalam 15org ni lepak pantai. Main LED terbang, makan kerang bakar yang gemok2, and minum air buah gelas besar yang murah. Terbaik lah. Belanja cousin2 minum, bila lagi nak bagi merasa duit gaji yang tak seberapa tu kan.

So there goes my raya. Fun sangat2. Cuma satu la, duk kampung panas gilaaaaaa. Tapi tengah hari jela. Malam?perghh, macam kat northpole. Gila sejukkkk.

Ps: from kampung gerak ke putrajaya for a better cuti raya.muaahaha..

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Seksualiti Merdeka 2011

2011-11-04T15:16:00.000+08:00

"menjadi gay dan lesbian adalah penyakit psychology, dan boleh diubati.kita TIDAK seharusnya menghina mereka yang sakit ini.mengadakan program untuk MEMULIHKAN dan MENOLONG mereka yang sakit adalah perlu dan harus ,TAPI bukan program yang menyokong kebebasan menjadi gay,lesbian, pengkid to name a few...."

-Fareenz, November 2011

Sh'Bam

2011-11-01T08:39:00.002+08:00

Semalam adalah sangat penat. bergaduh dengan bonda over something stupid. biasalah ompuan (orang perempuan). balik from work, terus naik bilik mandi. sekali it was only 7.15pm, and it was too early to go to gym. my gym buddy whatsapp pun, pukul 8pm baru boleh reach gym. so the only thing to do was SLEEPING. hee...

sepatutnya semalam ada halloween theme, so supposely kena dress up for halloween. tapi kate pun i la yang pergi, memang harapan la. bukan harapan but beriya la pulak. tiba-tiba cancel ke kan?malu i.hihi..;)

so semalam we had more than 1-hour Shbam class. memang fun sangat.tapi i had a tear muscle (usual problem when you dont do warm-up or stretching)and so i tak berapa enjoy the class sebab sakit la kan. i suka kelas david sebab dia suka gelek + lagu hindustan or bangra.rasa sexy la kalau masuk kelas dia.

bagi yang tak tau shbam tu ape. boleh la tengok video kat bawah. fun giler and i never miss the class!!

ps: esok powerpump!!

NIKE The Pink Ladies Shoe

2011-10-31T00:15:00.002+08:00

You know how i recently suka spend time kat gym right? running on treadmill, weight lifting really makes me wanna have a pair of new workout shoe. ayah, had bought me a local shoe and it fits me very well. and the shoe had contributed so much on my last 11kgs.

but, since i'm joining Sh'bam class, kasut tu agak tidak membantu. Poor on maneuver (ceh, dah macam pilot plak la kan), system break yang kurang mencengkam, and of course, not style in it (adoii, ni mesti encik tunang marah ni, reason paling tak boleh diterima). tapi actually memang kaki (tapak) agak sakit sebab the shoe takde kekuatan to absorb the force it gets when im jumping, so sakit jugak la.

since encik tunang memberi cabaran where- if i lose certain weight, he will buy me a pair of shoe, mestilah yang baru so i asked him, " kasut nike boleh tak?promise won't take the expensive one..". and he said yes. yeay!!

since lepas ni lagi sebulan kitorang jumpa, so i nak bagi hint kat die maybe dalam sebulan ni i boleh reach the weight tu, so dia boleh get ready by now. actually banyak yang nak kena lose, dalam 10kgs more, so i rasa dalam 3 - 5 bulan baru dapat kasut tu. ingat senang nak buang 10kgs macam tu jer.

Criterias for the shoe : running shoe . black or pink . price . brand.

so i dengar kasut yang paling bagus untuk running is from Asics tapi yaAllah mahal kot. so i cater for a cheaper brand, Adidas or Nike. Adidas is more like laid-back-im-cool design. Nike totally futuristic design and of course, eye-catching. jom tengok kasut Nike ni, santek sangat!!

yang kat atas ni smart ada bling-bling oh so me. me want me want!!

ni macam kasut basketball. oh i just love the pink swoosh!!

ni pic from my friend's fb page. this one cost her RM199. cantik sangat and memang nak suruh encik tunang beli yang ni pun. but not sure untuk running or casual wear.

rasa macam kasut sketchers yang ada roda nie. totally cantik. kalau yang nike kat atas tadi takde, this one will be my second option. suka sangat-sangat.

tapi konon la kalau encik tunang baik hati sangat nak belikan kasut lagi satu, i nak suruh dia beli yang macam nie. cantik lagi sexy....auwwww...

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TERBAIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

Cheap

2011-10-28T11:17:00.002+08:00

Deepavali's week memang sangat terbaik. nobody is at the office. i'm all alone and yeah, thank God it's Friday. im doing my work slowly, constantly, and happily. yela, kalau tak, ada jer lecturer or student yang keluar masuk office nie.

anyway, dah nak tiba waktu lunch nie i'm blog walking from one blog to another blog. dari blog kanak-kanak riang, ke blog heavy duty, scary, mengarut, and last blog cinta-cinta. so anyway, ada this one well-known person yang merangkap sebagai kekasih celebriti, who owns a blog. blog dia i rasa biasa jer. cerita pasal family, friends, trip, and love. love banyak la. macam normal people who loves to share stories.macam saya, no matter ada pembaca ke tak but we love to share jugak. so ada orang pendengki dah buat fanpage kat facebook ,"i hate ***".i mean, com'on la.budak-budak belum baligh jer buat macam tu. budak-budak belum baligh jer yang ada sikap benci-membenci ni. biasalah, budak-budak. just sebab she is well known, terus orang cakap jangan cerita hal peribadi la, itu la ini la. sian dia.

cuba tengok blog i nie. sebab i tak popular la kisah cinta i yang i tulis kat sini tak keluar melodi kan?sebab ape?sebab i bukan artis la, lagi mau tanya.hahaha..takde orang pun sibuk-sibuk email i beribu cakap, "jangan nak share sangat dengan cerita cinta kau tu.." . macam tu la kot artis-artis kita ni dapat email. how should i know since i have never receive one and not intended to have one.

tapi itulah. ruang siber macam nie siapa boleh control. berpuluh-puluh nasihat diberikan jangan buat ni, jangan buat tu, beribu lagi cerita benci, fitnah,pendengki yang keluar. so terpulanglah kat individu dan kesedaran sivik akil baligh korang. kalau rasa cerita fitnah tu yang terang-terang tak betul dan tak tau cerita sebenar, janganlah menganiaya sebarkan cerita yang bukan-bukan. macam ahli politik. nak parti sendiri semua nampak hebat je, diburukkan parti lain. semua kebaikan dah tak nampak, kebaikan yang diorang dah curah all these years, keburukan yang dijaja-jaja. itu salah-ini salah.macam la kalau korang yang memimpin tu bagus sangat.

hukum hudud ni bila la nak dijalankan , kan?

so anyway, kalau la tiba-tiba i jadi artis, okla..artis tu macam beriya sangat. konon la i jadi personaliti (lebih formal), i tutup jela blog ni. kang ada orang jaja cerita i, and buat fanpage untuk haters. hahahaha....pastu nanti sedih-sedih sendiri, pastu marah-marah encik tunang, pastu nanti gaduh. nanti encik tunang tanya, "u baru habes baca novel eh?".hahaha...apa, die ingat i emosi sebab novel je ke?banyak lagi la sebab.halaa...so senang je, nak tutup mulut orang, tutup la blog. aci?

ps: dunia sudah tua.

Melaka

2011-10-27T11:03:00.004+08:00

Still alone in the office. the whole level takde orang. aman damai. kerja pun boleh buat dengan riangnya. the only problem left is, nak lunch apa nie?. dalam laci-peti-ais-tak-sejuk ni ada oats, nestum, kopi, teh lipton je. breakfast tadi pun dah makan nestum.haih.

lapar-lapar ni teringat cuti deepavali semalam. oh and kelmarin i had this amazing vacation dengan encik tunang. it was my first time ever jalan jauh and lama macam tue. dulu we had been to Ipoh, attending my best friend's wedding. takdela jalan mana just makan domino's dalam kereta heading to Kuala Lumpur.but last tuesday we went to Melaka for jalan-jalan.

the original plan was to go for a picnic kat Port Dickson. and it was supposely to be join with the other two friends, tapi mereka sebok tahap gaban macam ape ntah, so tak jadi join. encik fiance excited dan bersungguh-sungguh ajak getaway from Kuala Lumpur entah apa yang dia anti sangat teehee so we went to Melaka.Pukul 9am dah moved our asses.haha..

AND IT WAS A BLAST!!

i brought french toast and tea for breakfast. he loves it and we ate it during the journey. traffic was okay. lots of cars but mobile. we were wearing the comfortable attires, jeans and t-shirt and we're good to go!

first stop was this Kota A Famosa. seriously cuaca masa ni sangat la panas but windy. so memang rasa laut la sangat. amik gambar pun cantik semacam jer.we had so much fun jalan-jalan and taking pictures.and yes, hilang stress.hee..;)

Melaka sangat cantik, and i don't regret for coming here.and i cherished of all the things left here in Melaka. Then we entered the Museums. Lama gila dah tak pergi. the last time was like 15-20 years ago. so bila dapat masuk balik memang best. out of the 3 museums, i paling suka muzium TLDM. kemas and updated. Masa ni dah panas, peluh2, and yes-LAPAR! so ingat yer, bila kita pegi Melaka, it is a MUST to eat asam pedas. although asam pedas yang mama masak lagi sedap (tak tipu), we just wanna have the 'feel' of eating asam pedas here in Melaka.

Encik tunang bawak lunch kat kedai ni, and serius sedappppppp. sedap macam mama masak. dia makan asam pedas ikan pari, and i amik ikan..erm..erm..was it ikan duri or ikan tenggiri?ahahaha am not sure, but super sedap!and of course takkan tertinggal my kerang rebus.and of course, murah. lunch that day cuma RM26 untuk 2pax.alhamdulilah.

kedai ni located near to Dataran Pahlawan Mall, and next to Melaka Market tu.opposite menara Taming Sari (although menara tu jauh lagi kot..hahaha).

then jalan-jalan dalam mall tu. sejuk dapat aircond.ahahaha...dalam tu ada exhibition Tortura, anjuran Tourism Malaysia. super scary after reading the brochure given. alatan untuk menghukum orang dulu-dulu. sebelum ni i yang beriya merengek-rengek nak masuk, sampai sana senyap terus. encik fiance tanya, " U takut ke?". i dengan hensemnye jawab tak, tapi the truth was, takut jugakla. i tak suka pegang benda-benda yang mati-mati. forensic student tak forensic student, kalau boleh elakkan, i elakkan la. wahahahaha....kantoi beliau dapat tunang penakut. boohoo..

since Port Dickson adalah sejalan nak balik Kuala Lumpur, i nagging lagi cakap nak pegi beach. jawapan encik fiance , "tengoklah, kalau tak hujan..". memang i prayed hard la supaya tak hujan.

and the rain stops!!!!sekejap jela...ehehe...

we went strolling at the beach. we did bring some clothes tapi a bit tired and hari nak hujan. the laut was nice.i love the sound of ombak, i rasa syahdu sangat. and encik fiance as usual making fun of my mellow-emotional-feelings. haihh..he wouldn't understand, so biarlah dia..:)

minum air kelapa and waiting for the (konon) special 100-years laksa-yang-tak-sampai2, we were off to go. balik hujan selebat-lebatnya, and i can't see the car ahead.takut jugak la. boring sebab tak dapat kacau-kacau beliau. malam singgah makan tomyam sedap, hujan-hujan makan benda panas pedas macam tu memang la menarik.

im tired that night and reach home around 9.30pm. but im sure dia lagi tired sebab he was the one driving. he's been good to me all day long. sikit pun tak merungut. sikit pun tak menyakitkan hati, and the best of all,dia...can i keep that to myself?sebab the feeling best sangat and i just want myself to feel it...;)

and he said, "we should do this again next time..". rasa nak pelok-pelok je dia cakap, "YES WE SHOULD!!". tapi macam beriya sangat la pulak kan. so i just give him the cheekiest smile ever. konon macam suka la tu nak pegi lagi. i suggest both of us kumpul duit banyak-banyak and visit the 14 negeri sama-sama, then only we go oversea since we both like jalan-jalan.

so there goes my 1st ever vacation with encik tunang. we never been this far, and i enjoyed every moments and experiences i had with him throughout this journey. im happy as long as i know he loves me. itu je what matters to me. dah banyak sangat of what we've been through. some of it you can't even imagine. and i pun tak tau im this strong.

betulla orang cakap. cinta mengatasi segalanya. and as long as i have the love for him, for as long as i live, i will love him.

P/s: scrumptious!

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Cory Jane All Blacks

2011-10-18T14:42:00.002+08:00

Tengok dulu biodata Cory Jane ni:
Position Fullback, Wing
Hurricane 127
Height 183
Weight 85
Date of birth 02/08/1983
Birthplace Lower Hutt Province Wellington Nickname CJ, Siege, Soup
Career 2007-present
Points 60 (12 tries)

source: http://www.hurricanes.co.nz/team/players/cory-jane

Mamat ni caught my attention masa i tengok my first rugby match dengan en fiance. Mula-mula player yang caught my attention is the "epic man" lupa nama sebab dia banyak fumble but somehow so cute and agak hebat jugak menendang bola (rugby ball) jauh.

but cory jane lebih hebat sebab setiap bola tinggi dia boleh catch dengan hebat+bergaya+hensemnye. i know by this time en fiance mesti dah muntah darah dan roll his eyes dengan statement cik tunang beliau. heyyy...i dont care, okay.ahahaha..

alamak, ada kerja pulak.

but anyhow, im looking forward on the All Blacks future/ final match. sayang, i book you okay!we order dominos and have fun watching rugby together.woohoo!!

ps: i love you cory jane!sexyyyyyy..... <3

Diamond Ring

2011-10-18T14:31:00.002+08:00

Alamak, ada orang cakap I berlagak dengan cincin murah Habib Jewels worth of RM2******** tu.Katanye dia dapat lagi mahal dari itu.

Haha..homaigod!!

I don't care if my fiance or future husband bagi cincin murah pun la sayang, I really don't. If you asked him, I yang mintak cincin yang murah, but he insisted on buying the bigger diamond.

Tolonglah jangan cakap I berlagak. I don't live in a penthouse, I don't drive expensive car,I work makan gaji. To me, a ring worth of RM2******** adalah sangat mahal.

**Advise: please don't buy a cheap ring that looks cheap. But buy a cheap ring that looks expensive.

The point I nak cakap di sini, or in the last entree is, what's the point of him giving the most expensive gifts contohnya diamond ring berjuta dollar, tapi dalam hati beliau bukanlah kau yang bertakhta, dalam di dalam matanya hanyalah menyantap wanita-wanita di luar sana.

I just wanna say I'm blessed kalau dia betul cintakan I sepenuh hati. I've known him for a long time, dari dia bukan siapa-siapa. I don't ask for expensive gifts, cuma yang I nak cinta yang tak berbelah bagi. Cinta yang akhirnya akan bawa I ke syurga.

Ok. so can we drop the so-berlagak-with-infamous-nonexpensive- ring now?

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Expensive Gifts

2011-10-17T06:44:00.003+08:00

You know, the most expensived gifts en tunang pernah bagi was my diamond engagement ring from Habib Jewels worth of RM2*********.00.

But the most expensive gifts is totally the loves and cares he gave me throughout these years that NO MONEY can buy.Thus it is PRICELESS. Even if I have RM1zillion pun belum tentu he will give it if he taknak.

Alhamdulilah, we are getting stronger more than we know it. Thanks for the weekend honey!! <3

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How to Be Employee of The Month

2011-10-14T18:50:00.003+08:00

Workhard. There is/are no easy way.

Me?i have been work hard (as if) for a year. sampai orang pijak kepala and take advantage of my capabilities sedangkan gaji dia lebih banyak. banyak sangat plak tu. Then it comes to WORK SMART.

and now i am implement it in my daily life. there were once, i had enough of my workplace sebab dah tak tahan sangat dengan manusia yang suka take advantage nie. but en fiance banyak bagi kata semangat and up until now, i am still working at this place. frankly speaking, i memang suka sangat kerja sini, because i get attached to it. blame me please. but i know someday i have to move out from this place unless they are willing to pay me RM1K more than i earn now. like seriously.

banyak sebab kenapa i nak move out (nanti):

1. Salary
2. Carrier growith
3. Marriage
4. Home
5. Studies

Kalau current place offers me like RM5K, takde carrier growth pun takpe, and duk jauh kat P sane pun tak kisah. but again, salary kecik, jauh, no carrier growth etc. merungut pulak. but that's the fact. so planning of moving next year, by applying a working place at P. dekat. kalau tak dapat maybe continue my studies.

ok. kenapa tiba-tiba cerita pasal tempat kerja ni?

FYI, education line is not the same as management line. there is/are difference. so my boss (act like a boss but he is not like "boss") asked me to attend a workshop at Putrajaya for 4 days (not sure if hotel is provided but that's not the point) under Kementerian. but it is not MY LINE, it is more towards management doing profiling.

eh hello, kenapa i bahagian education kena pergi line management ni? sebab dah takde orang kan? kenapa tak hire? 1 point there. kalau i pergi, confirm i la kena buat profiling kan?siapa i?management people or education people? point number 2 there. ok fine, you nak suruh i buat profiling, but will you PAY me more? point number 3. nampak macam jahat kan sikit-sikit nak payment. let me ask you (the boss), would you go there and do the profiling without getting paid?

so here goes my conversation dengan the boss.

Boss : " Ms. F, we want you to go to this workshop (referring to Kementerian letter). Kursus buat profiling lecturer, students, courses bla bla bla....."

Me : *diam + blurr* "Hmm....Sir, kenapa i yang kena pergi?"

Boss : *senyum* "Because you were assigned to..."

Me: *geram* " Kenapa i yang kena pergi?because this is for management, so better management yang pergi.Kenape Ms. R (management staff) tak pegi?"

Boss: *diam* " oh, Ms R banyak nak handle bla bla..."

Me: *double geram* " Sir, i memang rasa im not suitable for this job. this is management line. as you know i kan bahagian education. kalau untuk *** i boleh pergi because it is part of my job, tapi not this one. i suggest you assign bahagian management yang pergi. how should i update untuk profiling, management have all the files and info,right?"

Boss: *diam + muka bengang * "hrm. ok. nanti i tanye management people.."

*discussion went on about other matters*

See? sebelum ni dah ada orang management yang pergi, tapi dia tak boleh handle profiling tu. dah berhenti kerja pun sebab disciplinary problem. now senang-senang dia nak hantar orang lain buat kerja tu. mentang-mentang dia tahu kita boleh buat kerja. profiling tu senang tapi LECEH nauzubillah.

Sebelum ni, i never decline and task, project yang bosses bagi. because im in a learning process and trying to gain experience. tapi kalau dah banyak kali kita jer yang kena buat, sampai kena stay kat ofis balik pukul 3 pagi, with that much of salary, hati panas jugak sebab kita buat kerja orang, orang tu gaji sampai puluh ribu.kan?

so this is my first time ever declining a task. i nak mereka tahu yang i (malay) bukan senang-senang nak diperkotak-katikkan. i dah bagi banyak muka tapi this time, it is not appropriate. so itu lah.

Sometimes we have to stand for our ground. bagi task kat orang yang suitable. bukan main campak-campak orang jer.i have to prepare for *** lagi nak suruh pergi kursus, nanti *** i jugak yang kena stay sampai pagi esok kan? tapi takpe, haritu buat *** i dapat OT 56jam sampai RM1K. itu takpe, sangat puas hati. setimpal.

ps: kempis2 perut jugak la nak menjawab kat boss. ni kalau second time dia suh lagi, i bagi je surat resign. ahahaha...

What is diet?

2011-10-13T09:37:00.000+08:00

Pagi ni sangat stress. Dari malam tadi. Dari petang semalam.dengan rumah kena broke in.so cerita kat bawah ditambah sikit dengan emosi.

I just want to share something with the readers. Kalau orang cakap dia tengah diet, bukan bermaksud dia TAK BOLEH MAKAN LANGSUNG. Nak ulang suara ke ape nie?

Memang bodoh tahap gaban la (sila masuk sekolah balik walau dah ada phd sekalipun )siapa yang cakap macam nie :

"Eh, makan? Kata diet.."

"Kata diet, mane boleh makan ni semua.."

Meh nak habaq.

Diet means daily food consumption, regular food intake,calories needed for a person.ada yang in diet sebab health problem, so dia kena tukar polar pemakanan. Banyak maksud dia.ada yang kena block protein and kena makan carbo. Ada yang kena block carbo and kena consume protein jer.ada yang tak boleh consume glucose.depends.

Diet tak bermaksud TAK BOLEH MAKAN LANGSUNG. Mati la orang kalau tak makan. Memang bodoh sesangat la sape yang cakap macam tu. (Okay 2 kali bodoh)

Orang yang diet for cosmetic purposes, akan consume lower calories than the body needed. Sebab? Cosmetic purposes kan. He or she still can makan, tapi in smaller propotion. Dia boleh makan whatever yang dia nak, but selalunya in smaller propotion. Contoh nasi lemak 2 sudu, cheese cake setengah sudu,etc. Get it?

Lain la kalau dia makan the whole cheese cake, dua kali tambah nasi lemak, nasi goreng pattaya tiga bungkus, satay 50 cucuk, memang wajiblah korang sound dia, cheezy wedges 15 kotak.

Orang malaysia memang suka buat assumption sendiri. Pastu dengki dengan orang tu diet, kau saja menyakitkan hati dia kan?

Ada cara yang lebih baik untuk menegur. Meh I ajar. Korang boleh cakap camni ,

" salmah, tak salah makan nasi lemak. But I think since u'r in diet, makan oats lagi baik ".

Atau,

"Min, nasi lemak banyak santan weh. Kau makan je biskut wheatmeal tu..ok?"

I don't mind kalau kau cakap tu ikhlas dan bukan nak menyakitkan hati. Sebab kau tu lebih kurang 44-50-56 in size.cermin diri sebelum bercakap. For a record, dia kata dia boleh makan the whole box of dominos pizza. Who's the biggest loser now?

Sekian.terima kasih.

Moral: hidup jangan menyakitkan hati orang.

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Effective Workout

2011-10-12T09:50:00.002+08:00

Title menggelabah.

Semalam was great. Alhamdulilah. I had an extreme workout with my personal trainer (which I haven't attend for a long time), and I didn't take my dinner (after 6). Suffocating, I felt so hungry malam tadi, and I didn't sleep well. I woke up every hour and this morning I'm a lil bit tired than usual.rindu en tunang la tu. Semalam tido tak wish goodnight. T__T

Semalam dek lapar sangat, I saw munchy's love letter and eagerly bukak macam 10tahun tak makan. Took one and I don't like the taste. Makan satu je and tutup balik. Since I'm hungry like hell,I stuffed my perot with soursop drinks.yummy!

Semalam I decided to have a class dengan personal trainer because I got a text from en fiance. Dia cakap, if I workout and push my self to the limit,the same thing I did with the trainer, dia cakap, "Then we can talk about your sugar glider..".

HOMAIGOD!! En fiance nak belikan sugar glider ke??? If he wants to buy me the sugar glider,I will definitely spend cash for the sugar glider's house. Omg..it's gonna be so cool and awesome!! Sugar glider mahal okay. Paling murah pun RM220. Tak campur rumah, hammock,tunnel,water container etc.

Oh masa kat gym, I dapat rahsia besar macam mana boleh lose weight, double the amount than ordinary workout.I've tried it semalam memang nampak effect dia. Terima kasih telinga kerana menjalankan tugas dengan baik mengumpul maklumat.ahahaha..

So balik pada gym, I'm waiting semi-patiently for en fiance nak bagitau something. Dari petang tu dia nak cakap tapi tak cakap2. So I called him. Pastu dia macam nak taknak cakap. Basuh botol la ape.I was pissed off.drop the call and wait.

Agaknya dia tau kot I marah,tiba-tiba dia terus pop up the thing. HOMAIGOD, I was damn damn happy. Lama okay penantian. I bet semua married or getting married couple waiting for this. Tapi en fiance cakap,under circumstances (and of course a lot of thinking) ,dia tak tau dia patut terima.

And me? Being the sweetest cik fiance ever,I am okay with whatever decision he made. *senyum lebar2 penuh pengharapan* eceh, siap berharap lagi tu padahal jadi ke tak pun tak confirm lagi. We have our own priority which is the wedding. So kena la identify mana yang you nak settle dulu.

I feel happy. Sebab the effort of him to tell me and discussing this and that, already make me feel like I'm part of his life, and he wants me to be part of his life,plans, and everything. I couldn't be happier than being someone who he can depend to.afterall,that is what a couple should be,by helping each other solving problems and all kan?

Hrm, rindu la plak.hope this weekend boleh spend quality time together. And we are planning to have a picnic!! Cik fiance mestilah the one yang kena sediakan food and all.lelaki tau nak makan je kan..haihhh...can't wait!!

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Splendid weekend

2011-10-10T16:10:00.001+08:00

Last weekend I had a splendid weekend. Both sabtu and ahad spent well (read:spent well but not quality) dengan en tunang.

Sabtu malam I had an open house invitation from tasha,my junior when I was in sarawak. She is smart yet cantik.okay memang cantik. The menu for that night were nasi beriani which both of us tak makan since it is carbo. We had bbq chicken n lamb,coleslaw,potato salad,ayam masak merah,and pengat durian-oh-so-sedap and a cube of chocolate cake. Am not full and either kenyang.

Thinking of getting sugar glider, but en fiance beriya-iya tak kasi. Dengki la tu.dengki sebab I will spend more time dengan the new pet instead of him.I don't know ape rasukan yang telah merasuk but I really want that sugar glider.kalau la en fiance romantik enough to buy for me the sugar glider as a gift ke,I would definitely love him to death,I mean up to until second death..ahaha..

No laaa, I still love him even if he didn't give me anything *batting eyelashes penuh pengharapan*

Then ahad tengahari seawal 11am he fetch me at the condo,pergi wedding kat klang.meru okay bapak jauh.and of course 2 kali sesat since both of us memang jenis main redah berpandukan google maps.

Tengah jalan2 tau-tau dah masuk bandar shah alam.T__T bila dah sampai klang, we missed out the meru ramp sampai ke shah alam juga.second missed was my mistake,because I yang cakap "jalan ni b.." And terus heading to shah alam. Bongok betul tunang encik kan?. Pastu senyap je dalam kereta dalam 5mins because I was so afraid en fiance nak marah.dahla jem,jauh,panas,salah jalan pulak tu.better senyap je kan.

Tiba-tiba dia cakap, " signboard tu pun patut arrow die macam ni (buat gaya arrow senget ke tepi)..".haaaa, okay legaaaa.. Hee..But I would have said sorry kan? Bukan ego,just malu nak mengaku salah baca signboard.heh.

Wedding ed and botak best gila.I mean the food was great.makanan jawa is so damn good.ada sambal goreng.a lil bit masin sebab ada ikan kering.en fiance enjoyed much the weather.panas but windy.I was expecting him to sit,eat,and go.tapi dia sit,eat,eat,eat,tengok2 sekeliling and baru go.hahaha...cik fiance pun ngap ngap ngap jugak. Tu balik terus pegi gym tu.ahahaha..

Anyway I baru perasan la.whenever kitorang jumpa kawan en fiance,and kawan dia bawak gf/wife,mesti I yang hulur tangan dulu nak salam. I ni terlebih peramah ke,muka sombong ke ape?atau semua taknak kawan dengan I?uwaaa.. Tapi takpe.orang kata yang terlebih dahulu memberi salam lebih baik. Ok seppp!!

By 3pm I dah kat rumah. Dalam kereta on the way,en fiance bising2. "B, next weekend tolong lah cancel all your invitation.kita dah lame sangat tak keluar shopping,tengok wayang dua-dua..".haa,masa ni dah nampak bunga-bunga cinta mekar di taman.siapa yang tak suka kan?nampak yang dia nak spend the whole day dengan kita and doing nothing for other people. And cik fiance jawab " I cek first eh b?sebab rasa ada wed bad bla bla bla.." Tanpa rasa bersalah. Bahahaha..takpela..semua pengantin suka kan orang datang wedding dia.

I kalau boleh semua friends nye wedding I nak attend. Tapi yang luar KL tu susah sikit sebab kekangan duit dan masa. Paling jauh I pernah pegi was ipoh.yang dah bagi kad tu I memang sedih kalau jauh,lagi2 kat penang,kelantan,kedah. Tatap kad kahwin korang je sedih-sedih dah.hurm..

Malam tu tiba-tiba en fiance jadi sangat sweet gila eh-hello-where-have-you-been-selama-ni..ahaha!! As you all know,en fiance bukanlah romantik, kat fb wall I takde nye nak tulis "good morning sunshine!" or video2 lagu cinta.memang takde.

Tapi malam tu dia cakap "thank u syg for loving me.." and paling nak tercabut jantung dan mata dah berkolam bila dia cakap, "I'm so lucky to have u as my future wife..".

Ya Allah, terima kasih. For everything.

Ps/: oit 8 bulan je lagi. Kursus kahwin pun tak pegi lagi. Nikah je boleh tak?

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7years and 8th month

2011-10-07T18:29:00.001+08:00

Last tuesday 4th october, me and en fiance had dinner kat manhattan fish. It was not my plan to go there sebab pagi tu,my Tatum broke down.vibration yang kuat sangat caused him to be sengal.so I sent him to autoservice.tak pergi kerja,mind u.so bbm en fiance ajak pergi lunch.

The sweetest thing was, dia gelabah sangat.dah macam first date.I lagila nervous bila dia nervous macam tu..hahahadoi. Lunch tak jadi sebab kete siap at 3pm.so decided to have dinner.

The reason why I sanggup drove all the way from kl to putrajaya was because,beliau pakai baju-sexy-favourite I.ok totally sexy. *berdarah idung* (sape tak tahan dengan pujian melambung sila close window,haha). Really tak boleh amik mata saya dari awak. (Can't take my eyes of u).

He called me rempit,because I put in my hand in the pocket,I mean my black skirt's pocket. And he took it out.little did he know that I was damn nervous, so letak tangan dalam pocket nak elak nervousness and acting cool.serius macam rempit but it was actually unconscious behaviour.ahaha..

Food was really great.we had garden salad,seafood olio, shrimp,dory fish,bottomless fizzie. Kenyang gila and yup,we didn't finish our meal.

It was a short meeting, about 2hrs.but I really had a great time. Sebab jarang lunch during working day.so I had a blast.it was just us kat situ.I bet bayuu is more romantic place to be,just the menu doesn't suit us that night.

But the most important thing was what we talked about on the-anniversary dinner.I dah terharu sangat2.I know he was sincerely said that he loves me and what we've been through had make him appreciate me more. I was flattered.

So baby,happy anniversary and I hope you will enjoy my companion through the years.I love you sayang,and I thanked Allah for lending me you as a friend and lover.and thank you for all the joy. (I just hope you read this coz you're too busy)

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Missing my keyboard

2011-09-30T15:10:00.003+08:00

wah, sangat lame tak update dari computer. seronoknya taip-taip sampai macam nak tercabut pulak keyboard nie ha..selalu update from mobile je. yela, convenient kan? dalam train dah boleh taip taip semata nak larikan fokus dari perempuan ketiak busuk. haih la, lately i'd encounter so many people who had body odour. i mean like, seriously?2011?rasanya kalau sental ketiak dengan sabun palmolive warna hijau tu dah cukup wangi kot. eheh, mentang-mentang tu sabun kesukaan i, terus laju je promote.

semua staff pergi mengajar, tu yang update from computer.selain taknak kantoi dengan budak opis i ada blog, i juga rasa macam tak 'sopan' update blog dari ofis. anyway, i have my class at 2pm (tadi) but student takde, eh i mean diorang belum register that subject so for the time being, kita lepak-lepak dulu. dua hari buat printing process kat bilik boss memang berpinau mata. nasib baik la print guna laser jet. cantik la sangat-sangat dia punya finishing. kita kat rumah pakai canon je. yang layak masuk kotak, pastu masukkan tong sampah...=.=' tapi di kala emergency, or hp printer habis ink, refill je canon,walaa..semua siap.

actually hari ni masuk gaji. i rasa suka sangat. sebab i dah boleh kirim duit kat kawan i yang stays kat london untuk belikan barang murah dari sana. dah siap buat link kat excel and email kat die lagi since beli online murah sikit. nanti i suruh je dia pass kat kawan i yang cuti kat sana. see?i dah cut cost on postage.so far tak tau lagi nak beli ape, tapi ade la dah buat list sikit. salah satunya cuffling dengan silk tie untuk bakal suami. entah pakai ke tak die tu. kasut tak berani nak kirim takut tak muat.heh.

persiapan kahwin belum dimulakan. walaupun catering, pelamin, and baju dalam genggaman (wtf?), seriously i have no idea where to start. first patutnya pergi kursus kahwin kan?kursus kahwin kat mane pun belum decide. lemau sangat dah nie. hari tu dicussed dengan en. tunang, mintak dia carikan training center untuk bakal pengantin. dulu sebelum bertunang, semangat gila baca blog B2B.

tapi sekarang, teka la suka buat apa kat internet?

gossip artis?online shooping?facebook 24jam?

heh salah. suka bukak youtube tengok "The Arrivals" banyak kali, both first version (english) and second version (malay). tengok the truth of Qur'an and banyak lagi la yang sama bidang. sampai kecut-kecut perut tengok.

oh and suka jugak tengok video nikah or kahwin yang cantik-cantik kat youtube. sampai menangis (such a loser).sweet la. i always think and feel like ,wedding tu memang sesuatu yang holy, spiritual, and memang mendapat keredhaan dari Allah. sebab bila i tengok orang yang berkahwin ni, macam sejuk hati and syahdu2 jer. or maybe memang i ni emosi berlebih sangat ke ape.ehehe...

ramai pulak 'kawan2' lama yang i jumpa. out of nowhere. the problem is, i tak ingat nama diorang =.=' tapi diorang simply call my name. sorry but i am bad with memory (that is why they invented memory stick..LOL).i wish i had stayed a bit longer so that i can add their HP numbers, tapi i just salam, a bit here and there and walk away. but thanks FB, we are once again connected.

note: lama gila tak tengok wayang, jalan berdua, dari pagi sampai malam, makan ikan siakap, tengok-tengok furniture kat ikea, makan meatballs, merajuk, kena marah dengan beliau,baca buku lama-lama kat MPH,main sorok2 kat borders and etc. masuk dunia pekerjaan melimitkan pergaulan sebab penat, and banyak komitmen lain dengan family etc. tapi we try very hard untuk spend time together cuma kuality dia kurang. so it makes me rindu beliau yang teramat sangat...........

Flowery

2011-09-28T17:04:00.001+08:00

Tadi masa tengah buat kerja-kerja printing kat bilik bos ,my collegues tanya about how I met my bf,eh encik tunang for the first time,berlarut sampai hal tunang.in between cerita jugak pasal what had happened before.

I dah lama lupa pasal hal tu,lepas bertunang I was happy,and even until now I happy lagi.tapi the moment we all borak tadi,dia punya pedih tu sampai hulu hati. My friend siap dapat goosebumps dek citer I and on how deep is my love for him.later,both of us macam bertakung airmata.heh..:D

Anyway, oleh kerana tiba2 teringat and rasa tak tentu arah,I bbm encik tunang.

Tiba2 hati rasa berbunga sangat,rasa tak sabar nak kahwin,and terus tak sabar nak jumpa weekend ni.

Ps: rindu sangat bila last jumpa was last friday.haihh..

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I'm Engaged!!

2011-09-21T18:30:00.000+08:00

*dancing in the rain*

Hahaha...yes I am happy. Tell me siapa yang tak happy when getting engaged?siapa?I am happy sebab things happened NOT according to my plan,things WERE not as I expected,Allah lebih tau ape yang terbaik untuk kita. Subahanallah. :)

Kerja-kerja mengemas rumah start dari hari rabu.I applied 2 days holiday since yours truly kerja dan tak pernah cuti maka cuti beliau banyak. Aunties and family la yang paling banyak membantu thus saya sangat terharu. Jumaat 16sept I went for a spa,a muslimah spa at platinum walk,memang the best!and I already plan for next trip. RM278 for foot spa,FIRsauna,body scrub,body massage,and body butter. Masa dia scrub tu,memang la I rasa semua daki 20 tahun simpan dah hilang.ahaha..pedih but you feel bersih.

Pagi bertunang, 17sept,I went for hair treatment,wash and style. Tak plan pun nak buat style ape,but she made for me the latin style,boleh la kan. Balik umah je,my mak andam, effy dah ada.terus makeup for almost 2 hour.dah siap nak tertidur kot. Then pakai baju,amek gambar semua.

Truly said,masa tengah siap ape semua,I don't feel anything.eh,I felt excited jela,itupun sebab nak jumpa dia,rindu kan?tak nervous.lepas tu encik tunang dan family sampai a lil bit late. Masa tu dah seram sejuk.

Then when it comes to I kena panggil sarung cincin kat luar, with the spotlights and camera, adrenalin rushed out, cuak gila and I'm sweating like mad!geez,mane sangka kita secuak tu.alahai..my future MIL cool je siap boleh main2 masa sarung cincin. Then masa encik tunang pun nak join amik gambar,malu sangat.hehehe..tapi rinduuu..:)

Alhamdulilah ramai datang, food sedap and habis.my candy buffet habis .and I felt the love from all of you. Ada yang sms,fb,and all.I was happy and I am still happy..:)

Thanks semua.thanks sebab menjayakan everthing that WE planned.thank you Allah for all the love.I always believed in You. Thanks to fiance and family.I love you,and I will always do, as I promised you 8 years ago.
Doakan jodoh kami sehingga akhir hayat kami. Doakan cinta kami kekal sehingga akhir hayat kami, dan doakan kami kekal bahagia selamanya. Amboi panjangnyeeee...hikhik. Amin.

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nervousness in half

2011-09-12T08:55:00.001+08:00

Good morning y'all.

It is early in the morning.sekarang baru pukul 8.30am and I'm already in the office. Masuk pukul 9, so now I'm having my breakfast,wholegrain bread with strawberry jem and hot milo. And I'm alone,which is fine with me sebab tenang je.

So, this week will be very very busy and I'm started to freak out. Rabu dah start cuti memandangkan anual leaves banyak lagi. Hadiah semua dah siap tinggal ada a few je. Candies ni mane nak cari?duit dah habis banyak nie.nervous bukan main kot.

Hari rabu start cuti sebab nak gi klia nak menghantar my brother further study.sedih la but I know he loves it there.let's just cross fingers yea?.lepas tu khamis nak buat pedi-mani. Jumaat dah nak kena pegi spa which I already booked and paid last month.gila gigih kan?than saturday nak kena pegi buat rambut semua. Banyak keje kan?

The best part is, hari ni dengan esok jer kerja.wohooo..lepas tu cuti. Tapi cuti2 pun banyak kerja kot.nak kemas umah nak beli flowers la ape la.

But I love it.sebab nanti bole get together with my friends yang dah lame tak jumpe, gossip and all.teehee...

Ps: nervous dah nie sebab semalam dah complete 50%.haihhh..

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5 days before Hari Raya

2011-08-25T16:09:00.002+08:00

I know. We have only like 5 days away from raya. Tell me if I were that excited to celebrate raya, no I'm not. Unlike previous years. But somehow I already bought my baju raya a few months back, I bought my designer handbag a few months back, and I bought my kasut raya last 2 weeks.

Talking about kasut raya, it was the comfiest, and the highest kasut raya I owned. Blame CK for that. Sebab dia sangat selesa, I lupa dengan ketinggian mencecah 173cm ini, I beli kasut setinggi 5inci. Memang bodoh tapi memang selesa tak tipu.

If la kan, I only wear it once and then I rasa stupid walking around dengan ketinggian ridiculous macam tu, I jual la kat blog nie. By the way the size is 40 but fits my size 10 foot effortlessly. Ada pembeli? I doubt. Tapi siapa nak book email la I.

I didn't make my biskut raya yet. Usually I baked choc chip cookies, cornflake cookies, and biskut arab. I will buy london almond as my favo raya cookies and jem tart. Then I will bake my infamous choc cake and fruit cake. And during raya I will make puding caramel. Let's see if sempat buat semua nie.

My house is a mess. We let go the maid to her kampung and suffer on our own during hari raya.siapa yang akan jadi bibik? Yours truly. Jemur kain,angkat kain, design rumah, arrange barang, basuh pinggan,masuk kuih dalam balang,anyam ketupat, are all my jobs.adik?she will watching TV the whole day and gives silly excuse like "adik puasa la..". Yes, she is 20.

I'm not worried about raya. I'm worried the 'after' raya. Dahla kena pergi beraya rumah mak mertua for the first time ever in my 8year relationship. Basah ketiak la weh..hikhik..tapi mama encik bf being the coolest mom ever, I know she will be a great companion later. Same where,I will be a great companion for her silly mengader manja son.

Oh, encik bf tak pernah miss out bagi duit raya kat I. Selalu kalau dia tak bagi pun, I selalu ingat2 kan.muahaha..Cukuplah I nak bayar bill Digi bulan depan.biar dapat dari tak dapat langsung.

So, every morning selalu kitorang akan bertukar sweet texts atau paling jahat pun menganjing each other.and we always exchange our pictures. Tapi today he was damn busy sampai pukul 2 pun tak anta gambar lagi. Dah la rindu, lagi buat kita tunggu lama-lama. Tiba-tiba dia anta gambar siap dengan the cheekiest smile ever. Boleh tak? Rasa nak gugur jantung tengok my other nyawa buat macam tu.

Haihh..macam mana la tak makin sayang.

Eh, ini lari topik raya nie. Anyway hari ini ada dua majlis berbuka puasa. Kat ofis and kat PJ. Masa untuk menggemukkan diri!!

Ps: sabtu sabtu. Lambat sungguh kamu.

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Thank you So Much

2011-08-24T09:36:00.000+08:00

Masa I had 'that' problem, only orang-orang yang sangat rapat je yang tau. My family, and a few good friends. 3 orang yang tau cerita sebenar.

And they had been supportive enough especially my family. My mum,jangan tanya laa,menangis and everyday dia akan tanye my condition, and even kat office pun die akan msg I. Siap tanye, " you want to go to london this weekend".Sedih ok.

I don't know why, but kalau kita kawan seikhlasnye, rasa sayang je dengan kawan-kawan kita tu. Thanks korang untuk semua supports,air mata, dan tadahan telinga korang.

Ok jauh sgt dah pergi ni.

Anyway, I came across something on fb. A friend of mine stated that:

" Don't tell others about your problem. 20% don't care. The other 80% are just glad you have them"

Perghhh...boleh tak macam tu?

Boleh. Because that's the main reason why I don't simply post an entry here during that gloomy day or I post a status on facebook like " such a fu*king ......".

Sebab I rasa kalau I post like that on fb, people will come and ask so many questions yang kalau baca dari 1st comment sampai yang ke 128, dah bole agak jalan cerita.hahaha..

Thanks for friends yang email and PM me asking how do I do. They don't say much but only pray for my happiness.

Alhamdulilah Ya Allah tiada apa yang lebih membahagiakan dari 'kebahagian' yang Kau berikan kepada kami.

Kesimpulannya, keep the thoughts to yourself. Trust only a few persons because yeah, the others-they just glad that we have that problem. And ada juga orang yang memang berniat nak rampas kebahagiaan kita.

Jahat sungguh hati manusia.busuk hati.

Ps: berdoa yang my friend tak post yang bukan2 kat fb sampai mengaibkan suami dia. Dah banyak kali, macam hari-hari. YaAllah tolonglah lindungi mereka.

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Shopping at Ikea

2011-08-23T10:41:00.001+08:00

Seriously need to go to IKEA. Bukan sebab hanya kerana meatballs yang lazat, tetapi juga sebab nak beli barang.

1. Balang kuih kaca. At least 4 to 5 balang.
2. Cake-tiers. Rasa macam kat rumah ada. Itu beli kat jusco ke ikea eh? Takpe kena check. At least beli 1 lagi.
3. Plate yang square.
4. Mangkuk round atau square.
5. Lampu. Floor lamp 2, atau lampu tinggi.
6. Vase tinggi paras pinggang. Rasa yang ni kat ikea ada tapi melampau harga. Kena gerak balakong ni cari.

And good news! Semua warna putih. Senang cari. Tapi rasa nak pergi kedai rm2 la, banyak jer murah2.

Ehem ehem...encik bf nak teman pegi ikea tak? Kita pegi pagi2 tak ramai orang kan sayang? Nanti I bagi u 'hadiah' special weekend ni..lalalala..

ps: cantik I like! One step closer...nervous!

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Fight & Betrayal

2011-08-23T10:07:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, tak pasal-pasal sebab rindu (tak admit kat encik bf), I exploded. Tapi I perasan la, sejak-sejak dah matang ni, rasa nak bertelagah ni, ayat dia sangat membina. Sedikit sarcasm although the points are always delivered. Get what I mean? Kalau gaduh, tapi apa yang kita tak suka tu tak sampai, what's the point of having a fight?

And kalau we all gaduh pun, ended up jadi loving gila. I harap kalau dah kahwin nanti things will always been the same (or better) for us. Sebab after almost 8 years, kitorang still sama. I still much in love with him. And him?gosh, couldn't be better.

**kalau la encik bf tu khairul fahmi che mat, mesti blog ni popular,tak pun mesti orang menyampah sebab suka cerita pasal bf. Tapi sebab bf I orang biasa,tidak berharta mahupun rupa (ok tipu), maka tiada siapa pun peduli akan blog ini**

My friend, my very close friend, baru kehilangan gf yang dicintai, gf yang diinginkan untuk dijadikan suri hati, sebab gf dia ade lelaki lain. I was furious!!and I am mad!!

Lelaki perempuan sama je sekarang. Suka amek hak orang. Memang la dia bukan suami/ isteri orang lagi, tapi the fact yang "there are so many fishes out there,why mess with the one being caught", kenapa? Really, I pray that you will be happy with the fish yang you 'curi', and I harap Allah je dapat balas kesengsaraan orang yang teraniaya.

Bila berkaitan hati dan perasaan, that's one thing we will never know- of how much they suffer inside. Allah saja yang tau.Jadi setiap benda jahat kita buat kat orang lain, akan ada balasan yang setimpal. Wallahualam.

Wah panjang ustazah ni cakap. Anyway, to my friend, insyaAllah kalau ada jodoh takkan ke mana. I'll always pray for you, and aku harap ada perempuan solehah untuk kau nanti.

Okay sekarang rindu sangat kat encik bf.. And I hope ramai yang akan mendoakan kami bahagia bersama.

Ps: novel semalam la punca penyebab semua nie..kuikui..

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IFTAR

2011-08-21T11:34:00.003+08:00

we went for a iftar yesterday with encik bf's batch mate. they were all hillarious and some of them were so cute. haihhh...when you were around this kind of people, masalah pun hilang, and buat you macam 'awwwwww...'.

we arrived a lil bit early, but since datang awal bersebab so macam takdela masalah sangat. we went and bought some set of SKII products, and kasut kat cotton on. lepas tu encik bf kata diorang tak buat reservation lagi, boleh tak? so we went to chillis, lama gila tak makan situ, tapi tak boleh reserve, walk in sahaja. then we went to seoul garden, tempat paling favourite sekali, pun tak boleh reserve. sekali i saw this buffet kat kluang station. encik bf dah agak malas nak jalan naik atas ke piza milano, so we ended up there. reserve for 10 persons with 50% deposit. encik bf bayar dulu la macam biasa.

lepas buka dalam 9.30pm, diorang nak main bola. cik gf kan sopan bulan-bulan posa pakai long dress labuh, macam mana nak main bowling. boleh jer, tapi i malas nak campak-campak bola. kalau ikut record, kalah encik bf main bowling dengan i. ahahaha...

habis main we went to rasta ttdi lepak shisha plak. i've tried once or twice, tapi i didnt enjoyed much. macam mana plak perempuan yang merokok tu eh. when you are doing something you enjoy, lainlah rasanya. kat rasta i dah mengong-mengong. masa tu dah pukul 1. lawan mata and rasa nak baring kat meja makan tu, i ended up borak-borak dengan encik bf. cerita pasal hantu ketidakkesampaian. hahaha....it was funny and i laughed like mad, encik bf dah hangin dah tertipu dengan cerita tu.hahaha....

next stop was mali's.masa ni i dah tak tahan. nak dekat pukul 2.30am kot. he sent me home and had a nap at my house while waiting for his friends pergi tukar kereta la ape la. kat kelana jaya la plak. nak makan kat tengah-tengah KL.

in the car when driving, he said. " lately i really miss you so much. kalau b hilang tiba-tiba macam restless je.." lebih kurang. i was like..."awww...sweet gila plak bf aku nie..".

now makin lama makin sayang kat dia. and he is too. i know he try his very best to convince me.i can see his efforts. and i love that, when he's making that extra efforts. i love him. i love him so much.

I count on You

2011-08-19T12:22:00.001+08:00

Sometimes I just want to be 'that' somebody,yang hatinya kuat, yang don't give a damn on anything pun. I wish I am that person.

But being me,made this way, kadang-kadang perasan itu kecundang jugak di tengah jalan. But trust me,I tried my very best to keep it together,to be strong. Luarannya kelihatan kuat,tapi kat dalam serapuhnya. But no one knows,not even myself. Cuma boleh rasa. Sakit.

I know I am lucky.I did know.

Cuma, I need 'that' something to buy me that feelings. To convince me. To tell me how lucky I am, how lovely the feelings are. Because I was hurt so much,so so much that it left me with deep scars.

It heals eventually,but the feelings remain.

I don't know what went wrong.nothing is wrong I guess. It is just I am not 'that' kind of person that don't give a damn on anything.

Because I AM that person, who gives a damn on EVERYTHING.

Because I am made with HEART.

Ps: mainan perasaan ni. Tak pun mainan syaitan. Tak pun sebenarnya tengah rindu ni pastu tak dilayan perasaan ni kan..pastu mulalah nak mengada buat entry camni..haha!

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Shy of Nothing

2011-08-15T11:02:00.001+08:00

When I was with en.bf, die macam ada satu perasan yang, tak boleh nak cakap la.Of course ada perasaan sayang, rindu, manja, suka, and all the sugar feelings tu la. Tapi ni lain.

Perasan lain macam tu lebih ketara bila between us tu, ada orang lain. Contohnya, kawan, family.

Let's say,bila kitorang jumpa, tiba2 nak kena jumpa family dulu,I rasa macam tak selesa, and macam ada orang memerhati tingkah laku kitorang. Is that normal or I'm being a paranoid?

I rasa malu sgt and gugup. Kalau dengan my family,I okay lagi. Tapi bila dengan family dia,and dengan kawan-kawan. Gugup plak rasa.

Macam kelmarin, masa I nak exchange barang,he asked me to masuk rumah and jumpa his mom.gugup wehh..so I bagi la dekat mama kurma coklat,dendeng,and sambal sotong I masak. Basah ketiak nak ngadap mama.

Then mama hantar kitorang kat gate.so masa tu I was standing next to him,nak masuk kereta.then I cakap, "tanye la mama nak makan ape..". By that time (I rasa la) pitching dah lari, body gesture pun dah macam pelik.haihhhh...

Dalam kereta,oleh kerana pembawakan tadi, I jadi excited (the atoms are in excited state), sampai en bf pun perasan. Malu tapi dah badan kita working tremendously mcm tu, what else can I say?

Masa minum dengan kawan-kawan pun,I duduk jauh-jauh je dari dia. Eh salah, dia jauh-jauh dari I, sebab skrin bola tu kat belakang. T_T

And I didn't talk to him at all,I rather talk to his friend. Cuma.. ermm.. I main2 tangan dia bawah meja jer...rindu punya pasal.

I think the fact yang orang memerhati me and him, bukan buat I x selesa,it is just,I malu nak tunjuk I sayang dia depan orang..ecewahh.. I mean like betul-betul manusia la. Kat blog, fb, orang tak tengok directly kan.

So I think, by being an item, rasa malu tu masih ada.maybe you all tak faham la tapi haihhh...malu la.

Ps: sabtu ni entah macam mane la. Buka meja lain-lain la.

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Fast

2011-08-14T18:34:00.003+08:00

semalam after iftar, i went to fetch encik bf at his house, cheras. ada barang needs to be exchanged selain dapat my angry bird bought by one of his friend. terharu sangat sebab tak rasa pun dia beli because we were like talking just in the facebook. tiba-tiba encik bf call cakap angry bird dah sampai. i was like...whaattt? but anyway, dah dapat. and it was so cuteeee!!

then we went to mamak's stall and hang out with two of his friends, yang memang kenal pun. watching football and biasalah, borak2. encik bf busy talking with kawan dia, so i took the chance untuk borak with the other friend, memang close friend pun. and he was talking about something nice to hear from A to Z. its good when people start talking something important and privacy in one's life, sebab by that time, (s)he is start to believe you. although dia tak cakap directly, psychologycally, dia dah let you in his/her life.

but the time was like 3.30am in the morning, haruslah bergegas pulang. encik bf juga kelihatan lentok-lentok. dia kan, kalau dah ngantuk, die jadi cranky. dia nak kata kita cranky, tapi dia pun sama. but he was like so cuteeee, rasa macam nak tumbuk2 jer...haha

i pecut like 110km/h which i seldomly did, maybe this was my first time (boleh gelak sekarang), and it took me like 10-15minutes to drove from cheras to gombak. memang terbaik. and i drove at the fast lane (clap hands)...teehee. kaau kena saman memang menangis aku.

hrmm..tiba-tiba rindu plak kat encik bf. tinggal lagi sebulan jer...and hopefully and i pray hard, things will always on our side...i love him and will always have...

ps: 20minit lagi nak buka puasa..yeay!!

Bazaar Ramadhan

2011-08-10T10:25:00.001+08:00

Hari tu first time pergi bazaar ramadhan atau a.k.a PARAM (pasar ramadhan) dengan encik bf. Orang malaysia ni malas gamaknya sampai benda alah ni pun nak short form kan. Kalau pandai shortcut kan formula Calculus bangga la sikit kot.

Anyway, we went to bazaar kat wangsa maju depan jusco, about 15mins driving to my house. Nothing much that we bought except air tebu yang en bf excited gila nak beli,and chicken wings. Me and bf selalu have our thoughts on something, and selalunya sama.

(The thought of having life with him is beyond everything..)

Kitorang tengok ramai je yang galak membeli without they know it would lead to ? Pembaziran. Kalau makan takpe. Even my mum beli kuih rm2 tu pun tak habis inikan pula murtabak.

Me and my bf had learned that the amount of food that we consumed is the same like any other ordinary day.takde menambah pun.tapi sebab the whole day tak makan kan, so kita rasa lapar.bila lapar kita tend nak semua benda banyak.so end up beli byk tp last buang tong sampah.

Frankly speaking,I rather eat at home dari makan kat luar. Same goes to encik bf. At one side, kitorang boleh berjimat, but on the other side,I la kan kena masak..teehee..

Now I'm learning to cook his favourite dish.luckily, favourite dishes die same dengan apa yang I suka..senang.

Anyway encik bf haritu tak cakap nak pergi bazaar maka I ended up over dress ke bazaar.so funny but takkan semata nak tukar t-shirt kena balik and datang semula ke bazaar right?nonsense.

We really did enjoyed our date.it was meaningful to him, he said. Malam he lepak at my house watching MU vs Man City and now he knows that my family takde la fan of football because ayah was surfing the internet while both of us semangat tengok bola. T_T

Ps: he was so cute cuddling himself masa tengok bola..teehee..
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What is Happening?

2011-08-09T09:51:00.002+08:00

SAYA JATUH CINTA DENGAN LELAKI YANG SAYA KENAL ALMOST 8 YEARS AGO....

MACAM MANE NIEEE!!

MALU tapi MAHUUU........

Khairul Fahmi Che Mat, Si Penjaga Gol

2011-08-05T00:17:00.003+08:00

sejak dua tiga menjak nie, front page newspaper semua cerita pasal goalie-hebat-kesayangan-malaysian, Khairul Fahmi Che Mat yang dah putus tunang. Actually, i could't be bothered la dengan semua cerita-cerita macam nie, tapi kalau dah hari-hari asyik cerita kau jer, memang la terus jadi slot cerekarama la. Thanks to my collegue yang hari-hari beli newspaper kurang berfaedah- metro.

hal dia dengan tunang dia, siapa bersalah, siapa yang pengkhianat, biar mereka, keluarga dan Allah SWT je yang tahu. kita kat luar nie janganlah jadi pemfitnah, apatah lagi yang suka tambah perasa dalam cerita mereka. biar mereka selesaikan dengan cara mereka sendiri, dan tak payah la nak sebok-sebok hal diorang.kan?

but my two cents? both of them are still young. young lovers need each other, 24/7. tapi bila one of them got a big commitment macam beliau pemain kebangsaan lagi la sebok je memanjang, memang boleh buat gaduh la kan. and the girl sure rindu-rinduan. booommmm tercetus la pergaduhan. plus ada insan-insan bernama pendengki yang suka buat cerita, lagi la tambah api kemarahan. so both are young, darah panas plus ego, akhirnya macam ni la jadinya. but i pray for both of you, kalau stil sayang each other, please please find a way to be back together.

(i've been there, and it really really hurts me up until now.but i thanked Allah for giving me, him, us, a second chance. Alhamdulillah)

anyway, siapa Khairul Fahmi Che Mat nie?

i pun not quite sure sebab through out the years i tak pernah dengar nama dia dicanang-canangkan. but i am sure die adalah penjaga gawang gol skuad malaysia. (correct me if i'm wrong)

i tak tau kehebatan die sebagai penjaga gol malaysia. until recently i went to Malaysia VS Singapore matched.

Damn he is so damn good!!!Pantas betul mendapatkan bola, menepis dan menghalang bola.and he got a positive attitude also. for a young guy like him, seriously i can see a bright future upon him. God Bless!

okay, cukup-cukup la cerita pasal dia. so now, please preview gambar Khairul Fahmi Che Mat yang paling hot sekali.

Happy Ramadhan

2011-08-02T08:15:00.000+08:00

Wah,dah 2 ramadhan dah kita hari ni.sungguh cepat masa berlalu. But I feel so sad sebab I am still not able to perform my rukun islam. Oh,rasa tak terlambat nak wish Happy Ramadhan to all the Muslims. Ramadhan datang sekali je setahun.dan kehebatan bulan ramadhan ni,kita tahu,tapi Allah lebih tahu. So jom rebut pahala bulan ni untuk kegunaan akhirat kelak.

Bulan ni tak macam ramadhan yang lalu. Ramadhan ni special sangat.tak boleh cakap sekarang tapi dah boleh agak la kot..*senyum*

All I can say is that,I feel so blessed, ada kedua ibubapa yang very understanding,doakan yang terbaik untuk anak-anak dia,kawan-kawan yang menyokong,en bf yang penyabar and who loves me more than anything else. Apa lagi yang I nak? Kebahagiaan. Kebahagiaan yang I mimpikan dengan orang tersayang.

So bulan ni,I doa banyak2 semoga Allah limpahkan segala nikmat kebahagiaan dunia dan akhirat,untuk saya,awak,awak,dan awak.

Happy fasting!!jangan makan banyak-banyak sangat y'all..kate nak pakai kebaya tahun nie..teehee..

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Truly Yours

2011-07-31T22:46:00.004+08:00

i can see the faith in his eyes.
i can see the regretness on his face.
and i can feel the love when his hands touches mine.
and that he never let go of my hand despite he is driving, and walking.

*senyum*

effort dia from day 1, from the day he said he want me, saya boleh nampak. saya boleh rasa.
slowly the feelings i had for him, developing little by little.
slowly i remember how i used to love him more than anything else.

*senyum*

and i love that feelings.
that true feelings i had for him.
the feelings that i called; cinta sejati.

Im Not That Strong

2011-07-30T19:56:00.002+08:00

kalau dengar-dengar tajuk kat atas mesti rasa nak emo-emo je entri, kan? anda (dan saya) SALAH!!ceritanya bukan pasal perasaan sedih, atau ketiadaan kekuatan dalam life. bukan itu.

pagi tadi, ada training session dengan my personal trainer. badan besar tapi rendah orangnya. but i always love to hear the stories from him. we shared a lot of information. tentang hidup. tentang kepercayaan. it was always a good idea to have some piece of advice dari seseorang yang sudah makan garam dulu dari kita.

anyway, last night i didnt eat anything. regime sekarang adalah *wajib untuk tidak makan malam. pagi tadi bangun pun tak sempat nak breakfast sebab bangun lebat, kata hujan. encik bf plak sedang sedap-sedap tidur dalam selimut tebal, amat jeles. kita call die around 10 macam tu, suara tengah sedap tidur.suara paling manja sekali. kikiki.

oh, hari ni regime die macam hardcore sikit. haritu masa on a date dengan encik bf, i said trainer tu macam tak best je, sebab semua routine dia suruh buat macam ajar budak-budak jer.sekali hari ni, amek kau, termuntah-muntah terus.

MUNTAH?hadoiii....i know after last session tu dia nak ajak borak-borak, macam biasa. but i terus say bye, heading to restroom. lepas tu, bueeekkkkk bueekkkk bueeekkk!! gila macam hos air kot i muntah. but semua memang air jela keluar sebab perut kosong kan takde pape.

lepas tu mandi pun gigil tak bertenaga. nak bukak baju ape semua i siap lean dekat dinding sebab rasa pening-pening. drove balik pun slow and steady jer.

IM NOT THAT STRONG rupanyeeeee.....hahahahahha!!!

ps: encik bf kate, kalau muntah-muntah tu kira fit la tu siap thumbs up die bagi. beliau cuba confuse kan i ke ape nih?

Usah lepaskan

2011-07-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

Usah biar ku bersendirian..

Usah biar hati mu di tawan..

Usah biar diri ku di sini..

Seorang menunggu tanpa teman..

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu..

Usah biar semua berlalu..

Usah terlupa perasaan hati..

Pertama kali bila bertemu..

Usah lepaskan......

Credit: taufik batisah

Ps: faith in love...<3

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Betrayal

2011-07-28T12:42:00.001+08:00

What's the difference between orang yang mem-betray, dengan orang yang di-betray?I bet orang yang di-betray rasa lebih sakit, kan?

Kita manusia. Tak lari dari kesilapan. Tapi kita mesti ingat, kita ada Allah, dosa dan pahala. Setiap apa yang kita lakukan,kalau kita ingat Tuhan, benda-benda tak sepatutnya takkan jadi.

I didn't say that I am good,alim. But I know,bila I buat-buat tak ingat Tuhan,memang dosa la yang I buat. Contohnya, mengumpat. Tapi kan, kalau kita buat sesuatu tu sampai lebih dari sekali, adakah itu "manusia melakukan kesilapan"?

You will never understand my situation,and I tak mintak pun difahami.but the pain that I feel, I tak boleh nak tahan. It hurts so much. So damn much that I cried myself to sleep every single night.

I just have to be strong.

I just have to be myself.

I just have to enjoy my life.

Kenapa la manusia tak pernah nak menghargai apa yang dia ada? Kenapa la manusia cemburu dengan kebahagiaan orang lain?kenapa la manusia tidak tahu bersyukur?

The pain. I hope it goes away,just like when the wind blows....

Ps: time will heal the wound.

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Pot of Gold

2011-07-22T14:18:00.000+08:00

Sayang saya,
Lately ni sweet sangat.

He always tells me where he wants to go,how he feels on certain thing, how much he miss me, how much he wants me,that I am important in his life. He talks about future,and I proudly say that I am in the picture.

Dia bukan macam tu dulu. *senyum*

And I love that.I love the changes,because it is a good change of him. Deep in my heart,I too,want to change for him. I really do. I tak nak kesilapan kitorang dulu buat relationship kitorang huru - hara. I admit both of us memang buat salah. Hanya kitorang tahu siapa yang bersalah sebenarnya.but still I want to change,not just because of him. Tapi untuk diri sendiri jugak.

Takde istilah teruk kalau berubah untuk orang yang disayangi,lagi2 kalau berubah tu kepada kebaikan.

Sebenarnya I bersyukur sangat sebab diberi peluang kedua untuk mencintai dan dicintai.sebab I know it will be the end of the world if I stop loving him.

InsyaAllah,things will get better day by day.

Ps: I don't like to point finger,if you know what I mean.

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Celebrity Fitness

2011-07-21T10:02:00.003+08:00

i always in love with workout *cough* exercise, especially aerobic. i was an athlete back in school dulu. i was a netball player, was an archer. (read: was). when i entered university for 6 years, jarang sekali nak workout. but somehow i managed (slightly) to controlled the food i consumed.

macam mana boleh terjadi member club celebrity fitness nie?

last sunday when i went out for a date (to discuss 'our' future, damn it was a very sad day) and i thought it will be the last day we were an item, he brought me jalan-jalan to one of the celebrity fitness outlet. back in my mind, i think he was crazy, sebab kenapa dia interested nak join celebrity fitness here, jauh dari rumah dia. but i heard he said, " nak compare price between celebrity fitness and fitness first..". so i macam okay je la.

while waiting, he asked me to wait outside. ada dua kemungkinan jer, he intended to buy membership for someone or himself. but the fact mungkin itu adalah hari terakhir we were an item, i jadi sakit hati bila fikir he will be around and quite near to me. macam mana kalau terserempak? mesti sedih kan. while waiting kat luar, i was crying. dah la lama tunggu.

so something happened on monday. to cut the story short, we were okay. on tuesday he asked me out for a date, dia kata penting sangat. janji jumpa pukul 9, but until 9.45pm i dont see him anywhere. bengang jugak sebab he is a punctual person, but i jalan-jalan pergi guardian la, cold storage la, nak sejukkan hati.

by 9.50pm dia called tanya i kat mane. and we met. i saw the celebrity fitness's official beg. so i said to him, "uuuuu....ade orang dah register la celebrity fitness. nape tak ajak?boleh orang join sekali.." dalam hati kecik ati jugakla, but i stay cool jer.

then tiba-tiba dia cakap, "nah sayang..untuk awak. as our wedding gift..". i was like, what the fish!? i took out the receipt, and it was about RM2000!!??i thought he was joking. gila apa kau membership mahal macam tu. tak mungkinlah kan dia nak beli untuk i.he said, " yer sayang...untuk awak..." sambil senyum-senyum paling manis sekali.

then dia terus bawak i jumpa the trainer, and the trainer explained everything, pasal classes and 12-sessions of training. still in a blurry mode, but adapted fast.

so yeah, this was the reason macam mana i boleh joined celebrity fitness. encik bf telah membeli advanced wedding gift. i dont feel offended, because I REALLY WANT TO JOIN THE GYM!!!WOHOOOOOO!!

thank you baby, thank you sayang!! sangat-sangat gembira!!i went to the training semalam, and best gila!!!i hope tidaklah hangat-hangat tahi ayam jer..teehee..

kadang-kadang Allah dah tuliskan cerita yang cantik untuk kita. i doa sangat cerita cinta i cantik sampai akhir hayat kami. i love him, and i know he loves me too. berdoa sangat tiada lagi dugaan yang hebat macam hari tu. i tak boleh hidup kalau takde dia..hrmm...sebak plak tulis macam nie.

so okay la. i hope i can get my ideal weight by the end of the training session. please please please...amin.

ps: doakan kebahagiaan kami yer. amin..~love~

Mencintai Aku Dengan Seadanya

2011-07-21T09:58:00.001+08:00

Ku sedar ku tak seberapa
Jika dibanding mereka
Yang jauh lebih megah dari diri ini

Apa yang mampu ku berhias
Hanyalah hati yang ikhlas
Terpendam simpan untuk dia yang sudi

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
Kisah dongeng saja

Belum pernah ku merasakan
Dipeluk dalam dakapan
Eratnya melindungi jiwa rapuh ini

Sanubariku memerlukan
Kehadiran seorang teman
Tulus mencurah kasih sepenuh hati

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Mencintai aku bukan kerana rupa
Dalam waktu sedu
Dalam waktu hiba
Ku harapkan dia rela

Mencintai aku dengan seadanya
Sanggup menerima insan tak sempurna
Atau mungkin cinta sebegitu hanya
Kisah dongeng saja

Stacey - Kisah Dongeng

ps: bila ofismate 25jam bukak lagu ni memang agak bernanah jugak telinga...T_T

The Up Side Down

2011-07-20T12:26:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum.
Where do I begin? Okay.for the past few weeks,I had been in a kind of situation yang I rasa tak pernah di alami oleh mana-mana pihak pun kat dunia nie; Bila nikmat cinta ditarik dalam sekelip mata.okay fine. Exaggerate. Orang lain pun pernah rasa,but I was devastated.I really was. And I think my world has come to an end.

A week before this sad thing happen,I was happily went on a date with him.and I don't expect any of this scary thing to happen.at least not a week after a loving date,no?

So when he said he wanted to break off our relationship (for a certain reason I don't want to mention here..awwwww..don't be sad..haha), I was damn shocked and really rasa nak pengsan. I was crying like mad but at the same time I know I have to let him go.after 7 years. Selepas 7 tahun yang penuh rasa cinta. We don't get on a fight nor we have major problems with each other.It just happened and it happened on the 10th of july.

I was devastated.I can't work.I can't eat.I cried everyday at the office.my friends were crying too.my parents were sad,so do his parents. Days were so gloomy.I lost a few pounds due to that. He even change his relationship status on facebook.by that time,I know he is serious.

I was praying like there's no tomorrow.I never pray before.I mean not that diligently. Deep in my heart,I know I still want him.I really do.call me stupid,call me stubborn. I really want him because I love him.I really2 in love with him. Orang yang pernah berasa cinta saja yang akan faham.

Until on the last monday,I decided to let him go.I really do. I just want to see him happy. I met him on sunday,he looked so sad,serabut.I can't see my love one like that.I really want him to be happy.and Actually I have already plan to leave for UK.I had contacted several friends kat manchester and london.and I should be gone, september is the earliest.

But things were not always according to our plan. Allah penentu segalanya,remember?alhamdulilah yang teramat sangat,we were back on track. He still loves me,and I still love him. I still takut-takut with him,but I hope Allah akan sentiasa meredhai hubungan kami.

Alhamdulilah, we will get engaged in just around the corner,and married after that. InsyaAllah. Amin.(I am crying when I type these words)

I just want to thanked Allah,sebab Dia tahu akan sebab yang terjadi dan Dia akan sentiasa membantu hambaNya yang lemah. Thanks to our parents yang tak putus2 doa untuk kebahagiaan kami. Thanks jugak kat kawan2 yang sentiasa bagi sokongan. Kawan-kawan yang tak pernah bersemuka pun sentiasa bagi sokongan.

And lastly, I want to thank (and appologize) to my dearest bf. Terima kasih sebab masih percaya akan 'kita'. Terima kasih kerana sentiasa menerima kurang lebih your own gf. I'm so sorry for all the wrong doings. I hope we will start a new life together with a new chapter. I'm looking forward to have a life with you because I love you so.

Ps: the sadness I felt during these past few days just cannot be describe in words. Allah je yang tahu.up until now I'm feeling the sadness but I just love him.itu sudah cukup untuk menutup rasa sedih tu.

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Abang Macho Tapi Sweet

2011-07-09T13:43:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum.bersiaran lagi kita tapi since hari ni hari sabtu,maka ianya adalah hari cuti bagi saya.hari ni adalah hari tak bersejarah sangat sebab manusia yang cintakan rusuhan dan ketidakamanan tengah sebok tunjuk perasaan bawah panas matahari membahang di,entah.malas nak amik tahu.

Oh jadi kita bersiaran dari studio haircut.tengah potong rambut.lagipun jap lagi nak pergi wedding.kat tengah2 KL plak tu.

Citer pasal wedding,I lari sekejap beli hadiah kat jj.beli mangkuk letak candies jela.ingat nak bagi duit,tp macam tak best je plak datang tangan kosong walaupun kita bagi duit.kan?

So,sekejap je.cari foundation pun xjumpa.dah nak habes dah kot.actually dah habes pun.lepas beli tu terus la naik escalator,cr kunci keta dalam beg,tangan sebelah pegang hadiah berbalut gold,bayar parking.

Okay sabar sabar.nak citer la ni pasal abang macho tu.

Tengah nak bayar tiket tu,seringgit je pun.boleh tak takde duit kertas RM1?duit syiling dia taknak makan plak.hangen gila aku. Nak taknak buat la muka seposen mintak tukar kat orang.

Ade plak abang demok2 comel baru sampai.buat muka ayu,manja,

"Abang..ada seringgit tukar tak?dia taknak plak duit syiling.." Sambil cari2 duit syiling dua puluh sen,5 keping.

"Nah..amek jela.."

"Eh bang,ape ni..amikla ni bang..orang nak tuka jer la.."

Abang demok2 comel itu berlalu pergi. Kawan dia yang agak hensem kat belakang dia tu senyum comel2 jer,sambil dalam hati cakap, "kawan aku dengan awek laju je bagi sengget,dengan aku 50sen pun mintak balik".

I was like,terkejut gila.yela..niat kita nak tukar,tapi abang tu boleh plak blanje sengget.so thanks sgt2 abg demok2 tapi sweet. Doakan semoga rezeki abang tu dan keluarga beliau bertambah ruah hendakNya.

Sweeetttt gila abang tu. *senyum lebar2* tu buat calon suami pun enak jugak tu.ehehe..

And sekarang I'm having fever,batuk,selsema,dan sakit kepala yang melampau. Dua2 klinik boleh tutup plak kan.pergi pharmacy die bagi ubat flu ape ntah.jap lagi baru makan.

Ps: pendek plak amoi ni potong rambut aku.

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Part of My Life

2011-07-08T10:45:00.001+08:00

Assalammualaikum and a very good morning to all.ewah, macam nak buat forum plak. Anyway, today I came across a statement in twitter.I can't put the link because I'm broadcasting using my bb. So the statement was like this,

"If someones want to be part of your life,they will make an effort to be part of it"

Saya sangat setuju dengan statement di atas.sangat-sangat setuju. Mari bincangkan ( dengan diri sendiri).

Contoh,kalau the gf you tak suka you datang lambat,janganlah the bf datang lambat.alasan jem,kete rosak adalah annoying. Takkanlah a day before dating,tak boleh check dulu?kan? And kalau tau jem,can't you put some effort utk gerak 5 jam awal dari waktu sepatutnya?kan?

When I want to go out for date (ini rahsia sebenarnya) two days before until the date,I selalu mandi guna sabun2 mahal(mahalla, 500ml dah RM18++) supaya bau tu melekat.I MAKE AN EFFORT untuk berbau wangi,to make the outmost for the date.

Itu satu. Another thing,kalau the gf tak suka the bf brkawan dengan orang yang dia tak suka atas sebab tertentu, the bf haruslah MAKE an effort untuk tidak berkawan,demi yang tersayang.

Tapi kalau sayang la.kalau tak sayang,lantaklah kan?tinggalkan je gf macam tu demi KAWAN tersayang. Takde masalah.

As for me.kalau I rasa the man is really THE ONE for me,I leave the person yang menjengkelkan dia.mungkin dia cemburu.mungkin dia sayang sangat kat kita,takut2 kita tinggalkan dia.ha,sweet kan?:)

And both parties kena bekerja keras and make an effort untuk happykan your other half.kalau dia tak happy,tak ceria,selalunya bergaduh.bila bergaduh,relationship pun tak berapa nak best. Kalau dua2 make an EFFORT untuk pleased your other half,things will be great.

Yang penting,EFFORT tu!

You boleh berubah,kalau you put some effort for it kan?kannnn??

Ps: bila berfikir,berfikir for both sides.

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BBM Kurang Bijak

2011-07-07T12:13:00.000+08:00

Semalam I felt bit different.perasaan. Maka telah bertindak tidak berapa bijak dengan bbm en bf dan mengeluarkan statement tidak berapa bijak kepada beliau. Dan en bf pun merajuk.

Ha kan I dah cakap cik gf ni tak berapa bijak.en bf haruslah bijak,sebab tu dia tak buat statement tak berapa bijak macam ni.

Dah mintak maaf,I mean I la harus mintak maaf sebab "bijak" sangat buat macam tu, terus jadi manja-manja gedik entah pape je.

Semalam malam we had dinner at nenek's,so balik lambat sikit.so I balik dah penat gila and terus kebabom tido.without even wish nite kt en bf.ha cane nak kawen tu,u tell me rite now?hee..

So hari ni,I dengan tanpa segan silu nya hantar la bbm mushy kat en bf.lepas dah anta tu,a few seconds later,en bf bg icon love.lepas tu I rasa malu yang amat sangat sebab jiwaaaannnnggggg gila hantar bbm macam tu. Dah 7 tahun kot,yang awak gedik sangat hantar bbm jiwang tu dah kenapeeeee..

*masukkan kepala dalam beg*

Ps:BBM tak berapa bijak drpd orang bijak,tapi bukan dalam BBM.
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Wait For A Second!

2011-07-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

Good morning.bersiaran secara langsung dari konti kerja di tengah-tengah KL. Hari yang sangat cerah,dengan sang burung berkicauan di udara nan biru.

Kadang-kadang, ada sesuatu yang macam kita asyik fikir,tapi kita tak boleh nak bagitau sape2.takut memudaratkan dari segi zahir dan batin. Takut juga mengundang perpecahan kaum,dan juga takut boleh mengancam sesiapa sahaja.

I have something lingering in my mind.I can't tell my bf,I can't tell my friends,jauh sekali family. Allah?Dia tahu,semestinya.sebelum benda ni berlaku pun Allah dah tahu. Hebatkan?

It is (slightly) causes a burden to me,somehow,someway.kadang-kadang I penat sangat fikir pasal nie. Kadang-kadang I fikir kenapa I susah-susah involve in it.why can't I just get out of it?

Atau it is only me who make it into a troublesome-matters-whatsoever?

But heyy,wait a second! Lean back and relax. Setiap masalah mesti ada jalan penyelesaian kan?you know that right Farah?takkan baru sikit dah lembik bongoks macam ni?hahaha..sometimes I think I just need someone that I didn't even know who (s)he is,pastu blurrghh out everything.puas hati kan?

I tak salahkan sesiapa,and I taknak point fingers kat siapa-siapa,and I tak perlukan sesiapa untuk letak dia atas punca semuanya.

Penat.penat.penat.

Dah cukup masa.sikit lagi sampai ke kemuncaknya.nak sabar ke ape nie?atau let it go with the flow?haa..

Tapikan,kalau nak ikutkan,I am lucky by comparing to other unfortunate people.entah kenapa manusia masih tak bersyukur.

Ps: sebok msg kawan2 ajak g karoke weekend ni.dah entah kenapa.

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Sesat dalam Mall

2011-07-04T14:55:00.001+08:00

Friday hari tu MC,perut sakit memulas sebab makan fish&chip from san fransisco steak house kat klcc.ok bukan sebab food itu sahaja,banyak lagi yang I sumbat.so I think due to the several chemical reactions inside the stomach causes such feeling.lepak kat rumah the whole day bertemankan toilet.

Sabtu en bf beriya ajak date,dari hari khamis dia dah siap beli tiket transformer.semangat betul.sometimes he is so charming buat I rasa nak tumbuk2 jer dia sebab geram sgt.he is romantic in his own way..so anyway jalan lenggang kangkung je and both of us were so happy sebab macam amazing grace ou kosong.

Sampai je,kebabOm!!memang la kosong,tengah renovation katenye.T_T..the whole old wing is still under progression,new wing haruslah dah cantik menyinar.

Cik gf:"syg..arini I nak shopping..I want to buy shirt,shoes,makeup.."

En bf: "ok dear..u pun dah lame tak shopping..slalu saya je.."

Masuk one of the shop,after a few minutes wondering around,

Cik gf (via BBM): "syg..I'm lost.where r u?I tunggu luar k.."

After 20mins - no reply.

Cik gf (gelabah) masuk balik the shop,berusaha keras cari bf sampai jumpa.jumpa en bf kat satu sudut.

En bf (tanpa rasa bersalah): "syg..yang ni cantik tak?"

Uwaaaaaa...Dia tinggalkan gf dia semata-mata nak shopping,padahal tujuan utama gf die yang nak shopping..bukan diaaaa..T_T

ok terima kasih.

Ps: tengah2 jalan nak pegi GSC, I received a BBM, " budak nakal memang selalu hilang..". Eeeeeeeeeee...

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Vegetarian

2011-07-01T13:17:00.002+08:00

One evening, i was having a cup of coffee at starbucks dengan one of my student. the reason i went to a drink dengan dia pun because she skipped her lunch that college has provided for her/them. NASI AYAM. i totally insanely forgot yang dia vegetarian.

i asked her, "why are you switching from being normal to a vegetarian?". no offence, i cant think of any word besides normal, and she's okay with it. slowly, she sipped the hot caramel latte that i've ordered for her and say, "mem', when you eat the animal, eventually you will become one..".

kebabOm!muka i tiba-tiba merah sebab indirectly dia nak cakap i macam binatang. tapi i teringat, kita sebagai umat islam, memakan binatang (bukan bangkai) adalah bukan kesalahan/dosa. tapi i tak menafikan apa yang dia cakap, sebab makanan yang kita makan kan jadi darah daging kita.

MAYBE one of the reason kenapa mereka yang memakan binatang berperangai seperti seekor binatang simply because, mereka tidak memakan binatang yang disembelih mengikut Islam dan syariat Islam. kadang-kadang kita makan dekat western reastaurant yang tidak ada tanda HALAL, sebab kita kata dia tak dapat status HALAL sebab jual beer, without even realize the chicken, meat and lamb is from , out of nowhere?

takpelah, i taknak sentuh tu sebab semua dah besar and boleh fikir sendiri mana satu Halal and mana satu Haram. right?cuma i just want to remind you, flexible flexible jugak, kalau benda tu dah haram, jangan la kata halal yer.

thinking about being a vegetarian. uuuhh...i love vege. semua except CARROT. no carrot juice for me and no carrot yang tebal-tebal keras for me. yang lembek and lenyek2 boleh la. being a vege is healthy. kalau you all taknak makan meat pun boleh, you can get the protein from soya and banyak lagi.

tapi kan, bila teringat kalau jadi vege tak boleh dah nak makan ikan 3 rasa denga encik bf, terus tertutup pintu hati ku ini. bayangkan kalau pegi makan, kita makan sup sayur, kueytoew sup sayur, dan encik bf makan ikan siakap 3 rasa, tomyam seafood, sotong goreng tepung, memang lah ade rasa nak terbalikkan meja makan. oh so dengki kann??

maka, saya tidak mahu menjadi vegetarian, cuma saya akan kurangkan pengambilan carbohydrate yang sememangnya takde kena mengena dengan protein mahupun vegetarian.

sekiannn.

Audit Visit-BERJAYA!

2011-06-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah.effort,paperwork,all the burning candles are well paid off.fuhh...pihak audit dah datang,semak papers, infrastructure,and all.and we get a really2 good feedback from them.

This was my first time handling,meeting,this kind of project and pressure.hey I'm young okay.too young to handle this kind of project.my title as a 'Head' and should be able to carry such work,still I rasa I don't have the capability to do that.

Thanks to my HOS and other team members yang sama-sama menjayakan tugas ini.really appreciate all the hardwork you people had put in.without them,susah nak complete the task.

Harap dapat bonus la raya ni..lalala.

My HOS cakap,I'm a dynamic young lady.dynamic tu apa?I kan tak berapa nak pandai,encik bf je pandai so I pun google la.dynamic person is someone who:

1. Able to adapt to different mode of communication.
2.Do not fear of rejection
3. Give an interesting answer
4. .Mannerism
5. Engage to many people
6. Public are customers

I rasa I no 1 jer.from that reason I'm able to branch out to different perspective regardless their background and culture. Mungkin sikap hormat yang diterap dalam hidup I sejak azali lagi buat I bersikap dynamic?mungkin. Tak lupa jugak encik bf yang banyak mengajar cara mengawal emosi and cakap tu biar bernas.

Lepas tu, HOS I tu medical dr.lagi la best.dia bagi health consultation for free!dia kate lagi datang clinic bole bg diskaun okay.oh very the like.tadi dia bagi list of ubat untuk prescription kat pharmacy.and tiba-tiba kite jadi good friend plak.

Akak opis pun cakap, audit ni takkan berjaya kalau takde I. She said I am a well manage person and really good at as coordinator. Keje on time and always complete.yang bestnya dia siap mention my nama kat managing director. Doa-doa la dapat increment. Dua ratus cukup lah.

Bukan nak brag,tapi I'm quite suprise dengan ape yang I'm capable of doing so.bukan senang after meeting end tadi, dari boss sampai kerani congratulate I.it was a team work but still. But yeay, berjaya!

Sekarang ni boleh la mintak encik bf belanja makan,or romantic dinner kat restaurant terapung tu. Boleh eh sayang?hehe..

Ok nak buzz off sekejap.

Ps: penat.
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La Cucur

2011-06-26T20:01:00.001+08:00

Semalam (sabtu) was really a busy day.the night before,I tengah menyeronokkan diri ke hartamas dan pulang ke rumah dalam keadaan yang sangat penat selepas habis class.pukul 2 pagi. Encik bf?jangan tanya.dia sudah memang saya amat pasti dah tertido telangkup kepenatan dek kursus yang dia baru attend. Kesian dia.

So semalam pergi hantar rombongan meminang ke meru klang.umang aihh,memang la jauh dari cheras ke meru.walaupun naik keta mahal gila,tetap aircond die macam microwave.panas.tak tahan.

Aunty I yang kaya ni dah sediakan nasi dagang n laksam untuk breakfast.lepas breakfast ade la doa sikit2. Ustaz tu ckp,lepas bertunang bukan lesen tunang untuk meraba dan diraba. *terus tertunduk malu*

makan kat meru tu,pihak pompuan sediakan lauk sedap gila.simple tapi sedap.I nak tambah,tapi bukan malu,tapi memikirkan berat badan berlebihan nanti encik bf bising2 dia kate macam mane nak kendong masa dah kahwin?*hentak2 kepale kat dinding*so forget it.

Malam tu aunty I buat lagi makan2.yang ni die order from La Cucur.sape tak tau La Cucur ape,sila berenang dalam longkang sekarang. Sedap ok la cucur.sedap sangat2.Pastu ade Pai Tee plak tu!ha,sape tak tau pai tee ape,sila berenang balik dalam longkang tadi,tapi lajukan sikit.haihhh la.semputtttttt..

Malam tu,encik bf datang.ehem.rumah dekat kan.rasa nak peluk2 je,tapi yelakan,bukan muhrim I.agagaga.leh tengok2 jeling2 jer.seronok betul la die makan.I pun seronok sebab sambil makan sambil borak2 dengan dia.encik bf kate quality time together.suweett. Dari pukul 6 sampai kul 11 dia kat situ. Kira sampai abang la cucur tu balik la.haha..

Lepas tu nak jugak la private moment.We had a very2 great time kat carefour.carefour je tau,tapi dia punye rasa tu lain macam sikit.haha..dah macam budak2 pun yer gak.nasib tak bawak troli yang besar tu.kalau tak,mau ke hulur ke hilir main. Encik bf baru dapat gaji maka dia keluarkan surat pekelilingn "b nak ape?amek jela..".tapikan,encik bf ni die macam tau2 la gf die baru makan berkilo2 td.bila kenyang gf dia memang tak boleh tengok makanan,nak muntah. So sebab taknak kecikkan hati dia,I amek 2 kotak air,yogurt,dengan ape ntah.itupun rasa macam nak kena sawan je memilih.

Encik bf having fun borak2 dengan uncle.pasal MU,memang la having fun sangat.he is really something la encik bf.banyak kali tengok dia,banyak kali jugaklah jatuh cinta.

Sebenarnya ni tengah rindu ni,tak bbm lagi dari tadi.sebok sangat je dengan OP-PP dia.heee..biarlah.

Ps: geram!geram!geram dengan encik bf!
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:Credit Card

2011-06-23T14:52:00.001+08:00

Seminggu ni I will be late for home.kerja banyak gila, lagi-lagi audit nak visit. Tapi the best part is,haruslah boleh claim OT or elaun or ape-ape la yang you all panggil. Last visit I tolong, almost half of my salary okay dapat.memang kaya sikit la kan. Bayangkan *kalau gaji rm3000,maka bulan tu I dapat rm4500.heaven kan?

So anyway,bulan lepas I rasa I banyak shopping la,tiba-tiba tengok acc balance dah susut.ngapain?terus termati nafsu nak apply credit card.dulu-dulu masa tanya opinion encik bf (benda-benda serius kena tanye encik bf sebab beliau memang hebat dan sangat bijak dengan benda-benda serius macam ni,gf die pulak tak berapa nak bijak), maka beliau cakap, "syg jangan nak mengada-ngada.."

Apakah?kenapa beliau amat kejam sekali dengan terus tidak membenarkan cik gf dia yang baik lagi penyayang mengapply credit card!?apakah tak layak langsung cik gf dia untuk apply credit card itu?

Memang pun!!dasar perempuan tak sedar diri!kalau gaji 10k tiap bulan haruslah apply credit card!kete cabuk tu pun berhutang nak bayar,ade hati nak pakai credit card.
*cakap sambil cekak pinggang*

Maka dengan ini,saya cik gf kepada encik bf sudah sedar diri dengan keupayaan gaji sendiri,maka saya target lagi 3 tahun baru nak pakai credit card .boleh eh sayang?hish,die bukan baca pun.

Tapikan sayang, kalau you buat credit card and I supplementary holder lagi best!kira I ikot la cakap you tak pakai credit card.I nak jadi gf yang taat dan patuh.ciri-ciri isteri mithali ecewah..

Ps: syndrom-money-shortage..T_T
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Missing my Other Half

2011-06-20T12:44:00.001+08:00

Okay.seminggu macam setahun rasanya.encik bf di kejauhan mencari nafkah,and yet cik gf mengada-ngada kerinduan.Memang la rindu sebab 2 weeks before he off to work,telah berlaku perselisihan pendapat between us,and we (I sebenarnya) did not contact each other for 2 weeks.oh,bergaduh mengeratkan kasih sayang sebenarnya..lalala..

But the night sebelum dia pergi,dia cakap la nak pergi bla bla..and balik bla bla..I bla bla..u bla bla..you know la,mushy stuff. Nasib jiwa raga I yang lemah bersopan santun haruslah terpedaya dengan kata-kata manis beliau.

Halaahh..takde la manis sangat,kata-kata perangsang sebenarnya.maka jadi lebih bersemangat.tapi hari ni baru senin,beliau balik sabtu..alahai lamanye lagi..

He sent me a picture of him siap beruniform.teringat the first time I fell in love with him.gambar beruniform jugakla I dok pandang 24jam.masa tu zaman sekolah2.encik bf hari-hari pergi kelas pakai uniform,sekolah dia mengada lebih.nasib tu sekolah lelaki jer,if not time tu jugak nak register sekolah tu jugak..hehe..

I know he's missing me sebab bilamana dia sempat,dia akan sms me (no bbm sebab I know lagi la susah) "br lps makan syg..".."Officer tu poyo b.."..hikhik..the fact dia take a minute to sms dah cukup kembang kuncup jantung dengan valve i nie.. Hee..

I hari-hari dah jot down nak buat apa every weekend or time yang dia ada nie..makan kat mana semua..buat ape..wayang ape..encik bf tidaklah cerewet,maka cik gf dia yang kelam kabut nie memang la sesuai as partner in crime.

Haa..melalut jauh nie. Oklah nak sambung mark papers student2 ni.jawab dah la merepek2.camne nak cgpa tinggi camni.

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Fruitland Jusco AU2

2011-06-05T20:11:00.004+08:00

so after we went to my friend's wedding at putrajaya, we don't feel like going home right after the wedding. instead i asked my friend to bring me to jaya jusco AU2 keramat. we stop by here, FRUITYLAND!!

this was mine. FRUITY LOLO SOURSOP RM6.90. the taste was so masam (sour), but taste good for my liking. ada sac of the soursop itself, and to be able to munched it was great. recommended for people yang suka sourness, like me!

oh actually this was a wrong ordered dish, but the flavour and the dumplings adalah sama. DUMPLING SOUP RM8.90. soup dia sangat sangat sangat sedap. rasa macam soup tok nenek kita buat. recommended for everyone!

TAO FU FA RM3.50. not to sweet and served while hot. memang macam tao fu fa cina and makan semangkuk memang tak cukup. the tao fu fa very soft and milky to munch.i love it to bits!

ni ape eh nama dia. should be FRUITY LOLO HONEYDEW RM7.90 kalau tak silap. combination of susu and honeydew memang sangatlah terbaik. i curik 2 - 3 sips sebab sedap sangat.

boleh bawak kids here sebab tempat die yang warna pink (more to my favo color FUSCHIA), and ada playground and setting yang sangat childish. teringat masa budak-budak dulu...teehee...

so far i heard the franchise ada dekat the curve and also here jusco AU2 keramat. go la and bring your family. it is a great place to be!i definitely will go!

Kenapa Perlu Membawa Bekal

2011-06-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

You know, since i am a homey person, i seldom eat outside unless i have to. homey person yer adik-adik bermaksud seseorang yang sayangkan rumah, sentiasa berada di rumah, lagi-lagi kat rumah semua ada macam unlimited usage of internet, air-cond, dan peti ais yang penuh dengan fancy food, dan suka makanan yang dimasak di rumah. thanks to mama yang dari dulu tak penat-penat masak untuk kitorang adik-beradik. walaupun sampai sekarang mama dah tua (57y.o) dan full time worker in one of the biggest bank in malaysia sejak 32 tahun yang lalu, balik kerja mama terus masak. agak pelik kalau ibu anda suri rumah dan tak masak.

oleh sebab itu, i always bring bekal to my office. even masa sekolah pun i bawak. tak tau la kenapa tapi memang hari-hari kalau ada lauk lebih malam tadi i bawak. okay fine. you all nak gelak ke ape ke, up to u. i lagi prefer makan makanan rumah dari i beli nasi kandar kari masin. tapi tak hari-hari la. kadang-kadang makan jugak nasi lemak and all.

and i save a lot too!kalau satu hari bajet makan rm10 tapi tak pergi makan, seminggu dah rm50. tapi duit tu bukan bertimbun pun. selang 2 minggu keluar dating mesti i shopping. kalau takde baju berkenan kat DP pun, watson / guardian wajib pegi.

so itulah. selain daripada healthy and food yang sedap, duit juga dapat jimat. tell me, apa tujuan i tulis entry pasal food pukul 1 pagi ni? yer tepat jawapan anda yer. L.A.P.A.R.

selamat malam!

Oh Crap!!takutttt..

2011-06-01T15:49:00.002+08:00

I don't even like what I feel right now.I don't like thinking what will happen kalau benda tu jadi lagi untuk ke sekian kalinya. Takde perasaan kasihan ke wahai manusia?

Ujian dan ujian dan ujian yang Allah berikan. Mungkin petunjuk dah lama sangat tak pegi jenguk Dia. Alpa alpa alpa.

"Kul in kun tum..."

Tetapkanlah hati aku ya Allah.sesungguhnya Kau Maha Mengetahui segalanya.amin.

Ps:serius rasa takut and nak muntah.
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Fear of Nothing

2011-05-27T18:19:00.001+08:00

Makin dekat,makin perasaan ni bercampur baur. Risau,takut.hrmm..macam-macam lagi. betul ke keputusan yang nak di buat ni?boleh ke aku ni?

Mungkin sepatutnya bila datang perasaan macam ni,kita patut sembahyang dan berdoa lebih kepada Pencipta yang of course tahu segalanya.

I fear most about my future.I really do.I mean,after watching that video,I felt like..hrmm...susahnye.I takut.I sangsi.I really don't know about my feelings anymore.

Sebab I don't know what my future will bringsI look like I'm strong.I act like I'm strong.but I am not.I don't.

Can we just,stop?

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Working Matters

2011-05-26T12:24:00.001+08:00

I thanked my mum for always taught us about life and all.my mum had been working with the chinese for almost her entire life.she said that the working style of the chinese are different.diorang sangat rajin and proactive.it keep us to work harder and contribute more to the organization.but they will pick chinese for higher position no matter how good you are,but if you are not a chinese,they won't pick u.

My dad oppositely had been working with mostly indians and malays.he said indians are different.indians are more friendly compare to chinese and malay.and they like to share stories and experiences.but the bad thing is,they are backstabbers.especially to their own race.

Malays are more to the laid back and watch.but these lead them to bersikap malas.dalam islam memang kita diajar supaya bersyukur dengan apa yang ada,but that doesn't mean kita tak boleh work hard and contribute more.and I realized that.that malays malas.

I work with indians and they acted as what I said before.and it was so sad because benda ni terjadi bukan sebab religion or races,tapi sikap manusia itu sendiri.human behaviour.and ramai yang terkena atas sikap backstabb and fitnah orang and create stories and all.

Personally I think,kita tak boleh blame agama,race,nationality.this is more of your education,background,and how were you brought up by your family and all.I have chinese,indian,and malay friends NOT like I described above.so this is wrong.

I always hold these whenever I go:
1)Jujur dengan apa yang kita buat,cakap.
2)Berbuat baik dengan semua orang
3)Rajin
4)Always think positive
5)Jangan berprasangka buruk pada orang.
6)Ikhlas dengan perbuatan kita.

I'm not good and sometimes I don't follow my principles.but I am trying whenever I can. And I hope other people also have their own good principle.these will lead to a better place to work and live.

Ps: this is personal opinion and doesn't involve anyone.and I have 1 chinese wedding,1 malays wedding,and 2 indian weddings to attend.from kl down to south.cmne woi!!

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Ain't missing

2011-05-25T15:06:00.001+08:00

I almost forgot that I have not been out for a date for almost 2 weeks.I see..now I know why I'm being so childish,emotionally emo,and kinda miss him.and I can see the pattern.you know,klau minggu ni pergi dating,the whole week kitorg bbm,calls and everthing.tapi kalau minggu tu tak dating,the whole week kitorg x spend time whether bbm ke,calls ke.dia ada seminar ke,I have meeting ke.

He,always be the mr-cool,bukan dia kisah pun pegi dating ke tak.janji he knows that his gf is happy,dia oklah. Unless gf die dah membebel,merajuk,bergaduh tak reply bbm die tau la dunia berpusing berapa kelajuannya.teehee..

Anyway dah lama sangat tak buat suprise kat dia.and I don't even think he reads my blog.but anyway,nak buat suprise tapi ongkos takde..tapi entahlah.

I hope this week we can go out and have fun.kate nak makan steamboat kan.:)

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Lembut macam kapas

2011-05-24T10:56:00.000+08:00

My current cravings,eh tak boleh.sekarang I dalam proses menghabiskan all the moisturizers,toners,cleanser ke ape lah.and all the unused or halfused makeups.

Now all the moisturizers from different brands,I campak dalam handbag,bawa pergi office.dua tub I bawak.satu from nivea,and another one from crabtree&evelyn.nivea tu standard la bau nivea,and crabtree bau lavender.

Cleanser I bawak dua jugak. Satu from bioessence and another one from safi.tapi I lebih cinta dengan safi.bioessence setakat nak habiskan.

Untuk losyen kaki I bawak johnson baby je.itu lebih memudahkan proses rasa nak tidur je.

Kat rumah berlambak lah lagi macam boleh bukak pharmacy dah.ha ha ha.kena habiskan semua baru boleh beli yang satu set terus.sk11 ke.

Lagipun en bf cakap tangan I lembut.jadi semakin laju untuk habiskan semua mosturizer bagi lagi lembut macam kapas.

Okaylah,nak pegi buh lagi cream-cream ni sume.perempuan kena rajin pakai.selain buat kulit lembut,bau kita pun wangi.

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Bercinta Dengan Suami Orang

2011-05-23T10:17:00.001+08:00

Lately ni ramai pulak kawan-kawan I yang ada affair dengan suami orang/suami orang yang ada masalah dengan isteri/suami orang yang bakal bercerai.

And it is damn scary!!

And I don't know what else to say to my friends,sebab I am not in their shoes.the only thing I know,they love their bf same macam mana pasangan lain bercinta.

Ada dua sebab kenapa diorang cari/suka suami orang. Berpengalaman-maksudnya understanding,tahu apa yang perempuan suka dan tidak suka.duit-yelah,dah kerja berpuluh tahun,mau duit tak banyak kan.

Rata-rata kawan I, ada masalah percintaan iaitu, bf sebelum ni kaki perempuan, mengongkong,and menyakitkan hati dengan kata-kata.ecewah..and another thing,duit.suami orang itu boleh belikan laptop,duit jajan.kalau yang lagi advance belikan kereta,hp dan sebagainya. Tell me siapa taknak semua itu?

Actually,I tak berapa nak salahkan lelaki sebab lelaki memang makhluk Tuhan yang gatal.tapi I salahkan perempuan sebab siapa suh tepuk tangan lelaki itu,sebab tu lelaki itu tidak bertepuk sebelah tangan. Contoh,ahmad suka lina.ahmad suami orang.hari-hari ahmad kacau lina.kalau lina tak layan ahmad,ahmad akan bosan dan cari mangsa lain.TAPI kalau lina pun sama gatal melayan ahmad,maka ber-affair la diorang. Kan?tapi ahmad pun salah jugak sebab dah ada bini still nak cari lain.tapi pompuan (lina) tetap salah.

Ok fine.memang I tak faham perasaan perempuan yang tangkap cintan dengan suami orang.tapi demi Allah yang Maha Pengasih lagi Penyayang, I rather die than hurting another sister of mine.

Jadi, perempuan2 yang hatinya lembut dan penuh kasih sayang,kalau anda tengah bercinta dengan suami orang,cepat2lah putuskan supaya dia kembali bahagia dengan isteri dan anak2.tidak perlu cemburu dengan isteri dia sebab Allah dah janjikan yang terbaik buat kita cuma ambil masa. Kesian kat isteri dia dan anak-anak.

Kalau bercinta dengan duda takpe.kalau suami orang itu ikhlas nak kahwin,ikut sunnah nabi,dia mesti ada ciri-ciri islam sejati.tapi kalau dia pegi dating dengan anda di kedai kopi misalnya,fikirlah sendiri.

Duit yang banyak memang menjanjikan kebahagiaan.tapi kebahagiaan anda bukan diatas kesengsaraan orang lain.

Bercinta jela dengan orang biasa dan sedarjat dengan kita dan single.senang dan tidak memusnahkan orang lain.

Kepada kawan-kawan yang bercinta dengan suami orang,I can't do anything.its ur choice.aku cuma boleh harap,bakal suami kau takkan buat benda yang sama kat korang.

Ps: in love dengan budak kampung,sebab I pun budak kampung.yeayy!!

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Too Late

2011-05-19T10:57:00.001+08:00

"You will never know how much you hurt me,how much I suffer the whole summer, UNTIL when you realized that it was all to late for you to stop me,to behold me,to hear me say that I LOVE YOU...

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The love Mystery

2011-05-16T15:52:00.001+08:00

"And then I met someone,
And I thought he could replace you,
We get along just fine,
But it was such a waste of time,
Because it was not you.."

Takde siapa yang segarang awak.walau awak tengah marah2 saya pun, hati saya melting sebab I know you were mad at me because you love me and that you care.

Takde siapa pun sebaik awak.walau macam mana mengader nye saya dengan perangai saya yang kadang2 awk malas nak layan,awak tetap layan saya seadanya saya.

Saya tau saya tak sepandai awak,tapi awak selalu buat saya rasa lagi pandai dari awak.you never look down on me despite how much I envy you sayang with your work and everything.

Terima kasih encik bf sebab always be with me no matter what. These few weeks I am damn happy and I don't know why..

I love you love and I hope we will have a happy ending and that time will keep us together.

Ps: I think because of my PMS makes me all mushy.apakah?

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Etika Bekerja: Rasanya semua tahu kot!

2011-05-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

yada yada. yes i have few problems with the way of people behaving while working, atau kita panggil secara profesionalnya ialah- working ethics.

i find it amusing yet irritating while working with people who has these kind of behaviours as i spent almost 10hours in my office and 10hours working with extra flavours dengan orang yang macam ni, i think within 5 years time, either i berhenti kerja atau mati cepat.

this is as a reminder for you good guys, and also myself, because i dont want to irritate people, and neither i dont want you people to irritate me too.

1. datang lambat balik cepat. i mean satu, dahlah tak amanah dengan perjanjian (kontrak) yang korang buat. dua, dosa makan duit tak amanah.
2. pukul 8am punch in, pukul 8 tu la kau nak makan nasi lemak sotong kau, amik masa setengah jam pulak tu. satu, tak amanah lagi. dua, tak rasa bersalah pulak tu makan time kerja. setakat kerepek ke ape boleh la jugak terima.
3. pasang lagu kuat-kuat kat laptop/handphone/audio devices. annoying tau tak?satu, bukan lagu kau hebat sangat. dua, kerja kita ni buat research, reading, maka respect la sikit privacy orang yang sukakan keamanan dan bukan lagu siti nurhaliza kau.tiga, apa tujuan orang invented earphone??
4. memang orang cakap mulut tempayan tak boleh tutup. tapi mulut manusia boleh tutup melainkan kau nak jadi tempayan. buat kerja pakai tangan, bukan mulut. kalau pasal excel pun kau nak describe tak payah kot.
5. bersyukur dengan apa yang kau dah ada. jangan nak complaint je 24jam. hidup aku selama ni pun bukan untuk tujuan dengar kau mengomel. jangan nak fikir negative sangat. kalau nak pun fikir negative, keep your thoughts to yourself. cukup dah negativity aku kat bf aku.
6. jangan jaga tepi kain orang. lantaklah kalau dia belum kahwin tapi lovebite penuh kat leher bila angin selak tudung dia. dosa dia tu dengan Tuhan. dosa kita mengumpat dia sape nak tanggung?
7. jangan cerita pasal kau tido dengan perempuan mana, dan semalam suami kau adalah terbaik diranjang, dan sebagainya. cukuplah dengan video porno yang tersebar luas. kami tak perlukan audio porno, harap maklum.
8. kalau bos panggil suh jaga exam, jangan bagi alasan nak breakfast dulu. satu, itu waktu bekerja bukan breakfast. BREAKFAST ADALAH SEBELUM WAKTU PUNCH IN.
9. amanah dan ikhlas buat kerja. kalau tak ikhlas pun, fikirlah duit gaji itu untuk anak bini makan maka NIAT harus betul. macam kerja kerajaan tapi dok kutuk kerajaan yang mentadbir.maka keikhlasan tu dah takde.

semua ini adalah reminder untuk diri sendiri. sebab i know, kalau benda ni irritates me, maka high chances yang kalau i buat macam ni kat orang pun dia akan irritated jugak.

alright?

ps: a great day. tomorrow's monday. selamat bekerja dengan amanah dan ikhlas. kalau tak ikhlas, tukar la kerja lain ye bang?

Tiring Sunday

2011-05-10T15:43:00.001+08:00

Bf stated that we should date differently by doing different things,unlike the usual date.you know.usual dates that we did were like watching movies but with premium seats,eat at fancy restaurant such as kfc,foodcourt,mcd,kenny rogers,tgif for lunch, and dine out at local restaurant with expensive foods such as ikan siakap,sotong etc.money wasting.

But he wanted something different,and we too want to cut down cost and save for our future. (But still I love watching movies and sit for hours borak2).

Thus he decided to bring me hiking at broga hills,for 2nd time!ayayaya...penat kot.bf I memang kejam. But I followed him,dalam keterpaksaan. But my family wants to follow too.ayah,mama,sis,cousins.

He,being the nicest bf ever,he waited for my mum for every steps that she took.sama macam I masa first time panjat.I?dah jauh ke depan,tak peduli.

Balik tu we all went for breakfast and I asked him to treat me nasi lemak kerang as a pay for paksa me hiking.

And petang,we went for our usual dating (haha!) at the mines .nak tengok movie penuh,so he treats me with pizza san fransisco.(Cajun chicken is wow)

I guess it was not all about cut cost,but to have a healthy lifestyle.hehehe..I couldn't love him more..yummy! And sayang, I don't regretted it.not a single of it.
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Lelaki Penipu

2011-05-06T11:41:00.000+08:00

Kite tak tau future kita macam mana.we can only hope that we were in a right track although selalunya tidak seindah mana but we try (hard) untuk sail it as well as it should be. And berdoa yang kita sentiasa dilindungi Allah.

Mcm my friend.she had a 3-years relationship dengan the guy yang mestilah dia cinta.3tahun bukan sekejap.kan?3 tahun itu lama.

The fact yang dia pakai baju kemeja everytime pergi dating.masa kawan konvo kat pwtc and he told that he had a seminar at the next door hotel depan my friend's parents,mestilah mak ayah excited dan bangga. Tell me ada tak parents yang tak bangga kalau anak perempuan dia punya bf working as apilot?

So anyway,nak dijadikan cerita a few days before my friend nak bertunang,bf dia cancel. Sebab she found out the so-called great bf,sudah setahun tak bekerja. So selama mereka bercinta,the bf dah tipu gf die.

It is either my friend too naïve (mungkin sbab kawan I memang pompuan muslimah tak bersangka buruk pada orang),atau bf dia kaki tipu. After she called the bf's sister,kakak dia cakap adik dia ni memang HABIT menipu.boleh tak habit menipu?

*hentak kepala laju2 kat keyboard laptop*

Memang sebulan my friend suffer plus malu kat family.but now she's happily married pun.alhamdulilah kan.

So girls, bukan tak boleh percaya,tapi for a caution check2 la sikit.
Claim pilot,padahal jual aeroplane kat toys r us.
Claim PTD, tapi?hahahaha...

Contoh la yer.

Ok girls,sekarang pegi telefon bakal mak mertua masing2.hehehe...

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Sambal punya cerita

2011-05-05T09:20:00.001+08:00

No wonder hari2 bangun pukul 7 sebab ada hikmah kenapa datang office awal.by 8.30 dah reach office.

Sebab macam kejadian pagi ni la.

I took almost 30mins just to clean my bag,sebab sambal tumis sotong yang I bawak bekal pagi ni dah tumpah!!hangin!

I dah balut dalam plastik ikat dengan getah kot apahal dia nak tumpah lagi.

Oh,jangan cakaplah dia tumpah dalam beg ape.leather bag lafayette mama beli masa kat paris dulu.sekarang semua tu bau sambal tumis sotong. Nasib tak tumpah dalam beg guess en bf belikan kalau tak memang sumpah taknak makan sotong lagi..(Personal grudge).

So tadi basuh la dengan sabun aunty cleaner tu.bau tak hilang tapi minyak semua hilang.now beg tu I tengah sangkut kat tingkap ofis mengadap keluar.sian dia.

Anyway,harini 5hb kan?arini juga adalah anniversary saya dan en bf yang ke 7 tahun 3bulan..lamanyer weh..selama 7thn ini tak pernah sedetik pun perasaan cinta tu hilang...en bf saya tu banyak kerenah..maka hidup dengan dia macam roller coaster.risky but fun!boleh imagine?

Beg dah basuh,dah breakfast,milo panas dah buat,it's time to work!oh jap,rindu en bf!die sebok-pg tadi je dia sempat wish..

Daa~

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Non-productive

2011-05-04T09:40:00.001+08:00

Susah guna phone sebab tak boleh reply comment.maybe ada la solution nyer but for now we stick with online using laptop,that's the easiest way to reply,kan?

At 10 I have a lab session with the students.all compounds and chemicals involve will be prepared by the lab assistant,so I'm just preparing myself la.

Semalam memang tak produktif langsung.kita tengok la today macam mana.

Gaya2 macam tak produktif jugak.

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Love on Labour Day

2011-05-03T15:48:00.001+08:00

Ok.memang cuti sempena labor day ni telah dimanfaatkan sepenuh jiwa dan raga bersama family and encik bf.sangat terbaik. Followed by 4 hari je bekerja minggu ni,heaven!

Sabtu around 7am bangun siap2 nak main paintball.gila terbaikla.exercise selama 5jam.kaki memang kejang sebab bend down ala komando sampai sekarang turun naik tangga terasa.memang puas hati.lepas tu like the whole family pun join,memang best!

Tengahari waktu lunch semua gathered at my house.mama and nenek masak siap ada sambal goreng macam raya.tak makan banyak sebab penat sangat.

Malam siap cantik berbaju kurung purple sebab nak pegi dinner award adik encik bf yang dapat 10A(akak so proud of u!)kat alam shah.hopefully die nak buat dentistry dapat la.mama en bf pun ada maka sangat nervous gila babeng tapi berjaya actin cool.

Malam tu en bf bawak tengok suasana romantis kat putrajaya.sebenarnya dah terharu sangat but me always be me,bole nak had a fight plak.anyway baik sendiri la.en bf bukan pandai pun nak pujuk.

Esok pagi2 bangun nak pergi wedding ja'a,one of our close friend.happening gila jumpa kawan2 en bf yang baik and comel gila.and ja'a,sangatlah hensem that day.cakap kat harris,"orang yang dah kahwin memang nampak muka kesuamian kan".harris leh gelak2 plak.haha..satu hari kat wedding ja'a.memang aman kut wed dia.

Then malam tu en bf blanje ikan 3 rasa our favo.en bf die makan2 memang laju je.hujan2 sanggup diredah nak bg gf die makan.sambil tgk MU.walaupun MU kalah dengan Arsenal,en bf tak tau la sedih ke tak.

Pagi esoknye mama masak nasi lemak ayam sotong,and happy gila en bf bole join makan sekali.then en bf teman amek barang kat ofis before we went to jusco cheras beli kasut orang tu.lepas tu pegi plak carefour and en bf belikan jajan mahal2 untuk kita.orang nak bayar sendiri la b....anyway yogurt drink tu tak sedap.nyesal tak beli air soursop tu..hehe..

Then I sent him home.sedih gila.now barulah faham macam mana kalau kita hilang someone yang kita dah hidup sama berpuluh tahun.tapi seriously I had a lot of fun.and makin bertambah cinta dan sayang kat dia.

Anyway b,malam tu ingat nak ajak adik and mama makan la before we went to movie nak?satay?

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Positive #1:Remarkably Great

2011-04-26T16:34:00.001+08:00

I went to a bloom taxanomy program,a program dedicated to lecturers,in order for us to improve our ways of teaching skills,attitude,interpersonal skill,and paling penting,a higher standard of preparing our examination questions.

I don't want to highlight on the specific things yang speaker to cakap, but I really wanted to highlight on the positive thing that I purposely picked up in that 4hour program.

1. Always think positive, and thus don't prejudice other people. Along the way,you rarely have an enemy.
2. Be good in whatever things you want to do.waima you nak jadi artis pun,be a remarkably artist.artis yang orang kenal dan orang sanjung.
3. Burn the midnight oil-since that is the best way to sacrife because nanti it pays you well enough.

Dan banyak lagi,nanti I share.

It it just not that:
1. I want a be a remarkably great child.
2. I want to be a remarkbly great lecturer.
3. I want to be a remarkbly great believer.
4. I want to be a remarkbly great friend.
5. I want to be a remarkbly great girlfriend/wife.

But it is not going to be easy. It is going to be tough,but really tough.but we can do it,we must do it because we can. The sky is the limit baby.

Don't underestimate yourself.you have what it takes to be a great you.

Now I'm at the bottom of my life.I feel useless,insecure,and most important-disspointed. Of course,there's no one to reach out for you.

But wake up,be strong.take one step at a time. We can.yes we can.

I wish you and myself the best of luck. You rules yourself.you can choose what kind of life you want.

Ps: semangat lepas pegi motivational talk,ha macam ni la..;)

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Tuduhan tidak berasas

2011-04-25T09:28:00.001+08:00

I've been through a bunch of blogs these spared few minutes.afterall hari ni awal sangat datang office.7.15am dah sampai, gara2 pagi ni ada meeting, tapi minutes meeting tak siap lagi,and baru email kt bos pukul 8am tadi.

Seriously,itu yang susah kalau tunjuk pandai sangat dalam kerja,semua habes kita yang dikerah.no,bukan saya nak cakap saya pandai sangat buat kerja,tapi the fact yang saya boleh buat kerja tu yang susah. Padahal boleh jer cari orang lain untuk buat kerja itu.ramai lagi yang nak bekerja.kan?

Anyway berbalik kepada cerita blog tu,rasa nak tergelak sangat.ingat nak letak links kat sini,tapi since diorang (claim) itu blog2 besar,popular, so tak payah la.

Conclusion:
1. Sebok mengutuk orang lain.
2.Claim yang blog dia terlalu suci dan blog dia tidak layak disamakan dengan blog. (Wth?)
3. Claim (lagi) yang semuanya (idea) lahir dari sifat semulajadinya.

Geez..get a life!

Mengutuk tu biasalah (berdosa),sampai saya pun ha terikut2 nak mengutuk ni. Tapi claim blog die tidak layak disamakan sebab dalam blog berisi idea2 bernas dan emosi lahiriah semulajadi tu dah kenape?asasnya,ia tetap blog,dan juga kita semua guna teknologi yang sama,dan bukan jua orang Islam (sila check google kalau blog ni ada contribution dari muslim,I didn't do my homework) yang invent benda ni. Just sebab you somewhat claimed you are a star or tokoh, you nak cakap you ni lain dari yang lain.

Biar orang lain yang evaluate that. Macam penyanyi tidak akan claim dia penyanyi kalau bukan peminat dia yang cakap. Dah,jangan nak start dengan don't judge a book by it's cover.muak.

Ok,sifat semulajadi tu memang ada atau kita panggil instinct atau kreativiti (natural). Tapi kalau bukan pengaruh (pengaruh), awak pun takkan jadi macam tu.

No,bukan berdosa pun awak buat camtu,no,bukan hilang pun kemelayuan awak tu,tapi the fact yang awak (claim) rasa awak lain dari yang lain tu,hrmm.

Entri ni macam tak berasas plak,sebab tak letak nama orang yang ditujukan,kan? So kita stop sini dululah. Sebab saya (claim) rasa saya macam dia.

Ha ha ha. Crap!

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Just a Friend

2011-04-24T15:09:00.001+08:00

You give so much to your friends.
From A to Z.
You are willing to sacrifice for whatever reasons, just for your friends.

But HOW MUCH your friends willing to sacrifice for you?
Is it more than the sacrifices I'm willing to make for you?

Yeah, We'll see about that.

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Ethics or the other way round?

2011-04-19T08:28:00.000+08:00

Kalau kat office,kite datang awal like 30mins awal,takde sape pun kisah.tapi even kalau kite punch out tepat 5.30pm,sume dah dok tanye "awal balik hari ni?". Eh,rasa nak bagi selipar jer.I don't know la bout you people, tapi I rarely cakap macam tu kat orang laen since it is quite annoying and offended (at least to me) sebab mungkin orang tu ada hal ke ape.lagipun the bos bayar gaji sampai pukul 5.30 jer.and the fact yang dia datang awal tu tak kau kira?.

Tapi baguslah kalau you kerja over time without getting paid example kerja gov yang OT pun xde.tapi tak payah citer la elaun korang banyak.

Mind your own business, buat kerja sendiri, jangan jaja cerita kat office,jangan take advantage with the office's flexibility, and jangan tunjuk pandai sangat.

Last, attitude tu jaga sikit.
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Be home

2011-04-18T00:14:00.002+08:00

Got a bbm from him from a faraway land,

bf: "B, x sabar nak balik..."

gf: "nape?heyyy...awk br sampai sana sehari je..enjoy your day bukan selalu dapat macam ni..."

.............

bf: "miss u sebab tu tak sabar nak balik..."

boleh tak hantar bbm macam tu?? terharu. sangat-sangat. ok bf getting sweeter and sweeter more like a sugar. this is one of the reason why i tak boleh jauh-jauh dari dia.sekarang pun tak la dekat mane, but having the fact that i can call him, bbm, email, fb, him like 24hrs buat i happy.

tapi macam sekarang jauh-jauh and online boleh kalau wifi ada, sangatlah sedih. and he always said that i have to be independent and cannot depend much on him. but i wanted too!i wanted to depend on him like everytime. sebab that's the only time he will get involve in everything i do.

lelaki selalu macam tu. tak suka perempuan yang dia rasa tak independant. lain dari perempuan, or maybe me, but i suka dia depend on me and i pun suka depend on him.

but i know he is depend on me, especially when we out for a date. ask him to recall the parking bay, the route to the place of interest, leaving him to shop by himself is a big no.kesian dia, but he is so cute bila kitorang bet sapa ingat jalan balik parking and guess la siapa selalu menang.

Missing is Natural

2011-04-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

I'm having my lunch/brunch own sweet time. And mandi lambat.selalu kalau weekend mesti mandi cepat since ada date or just hang out with friends.the best thing was,I took almost 1hr masa mandi.rasa bersih gila.lupa nak berendam dalam bathub tu je.

But the bad thing was, I missed the bbm session with the bf.stressed tau bile masuk bilik berjela bbm from him.I missed him since like 24hr I'm with him. And now he's gone,literally but the barrier jadi macam ni la.really feels like crying sebab even when I found a new trail of semut pun I akan bagitau dia.and being the sweetest bf ever,die pun layan.tapi lepas tu ada la benda dia nak kutuk.

Being away and didn't have the chance to say hi to him,makes me appreciate more of all the things that I have now.and to appreciate him more.

Kalau sesiapa yakin dengan cinta dia,I tabik spring la since it takes a whole of the courage to even feel that.but I am not one of them.

Until today, bila dia bbm to say hi and send me a picture of him,then I realized kalau jauh macam ni,dia still bole ingat I,and to even send me a pic of him?gosh..he really missed me I guess.even masa I pegi the same country tak rasa pun nak hantar gambar or even to contact him.and guess what?memang I tak hantar pun.

He's sometimes-unpredictable.and to be a non-perfect human, there is a few charac yang I tak suka pasal dia.but when it comes to the best side of him,gila boleh rasa jatuh cinta lagi.

Now till he comes back,I'm gonna miss him as much as I could so that I can be so menggedik to him and ask him to buy me everything that I want since memang itu yang dia selalu buat.

Praying yang dia akan tiba Malaysia sihat2 jer.
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Pilihanraya

2011-04-16T17:52:00.001+08:00

Kalau kerajaan menang, pembangkang mesti kata pengundi hantu, bayar orang suh undi, kira salah, rosakkan undi.

Kalau pembangkang menang, tak pulak kerajaan cakap pape.

And pembangkang pun takde nak cakap ada pengundi hantu, atau kira salah.

Kan?

Macam kalau MU kalah,bukan maen mengutuk, kalau MU menang lagi berbakul2 kutuk.

Atau mungkin peminat dari Malaysia jer macam tu.

And kalau buat program kebajikan, belakang letak banner parti,memang tak relevan unless pancing undi. So pembangkang pun jangan cakap bila program lain letak banner, sebok cakap semua nak dipolitikkan.

Melayu bumiputera 3 parti besar, cina 1, dan india 1(walau tiap satu ada campur). Nampak tak melayu bumiputera pergi arah mana?

Cakap la bagi tanah ke, duit elaun ke, even kerajaan bagi kursus dan kerja free pun, masih di sokong lain. Macam contoh la bekerja untuk kerajaan,tapi sokong pembangkang.if I were to hate my boss, I would have gone somewhere else.

sayangkan melayu.banyak sangat perpecahannya.cina dah tentu kaya.itu pun atas usaha/rajin dan bersatunya diorang.melayu ni sensitif.isu penting MALAS nak fikir, isu maen b*nt*t yang sentap.

Tak salah kalau pembangkang cuba untuk memerintah.tapi dengan cara betul.ada ciri2 pemimpin,boleh menjalankan tugas.kate orang kroni,esok dia jadi pemimpin,kroni dia jugak.

And I wish to see three of us bersatu.memang pasti kalau ikut undang-undang Islam,semua akan elok.hukum hudud.

Tapi mesti orang yang menjalankan hukum hudud itu mempunyai sifat-sifat terpuji.kalau belum jalan lagi, kat youtube pun sama duk mengutuk dan mengeji ,macam mana.dalam surau/masjid pulak tu.

Kalau citer pasal politik.semua pandai.yang takde background admin/law/social science/psychology pun boleh cakap pasal politik. Termasuk SAYA.

Tapi berapa orang yang jujur dan amanah dalam menjalankan tugas?

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Baby Ramadhan

2011-04-15T17:01:00.001+08:00

I always think that whatever good things that you do, somewhere somehow ada ganjarannya nanti.if not here,it will be in the other life. You know syurga / heaven.

At my office ada kakak yang selalu bersihkan office.and I'm quite close to her since every morning she always greet me at the front desk where dia selalu sapu2. Until one day she shared a story telling that her baby is having difficulty to walk. A healthy baby boy.

So last week,the baby underwent a surgery to straighten back his veins and so on.

You know right the medical expenses?I don't have rm1million but I try to share the burden she carries all this while.but I don't know how.

So tadi during lunch hour,I felt so thirsty so I decided to go to the supermarket.it is quite near to my office,just a few block away.and I was thinking (while walking) how can I help her.

Sampai kat supermarket I saw banyak susu baby. I grabbed 3 packs of dutch lady milk stage 2 (6months onwards), 3 pack nestle rice and vegetables, a tab of glucose, and 2 packs of petpet baby diapers.I went up to buy toys for him, tapi takde sebest toysr'us. So tak jadi la.

Although tak banyak yang I could buy to help her,but when I think about how good does it feel when you are in a trouble,ada someone yang nak share, even for a day?it must feel good.damn good.

I hope the baby grows well and jadi a soleh baby boy.

Sebenarnye kan, I ni lemah sebab 3 benda je:
A)baby
B)baby boy
C)baby boy yang gemuk tangan berlipat2 pipi labuh2..eee..

CiOm sedap kan!

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Dinner@10.00pm

2011-04-15T09:34:00.001+08:00

Bf was so lovely last night for taking me out for dinner / supper.eventhough the kedai is just near to my house,but the effort of taking me out would always make me realize how much I love him.and of course how much I need him.ehehe..despite how cruel he is when he's in the angry-mode..hahaha!

We went to mali's but hell it was packed!patutla malaysia is one of the country yang ada ramai obesity *cough* yer I pun same. So for once we thought of pindah to old town ke pak li ke but he said the que dah okay so I waited for a few minutes.

And there you go-the infamous nasi lemak and char kuey teow.the food was not great but it was okay.nasi lemak I tak makan although I'm craving for it.and thanks to dear bf yang tak offer langsung nak makan.ha ha ha.

Then he suggested going to uptown. For those who doesn't know what is uptown, it is a place where you can see people selling imitation/rejected items with cheaper price.shoes,handbags,even gears for hiking.mostly uptown's shop open from monday to friday starting at 10pm onwards.

He bought asam (pickling) for me.sedap sangat and I love it so much!thank you dear..and we went home at 1am.

The best part was, I went out by having only my phone and nothing else.no money and no IC.ha ha ha.kena tangkap baru tau kan..

Ps:I love you.
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Science Lab

2011-04-14T16:05:00.001+08:00

Today I teach them on the genetic coding.so far I'm quite proud with myself.since I'm not a graduate with a biology background,but thanks to the over confident and main redah attitude,I managed to finish it.

Hahaha..

The student catching up quite fast.and I promised to take them all out for lunch or have a snack together.

Now I give them a 15mins break, and after that we will have a small quiz for the genetic code.

Tell me I'm obses with my work or what,but I love my job.thinking that I had to leave the job for the sake of further my study,sedih oke.

Tapi akak opis cakap selalu end of the year dapat bonus,malah lebih gigih yer saya rasa lebih bersemangat nak kerja.

Sayang, 1 bulan bonus pon ok dah kan?
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Big P@rty!

2011-04-14T11:50:00.000+08:00

I have my own mission since early last month.so far it does look good but still the 'other temptation' ada lagi but I have to control. Trust me, when the time comes, I will let the whole world know. No. Bukan kahwin.

So far kerja semakin bagus.I love my job and I love what I'm doing now. And I love the people around me. When you enter an organization, you can see many colours. Kadang2 cantik, kadang2 tak. Tapi I take it as colour yang tak popular yang trying hard to be popular.

Mulai saat ini,upload entry nak buat dari phone terus. Sebab nampak sangat tak utilize semua faedahnya walaupun bayar senak-senak perut gak la.

Next month salary:
1.Handbag pleasee..(Or Pending birthday present?)
2.Wedges
3.Makeup set..(Or pending birthday present?)
4. Makan sedap

*1,3,4 mcm utk bf je*

Maka dengan ini, I have to wait for encik bf dari oversea la..2minggu lagi..alaa..
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Merong

2011-04-04T00:54:00.002+08:00

hari ini, encik bf ke ofis. maka waktu berdating dikurangkan kepada separuh hari. kerja banyak sangat agaknya sampai hari ahad pun pergi ofis. so we decided to watch Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa.

out of 10, i give 9.5. out of 5 stars, i give 4.5, and i think this is the first Malaysian movie yang i can rank together with 300,Gladiator and Apocalypto. oh Apocalypto tak boleh, psycho sangat bunuh-bunuh.

in conclusion, i am so damn proud that we (malay) actually have these talented hot gorgeous men to make this such movie yang memang story line bagus, and the way they executed it, memang thumbs up.good job KRU!!sila buat movie berkualiti macam ni lagi dan lagi.

and i just can't help it that most people suka dengan cerita 'hantu kak limah balik kampung". i mean, com'on men, it is not funny at all. despite they had my favo actor Awie, still memang takde ape yang menarik kat cerita tu. i watched them 3 times bila all the cousins played it over and over again, not only i don't like the movie, it is annoying too. especially yang naik wheelchair tu. really la, tak kelakar langsung, annoying, and cheap.and i dont get it why people are so obsessed with it.sorry but seriously i dont like it.

so that's all.thanks dear love for the tickets , popcorn, and dinner.

2011-03-29T18:35:00.000+08:00

Hari ni kadang-kadang nak balik cepat,kadang-kadang malas nak balik opis,rasa nak tidor je kat opis.

Tapi selalu yang terperasan sgt,waktu pagi nak bangun mesti malas gila,rasa nak marah je pagi2. Tapi bila sampai opis,paling bersemangat la katenye.

Perasaan yang sama masa sekolah dulu. Best + gelabah!

Sekarang?

Siaap nak balik la..hahaha!
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Product Review : Himalaya

2011-03-22T18:22:00.004+08:00

okay.

i have tried for this product for two weeks, and it does not suit my skin. Product ni buat kulit i kering sangat (tegang), mengelupas, and dehydrate. of course, i suka perasaan muka tegang sebab i rasa bersih, but the part yang muka i mengelupas sangat tak best. a doctor once told me, if any product you pakai causes your skin to break, it mean no good for you. so i stop using it. i gave this to my sister, and she gave me her Bio Essence Aqua Boost.

before this i memang pakai all sets of Bio Essence product and so far they never fail me, tapi agak mahal sikit untuk beli the whole products.

okay.

untuk A-N-P cream nie, memang bagus. tak sangat bagus (since 'sangat' adalah untuk product yang efektif dan murah), tapi efektif. kalau ada pimples yang baru membengkak, and malam sebelum tidur tu you letak A-N-P ni, memang esok muka you takde pimples tu. so cream ni i simpan sendiri dan bergaduh dengan sister sebab dia nak jugak.

i tak pakai mosturizer cream ni but my sister did. dia kata sangat bagus. bagus macam mana tu tak tau la, tapi dia kata bagus.

so itu jela product review dari i. sekarang i tengah berwangi-wangian dengan body spray Victoria Secret my friend belikan masa dia kat New York hari tu. dah dua kali beli VS kat NY tapi dengan dua orang kawan yang berbeza. the first one dia amek untuk but i dont mind sebab cheaper dari sini. and kawan plak tu belikan, dah tentu-tentu original.yang second one lagi murah. yang ni memang harga cost la.

next time dia melawat new york (which she will!), i nak beli Rush plak.daa~

Belum tiba masanya

2011-03-22T17:33:00.004+08:00

I am not sopposed to have my holiday today because i need the annual leave for something more important such as honeymoon this year. but since im applying for the teaching permit and it needs (urgently) my medical check up cert, then i have to go. thanks to the HR for not asking for my medical check up on the day i signed my offer letter hence the doing-medical-check-up today.

X-ray, Urine, BP, weight & height, eye-check,etc etc = RM60.00. cheaper than the one i did for university entre.

i went to the damai service hospital. the nurses were all OK and super NICE. the one you can see when you go for private hospital. i can't review the government nurses since i never went (admitted) to the government hospital, but i think everyone would not face any problem if you don't have any major attitude problem, isn't it? but i heard putrajaya's nurses baik-baik. mungkin sebab ramai pegawai kat situ kot jadi baik-baik. politik sungguh.

than pergi dating dengan ayah. went here and there , and we bought something. it cost him RM3k. thank you ayah (and mama). will work things out.

sayang, if you read this, this weekend please come to my house and see what have we bought. you will laugh your-sexy-ass-out but dont under estimate us okay?hikhik.

rasa best sangat tak kerja hari nie. entah kenape. tapi dapat email dari pegawai, cakap after meeting dia tak dapat any actions/materials from us. memang tak boleh la nak update kalau kerja lainnya pending. tapi i think the list of lecturers semua dah ade la kot. but yeah.

lately encik boyfriend sibuk jer. kesian jugak kat dia, penat kot, kadang2 weekend pun datang kerja (dan korbankan masa dating kitorang, WTF) padahal tak dibayar pun. but you know, as long as you like what you are doing, and kita buat kerja seikhlas hati, insyaAllah ada ganjarannya. kalau bukan di dunia, akhirat ada juga. untuk diri sendiri, sejak sebulan lalu kerja tak berapa nak ikhlas, tapi after 'that' incident, hati mula bersih dan tiada lagi amarah. tapi encik boyfriend selalu je kena marah pun tak berapa nak pasti la kenapa.heh.

bulan ni insyaAllah dapat gaji baru *cough* dan duit claim yang separuh dari gaji. bayar duit kereta, balance masuk ASB, bagi ayah and mama sikit, yang lain, arr..simpan jugak.tapi kan, encik boyfriend kata jam dia masuk air. kesian plak dia. jam waterproof tapi masuk air..macam mane?

yang ni cantik kan?

all black. teringat masa mula-mula jatuh cinta dengan dia dulu pun, because dia pakai jam hitam. he looked hot with the black watch on his wrist.

yang ni macam biasa jer. tapi sebab dia modern-looked with a sleek touch, should be okay.tapi i dont like the white thread. fossil so far tak la mahal sangat2 macam Guess and all that. tapi tu la,

tapi yang ni paling cantik. G-shock dah kuar sangat lama. tapi masih in-trend. range price dalam RM250 to RM1000. nak tak nak tak? tapi you nak ke, pergi ofis pakai jam macam nie? i okay jer, you looked smokin hot kot. tapi tak formal sangat la kan. but i loved it.untuk pompuan pun ade...*wink* klau nak, i buy la for you as birthday present. kalau taknak tunggu hantaran je la nanti. hahaha...

casio still my first choice. sebab casio dah lame in market, and dia memang master in analog and digital instruments. cash register, calculator.semua la.hrmm...

the best thing in life is when you can share your joy and happiness with someone you love. and yes, i enjoyed every minute im with him. tak kira la tengah bergaduh ke, tengah bercinta ke, having the thought of him back in my mind, is the greatest feeling ever. love you,and love you still.